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Accidentally took my anxiety pills twice when I meant to take my vitamin D so if I’m tired as hell later I guess I’ll know why

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I bought a punirunes and I’m immediately in love

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I wanna do a clangen (lifegen) blog eventually but I’m trying my best to think of a way to go about it that’ll actually keep myself engaged

I think it’s prob best to go with a “if something interesting happens I’ll draw it” approach rather than the usual “draw every moon” most blogs do cuz I just don’t have that in me I think

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oh my god this is so old (so old my original twitter handle is on it (it's been deleted for probably a year or two now btw so don't actually try to look it up) but i just realized i never uploaded this bitch outside of my old twit or discord. once again, for archival purposes!

he doesn't even have a name still. i feel bad for you my son...

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I hate pain Olympic shit man, like all I said during work was that my feet hurt, not even like drawn out complaint that was literally it and an older coworker asks me “why?” before proceeding to tell me about how she has to work at her first job before coming to this one

Like I’m sorry u gotta do that??? But that’s not suddenly gonna make my shit disappear bc you got it worse???? I hate that shit esp since my parents do it a lot and yet my mom is always the one asking me “damn kay when’s your next day off??” If she thinks I only had one off the entire week

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i haven't done anything pixel art in years but pls rate my little cinnamaroll miku on a (wip) shelf

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Coco ; Witch Hat Atelier ☆ Kotobukiya

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I found my 2021-2022 era genshin fanart i saved on a flash drive lmao so here it is for archiving purposes

i bet you can't tell my favs from this /j

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Ex and Bee OC :3 Still no name but I'll figure it out eventually

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I forgot I still had this screenshot laying around but god I remember the cackle I let out

(mod credits: Mimo4e’s Mualani Redesign || MisterSoulEater for Kachina)

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Nikki really said

So, Infinity Nikki gives you the option to change Nikki's skintone but only after you get into the customization menu (would have been nice for a little screen at the start with the three options) However they are a little bugged. Her hair bugged out too lol. They likely did not test this w/ the different skintones.

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Something I wanna add about my turnfire thoughts is I wonder how much of the weirdness of the quest was the writers not knowing how to deal with a morally grey situation and by extension how players would feel about kinich and the traveler

….which is dumb, bc Wanderer exists

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The Turnfire quests rant I guess bc I don’t know how I feel about any of that and I just finished it (spoilers below)

OOOOOKAY SO I WONT LIE I FELT KINDA CONFUSED AND MAYBE A LITTLE MAD PLAYING THROUGH THAT QUEST

so you have this giant yumka who’s very being and sanity is being eaten by the abyss contamination, an actual threat to everyone’s lives, and forced to live at 400 years past his natural lifespan at best and you can’t put it out of its misery bc of cultural significance????

Maybe I’m missing something but throughout the quest I’m just big “??? We’re still talking about a living being right??? Not a statue????”

Natlan’s first acts literally go into how the abyss just eats you alive + whatever horrifying shit the writers want it to do through the game’s story and I guess something just ain’t clicking for me. Like I get if it was mostly sentimental value, something flawed but human, and in a way I guess it is??? But something about the tribe’s and Kinich’s focus on the cultural value of keeping the Mountain King alive vs its wishes (even if Kinich at first just suspected it BUT HE WAS RIGHT—) felt colder to me than that. Like we weren’t talking about a dragon buddy suffering for centuries and instead a very pretty painting they discovered was laced with poison or something

Maybe this is cold but throughout it all I’m just thinking to myself “ohhhh my god just put that poor thing out of its misery ITS LITERALLY SAYING IT JUST WANTS TO GO—“

Edit: forgot one more point but I think what really gets me is that the mountain king literally spent his entire expanded lifetime asleep bc of his condition. And we’re talking about centuries here so there’s no real bond with him and the tribe beyond his cultural value. It’s just really fucking sad man.

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I literally know nothing about animating even simple stuff but I listened to my annual dose of Persona Alice again and now all I can think about is how perfect for Wanderer it is aaaaaaaaa

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Random vocaloid thought before bed but it’s so weird how much of older DECO*27 I loved as a teen but I can’t really fuck with a lot of his “modern” songs and the ones that I DO like tend to be the ones I see people say they don’t like (pretty sure they’re the minority still but I think it’s funny)

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October can’t come soon enough

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Nvm I figured out how to fix the masks so no more weird white lines

oh yeah, i don't think i ever shown what these guys look like without the cloaks