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let me forget you Geto Suguru x reader

synopsis- you find out what he's turned into. jjk past arc (2006).

your head pounded. your heart had dropped. you mentally pleaded that this be another sick joke.

thud thud thud

the words rang in yours ears. hoping waiting for Satoru to burst out laughing, telling you that this was all just a joke planned by him. you awaited that moment but, it never came. this isn't a joke.

both of you were at a loss for words. "what." the only thing you managed to mutter out in shock. it wasn't a question.

silence engulfed you. it rang in your ears.

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you had to find out yourself. you had to talk to him. one last time. not because you though Satoru was lying. he would never lie about something like this. but, as someone who was once promised his love, you should.

your mind raced. where would he be right now? you waited for something to pop in your mind. ______________

nothing. nothing but something. reluctantly, with no hope, you set out. you walked a while, roaming in the streets that you once roamed together. the shops he'd take you to and insist that he gift you something or the other.

you set out for the cemetery that you both would walk by in the nights and make jokes about Yaga popping out of one of the graves to catch you out of your dorms.

you almost smile at the thought before remembering why you're racing down alleys and streets.

finally, you reach the spot. the place looks scarier now that Suguru isn't with you. you stop for a few seconds, meters before the small field to catch your breath.

you know where he is standing right now. the patch of ground full with forget-me-not flowers. as a matter of fact, the only patch of ground that had somewhat vibrant colour.

you walked in, anticipating. you hadn't noticed that you were holding your breath until you, at last, reached. your releasing of air led to rustling of leaves.

a familiar black haired, tall silhouette loomed before you. a forget-me-not twirling in his fingers. not one person would have guessed the news you had received regarding him only a couple minutes ago.

you didn't have to speak for him to guess what it was that you were here for.

"ah. long time no see!" he said cheerfully. "certainly. long enough for you to become a mass murderer!" you spat out bluntly.

"I wouldn't want to waste your time beating around the bush so let me get to it." he continued stoically.

"no, let me get to it, Suguru. you're out of your mind. what you're trying to do is wipe our half the population. neglecting your purpose. honestly, what happened to the strongest?! what happening to saving the world with me and Satoru?! what happened to getting new injuries whilst saving the world for Shoko to practice on?! did an asteroid hit you in the past week, Suguru?! were you always plotting on killing me one day?"

"you know I need to try. for a better world for us. for a better world for the jujutsu community. we are cleaning up after other humans' litter. for what?! only to die while doing so?"

"I never could have thought of you running away from duty. you know that many jujutsu sorcerers you claim to be trying to save would die from this too."

"I'm trying to save you." he says quietly. "no. no you're not. you know there are too many outcomes of this"

"I don't have time to influence all of your beliefs right now. all I want to ask is for you to join me, trust me, for nothing but the best"

"I trust Suguru. I don't know who the person that stands before me is." tears begin to pool in your eyes. you blink to try and make them less obvious.

"then think of me as Suguru." he steps closer. "I can't. he would think that something like this is absurd. impossible." you meet his eye finally after realizing that you were looking at the ground beside him earlier.

he closes all the distance there was there. not allowing you to speak further. he feels the same he did the last time. as if the past week had never happened. his lips dance the same way they used to.

what wretched your heart further was that you both knew, it would probably be the last time your lips touch each other. it was a silent understanding. you felt him nudge something into your palm.

you pulled back to look at what lies in your palm. the forget-me-not that he had previously been holding had made it's way to you. you looked above to meet his eyes.

his eyes held innocence, as if there was still Suguru somewhere trapped inside. something inside you leaped again, like the first time you had heard the news earlier that morning. except this felt more positive, how ironic.

you increased the distance that he had closed what felt like ages ago. you tore away from him. you ached to go back to a minute ago in time.

every step felt like a mile. every memory felt like a dream.

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I'm internally crying my throat feels weird now whyyyy do I do this to myself

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'they got no idea, 'bout me nd you' Tsukishima Kei x reader

synopsis- someone saw tsukishima and you holding hands and were surprised because they didn't know that you both were dating. (established relationship)

you tapped your pen restlessly on the bench, hoping the bell would ring. the day felt longer than it was. your teacher's lecture was enough to turn one into Sleeping Beauty.

the room seemed to be shrinking, making you feel claustrophobic. your body etched to run out the room.

the gods finally decided to listen to your plea, as the bell rung. you let out a sigh of relief and darted out the room as soon as the teacher dismissed the class. the world felt brighter.

you waited outside tsukishima's class waiting for his class to be dismissed, although the bell had already rung. eventually, he got out of the room. a smile on your face as soon as you saw his tall figure.

