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Please Her

[apologies to "Black Beatles"] Yeah, that girl is a real hypno teaser All my trances seem to really please her

Yeah, she loves to hear her good girl trigger Gets so wet and horny when it hits her

Yeah, she sinks and drops just like an anchor She's out and no one can ever wake her

Yeah, my little hypno teaser No way I never not need her Yeah, gonna keep her and please her Not planning to ever leave her Yeah, she's always dropping in my DMs Listens to my words as she believes them

Yeah, because she loves her hypnotism My words wrap and warp her mind in rhythms

Yeah, she's solitary in my harem She obeys instructions as she hears them

Yeah, my little hypno teaser No way I never not need her Yeah, gonna keep her and please her Not planning to ever leave her

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Tragedy

Mmm I love you and you love me A love story that was meant to be

But you hate you and I hate me This can only end in tragedy

Can I fix you and you fix me So we can live in perfect harmony?

My friends say that this won't last We're both victims of our past Long ago the die was cast

Can I love you and you love me So we can live in perfect tragedy?

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Defamation

It’s a brutal defamation, Your independence declaration Now I need a temperamental vacation Starting with a painful excavation Removing you from my equation Removing me from the situation Silence all the desperation Keep it together for the duration It’s the path to my salvation I don’t deserve eternal damnation

You were hurt and running scared You were temporarily impaired You forgot how much I cared You weren’t damaged beyond repair

You chose a path of devastation You set up the painful situation You removed me from the equation You left me alone in desperation

I hope you keep it together for the duration I hope you find your way to your salvation I hope you know you don’t deserve damnation I hope you find your way to a better situation

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Summer Days

whispers in the wind and shadows in my mind strange visions I cannot see of memories i cannot find

i swear they used to be here on the altar made of gold how did i misplace them once again my dreams have all been sold

lost and spiraling in the stormy seas desperately scanning the long horizon nothing there to give me peace

nothing stretches out ahead of me as far as i can see and i can get no peace

oh how i long for summer days that were long ago left behind the simple pleasures to hear the songs now cruelly fading from my mind

Shadows, wind, wild waves and tortured souls abound with salvation forever denied as i am forced forever to suffer for my sins

set me on the cross and leave me there to rot far better fate than what awaits because i once promised i would pay the price

my compass gone my rudder broke i go under once again

oh how i long for summer days that were long ago left behind the simple pleasures to hear the music now cruelly fading from my mind

i’m cruelly fading from your mind i go under once again

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Working Gurl Anthem

u working in the mines, you so fine, you so fine twerking in the mines, alla time, alla time Making all the bank, in the tank, in the tank taking all the bank, top yo tank, top yo tank

yeah u working in the mines, in the mines, in the mines yeah u twerking in the mines, in the mines, in the mines People out here in the mines, alla time, alla time u looking pretty fine, in the mines, in the mines

taking no more shit, you a hit, you a hit faking no more shit, you legit, you legit dropping down the axe, you relax, you relax dropping for my ask, stay on task, stay on task

yeah u working in the mines, in the mines, in the mines yeah u twerking in the mines, in the mines, in the mines People out here in the mines, alla time, alla time u looking pretty fine, in the mines, in the mines

Yeah u twerking in them mines in my mind alla time yeah u twerking in them mines in my mind alla time yeah u twerking it all right, twerking it all night yeah u twerking it all right twerking it all night

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Ashes

Took a walk outside to clear my head Grabbed my toothbrush went back to bed Saw the stars falling from the sky Scar tissue now fills my mind

Plaintive howling down at my feet Was it real or was it just a dream? Withered roses keep dying, all the time Can't seem to find the rhythm or the rhyme

And the ashes keep filling my mind Yeah, ashes fill my mind

Sunlight streaming on summer days Winter sets in cold blanket plays Falling down from what once was up Nothing standing here but an empty cup

Driving down the back roads home again Old friends whispering to me on the wind Withered roses keep dying, all the time Never was a rhythm nor a rhyme

And the ashes keep filling my mind Yeah, ashes fill my mind

And the stars are screaming in the sky Always thought that there'd be more time Took a turn down a dead-end lane Made steady companion of constant pain

