h0neylevi

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Nearly fainted while doing my t shot today so now I have to take a nap about it like a big ol baby

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mutual who i’ve barely interacted with ever: *likes or rbs my post*

me:

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Since I know some of you guys enjoy my husband’s witty jokes, here’s two more from this morning’s hike:

(we were talking about different terms used in queer spaces) him: “yeah, you’re AFAB. A FABulous man!”

Then, later on, we were talking about how body hair grows once you’re on testosterone. He’s pretty hairy and I said, “You’re my werewolf man” to which he responded, “oh, I’ll howl at your moon any night.”

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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I fucking hate that the general response to RFK Jr's eugenist take on autistic people is "autistic people do pay taxes, autistic people do work, autistic people do date!"

Some autistic people don't and that shouldn't make them less worthy of life. Some autistic people do need constant help and support and that shouldn't make them less worthy of life.

Once again we're falling in the right wing trap of :

They make a hateful, fascist statement

Instead of focusing on the fact that it is hateful and fascist we try to show them that they are factually wrong

We throw our own allies and the most vulnerable of us under the bus in the process

We legitimise an only slightly less hateful, fascist view as we go

They have completed their goal of making us accept the still hateful, fascist second version, hurrah. What a victory.

Right now what we're getting to with that is that autistic people who can work and pay taxes are okay, and the others aren't. Fuck this shit.

Same thing happens with the people who are being deported ("they have a visa!", "they didn't even have a criminal record!" -> even if they didn't have a visa, even if they did have a criminal record, deporting them and detaining them in what's essentially a concentration camp wouldn't be okay, you absolute tools of fascism.)

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you do not have to be functional to be worthy of love and existence as an autistic person. if you need assistance, you are worthy. if you don’t have a job, you are worthy. if you are not social, you are worthy.

you exist. you are a person. you are inherently worthy of life and love

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"Roommates"

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I had a dream last night that I went on vacation and met Levi and I liked him and wanted to get to know him, but I was only in the area for the weekend. And then somehow, he knew the hotel staff that I had gotten to know and they set up a weird meet cute type thing in order for us to talk because he apparently liked me too and I WOKE UP in the middle of chatting with him

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when a mutual from one circle reblogs from a mutual in another. ?? when did you two meet

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i am full of love and also fatigue

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the way being employed keeps you from video games and other various activities is so sick. genuinely demonic

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Tumblr is odd because you’ll see a mutual post something really profound like “the birds still sing for those who listen” and you see them 5 minutes later saying something like “need to be pegged.grilled cheese style”

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#eruri

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DONT KNOW ABOUT YOU ALL BUT HE IS JUST DAMN GORGEOUS!!!

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me when the plot won't plot like it should

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reblog to explode a landlord

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when u dont like ur art take a deep breath and remember u created it from nothing, like a god