gtops-thirdwheel

[gtops-thirdwheel]

~My heart belongs to you~

Warnings~cheating~ angst with comfort~ I love to cuss~ mdni~ piv~ fingering~ age gap if you squint~ porn with plot~ unprotected sex, wrap it before you tap it!~ toxic relationship.

Summery~ji-Yong fell for a woman that’s not his fiancée, after finding her cheating on him countless times..but with his wedding in a month, his liver decides to end things..

Word count~4933

Ji-yong groans, using his arm to try and shield the morning sun from waking him up. It doesn’t work, his eyes slowly peeking open with a tired glare towards the window. He shuts his eyes again, rolling onto his side to face his lover. He’s not quite ready for it to be morning yet, knowing that means his two week trip in Paris is over..and that means that he has to go back to his shity fiancé. So he keeps his eyes closed, hoping that the world will evaporate around him, leaving him with his lover forever..

ji-yong doesn’t know what he was thinking proposing to his soon to be wife. Their relationship was struggling already, fights every night, along with the many men he caught her cheating on him with..and marriage never fixes things..so why..why did he have to go and propose to her?

He pulls the warm body in bed next to him closer, nuzzling his face into the crook of y/n’s neck, breathing in her scent. She smells like fucking heaven to ji-yong, her perfume smelling like daisys and honey.. he starts leaving soft, lazy kisses along her neck, smiling into her skin.

”mmm~ ji..stop it..” y/n mumbles lazily, swatting his head away from her neck lightly. He slowly pulls his head away, opening his eyes with a tired smile. “Jus wanna kiss you~” he mumbles, his eyes trailing up and down her barely covered body..the sheets of the bed leave nothing to the imagination, and are only half on her body. The sun that he was previously frustrated with, now baths his lover, giving her an angelic glow.

”shit..” ji-yong bites his lip gently, reaching over to his nightstand and snatching his phone so he can immortalize this moment forever. He snaps a few pictures, each one better than the last. “You look so fucking hot~” he groans, looking at the pictures in awe..this..this is why he loves his phone so much..

Y/n's eyes flutter open, taking in the sight of ji-yong on his phone yet again. She playfully rolls her eyes, a small amused smile on her face. “You're on your phone more than I’m on mine, old man~” she teases with a lazy smile. Ji-yong pears over his phone with a small playful pout. “I’m not old..” he huffs, his small smile giving away his true feelings.

Y/n yawns, sitting up with a groan. “I’m going to smoke..” y/n swings her legs off the bed, grabbing her cigarette pack from her bedside table before standing up and stretching her sore limbs. Ji-young’s eyes land right on her ass, groaning quietly at the sight of her bare body. “I need a smoke too…” he mumbles, grabbing his own pack from his bedside table and standing up, his eyes never leaving her body.

They both pull on robes, not wanting to get too dressed just so they can smoke then have to strip before getting back in bed. Ji-yong frowns at y/n's body being covered, silently cursing their shared addiction for being the reason y/ns covering up. They both walk to the balcony, ji-yong's arms wrapping around y/n's waist the moment they both stop moving. Y/n leans onto the railing, lighting her cigarette and staring at the eiffel tower.

y/n gets lost in thought, wondering why she’s with ji-yong when he’s getting married in a month..she knows she needs to end this..move on..she doesn’t know why she still waits for ji-yong to leave Nam-Gil, like he actually will.. “What’s going on in that pretty head of yours?” Ji-yong asks, examining her dazed expression. “Nothing..just sad the trip is coming to an end..”

ji-yong sighs, kissing the back of her neck. “Me too.” He mumbles against her neck. Y/n looks down at her burning cigarette..she loves ji-yong..and she knows…knows he loves her too…but she knows she can’t be his dirty little secret anymore..y/n finishes her cigarette, leaning against ji-yong's chest while she waits for him to finish his.

“One day…one day I want to come back here with my husband for my honeymoon..” y/n mumbles wistfully. ji-yong's heart aches in jealousy, he knows that won't be him..and it hurts more than he ever thought it would.

“That sounds nice..what..what would you guys do?” He doesn’t care that he’s torturing himself by asking..y/ns still his right now, and until she’s not he’s going to imagine himself as her future husband. Y/n smiles softly. “We will go to the Eiffel Tower..and i’ll drag him around sight seeing of course..” she giggles softly, the kind of giggle that melts ji-yong right to his core..

Ji-yong's eyes soften as he looks down at the top of y/n's head..”and we will try new foods every day, and go wine tasting~” ji-yong nods, a sad smile on his face. “Sounds amazing…” the silence between them is loud after, they both wish ji-Yong could be the man y/n comes back with. “Enough about that..let's go back inside and enjoy each other until we have to check out.” Y/n whispers, Ji-yong grunts, tightening his grip on y/n for a moment, before letting his arms fall to his sides.

y/n pulls away, walking back into the hotel room. Ji-yong stays on the balcony for a few minutes, processing everything they talked about.. he lets out a deep sigh, taking in the hotel's view one last time before joining y/n inside. A smirk forms on ji-yong face as he takes in y/n's bare body on the bed, her robe thrown on the floor haphazardly. “Ouuu~” he smirks, stripping off his own robe, and throwing it somewhere unknown.

y/n rolls her eyes softly, turning to face him with a playful look on her face. “I fear what’s going through that head of yours~” y/n giggles softly as Ji-yong plops down next to her on the bed. Ji-young’s arms immediately find y/n's waist, pulling her bare body flush against his. “Why would you fear my thoughts?~” he mumbles in her ear, gently kissing the lobe of it. A shiver runs down y/n's spine as ji-yong trails more kisses down her neck and shoulder, gently sucking small marks into her skin every now and then. “Ji…” y/n mumbles, her body betraying her better judgment, leaning into his touch.

ji-yong smirks, his hands running down her sides and stomach until they finally reach their destination between y/ns thighs. “Fuck jagi~” he groans into y/ns ear pressing one finger between her folds to play with her clit teasingly. “your so fucking wet~” y/n's thighs clench around ji-yong's hand, moaning softly at his touch. “F-fuck~ what’s with you and morning sex~” y/n lets out a breathless giggle. Ji-yong smirks, grinding his growing erection against her ass.