"heyy. took you long enough." you teased. "the teacher just couldn't stop babbling." he said with an annoyed look. "ready to go?" he asked, glancing at you with a hint of affection.

"yeah. this place is suffocating." you smiled. he took your hand and led you through the crowed hallways so you won't get lost because, according to him, your brain turns itself off, but, you knew he just liked holding your hand.

you got to the dispersal area, still holding hands even though there wasn't much of a crowd.

out of nowhere, you heard a gasp followed by the both of your names. "y/n?! tsukishima?!"

you both turned around at the familiar voice. you saw tanaka and nishinoya gaping at the two of you.

oh. realization hit you. neither of you had ever told anyone about your relationship.

"are you both dating?!" tanaka gasped, loud enough for people to turn their heads. "yeah." tsukishima casually shrugged. you noticed his cheeks turning a shade of pink, in addition to his ears.

"how come we didn't know?" nishinoya asked, equally as loud as tanaka. all the other students present were staring, curious about the drama.

"Didn't think it was anyone's business." Tsukishima shrugged nonchalantly. that comment left the other two stammering, looking for words to spit out. "y/n, you didn't tell us either!" nishinoya turned to you.

"heh. slipped my mind i guess." you replied, with a smile tugging at your lips.

although tsukishima didn't talk to many people, many people still knew him. he was quite popular amongst the female students because of his charming looks, although, he didn't talk to any of them.

the next day, the word spread fast. you might have found a few girls crying (dramatically) in the bathroom stalls with their friends comforting them, glaring at you while you entered.

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Gojo x reader (angst? fluff?) synopsis- he couldn't make it to another date.

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marks of tears on your face, eyes still stinging. you should have guessed that this would happen. you almost expected him to not show up, given this field of work. but, somehow it still felt bitter.

heavy breaths against your pillow, also stained with tears. you had gave up waiting and changed into your pajamas.

he was supposed to come home by evening, and you would go out, after a few exhausting weeks. he'd promised. he'd promised a lot of things actually, which was how you knew what to expect.

you heard someone enter the house. you didn't want it. you didn't want any of his apologies. his hugs. anything from him. not at the moment, atleast.

you felt the door of your shared bedroom open. you tried to calm your breathing, act like you were asleep. "hey, are you awake?" you heard him whisper. you didn't reply. "c'mon, I know you aren't asleep." he tried. no response.

"I really don't know how to start explaining. I know I messed up again. I have no words for myself." he tried to apologize. his voice had a sort of urgency and rush, the kind that played when he was worried.

"you could always try shutting up" your voice came out just as harsh as you meant it to be. your voice was audibly breaking.

"please, love. you know that if I had a choice, I would never skip on you." he was hesitant to touch you. pain seeped through his deep voice.

"Satoru. I understand the given the field of work we have unexpected emergencies. But, I'm still angry." you finally turned around to see him. his eyes were glazed.

he squeezed your hand. a look on his face suggesting that he wanted to give you more. he held eye contact for a few seconds before hesitantly leaned over to gently peck your lips.

after a few long seconds of holding his eyes, you turned over. maybe it'd be better tomorrow.

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shd I change my username? thinking about it...

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kiss your scars- Gojo Satoru x reader

fluff/comfort. depictions of injuries. angst if you squint?

he had assured you that he'd be home before sunset. you'd eat together and drink your worries until the next day arrived. at first, you brushed it off by telling yourself that he was probably caught up with the higher ups. but for how long?

your heart thumped louder and faster against your ribcage.

what if tomorrow never came?

you inhaled, slowly and deep. it was something Satoru had told you to do when you were worried, sad, or stressed if he wasn't there. you tried not to think the worse. but how could you not?

you waited by the door, your body pacing along with your heart. fast and running.

just then you heard a click, very familiar. you spun around and yanked the door open. bruises. cuts. blood. however, he's okay.

