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i think if you have a crush on someone that isnt into you the same way you should be able to throw up horrible black goo for about 10 minutes to make the crush go away

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It's very depressing to realize that nobody in your life actually gives a shit about your wellbeing outside of when you're doing stuff for them.

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Trigger warning that I'm fucking depressed and this is a political rant

I really don't know how other people who care about human rights are keeping it together right now. I keep seeing people who are objectively not terrible fall into the traps of willful ignorance and I keep thinking that maybe this time if I just explain it one more time they'll understand that the way they vote is important and that they are literally signing rights away but they always think I'm being alarmist and I can't leave my family I have nothing, no assets, I'm chronically ill and can't hold a steady job, I have a 3 year old, so I keep trying to get them to see how serious I am and it never fucking matters because I'm being alarmist and they're just not gonna vote so they can't vote the wrong way and blah blah blah and like why don't people care. Every time I open my eyes it's like being pushed back into freezing cold water unexpectedly so it steals your breath and you're just paralyzed because no amount of me caring is making a difference right now so what's the point but also I can't just stop trying because other people don't have the luxury of stopping the fight for their lives so I can't just give up on them but also I can't fucking do any of this anymore

Anyways how's yalls day

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Josh Gates feels like AuDHD rep to me (idk if he has it or not and I don't care, its got the same flavor as me). He's literally just out here doin whatever pops into his brain. Like "yes I absolutely wanna learn *everything* about this very niche thing and then move on in a week". I want my job to be adventurer, how does one come to accomplish this when they are ✨️destitute✨️??

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So yes I will be pointing fingers at incels when fans of the 1979 movie throw fits. It's low effort

reading the interviews with LMM and Eisa Davis about the Warriors concept album and I really did not expect fucking GamerGate of all things to be an inspiration for the gender swap???

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They found the cure for antidisestablishmentarianism or however you spell it

the reason Phineas and Ferb is one of my favorite shows of all time is because adult jokes in other family shows are usually about sex. in Phineas and Ferb they are referencing classic literature and bureaucracy.

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It's my 13 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Aweee cringyy

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They should invent a method of asking for reassurance that nobody secretly hates you that doesn't make people secretly hate you.

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My doctor not listening to me is nobodies fault but their own

"my doctor is refusing to prescribe me this medication I need because they think I'm displaying 'drug seeking behavior'"

-> "it sucks so bad that the institution of medicine empowers people to be so ableist and just refuse treatment to addicts based on vibes" yeah it sure does

-> "addicts are to blame for this" bro is onto nothing 🔥🔥🔥

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daily affirmations:

i am kind

i am in control of my emotions

it does not bother me when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

everyone in the house has the right to be in the kitchen

i am kind and in control of my emotions even when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

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I have some news for members of the united states armed forces who feel like they are pawns in a political game and their assignments being unnecessary.

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really everyone you love has something miserably wrong with them or an obvious flaw that won't ever be fixed but like it's up to you what kind of person you can and cannot deal with. someone in my family has anger issues which I can handle and diffuse with no problem, but a person who can't tolerate yelling could not be close to him. another person I know is very anxious & needs constant reassurance and she gets along famously with gentler and more straightforward people than myself, but I can't handle being second guessed all the time. someone who is loosey goosey with their morals wouldn't bother me, but a person with a profound sense of justice makes me feel afraid of getting on their bad side. none of these traits actually make someone a bad person & just because there are personalities I can't handle doesnt mean I'M a bad person either. litany against callout posts for stupid shit and simple incompatibilities we all have to live on this earth together & need to learn how to deal with each other

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Hey just a quick check in- now that musk is like severely imploding on trump and their severed ties

Yall won't forget this part right?

Yall won't forget he's still a massive scumbag right? That he's still a nazi right? That won't get lost in translation right???

(I don't THINK it'll get forgotten but I really want to remind people that just because Musk is now bashing trump for all the shit we've known about him for awhile that we don't forget he was complicit. If anything his bashing and airing out trumps laundry makes it worse, because he KNEW all that and still worked with him.)

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slight PnF Spoilers from season 5

Okay, so Meap Me in St. Louie is far from the best of the Meap Chronicles, but the relationship and interactions between Candace and Meap were so good! Meap respects Candace so much here. And I love that Candace was on top of her game here.

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Why do my nostrils whisper to me

lions are very mean and like jellyfish

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The crazy part about pain is that it actually hurts alot