”what can i say, you look so fucking irresistible~” ji-yong growls in her ear. Y/n gasps as ji-yong slowly slides one of his fingers into her weeping cunt. “Mmm~” she moans quietly as he easily slides a second finger into her, slowly pumping them in and out teasingly. “Do you hear that jagi?” He grins against y/n's shoulder at the wet sounds coming from her cunt.

Y/n moans, squeezing her eyes shut and squirming in pleasure. “You sound so beautiful~ keep moaning for me, ok?~” he mumbles, kissing back up her neck. Ji-young’s thumb lightly grazes her clit, making her whole body jolt against him. “P-please ji..” a needy whimper falls from y/n’s lips. Ji-yong teasingly runs his thumb over her clit again.

”please? What~ what do you want jagi~” ji-yong smirks against her skin. Y/n would roll her eyes if she didn’t feel so good, instead she moans loudly, her hands finding ji-yong's free arm and gripping hard. “N-need you to touch my clit.. p-please ji~” y/n squeezes his arm, having to physically fight the urge to dig her nails into his skin, knowing she can’t leave any marks on him.

ji-yong's thumb finally makes contact with y/n's aching clit, rubbing fast circles to match the pace of his fingers. “Shit your clenching down on my fingers so hard~” ji-yong groans, kissing her jaw, leaving hickeys in his wake. Y/n moans, a knot forming in the pit of her stomach. “S-shit ji~ g-gonna-“

y/n groans in disappointment as ji-yong pulls his hand away, leaving her empty and clenching around nothing. “Not yet jagi~ i want you to cum on my cock~” he whispers in her ear, gently biting her earlobe, tugging it gently as he pulls away. Y/n moans, bucking her hips against his, desperate for some kind of friction. ji-yong groans, gripping her hips, holding them down.

“I want you to ride me y/n~” he groans, laying on his back, pulling her with him so she’s straddling him. y/n smirks down at him, grinding her wet cunt on his stomach. “I’m starting to think this is your favorite position~” she teases. Ji-yong just smirks up at her, gripping her hips tighter. “Maybe it is~” y/n giggles, rolling her eyes.

y/n sits up on her knees, grabbing ji-yong's cock and stroking it a few times before positioning him at her slick entrance. Ji-yong groans, his cock twitching in interest as his eyes trail down her body and to where they are about to be connected. “What do you say ji~” y/n teases, a small smirk playing on her lips as she rubs his cock through her wet folds teasingly.

Ji-yong throws his head back with an annoyed groan. “Plea-“ y/n doesn’t let him finish, sinking down on him fully. “A-ah~” he moans, looking up at her in shock. “Fuck..you’re so hot” he groans, bucking his hips against hers. Y/n smirks down at him, trailing a finger down his chest and stomach, stopping where their connected. “Your so big ji~ fill me all the way up..” y/n moans, starting to roll her hips slowly. Ji-yong's grip on her hips tighten, bound to leave finger shaped bruises.

Ji-yong lets out a needy groan. “N-need you to move faster jagi~” he grunts, lazily thrusting up into her from below. Y/n starts bouncing faster, her back arching at the overwhelming pleasure coursing through her body. She presses both her hands to his chest for balance as she throws her head back. Ji-yongs thrusts start to match her pace, sending jolts of pleasure through her body. “S-shit ji~” y/n moans, leaning down and connecting their lips in a sloppy, needy kiss.

y/n feels the knot start to form in her lower stomach again, so she pulls away from the kiss, speeding up her pace while she starts to rub her clit. She immediately throws her head back, moaning loudly. “I-I’m cumming ji~” ji-yong groans, the feeling of y/n clenching down on him so hard sends him over the edge. He continues to thrust up, riding out both of their highs for as long as he can.

y/ns body slumps down on him, coming down from her high. “You felt so good, jagi~” Ji-yong mumbles lazily, running his hand through her hair. Y/n smiles against his chest, leaving small kisses where her head is resting. They sit in silence for a few moments, basking in the afterglow of sex.