"Gojo! where were you?!" you cried. "no nickname?" he smirked. you crashed in his arms. "you sure do know how to keep a girl worried sick"

"sorry, love." he said quietly. "is that all you have to say?! after you left me agonizing?!" "you know I'm the strongest" he said, pride echoing in his voice. "so you say." you sighed.

you let him in, finally. "you've gotten a whole lot of thrashing, hm? you teased. "can't the strongest make mistakes?" he protested. "I'll get you cleaned up." you offered.

"oh wait, can't you heal yourself?" you squinted at him. "you've caught me." he chuckled. "but, you love taking care of me so, you do it anyway" he teased. "not anymore, I just realized you can do it on your own." you scoffed.

"come onnnn! you know you love it!" he tried. "uhuh? I'm the one who loves it?" you raised a brow. "no, I love it." "go on...."

"my dear love, could you please clean up my injuries because I love the feeling of your delicate hands on me?" he said. "that's too dramatic for my liking but, I'll consider it."

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I'm looking for ideas for drabbles/fanfics so feel free to drop any requests/ideas!! I write for Jjk and Haikyuu! I also only write SFW btw ")

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nerdjo x reader

my take at nerdjo!

you were running late. your class was dismissed late so it wasn't really your fault. although you didn't really listen to anything that the teacher said after the bell rang because you mind was preoccupied with the thought of your boyfriend.

you always went straight to him after you were done with your classes for the day. he wouldn't mind if you were a little late, right?

you gathered all your books, stuffed them carelessly into your bag, and took off with wide strides.

as you reached his place, you gently knocked. you waited, no response. impatient to see him, you figured he wouldn't mind you barging in.

you gently turned the door handle and parted the door. as you entered, to your surprise, his lean muscled frame laid sleepily on his desk, dozing off on a notebooks, a pencil still in his hand.

you smiled to the adorable image. you walked over, and bent to peck his forehead.

you were deliberating on waking him up or letting him sleep. you decided upon letting him rest. he must've been tired enough to fall asleep while studying, you thought.

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"I like the way you kiss me" Geto Suguru

pure fluff <3 not proofread

you had this way of kissing Suguru. your hands would always find his jaw, and pull him closer to you to kiss him.

he found it fascinating and incredibly cute how you'd just grab his jaw and he'd let you pull his face closer to yours. the first time you did it, he was speechless, not expecting that. ever since that, it was the only thing he'd long for.

it was the next morning after he'd sleep over at your place. you were already up, freshened up. he opened his eyes and saw you sitting beside him on the bed.

"hey. you got up before meee" he whined. you were the only person who he'd ever whined at. "oh sorry. I just felt like freshening up" yu replied. "oh it's fine." he smiled sleepily.

he sat up and floated closer to you, his hands wrapped around. he lightly inhaled and out of nowhere jerked up and got out of bed. you looked at him, concerned, "what happened?!".

"oh, I can't fall asleep again. I slept in already, I think." he reasoned. "Suguru, th world wouldn't end if you slept in for one day" you smiled. "I just feel really groggy without you lying beside me in the mornings, that's all". "oh, sorry, sugu" you smiled.

he walked over to the bathroom and closed the door behind him to freshen up. after about 5 minutes he comes out with a smile. you stand up to kiss him.

not your usual way though. after you've separated, he looks at you with a confused expression. "what happened?" he asks. "nothing, why?" "that wasn't your usual way of kissing me." he says.

"I'm confused?" you say. "yoy know, how you usually pull me by the face? I really like that." he let out a small smile. "ohh that's what you mean!" you smile.

you take a hold of his jaw, pull him closer to meet his lips. you feel him smile against you.

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Painting his nails ft. Geto Suguru <3

(this isn't anything sexual btw 😭🙏 just pure fluff)

you were sitting in your desk, in your dorm, the wind blowing on your face causing the free strands of your pulled back hair to lightly sway.

you hands were occupied, painting your nails the perfect shade of (color). too focused on what you were doing, you didn't notice the lock on your door click and Suguru slipping in your dorm.

the sudden movement caught you off guard, in shock, you accidentally got some polish out of your cuticles. instantly, you smiled realizing who it was.

"hey. you could have given some kind of call or something you know?" you said . "oh come on. I didn't realize how invested you were" he teased.

he bent down to your chair to peck your lips lightly. "that's a nice color." he smiled. that smile that you'd give anything to see. the smile that was worth a million. the smile engraved in your brain, yet, you couldn't get enough of it.

he gently picked your hand and kissed it, inspecting your nails after. he lightly wiped of the color that had gotten out.

