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I would love to say that none of this is hard - but life is life, it's not rewarding if it is fortuitous. id be lying to you if I said that every point in my life was one worth remembering. I have learned to live with my vices - stifled like rusted iron tempered on bruised land - skin warm like sunlight yet rigid like the skies of a winter night. I am fragile - tumultuous but zealous and prideful unwilling to bend the knee and give dominion to god, echos of my memories replaying like lost spirituals - hymns of broken bond and smoldering anger, snatched from serendipitous moments of reproach. I believe the lies as if they were true my brain telling my heart that nothing or no one is good enough that I am not good enough to belong - hands and wrists itching to be met with minimal scars of battle - not knowing peace not believing at the end of the pain unable to accept anything other than frustration - I am guilty of the sin of self-deprecation - I am a victim of my own self suicide blocking everyone out because I cant feel but also because I don't want to. always reflecting on my path hoping that respite from these trepidations would arise only to remember that ease is for the weak and contentment is for the wicked - starved of affection, desperate for some form of release but tired of sex - broken without an armor to shield from the abhorrent singe of the world's icy realities. wanting to pray but unable to mutter a word - blaming all things including myself for my life and allowing the heavens above to know that I am exhausted that I would rather lay before my dearly departed. hands shakey, heart heavy, mind cloudy and yet numb to it all - I want to grab some type of poison to free my mind - I want some type respite

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Remember the cry of the weeping willow ~ as above and so below ~ in the fire, through the snow ~ in leaves of the weeping willow.

Mambo Marietta Seras Nanmlanfé

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Aight bet!!!

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And the angel said, “DO NOT BE AFRAID.”

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*Loki*

Hermes, taking out the trash: Omae wa mou shindeiru.

Loki: *visible confusion*

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anime_irl

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“That which we cling to cripples us tis but a folly of life when we remember that the very things we love will set out to end us” - Lehrer Faun

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Over a Bottle and Bread

“Hermes, Friend of Man, I could use a hand right now. A friendly chat, banter over dinner Words shared over a bottle and bread…

I say to you, “O’ Hermes! The patron of beggars, A pillar for the needy, the destitute, the poor The name on breaths of bread thieves The guardian of those that clamour for coin.

You embrace all those that man throws out. You break bread with me as I writhe at the bottom Of society’s trenches dug so deep What do you see, Lord Hermes, That makes us all so precious to keep?”

Hermes Kharidohtis—

                    Philandros—

                            Eriunius—

Hermes of Many Names sits across you. His cheeks redden from gifts of Barefoot Wine That you bought cheaply for moments like this He watches your eyes, wearing a smile true but somber As he realises your question sincere.

“What makes you not?” he asks in turn. He conjures water to chase his drink.

He lets you wonder, Ponder, Question and think As he drinks and then refills

“Have you changed?” he asks with a wave. “Are you not as you always were? What now is different, so very different, That you think my wrath you’d incur?

He laughs at the thought A brief mirthful fit And blazes each flame of the candles you’d lit Like fire his mood spread A glimpse bloomed in your head Of the ages he’s seen, and from this you glean: the Answer.

He’s a god, and to gods, wealth is nothing at all. The rich and poor and famous die the same. To them all that matters is that you answer their call. To them, to be worthy —is to praise their name.

A poem for Hermes in thanks for his guidance through hard times. If you enjoyed this poem, or even if you didn’t but still want to help, I would greatly appreciate anything you’re willing to spare. Links to my pages are in my description.

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Don’t give a wolf an inch he’ll turn back and bite you for it

Auntie

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I’m getting off this app 🖕🏾🖕🏾🖕🏾🖕🏾

I have made the mistake of speaking as an authority. This wasn’t my intention & for that I apologize. Though I hold my position for myself I do apologize for the assertion that made it sound like the practice is open. For that I’m sorry.

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In case summah you hoes need me to elaborate

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As a white practitioner of Hoodoo with occasional brushes in Vodou/ Voodoo I’m still very skeptical in general of white practitioners. I see the irony in this but ☝🏻, with exception (environment & teachers), they’re not practices automatically open white people.

I live in Memphis (aka Mojo City) My physical introduction to magic was through my friend & roommate @guildedtittytwister who’s of Haitian decent & is a practitioner of both Hoodoo & Vodou. I practice Hoodoo because it’s what I know. Those without African ancestry definitely can practice Hoodoo & Vodou/ Voodoo but only when they have a connection to it some way.

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someone: *sees my Caduceus/Kerykeion earring* oh!!! Are you going into the health field???

my pagan, Hermes-loving ass: nope!!! :)

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Daddy 😍😍🤪