”We should get cleaned up.” Ji-yong gently rolls y/n off of him, laying her on the sheets next to him. “I'll go run us a bath, be right back” he kisses her softly, before jumping up from the bed and walking into the bathroom. Y/n sighs, watching the closed door for a few seconds before finally looking up at the ceiling and zoning out.

y/n loves ji-yong..and she’s sure he loves her..he treats her like he does, yet.. he always goes back to Nam-Gil…y/n has been thinking about ending this for a while..months even, but a part of her always hopes he will leave Nam-Gil for her. Y/n knows that ji-yong doesn’t love his bride to be..yet he still always chooses her over y/n..well..y/n is sick of being the side piece.Y/n know this is the last time her and ji-yong should see each other, she wants to get married and have kids..and so she can’t have that with ji-yong..

ji-yong walks back into the room with a wide grin. “Baths ready~” he says, stopping at the side of the bed. Y/n smiles softly at him. “Ok ji~” y/n is going to enjoy her bath with ji..then she will tell him.. he lifts her off the bed, causing her to squeal quietly before giggles start to pour from her lips “so strong~” she teases, placing her hand on his chest. Ji-yong smirks proudly at her, carrying her all the way to the edge of the bathtub. He sets her down, grabbing her arm to help support her on her wobbly legs. “Be careful when you get in..” ji-yong mumbles, gripping her arm tighter as she steps into the tub. “Thanks ji” she says as she lowers herself into the tub.

Ji-yong lets go of her arm and climbs in behind her, resting his head on her shoulder once he’s sat down. “You're so perfect~” he mumbles, wrapping his arms around y/n's waist and pulling her closer. He pants a soft kiss to the back of her neck, breathing in her scent. “I love you y/n~” he sighs softly, leaving kiss after kiss in the same spot as before.

y/n has to hold back tears, her voice a little choked up as she responds. “I love you too ji-yong..” y/n mumbles, closing her eyes and savoring the feeling of ji-yong's lips on her neck. They sit in silence for a while, ji-yong never stopping his affections on y/n's neck..y/n enjoys it while she can, knowing this is the last time she’s going to get to be like this with him.

The water is starting to get cold and y/n is dreading what’s about to come, but she knows this is what she needs to do, not just for herself, but for ji-yong too. “Ji-yong?” She whispers, she needs to tell him..it’s eating her alive and she can’t wait any longer.. “yeah jagi?” Y/n tenses slightly, and ji-yong feels it, frowning as he pulls away from her neck, concern filling his eyes.

“I-i…” y/n sighs sadly while ji-yong eyes her from behind, he doesn’t like where this is going.. “What's wrong?” He asks, his hands rubbing small comforting circles on her stomach. “I-i think this should be the last time we see each other..” ji-yong fully pulls away, looking at her with betrayal in his eyes. Y/n sighs, turning her body so she’s facing him, giving him the space he needs.

“Listen ji-yong..did you really think i was going to be your side chick forever..that’s not..that’s not what i want..” ji-yong shakes his head. “No..I didn’t think you would be my side chick forever..” ji-yong can’t bring himself to look at her..he thought he had more time with y/n..he needs more time..this can’t be the end..not yet..tears well up in ji-yong's eyes, he wishes he took more time to memorize y/n. The way she laughs, feels..looks…”i-i love you y/n..” ji-yong grabs her hands, bringing them up to his lips as he continues. “Why does it have to end now?”

y/n frowns, squeezing is hands. “You're getting married in a month, ji-yong…i need to move on from this..us..at least somewhat before your big day comes.” Ji-yong's heart aches, he hates the thought of y/n moving on from him..he knows it’s selfish..but he loves her..and the thought of her with someone else breaks his heart in ways he can’t describe. He nods his head, holding back the tears threatening to fall.

”when we separate at the airport..that’s when we’re officially over..ok?” Y/n asks, her eyes full of unshed tears. Ji-yong looks at her with sad eyes for a moment, but nods in agreement anyways.

Y/n rests her forehead against his. “I love you ji-yong…and i'll never forget you or the time i spent with you…the memories of you will haunt me until the day i die~” a tear slides down y/ns cheek. “I will always love you y/n..i'll always-..always think about you..everything i do thoughts of you will follow..” y/n smiles sadly, nudging him in the side. ‘How cheesy of you~” she teases, causing him to chuckle sadly. “It’s true though y/n…i will find a piece of you in everything i do..”

ji-yong pulls her closer, their body’s flush against the others. He wraps his arms back around her waist and crashes his lips against hers. They savor the feeling, holding each other as close as possible. “The water's cold ji..” y/n whispers as she pulls away from him completely. ji-yong’s hands linger on her hips as he gives her a sad look. “I’m not ready to let go yet..” he mumbles, looking at her with pleading eyes. “I know..but it's time..

y/n stands up, ji-yong's hands falling away from her sides. She frowns down at him before stepping out of the bath, wrapping a towel around her body. “Come on ji” ji-yong watches her for another second, before pulling the plug on the bath and stepping out, wrapping a towel around his own body. “this sucks” ji-yong grumbles before walking to the outfit he planned the night before.

y/n nods in agreement. ”Your right…this does suck..” y/n sighs pulling on a cute pair of gray sweats and a dark red crop top. Ji-yong eyes her outfit and smiles softly. “You look beautiful y/n..” he mumbles lovingly, sad eyes taking her in one last time. Y/n sighs. “Don’t do this ji..” she groans sadly, avoiding eye contact. He huffs and crosses his arms. “Do what?” he glares, making her laugh humorlessly. “Acting like were a couple..i-i just..I’m in fucking airport clothes..a-and…ji..i just..” y/n can’t finish her sentence, tears streaming down her face.