"you know, I wonder how you would look with nail polish." you thought out loud. "me? I don't know." he knew what you were hinting.

"you know how I wouldn't need to wonder anymore?" you started. "seriously?" he huffed, "ok fine, fortunately, I love you enough." he lazily smirked.

"Ok I have this perfect black polish- it would look perfect on you-" you quickly got up to get it from your drawer. as you were trying to look for it, he sat on the chair which you had earlier occupied, inspecting your nail polishes.

you came back with the color, and sat exactly where Suguru was sitting, between the gap of his legs as he was sitting. you took his hand, placed it on the desk and started working on it. he froze but, didn't interfere.

after you were done, you held his hand up for him and you to inspect. "there we go. it looks good don't you think?" you asked innocently, as if you were oblivious to the effect you had on him.

"y-yeah, it l-looks great. thanks".

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you had an argument ft. Gojo Satoru <3

btw this is adult Gojo

you had only ever had disagreements over childish things with Gojo, they had ended pretty quickly, most of the time with kisses. but, this time, it was slightly different. this was serious.

"you're overreacting!" he complained.

that was it. you immediately strode out of the house, down the stairs, fuming and hurt by his words. no matter how childish he was, he always cared about the words he had used.

out in the street you were, late in the night. it wasn't late until you'd hear frantic footsteps along with your name, following up to you.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that."

"yeah. you shouldn't have. that didn't stop you though, did it?" you shot.

"can we rationally talk this out. I know I was the one acting childish. I'm ready to listen to you. Please?" he pleaded

"maybe tomorrow. I'm overreacting today, is that right?" you said sarcastically.

"that was wrong of me to say. please don't go this late at night. you're capable enough to protect yourself but, I would sleep better knowing you're home, with me, safe." he begged

"I don't feel like seeing you right now OR being anywhere near you."

"then can I walk you home? I'll stay behind you, I'll stay quiet. Please?"

"like a stalker?"

"I just want to see you get home safe."

"fine." you gave in.

he walked you home that night safe and sound. he ended up staying the night and talking the issue out. ends with a lottt of kisses and cuddles

*confetti and jazz hands*

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you had an argument ft. Geto Suguru <3

btw this is teenage Geto

you and Geto usually didn't fight as you never really had much problems. you usually talked it out and things barely ever (never) got big enough to call it a fight. so, this was a first.

"I don't even understand what the problem is!" you cried

"maybe because you're stupid!" he shot back

"yeah maybe." you said quietly.

you turned around, took your jacket and opened the door quietly, and shut it with care. as you were in the male dormitories, (where you weren't supposed to be) you couldn't even storm out and slam the door.

he stood there regretting every word he said. he couldn't even follow you as it was time for the curfew and he would get in trouble if he was caught (especially with a girl lol). so, he called your phone.

you picked up on the third ring.

"make sure no one sees you talking to a stupid person!" you spoke first. "I'm sorry that's not what I meant" "those were surely the first words that came to your mind." "it just came out. you're one of the smartest people I know, the first person I'd call when I don't understand something is you. I'm sorry, love." "yeah thanks. is that all?" you scoffed "no. can we please talk this out calmly? I hate fighting with you." "yes please." you said, calming down a little.

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this was supposed to include other characters too but I got a lil lazy + the post would become too long so I'll include other characters in individual posts.

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When JJK guys falling asleep in your dorm/house <3

including- Gojo, Geto, Megumi, Toji (feel free to send requests <3)

GOJO <3 he would probably have fallen asleep waiting for you to come as he had gotten something for you from his missions. when he woke up he was astonished to realize that he had fallen asleep. he must've been sleepy hehe.

"oh hey. I think I fell asleep"

"you think?" you chuckled.

"anyways, I GOT YOU SOMETHING"

"ooo really??!!"

"yeah. in return for all the kisses you give me"

"you kiss me a lot more but I'll take it"

GETO <3

he snuck into your room but, you weren't there and HE WAS TOO TIRED FIGHTING THE WORLD. he woke up to you lying beside him staring into his eyes.

"ahh staring at me? am I that pretty?" he said with a smirk.

"ahh sleeping IN MY BED, were you missing me that much?"

"could say so"

you gently kissed his cheek as he pulled you closer by the waist.