And the ashes, the ashes Keep filling my mind Yeah, the ashes fill my mind Ashes fill my mind

And you kept staring, asking if I'm fine While the ashes keep filling my mind, my mind Take the stars and leave for good this time Cause the ashes keep filling

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Another Day

desperate grab gets sent astray lonely hand meets rusted blades phantom love she fades away

but I can’t complain I got no one to blame cause i’d do it again on another day on another day

two times done you think I learned three times gone and still I yearned three times more but still I burned

yeah still I burned for those summer days those phantom plays on those summer days

but I can’t complain I got no one to blame cause I’d do it again on another day on another day

silver salt fills silent wound damned if I don’t and damned if I do

what could I do what could I do

but I can’t complain I got no one to blame cause I’d do it again in another way on some other day

damned if I don’t and damned if I do

and I can’t complain yeah I can’t complain cause I’d do it again on another day

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No Difference

broken mirror shattered pieces bloody water damaged thesis

when they come for you i want you to know i will defend you, yeah cause i love your soul

and i love your heart and i love your soul and i will defend you, yeah i want you to know

that it makes no difference it doesn't mean a thing

we rise from the ashes we rise from the ashes

we live and we learn and that doesn't change i'm always a constant i'll never change

when they come for you i want you to know i will defend you, yeah cause I love your soul

and I love your heart and i love your soul and i will defend you, yeah i want you to know

we rise from the ashes we rise from the ashes, yeah we rise from the ashes we rise from the ashes, yeah

we're destined for greatness wherever we go nothing can stop us, no i want you to know

i want you to know, know, know

and i want your heart and i want your soul cause we rise from the ashes and i think that you know

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Lissen

unh, unh unh yeah unh, unh unh yeah lissen yeah I been putting my trash out on the street but you been running your mouth now you better get running your feet cause I ain't playing nice with you no more I'm smashing your walls and busting your door yeah you better get running cause I ain't playing yeah you better lissen up to what I'm saying unh, unh unh yeah unh, unh unh yeah drop it on that beat drop it on that beat girl show me what you got you serving it up like it's fresh and it's hot i like what i'm seeing if you like what i'm saying you better lissen up cause i ain't playin take what you got coming with no complaining yeah you better get running cause i ain't playing yeah you better lissen up to what i'm saying imma gonna turn you on and turn you out flip your world so far you be inside out ain't no need to think no need to doubt gimme a smile you don't need to pout imma gonna turn you on and turn you out yeah you better get running cause i ain't playing yeah you better lissen up to what i'm saying

unh, unh unh yeah unh, unh unh yeah

unh, unh unh yeah unh, unh unh yeah

lissen to what i'm saying

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Life is So Tough

I'm the main character of my life now Thought it'd be fun but it's over-rated I want to be blank and follow you around I want to give in and do what you say now

My therapist says I'm thinking all wrong What does she know about it anyhow I want to be blank and follow you around I want to give in and do what you say now

I'm the main character Don't want to say it I'm the main character Don't want to play it I'm the main character I think it's too much I'm the main character Life is so tough

I don't want to make any more choices No one ever told me I'd make so many choices Being an adult is so fucking boring I want to be a kid and not make choices

I'm the main character Don't want to say it I'm the main character Don't want to play it I'm the main character I think it's too much I'm the main character Life is so tough

I want to be your pet and follow you around I want to be leashed and follow you around I want to be blank and follow you around I want to give in and do what you say now

I want to be your pet and follow you around now I want to be your pet and follow you around now I want to be your pet and follow you around now I'll be a good pet and follow you around now

I'm the main character Don't want to say it I'm the Don't want to play it I'm the I think it's too much I'm the Life is so tough yeah Life is so tough yeah life is so tough Life is so tough yeah life is so tough I'm the main character and life is so tough Life is tough yeah life is so tough

