The drawing of Rose!Bandu is humanized and has elf ears.
I really couldn't help but get more motivation since i couldn't control my stress from studying.So,i decided to try it out to do a version of Bandu which is humanized and has elf ears,just to see how cute he looks.I also added an icon of him and bambisona version.I made him having a fuzzy brown and ginger hair.Just how to feel being a human.
I feel scared why i have no friends.Except my family and siblings.I have nightmares all the time that i didn't want to chat with anyone and i have trust issues and i feel like no one wants to talk to me.Is it because i was too energetic all the time or what?My mom always wants my attention to get a comfort zone from my panic zone.
Why i feel like i have no one by my side and i feel like to kill myself and they think that you're a stupid attention seeker.But i wasn't acting like that.My parents are just want my attention to best friends and i was super lonely and i was getting stressed.Why?Just why?!?!!Why do i have nobody.
I wish i would be dead for this and i'll become an abuser myself and abuse myself for being super lost and lose control.And they wished i wasn't born.