MEGUMI <3

he'd be embarrassed af if you ever caught him sleeping at your place/dorm. when you walk in on him sleeping peacefully, with his face pressed against his forearm, you almost hyperventilated because of the cuteness. you were about to squirm but controlled yourself to not wake him up. when he woke up, oh god-

"uhh- staring's weird, you know that, right?"

"oh you're up."

"how long was I asleep for?" he grumbled

"a while." you said, holding back giggles.

"shut up. I can hear you trying to hold back your laugh"

"ahh come on you looked soo cuteeee" you gave in.

TOJI

he grumbled as he came back to his senses. he opened his eyes and looked around. at first, he didn't catch your figure sitting beside his bed reading something.

"where were you?" he spoke up

"I went to the market. did your last target wear you out?" you smirked.

"that's not possible. can't a man sleep?" he grumbled sleepily.

"you looked so calm when you were sleeping? can't you go back to that?"

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Satoru Gojo head canons <3

(back in my gojo era hehe)

he would glue you to him if he could.

you're the only one he gets physical touch from aka when you're not there he's touch starved.

back hugs <3

you'd surprise him with chocolates and sweets on random days and he'd ask you if you thought it was his b'day that day. (lmao)

when he's feeling all depresso and sad, and he's laying in the couch or chair or WHEREVER, he'd tell you that he's 'ok' but, he'd secretly wish you'd comfort him or stay with him.

hug your waist while sleeping <3

prolly texting/calling you while fighting a curse.

one hand grabbing your chin, other on your waist while kissing >>>

let's you put eyeshadow on him.

YOU CAN NOT TELL ME HE DOESN'T BITE INTO CHAPSTICK BECAUSE IT SMELLS NICE AND HE THINKS IT'S GOING TO TASTE THE SAME. (you once caught him doing that)

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"𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓽𝓪𝓴𝓮 𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯, 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀?" Tsukishima Kei x reader

as the lunch bell rang, the hallways filled wit chattering students. you were supposed to meet Tsukishima but, he was nowhere to be seen in a swarm of students.

just as you were about to give up and head for the cafeteria, you spotted your 6'3 blond boyfriend. you raised your arm and waved to get his attention. he finally spotted you a few meters away.

you could swear you saw him kick a few people to come get you. "did you just kick that person?" you asked as he finally made his way to you. "might have. he was walking so slowly, it was annoying." he rolled his eyes.

as you both headed towards the cafeteria, he took your hand so that he wouldn't lose you in the crowd.

as you both finally made it to the cafeteria and sat down with your food, "what happened to your hands?" you asked. "what do you mean?" "they feel like crocodile skin, tsukki." you admitted

"I play volleyball, remember?" he reasoned. "well, have you ever heard of moisturizer?" "I'm usually in a hurry when I leave so, I forget" he replied. "you should take care of yourself you know?" you looked concerned.

your words had flustered Tsukishima. he was blushing like crazy. he lowered his head to his food to hide it. "yeah yeah I will." he reassured you. "you better. your hands are a pain to hold." you teased with a smirk. you wish you took back your words when you saw him glare.

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"and I still talk to you, when I'm screaming at the sky". pt.3 Geto Suguru x reader

read the first 2 parts before this if you haven't! <3 ______________________________________________________________

you reached home soaked in your tears and rain water. you wanted to forgive him but, how could you? he was unforgivable. he chose to be unforgivable.

you got out of your wet clothes and replaced them with the softest pajamas you could find. Suguru really liked them, you thought. you weren't going to let the memory of someone ruin your favorite things.

you replayed your interaction with Suguru. you couldn't stop. there was a feeling in your chest. the kind of feeling when you're missing someone. a kind of emptiness where you feel something sucking in.

was he trying to fix things? did he realize that this was unfixable? you wish it was. you wish you didn't hate him. you wish you didn't love him. you wish you hadn't loved him.

you got in bed. mind full with unorganized thoughts. he never let you sleep with something in your mind, you thought wistfully. you closed your eyes making the tears spill out once more. ______________________________________________________________

12:12 read the watch sitting on your bedside table. you had suddenly opened your eyes due to a sound that's source you couldn't figure out the first time until you heard it again. RING

it was your doorbell. who could it be at this time of the night? Satoru? you didn't think it was likely for him to come especially this late, when he had Suguru's company.

you got up drowsily and, unlocked the door. as you opened, you saw a very familiar figure. Suguru. "what are you doing here?!" you about screamed. you stood there in disbelief, waiting for him to answer. he parted his mouth but, no words came out.

