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A cute little side effect of me being honest about being trans is that my husband wants us to have matching things for some reason.

He told me he doesn’t even know why, but he wants it to be a subtle way to tell people that we’re together? So we’re looking at new matching wedding rings and he occasionally brings up wearing matching shirts when we get dressed in the morning 🤭

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yeah it's called my mutuals circle on tumblr

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𝐴 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑙 𝑑𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 @h0neylevi

𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒗𝒂𝒍𝒖𝒆𝒅! 💐

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𝐴 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑙 𝑑𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 @h0neylevi

𝑺𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒗𝒂𝒍𝒖𝒆𝒅! 💐

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i miss them (fictional character i think about literally every single day)

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Sometimes I look at official art of Levi and think, “levi, honey what are you doing? What led to this?” And this is one of those times

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Coming out of my writing fog little by little lately now that things are settling and winding down in my life and all I’ve been able to think about lately is the little complex tells of Levi’s personality as you get to know him.

For instance, when he likes something, he doesn’t just say ‘I like that’. But you’ll know by the way he interacts with whatever it is. You go and see a movie together? He’s stone-faced the entire time but brings up a specific scene two weeks later that shows you he paid attention and actually enjoyed it.

Don’t know what his favorite color is? It’s probably the most common color in his wardrobe or color in his house.

With Levi, you have to be attentive because he isn’t going to outright say certain things. But I think that makes it that much more satisfying when you get it right, and you can always tell that he appreciates it.

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my favorite genre of fictional character is like "i am terrifying to almost everyone, i'm very good at killing, i can endure anything, i've become exceptionally good at playing into my reputation, and if you try to give me positive social interaction i will react with confusion and cower in a corner like an abused animal. and i may try to shoot you. but there is also a chance i may imprint on you like a feral dog receiving its first loving touch! good luck."

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I haven’t slept in three days.

I’ve been working around the clock to back up over a petabyte of research data and records and articles from the National Library of Medicine before it gets attacked by that elongated dipstick and his gestapo squad. Trying to get copies of every federal research program’s data before it gets destroyed in the crossfire. I hope to God that it won’t, but I have no confidence that it will be safe. Lots of copies keep stuff safe.

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Hopefully last update for a while about me coming out as trans

I’ve told almost everyone that’s close to me at this point (just need to tell like, my hairdresser who I have an appointment with soon that I’ve been going to for years and I know she’ll be excited)

My brother was the biggest shock. He’s conservative but he’s also pretty kind and not really judgmental, so his response was just “okay. If that’s what makes you happy” when I was 100% expecting him to argue with me.

My mother in law has been incredibly sweet about it. I haven’t had the chance to talk to her one on one yet, but my husband told me she’s been calling him and told him that she’s been ‘researching’ to make sure she doesn’t offend me or something. I guess she even sat down with my father in law and they both watched some documentary on Netflix with will Ferrell in it? I don’t know what it’s called but it was so sweet lol

And my husband bought me boxers specifically made for trans men

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"if i was orpheus i would simply not turn around" yes you would. if you were orpheus and you loved eurydice, you would. to love someone is to turn around. to love someone is to look at them. whichever version of the myth — he hears her stumble, he can't hear her at all, he thinks he's been tricked — he turns around because he loves her. that's why it's a tragedy. because he loves her enough to save her. because he loves her so much he can't save her. because he will always, always turn around. "if i was orpheus i would simply —" you wouldn't be orpheus. you wouldn't be brave enough to walk into the underworld and save the person you love. be serious

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Spent the evening gathering all of my makeup, perfumes, and hair care products for my fem friends to go through this week

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hungry

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wish i could grab coffee w my mutuals. mentally we are in a cute café right now

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