Ji-yong’s anger vanishes almost instantly, his eyes widening slightly. “N-no! Don’t cry..i get it ok? I wont act like we're a couple anymore..” he reaches over and gently wipes her tears. “Please stop crying..” she whispers, hating when she cries. He pulls her into a comforting hug, she melts into it much to ji-yong's relief. “We have to check out now..” y/n sighs, pulling away from ji-yong's embrace. She turns to the mirror, hiding any evidence of her crying.

they both quietly grab their bags, stopping at the door to turn and take one last look at the hotel room, which has now become a capsule of all their last memories together. “If you ever change your mind on marrying Nam-Gil you know where to find me…” y/n says before leaving the room, not giving ji-yong enough time to even process what she said.

y/n and ji-yong don’t really talk unless they need to the whole way back to Seoul..they don’t know what to day to each other..so they just stayed quiet, they didn’t want to accept that this is actually the end of them.

Nam-Gil meets ji-yong at the doors of the airport, jumping into his arms and kissing him deeply, even though they both know that she doesn’t give a shit about him… as he’s putting his bags in the trunk of his car, he turns and watches y/n get in a taxi, realizing that’s the very last time he’s going to see y/n..the love of his life..

*one month later*

it's the day of ji-yong's wedding..he’s all dressed up in a fashionable suit that matches his style perfectly, the only part of the wedding he got any say in. he feels nauseous standing in front of all the waiting guests, and not the good, excited but a little scared nauseous..no, this is the most dreadful, gut wrenching, heartbreak kind of nausea. Today he’s going to marry the wrong person..

Ji-yong scans Nam-Gil’s family..they're all happy for the two, not knowing that their relationship had crumbled beneath their feet months ago. That's why he proposed in the first place, to fix things after he caught Nam-Gil cheating the first time..but he knows that this marriage won't change her behavior..she’s just using him..and he’s just letting her.. y/ns words at the hotel have been ringing in his ear since they split. “If you ever change your mind about marrying Nam-Gil, you know where to find me” ji-yong sighs, tearing his gaze away from his soon to be wife’s family.

The music starts, and ji-yong's stomach drops..this is it..why is he doing this?.. he sees Nam-Gil, a fake joyful smile plastered across her face, along with fake tears of happiness falling down her cheeks. She’s really selling this, and if ji-yong didn’t know what real love felt like because of y/n..he would have probably fallen for it too.. he lets tears of his own fall, but not tears of happiness, they are tears of heartbreak, it's not like any of the guests will know otherwise..

Nam-Gil steps up in front of him, and he forces himself to look up at her..y/n in a wedding dress flashes through his mind, and his heart aches, the fact that he will never see her again eating away at his soul..

y/n stares up at the wedding venue, a small frown settling on her face. Tears well up in her eyes, he’s still doing it..marrying Nam-Gil..so why is y/n even here..ji-yong doesn’t want her or he would have fought for her..but y/n knows she needs the closure from doing this, no matter how much it may hurt at first.

She walks up the steps and through the venue doors, the sound of the officiant speaking filling her ears. She shouldn’t be doing this…but if he tells her to leave she will be free to take the job offer she got in Paris, and they’ll never see each other again..hopefully. Y/n peeks around the wall, watching the wedding secretly.

Y/n’s eyes land on ji-yong, he looks…defeated..yet still so devastatingly handsome.. she can see that he doesn’t want this, it's written all over his face..how can the guests not tell his tears aren’t from joy? Y/n’s frown deepens..she knows ji-yong feels trapped in this engagement, she doesn’t know why she waited for him, she should just turn around now, move to Paris and never look back..but he’s the only person holding her here and she doesn’t want any regrets when she leaves..so its time for her to finally close this door for good.

”Does anyone object to this union?!” The officiant calls out. Y/n takes a deep breath, mentally preparing herself for potential heartbreak. She steps out, her eyes landing on ji-yong. “I-i do!” The whole room freezes, before everyone silently turns to face y/n. Y/n shrinks under the gaze of so many people, focusing her eyes solely on ji-yong. His eyes light up when he sees her, looking at her like she hung the stars, and in that moment she was confident she would be walking out of the venue with ji-yong by her side.

y/n takes a few steps, keeping her eyes on ji-yong’s the whole time. Nam-Gil scoffs angrily. “Who even are you?” she shouts, glaring at y/n with a certain fire in her eyes. Y/n ignores her, the only person that matters to y/n right now is ji-yong, and she wants him to know it.

Ji-yong feels like all the air has been sucked from his lungs, he hasn’t seen y/n since the airport..and he’s missed her so damn much. Now..seeing her in front of him after all this time apart..y/n looks breathtaking. Nam-Gil glares at him angrily. “Do you know her ji-yong?!” she stomps her foot demandingly, looking like a small child who got told no when asking for a new toy.

Ji-yong doesn’t answer, he just starts slowly walking towards y/n. Nam-Gil gasps. “J-ji-yong! Tell your fan to leave!..now!” She shouts, once again stomping her foot like an angry child. Ji-yong continues to ignore her meeting y/n in the middle of the aisle.

Y/n grabs his hands and looks him dead in the eyes. “I’m so sorry I crashed your wedding..i-i just..i had to do this..” she sniffs, squeezing his hands. “If you tell me to leave..you’ll never see me again..i'll never call or text..i won't seek you out..and I’ll pretend nothing ever happened between us..” ji-yong's heart aches at the thought of never seeing y/n again..never hearing her voice or her laugh..he shakes his head, before looking her in the eyes again.