"well- uhh-" he started. he didn't need to finish his sentence. you already knew. but, you wanted to hear it from him. "c-can I-" your expression softened. "are you having nightmares again?" you asked, this time softly. he nodded.

"please?" he pleaded. you opened the door wider to let him in. "this doesn't mean we're friends." you clarified. "wouldn't mistake it" he replied. you led him to your bedroom. you got in and he followed. it was nothing sexual.

you let him sleep the night for, it was you who consoled him when he had nightmares only a few years back.

you faced your back at him. you knew he wanted to hug you tight. you knew he wanted you to hug him. you hated him but, you still had a heart. so, reluctantly, you turned around and wrapped your arms around him. "thank you" he mumbled as he wrapped his shaking arms around you.

you ran your hand through his hair as a gesture of comforting him. "do you think you'll ever forgive me?" he asked, breaking the silence. you let out a sigh, "no, I don't know."

"I'll still keep trying." he assured. "you know what you did was unforgivable, Suguru." "you know that I still love you, and why would I give up on someone I love?" he questioned.

"you already gave me up. you clearly didn't love me enough to stay." your voice raised slightly. "I did what I had to do." he'd already lost the argument. "are you here to sleep or to try lure me back because I'm wrapped around your fingers huh?" you asked.

"I wouldn't stoop that low." he replied. "I think you would." you turned around facing your back to him, again as your arms left him. his hands were still clutched around your waist.

after a while, you felt his grip loosen. he probably had fallen asleep. you felt his face against your back. you turned around and distanced yourself. he had his hair down and free which was unlikely of him, as he would never sleep with his hair down.

you got up a got a rubber band. you gently pulled his hair back and lightly tied it. the pale moonlight fell on his face. he looked.. beautiful. you weren't thinking as you caressed his face, his hair, your finger dropped to his lips.

you weren't thinking as you leaned in, to kiss his lips. it was all you wanted to do, until, you felt him kiss back. he was awake?! you broke it off. embarrassed, you scattered back as you saw his eyes opening. he looked innocent, like a child. but he wasn't innocent, you remembered.

"s-sorry" you apologized. "I didn't mind it." he reassured. he sat up. "were you pretending to sleep?" you asked. "no. I woke up when you tied my hair." shit. you forgot that he sleeps light. "I'm sorry." you apologized again. "got carried away with my pretty face?" he smirked.

"oh shut up" you said as you lied down again with your blanket covering your face and, once again, your back facing him. you could feel him lie down too.

minutes passed, you couldn't sleep.

"you aren't asleep." he guessed. "I'm not." you replied. "do you still love me?" he asked. "I'm not answering that", was your reply. "you still do. you still think of me. you still want to kiss me." he said, this time with all seriousness.

"it was one time. I got carried away." you wanted to cry. "what if you could get carried away more than one time without having to say sorry?" "but, that would mean forgiving you Suguru and, I'm not doing that anytime soon."

"you don't have to forgive me, you just have to try me again." he corrected. you had turned towards him. "but, what if, I forgive you if I try you once again?" you questioned. "then I will be forgiven."

you stared into him for a while and he did the same. you gave in. you leaned in and met his lips with yours. he reciprocated. hands entangled on each other.

"thank you" he murmured between kisses. "I hate you" you replied. the future may be unknown but, if you didn't give it a shot, you will never know how it ends.

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"and I still talk to you, when I'm screaming at the sky". pt.2 Geto Suguru x reader

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you strode out of the café. leaving behind Satoru, Shoko and Suguru watching you. you might have even caught the attention of a few other tables but, who cared anyways?

as soon as you got out, your eyes gave in, with tears spilling out. before then, every time you thought about him, it would tear you up. now that you had seen him face to face, you hadn't thought it would affect you this much. but it did. you were out of control of yourself.

but no. you wouldn't let a person have power over you. over your emotions.

you came to a sense of your surroundings. you called a cab to take you home. as soon as you came home, you changed. you didn't want to give yourself an opening to think about what happened. you didn't want to think about anything.

you plopped onto your bed with last night's leftovers as you hadn't eaten a bite of food at the café.

