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me & the rants ep 01

girl i swear if there's one thing i'm not yun ay ang pagiging idk basta mang-uutos ng something so simple like !!! like !! gets ginagawa ko sa mga kapatid ko but ung mga bagay na few pindots away parang keri nyo naman na yan siguro noh ! HUHU ako nga ung tipong magtthink muna kung tama ba utusan kasi baka busy tapos ung iba jan maka-utos lang like grabe ayun the disrespect pero deadma nalang ig

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ngayon lang nag entry ulit PEROOO ion wanna forget this day kasi ang cute namin ni matt after sp183 class tapos nung palabas na may nakita kaming magjowang ng holding hands so nag holding hands din kami HAHAHAHA nung una tinanggal ko kasi cringe pero after a while ginawa parin namin tas pinagtataas taas tas nagbbow pa parang sa graduation HAHA vv cute vibez lng nmn

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DI AKO MAKA GET OVER I LOOK SO SLAY HERE IT DESERVES A POST 🧧🌉🏮

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L&M

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pls paalisin nyo na ak dito sa pinas pagkagraduate, as in the moment i step down the stage. ayok n sa pinas its hurting me too much :(

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tangina parang sobrang bagay namin 🥹😭

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ayan self ang tanga tanga mo kasi so may nahanap akong kausap na napawi ung sadness ko for like a few hours... hanggang sa like nagkatanungan na kung ano ba essentially want namin both, ako landi lang tas sya date to marry WELLLLL wala syempre ako like nareevaluate nanaman mindset ko sa pagkakaroon ng relationship like hindi pa talaga ako ready, na kahit sino gustuhin ko never as in never ko sya iisipin na makakasama ko in the long run. so na conclude ko narin na tangina gusto ko lang si k because sobrang lapit and convenient nya lang for me. na everything na iniisip ko na pwede mangyari between us is bc of proximity. and as for myself naman, parang idk anlaki na ng nakainstill sa mind ko na ay hindi di talaga ako para mag settle agad. super laki ng belief k na hindi ako to settle right now. pero on a deeper level, naniniwala parin naman ako naaa when the right one comes, love will be much easier. di ko maffeel na parang there's this pressure to conform, na para maging happy k or magkaroon ng some sort of validation dapat may someone ka.

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di na po para ma-excite pag may mag-aaya sa pobla, basta ang condition ko lang pag magbbar ay bgc na dapat jusk otherwise tama na

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internship in grab ph pls pls 💚🍀

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renante argenal

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hjd 🍔

bday ni john today and i literally forgot!! I SWEAR INAABANGAN Q TLGA FOR TOMO AND HE ONLY REMINDED ME NUNG NAGPADALA SYA NG HANDA NYA HAHAHHA which hindi q rin inexpect kasi he said the same thing last yr and nothing happened 👍 anyw hmm wala naman akong nafeel na anything special other than happiness ofc kasi sya nag occupy ng last month of june ko sa pagkikita namin ng isang linggo HAHAH parang mga after school vibes ulit ++ so thankful for him kasi pinagluto nya q and dinadalhan foods for the whole weekkk,, wala natuwa lang tlga aq AHAHAHAHA kala q nga sepanx malala aq pag di na kami nagkita the week after pero goods naman HAHAHA amfunny kasi nag replay nanaman ung pagpadala ng foods sa bahay pero this tim ofc bff edition, tbh he’s a friend tlga that i can call my brother or like katuwang sa life but not actually partner romantically, im really thankful for himmm and i hope dama nya yon <333 di nya to mababasa and di nya rin makikita post q so im just gonna leave it here! eon lang, toodles xoxo

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friendship trauma.

its been months i know pero somehow i still bring the pain she gave me. for years, 10 years to be specific i have never felt so crushed and used. i can’t believe i let her use me like that and i was so dumb all along. i feel so guilty, pero in the back of my mind i know she fucking deserves this. deserve nyang maiwan and ma-cut off dahil sa tanginang ugali na yan. natiis ko yun ng ilang taon? natitiis pa ng mga kasama nya? ewan ko nalang talaga putangina

my doubts sometimes flees anyway when i talk to anjel and john 🥹 and recently they’ve been doing sweet gestures that make me realize that tangina deserve na deserve. na hindi ako para ganunin lang ng kahit sinong tao talaga. i love them sm 🥹

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comeback post for 🐶

nung nagppic kami he suddenly said “gabby ang sexy mo” smth like that GANUN AMP OK AS SOMEONE NA HINDI CONFIDENT SA SARILI SALAMAT !

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last thing to say abt her

i hope one day, she realizes what she has lost :)

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ang goal ko ay less than 1k lang pag gala and atleast 500 pag may pasok ehe

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cant rlly tell anyone but ayun na di aq masyado gumagastos atm for bars since im saving for a phone and my trips this yearrr aaa tiis tiis lng