”i love you so much ji-yong..a-and i want to be with you for real…this is our last chance ji..if you send me away now..I’m going to move countries and never look back…” ji-yong's stomach drops, she‘ll leave? No! That can’t happen! The idea hurts..a lot..he smiles at her softly. “You know..it's funny, I didn’t have to find you when I changed my mind..you came to me~” he grabs her cheeks gently pulling her in for a deep loving kiss, people around them be damned.

ji-yong missed y/n's lips this last month, there’s no stopping him now..The crowd gasps, and Nam-Gil practically screams. She storms over, grabbing ji-yong by the arm before pulling him away from y/n. Nam-Gil slaps y/n..hard, the sound echoing off the walls. Y/n rubs her cheek, her cheek red and tingling in pain. Y/n admits she deserves it..she knew ji-yong was engaged the whole time she was with him and its a shitty thing for her to do.

ji-yong is appalled by the slap though, his eyes widening angrily. “What do you think you're doing?!” ji-yong shouts. Nam-Gil raises her hand to slap him too, but he catches her wrist gently, not wanting to hurt her. “I can't believe you would do this to me! I thought you fucking loved me!?” Nam-Gil shouts, trying to pull her wrist from ji-yong's grip so she can slap him.

ji-yong laughs angrily at her. “Maybe if you hadn’t cheated on me all those times I wouldn’t have fucking cheated myself!” She scoffs, finally getting her arm free, she doesn’t go to slap ji-yong though. “I thought this whole engagement was to fix our relationship!” Ji-yong scoffs, a small humorless chuckle falling from his lips. “To fix our relationship you need to actually stop cheating on me!” Ji-yong yells, gently putting his hand on y/n's back before starting to lead her out of the venue.

“Where the fuck are you going!?” Nam-Gil shouts after him. “The weddings off! we‘re over!” He yells back, a smug smirk playing on his lips as he leads y/n outside. They both let out a sigh of relief, the cool air feeling amazing on their flushed skin. “Come on, let's get you home~” ji-yong purrs in y/n's ear as he leads her to his car. He opens the door for her, smiling as he watches her sit down..he’s so happy he made this decision, he knows it’s the right one, he knows he will be way happier with y/n who he actually loves, and loves him back.

he hops in the driver's seat, his hand immediately finding y/n's thigh. She smiles, grabbing his hand in her own and resting her head on her seat, gazing at him lovingly. “Sorry it took so long jagi~” he frowns, pulling the back of y/n's hand to his lips. She smiles at him, savoring the feeling of his lips on her skin after weeks of nothing. “I would have waited centuries if it meant i get to be with you like this~”

he grins at her words, his heart fluttering in his chest. “Well your waiting is over” he mumbles, leaning over the center console to give her a quick kiss, before pulling out of the wedding venue parking lot. Ji-yong holds y/n's hand all the way to her apartment, not wanting to let go even for a single moment.

When they get to y/n's apartment building, ji-yong practically drags her inside, before pushing her up against her apartment door and smashing their lips together. Ji-yong pulls away and observes her cheek with a small frown. “Does it hurt?” He asks, bringing her palm to his lips, kissing down to her inner wrist. “Not anymore~” y/n whispers, before grabbing his face and pulling him into a deep kiss.

ji-yong will think about the fact that he still lives with that she witch later…right now he’s going to enjoy the love of his life’s body~

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15 minutes…👀👀

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SNEEK PEAK

Ji-yong groans, using his arm to try and shield the morning sun from waking him up. It doesn’t work, his eyes slowly peeking open with a tired glare towards the window. He shuts his eyes again, rolling onto his side to face his lover. He’s not quite ready for it to be morning yet, knowing that means his two week trip in Paris is over..and that means that he has to go back to his shity fiancé. So he keeps his eyes closed, hoping that the world will evaporate around him, leaving him with his lover forever..

Will be posted on-6/25/2025

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I’m working on a zombie au for thanos and you guys are not ready >:) I’m still working on the idea and finalizing some things so there will be a few oneshots first but it will be out after.

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I’m working on my next fic but I’m cleaning and re arranging my room so I can get a kitten, so it might be awhile..

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~Master list~

Choi Seung Hyun-

1-Easy to love~

Kwon Ji-Yong-

1-kissing in the moonlight~ fantasy au~

2-my heart belongs to you~

G-top-

1-mind in the zutter (coming soon)

Thanos-

1-beautiful flower~ (coming next)

2-dawn of the living dead (name will be changed)~ 1~ 2~ 3~ 4~ 5~ 6~ 7~ (coming soon)

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~EASY TO LOVE~

~Choi Seung Hyun x reader~

Warnings~ I love to cuss- shity date- reader goes out with an asshole- mdni- reader goes out with a big bang hater >:(- jealous Seung Hyun- mischievous youngbae!-

Summery~ youngbaes little sister falls in love with Seung Hyun, and even though Seung Hyun feels the same way he rejects her in respect for youngbae..but youngbae is tired of waiting for the two to get together and takes matters into his own hands..treating it like his own little k-drama

Words~5921

y/n hums softly to herself as she steps up to the studio her brother and his band are recording at. She visits them whenever she’s not too busy at work, being super close with her brother and his friends.

y/n walks up to the security guard with a small smile, holding up her id card for him to see. He looks it over, before nodding his head and letting her in. she walks through the hallways, looking for the room big bang is using today. She turns the corner and smiles when she hears them laughing loudly. Y/n rolls her eyes fondly, walking up to the door she hears them behind.

Y/n pushes open the door with a smile, making eye contact with dae-sung who jumps up excitedly.”y/n!!!” He yells, running over and scooping her into his arms for a bone crushing hug. Dae-sung spins y/n around before setting her back on the ground. Y/n smiles up at him. “Hi dae” she laughs at his energy.