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it was evening by the time you came back to your senses. it seemed like you had fallen asleep after eating. you could hear laughter coming from next door. Satoru lived next door along with Suguru as he was still under supervision. you were neighbors.

you'd usually go to his house or vice versa in the evenings followed by dinner. YOU were the only family he knew. but, it seemed like Suguru was over. you were going to have to eat dinner at your house, alone.

you thought of picking some things up from the store for dinner. you forced yourself out of bed, and headed out the door. the store wasn't far enough for you to need to take your car so, you walked the way.

by the time you had reached and picked out your items, it had started raining. how lucky, you thought. you checked out and waited in the shade outside the store. how were you going to get home now?

indulged in your thoughts, you hadn't noticed a black haired man coming to stand beside you. of course the timing was just perfect. "hey." his words snapped you out of your trance. "Suguru?" the words felt foreign.

"do you have an umbrella with you? how're you going to get home?" asked Suguru with tone of concern. "I'll live" you replied. you felt the tears rolling. luckily, the splashes of rainwater would make them blend in and no one would know.

"we can share mine if you want? I'll walk you." he offered. god, was he being decent or does he still love you? "I'd rather be dripping with water", you declined and took off to prove your point.

you could have given in. were you testing your own character? your own dignity? how long could you stay this cold?

there was water dripping, mixed with tears of your own. you couldn't help but wonder, had he ever missed you the same?

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"and I still talk to you, when I'm screaming at the sky" pt.1 Geto Suguru x reader

BTW the title is a Taylor Swift lyric hehe Geto Suguru angst (ends with fluff ofc) AU- where Geto didn't get killed and was put under supervision. ______________________________________________________________ you never thought this would ever happen. Geto Suguru is alive. breathing the same air as you. after all the sins his hands committed, after all the promises of loving you till all the stars had burnt. turns out the stars were made of paper.

nothing was the same. when Suguru was gone, Gojo was the one who you spent late nights with. You had become his new best friend. You filled his void and he filled yours.

for Satoru, being the carefree person he was, nothing was different. He'd talk to Suguru like a normal person. It was like everything was back to how it was. except that it wasn't. how could it be?

It was a calm Sunday morning. Gojo had invited you to a café along with Shoko. why waste a good morning when the three of you were free? you were wearing a black skirt, dark red fitted shirt and your favorite dark scarlet scarf that Suguru had gifted you when you were together.

You were called the 'fashionista'. everything just seemed to fit perfectly on you.

as you arrived at the destination, you saw Shoko sitting by herself. you walked up to her and greeted her. "Satoru's late again" she said chuckling. as you both were catching up, you saw the late-comer entering.

except, he wasn't on his own. beside him was a dark haired man. the one that had left everyone. the one that had left YOU to miss him, to think about him. to yearn.

you weren't here to deal with this. if there was any self-respect left in you, you would immediately excuse yourself for good. you couldn't see him this soon. you didn't want to see him this soon.

as he walked up to you, you felt Suguru' s gaze on you. he was inspecting you up and down. you weren't going to back down from the unofficial staring contest. he looked so foreign, yet so familiar.

instead of walking away. your body stood up. greeted Satoru. smiled a little. every time you thought about him, you felt this lump in your throat. hell, now there he was standing before you. everything was silent. the tension was reflecting on Satoru and Shoko.

Everyone sat down. Satoru and Shoko were engaged in conversation with Suguru occasionally joining in. You were the one who hadn't spoken since Suguru had gotten here. after things got a little dry, there was silence. Satoru was scanning the menu for the next sweet to order, so was Shoko looking for new things to try.

"long time no see, [name]". Suguru had broken the ice. the ice was thick and sharp, the force used to break it could hurt. you were startled. but, you still had dignity in you. you wouldn't give in.

"certainly not long enough" you replied. your words were hurting your own self. you weren't used to being this rude. you couldn't blame yourself though. no one could blame you.

you let out a sigh. "uhh- I should get going. I still have pending work." you said. "but you haven't even eaten anything" Shoko and Satoru tried to stop you. "I can eat after I'm done with my work. I'm not that hungry anyways." was your excuse.

as you walked away. you could feel tears building in your eyes. your vision blurred slightly but, you could wipe them after you were out. what you couldn't show was that you were crying, as they watched you leave. as Suguru watched you leave. you didn't care if the others saw you cry. but, you couldn't possibly show Suguru that you still cared.