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Bad Thing

you're not a bad thing when I think about it you're not a bad thing when I think about it not a bad thing thing not a bad thing you're not a bad thing when i think about you

your smile is so pretty and i think you are cute you make me so happy you know that it's true not a bad thing thing not a bad thing I feel like everything's right when I'm with you

not a bad thing thing not a bad thing you're not a bad thing no not a bad thing

i went for a walk and thought about you it makes me smile to think about you not a bad thing thing not a bad thing everything is right when i'm thinking about you

yeah

not a bad thing thing not a bad thing you're not a bad thing no not a bad thing not a bad thing thing not a bad thing you're not a bad thing no not a bad thing

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I Will Remain

You can be mad, you can be sad It doesn't change a single thing that we had You can have fun, you can be free It doesn't change what you meant to me

Will I be there when you call? Will I be there when you fall? What does it matter in the end?

Time can be cruel, time is unkind It doesn't change a single thing in my mind Time can destroy, time wears us down It doesn't change how much I want you around

Will I be there when you call? Will I be there when you fall? What does it matter in the end?

And we're past the end now We're past the end now now now And we're past the end now Yeah, we're past the end now

Will I be there when you call? Will I be there when you fall? What does it matter in the end?

I will still be here when you call I will still be here when you fall I will remain exactly who I am I will remain exactly who I am

I will remain even after you fall I will remain Yeah I will remain I will remain even after you fall Yeah I will remain Yeah I will remain

I will be here when you call I will be here when you fall

Yeah I will remain even after you fall I will remain after it all I will remain after it all

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Fine

I will be free. I will be fine. You don’t need to worry. So pay it no mind.

Doing my thing. Finding my way. I’ll ask you for nothing. And I’ll be ok.

You’re a live wire. Absolute danger. You set my world on fire. Now just a stranger.

When do I learn. When it is done. I soothe all our burns. I learned to run.

I will be free. I will be fine. You don’t need to worry. So pay it no mind.

I will be fine. I will be fine.

I will be fine. I will be fine.

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Withered Roses

Silent shadows slide boldly in and out of sight I never promised I could let you go without a fight

Time turns and tramples us all beneath its wheel I can’t explain away the things you make me feel

Long sorrows stretch out to the shrouded sky I learned to hold the peace and silence my goodbye

I recall a grim grey guardian standing at the gate Now that proud post stands abandoned as we’ve been left to fate

And if we should pass each other on some shining summer day Will I find the words to whisper that will make you want to stay?

A terrible twisting tale that we are left to tell Withered roses, poor remains upon weeping window sill

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Feeling Reckless

Girl i’m feeling reckless, buy you diamond necklace Take a trip to Paris, first-class couldn’t care less

Long as I’m with you, There ain’t nothing we can’t do (whoo) Yeah I’m feeling reckless

Buy the Mazeratti, never-ending parties Drink the Dom off ya body, smoking till I’m Foggy

Long as I’m with you, There ain’t nothing we can’t do (whoo) Yeah I’m feeling reckless

Buying you an island, happy when you smiling Living large and styling, damn you so beguiling

Long as I’m with you, there ain’t nothing we can’t do You and me are crew, there ain’t nothing we can’t do

As long as I’m with you (hey) Girl I’m feeling reckless

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I Know What I Want

🎵You came strolling up in my way I wish it was in you to stay I'm throwing every wish away Take another shot another day

And all I know is ...

I know what I want, when I want what I want And I want it (yeah) Oh yeah, I want it You know I want it

You got me on my knees to pray What you feel I can't explain When you go a hole remains I'm looking for a different way

And all I know is ...

I know what I want, when I want what I want And I want it (yeah) Oh yeah, I want it You know I want it

You seem to be so far away Take another shot another day I'm looking for a different way So you can see a different way

And until that day ...

I know what I want, when I want what I want And I want it (yeah) Oh yeah, I want it You know I want it🎵

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Who Are You?

[Dedicated to dear ol’ mom and dad. I wouldn’t be who I am without you. This one is for you, my lovely parents. Thanks. XOXOXO]

Who are you to tell me What I need And who I'll be?

What did you ever do for me Except wound me And bring me to my knees?

Now leave me be, I'm asking please Can you do this for me?

Can’t you see The damage you did to me? Who are you to limit me?