“It’s been so long!” Dae-sung whines, a large pout on his face. y/n rolls her eyes with a small amused smile. “You saw me last night dae!” Y/n laughs, pushing past him to greet the rest of her brother's friends. “Aww but y/nn~ it's still been to long- or- ah- did you get a secret second best friend! Are you cheating on me!?” Y/n ignores him, leaning down to hug ji-yong who is sitting on the ground criss cross.

y/n leans back up and waves at her brother with a small smile. He glances at her from across the room, his attention mostly on his conversation with seung hyun. Her eyes catch on seung hyun for a moment, he’s leaning against the wall comfortably, arms crossed. His tongue gently runs along his bottom lip. Y/n has to force herself to look away, turning her attention back to ji-yong, who’s smirking at her. Y/n glares at him.

”don’t even say it ji…” she mumbles. Dae-Sungs voice loudly pulls her attention. “You never answered my question! Do you have another bestie? Seriously, are you cheating on me?” He leans in with a playful glare. Y/n snorts. “What? No dae I don’t have another best friend.” Y/n laughs swatting him away gently.

Seung hyun watches from afar, a small amused smile on his face. He’s always loved y/n’s smile, the way it lights up the room amazes him every time. A smirk forms on youngbaes face as he stops talking and just watches seung hyun for a moment. Seung hyun doesn’t even notice his friend is not talking, still nodding his head like he’s agreeing with youngbae.

y/n and dae-sung plop down side by side on the small couch in the corner of the room, her eyes are drawn to seung hyun again, trying to admire him discreetly. Dae-sung snorts softly. “You're not very good at hiding your feelings by the way~” he teases, a little too loudly for y/n's comfort. “Shh!! I told you how I feel for him in confidence you asshole! And he doesn’t know how I feel so I think I’m doing a damn good job.” Y/n huffs with a glare, her arms cross as a pout settles on her face.

dae-sung pouts playfully. “I’m just saying I’m surprised he doesn’t know by now.” Dae-sung shrugs with a small smirk. Y/n rolls her eyes, before shyly looking back at Seung hyun. Is it really that obvious? It can’t be right? “You're doing it again” dae-sung whispers teasingly, nudging y/n's shoulder with his. y/n pouts at him. “Shut up..”

y/n and dae-sungs attention is caught by ji-young’s phone ringing loudly. Everyone goes silent so he can answer. Y/n dinks around on her phone while she waits for ji-yong to be done, sending dae-sung funny videos she sees every now and then.

ji-yong hangs up with a slightly frustrated expression. “youngbae we have to re-film some of our parts in the music video” ji-yong groans, standing up from his spot on the floor. youngbae nods, quickly walking over to y/n to give her a quick hug. “Sorry i have to leave without even saying hi” he apologizes, y/n waves him off.”i live with your dumb ass anyways. I'll see you when you get back or at home.” youngbae nos with a smile before following ji-yong out of the room.

dae-sung pops up from the couch suddenly, causing y/n to flitch slightly as she looks up at him with a glare. “I’m going to watch them!” Dae-sung yells before rushing out of the room to follow behind his two other friends. Y/n glares at the door, she knows what dae-sungs doing and she doesn’t appreciate it.

Seung hyun walks over with a small smile, plopping down on the couch next to y/n. “How is it that we always end up alone?” Seung hyun teases, nudging her with his arm as he looks over with a breathtaking smirk. Y/n smiles softly, cheeks burning at his proximity and the feeling of his eyes on her. “We really do always end up alone together don’t we?” Y/n laughs nervously.

Seung hyun chuckles and nods, leaning back on the couch and looking in front of him. “Yep. Every time the others all manage to leave and we end up alone..” he grins a little, secretly glad they keep getting these moments alone. There’s a few moments of peaceful silence before seung hyun looks back over at her with polite curiosity. “It’s been a few weeks since you last visited…work getting really busy?”

Y/n looks over at seung hyun with a small frustrated huff. “Yeah work has been… hectic” she groans lightly, throwing her head back against the back of the couch. Seung hyun nods in understanding, turning his head so he’s looking at the wall in front of them again.

Y/n observes him from the corner of her eyes, he’s leaned back comfortably, his arms crossed over his chest as he thinks..he looks so fucking good..y/n quickly averts her eyes, her cheeks on fire.

Y/n doesn’t know when or how it happened..but she’s fallen hard for seung hyun…honestly how could she not? He’s polite and funny, sweet and handsome, smart and a gentleman! He’s literally perfect and it's killing her. Her heart melts whenever he holds a door open for her..he’s even memorized her coffee order and whenever he knows she’s going to be there in the mornings he brings her a cup..everything he does makes y/n fall harder and harder..

”Well I’m glad you were able to come today..i- we all missed you..” seung hyun chuckles, keeping his eyes forward. “awww~ you missed me?” Y/n teases, nudging his shoulder with hers. Seung hyun smirks, turning to look at her. “I did..did you not miss me!?” He gasps dramatically. “Oh how my heart hurts y/n! How could you do this to me?!” He practically yells, leaning into her side with a playful pout.

y/n giggles, pushing him away playfully. Seung hyun smiles at the sound of y/n's laughter. He’s so proud to be able to make her laugh so hard..y/n looks at him with a shy smile, he’s flirting with her..right? She’s not crazy..? She feels like she’s drowning in her feelings, like if she doesn’t tell him now she will sink further and further until she drowns.

“Seung hyun…?” He looks back over at her and hums with a soft smile. “What is it?” She pauses for a moment, taking a deep breath to steady her nerves. “S-seung hyun i-i….” She sighs looking at her hands before continuing. “I have feelings for you…” y/ns feels her ears heat up as she waits for a response.

Seung Hyun's eyes widen and his whole body tenses. “I don’t feel the same.” His voice is cold and distant, and he says it so fast..y/n's eyes widen slightly. Seung hyun looks away with his jaw clenched.. y/n looks back down at her fingers..she didn’t necessarily think that he had feelings for her..but he rejected her so fast..so cold..

Y/n nods her head, holding back tears as she fiddles with her fingers. “Ok..” she mumbles sadly, she read the signs wrong? They both sit awkwardly for a few tortuous minutes before the door bursts open and the rest of big bang walks in. They all talk loudly as they get comfortable in the room again. Y/n takes one last fleeting look at seung hyun before standing from the couch and walking over to her brother.

”oppa? She asks quietly, trying to keep the sadness in her voice hidden, but as always youngbae notices, and gives her the worried older brother look. “What is it y/n?” He asks sweetly, gently patting her head. “I-I’m not really feeling well… i-i think I’m just going to go home now.” Y/n forces a small smile. youngbaes eyebrows furrow in concern. “Oh ok..i'll bring soup on my way home” he smiles brightly.

Y/ns thankful she has such a good brother and she's glad she made the decision to live with him. “That sounds really nice right now..can you get me ice cream too please? Oh! And can we watch-“ youngbae groans. “No.” Y/n pouts. “But you never watch with me and I don’t feel good” y/n musters up the best puppy dog eyes she can. Youngbae sighs. “Fine.” Y/n is able to give him a small smile, heartbreak still tugging at her emotions too much to give a big reaction.

y/n hugs him quickly before making her rounds with the other members of big bang. Y/n walks up to dae-sung first, a sad smile pretty obvious on her face. “Hey dae, I’m going home” y/n mumbles, hugging him tightly. Dae-sung whines, but hugs back anyways. “You can’t leave yettt~” he complains, lifting her off the ground so she can’t pull away from the hug. Y/n groans lightly, rolling her eyes. “I don’t feel well..” dae-sung puts her down with a pout pulling away to look at her.

All of a sudden Ji-yong appears next to her With a dramatic frown. “What!? Your leaving already?” He pouts, grabbing onto her wrist. “Dae-sungs right you can’t leave yet! We haven’t even hung out at all!” He frowns. Y/n smiles apologetically at the boys.

seung hyun watches the scene from his spot on the couch, his heart aching. he watches sadly as y/n collects her stuff, and he wonders if she will even say goodbye to him..he hopes she does..hopes that their friendship will still be intact after this..but he’s not sure..y/n pauses and glances at him. “B-bye seung hyun…” she smiles at him sadly. Y/n doesn’t want their friends or her brother to know that there’s something wrong between her and seung hyun..so she puts on a brave face..one everyone can easily see through..

Seung hyun forces his own sad smile. “Yeah…get better soon y/n..” he says with sad eyes..something about the way she said it and the way she’s looking at him made this goodbye feel permanent. If this didn’t ruin their friendship it definitely harmed it…bad. Seung hyun hates it..he wants to reach out and fix everything..but he just watches as she walks out of the studio.

over the next few weeks y/n tried to visit the studio on multiple occasions..but as always her and seung hyun would end up alone together..and it's always so awkward..so she decided to stop her visits..just until she's over seung hyun completely..plus she would hate to make seung hyun uncomfortable with her presence now that he knows how she feels about him.

What y/n doesn’t know is that seung hyun has watched that door everyday since the last time she left, hoping and praying she will walk through it with her big beautiful smile.. he misses her so much and he hates that he’s the one who pushed her away.. she told everyone she's been busy at work..but seung hyun knows that’s not it..its him..that’s why she won't visit anymore and that knowledge hurts more than anything..and fuck…he misses her laugh that made his heart beat ten times faster, or her smile that would make any day good, and fuck..what he misses most? Her voice..talking to her for hours and having it only feel like seconds..

Y/n was always so easy for seung hyun to be around, it's why he fell for her so fast and hard..shes just…easy to love..everything about y/n is perfect..at least, perfect for seung hyun…but he can never and will never act on these feelings..y/n is youngbaes little sister, he would never do that to his friend.. so instead he will live with the what ifs and the realization on how much y/ns absence affects him. Seung hyun packs his things and leaves the studio, he’s done for the day and only stayed hoping that y/n would show up, but she never did…she never does anymore..

y/n hasn’t left her room in weeks, and youngbae is tired of it, it's so unlike y/n to keep things from him, and he’s so worried about his sister…he just doesn’t know what to do this time seeing as she's locked herself in her room and won't tell him anything. He frowns at her closed door, before pounding on it. “Y/nnnn! you can’t sit in there forever sulking about a boy you won't even tell me anything about?” He groans.

y/n sighs, staying planted at her spot in bed. Youngbae has been bugging her like this for weeks now.. “I already told you! My love life is none of your concern youngbae! I'll get over it on my own…” y/n hears another groan from the other side of the door before her brother's voice sounds out again. “Well if you change your mind i know this guy that���s been asking about you..” y/n can hear the smirk in her brothers voice, she pauses, eyeing the door skeptically.

Youngbae pulls out his phone and plays a fake ringtone. “Hey seung hyun!” Y/n perks up, stumbling out of bed and rushing to the door to put her ear against it. “you went on a date? That’s amazing!” Y/ns heart shatters, seung hyun went on a date? “The one! Well damn, never thought i would see the day..“ y/n frowns, tears welling behind her eyes. Fine, if seung hyun is going on dates so will she!

Youngbae smirks as he fakes hanging up the phone, he’s quite proud of his little trick. He just hopes his sister falls for it. Youngbaes not dumb, he sees the way y/n looks at seung hyun, and he sees the way seung hyun looks right back. He’s been waiting for the two love sick idiots to get together on their own, but apparently they need his help…so he’s giving them…a little nudge..

y/n wipes her eyes before throwing open the door. There are tear streaks running down her cheeks, her eyes are red and puffy, and she sniffles every few seconds to keep her nose from running. Youngbaes heart clenches, he hates seeing his little sister like this…”i'll go on the date..” Youngbae smiles. “Perfect! I'll let him know~” y/n sighs, what has she gotten herself into?

a few days later, 8:30~

Y/n looks her outfit over in the mirror one last time, she feels cute, a little fancy but she was told she’s going to a nice restaurant, she’s wearing a simple cute pink flowy dress, paired with a cute pink bag and gold shoes. Y/n sighs, she can’t help but feel like she’s dressing up for the wrong person…she knows this is a horrible idea, she doesn’t even know why she’s doing it…rebounds never work out. Ever.

Y/n soothes out her dress and fixes her hair. Just one date, maybe this guy will surprise her..she steps out of her room, coming face to face with Youngbae. “Ah! Shit Youngbae!” Y/n puts a hand on her chest. “You scared me you dick!” She hits his chest angrily. Youngbae pretends to be hurt, rubbing where she hurt him lightly. His quiet laughs give him away though. “Are you ready? He's here!” Y/n holds back a sigh, putting on a smile for her brother. “Yeah..I’m ready. What’s his name again?”

Youngbae rolls his eyes playfully, chuckling quietly. “His name is ji-ho” he says as he ushers her out of the house. “Tell me all about it when you get home!” He yells before slamming the door right in y/n's face. She eyes the door suspiciously, he’s up to something..y/n can feel it.

Y/n walks to ji-ho's car with a fake smile. He isn’t bad looking, long silky black hair with a scruffy beard..not y/ns type though.. and definitely no where near close to how hot seung hyun is.. “hi..you look…woah..” ji-ho smiles sweetly. Y/n smiles back shyly, fiddling with her fingers. “Thank you, you don’t look so bad yourself” she wasn’t going to lie to this guy and say she was as attracted to him as he seemed to be to her, but he is cute she will give him that..

ji-ho holds the door open for her and she gets in, getting a really bad nervous feeling. He gets in and pulls out of y/n's driveway, y/n gulps watching the safety of her house and brother fade from view. “Sooo..what do you do for work?” Ji-ho asks, wanting to fill the awkward silence. “I teach dance” y/n smiles brightly, thinking about her work and students calming her down a little bit. “It takes up a lot of my time but I love my students and I love teaching something I’m passionate about.” Ji-hos smile fades a little bit. “A dance teacher huh?” He starts, before pausing and looking over at her for a moment. “As long as you make time for me..” he says jokingly, but something about the way he says it makes y/n feel like it's not a joke, her smile fades and she looks down at her hands. “I make time for the people I care about.”

To change the topic y/n takes a deep breath and asks. “What about you? What do you do for work?” Ji-ho smiles proudly, his chest puffing up slightly. “I’m a YouTuber, have quite the following actually..you should check me out! You’ll like my content! Promise!” Y/n holds back a groan, YouTube? Y/n still isn’t sure about this guy.. “What kind of content do you make?” she asks politely. “I make rating videos, mainly i rate musicians, if I remember correctly i actually rated your brothers band compared to other idol groups.”

y/n side eyes him for a moment. “Their number one i hope~” she says jokingly, knowing they must be. “No actually-“ y/n freezes, looking at him with shocked eyes. “I rated them pretty low, got a lot of hate for it so most people think I’m wrong..but i think that people are just blinded by pretty faces to actually listen to the songs” ji-ho shrugs. Y/n stares at the guy in shock, she has never met someone with such a wrong opinion before..the rest of the car ride is full of awkward silence, y/n doesn’t even really want to be around this guy anymore, but she’s already in the car and just has to make it to the end of dinner and the ride home..she can do this..she can do this…

ji-ho pulls up to the restaurant, looking at y/n with a smirk. “I hope you like this place, its my favorite” he chuckles before getting out of the car. Y/n follows him out and into the restaurant. It looks nice, expensive furnishings and fancy chandeliers..but y/n really didn’t care about all that, she hopes the food is good so this night doesn’t feel like such a waste of time.

the rest of the date is well..boring..y/n and ji-ho have nothing in common..y/n is super into art and painting..ji-ho thinks its stupid and a waste of time and resources..y/n really loves listening to upbeat fun music..ji-ho barely listens to music..and the music he does listen to is all…interesting to say the least..y/n loves space, she finds learning about what’s going on up there fascinating..ji-ho is terrified of space and would stop her anytime she tried to talk about it..she would have never had this problem with seung hyun, her and him could talk about space and art for hours, they listen to the same music and even watch the same movies and shows..

When the date is over and y/n is finally out of ji-hos car, she leans down with an apologetic smile and looks into the car. “Look I’m sorry but I really just don’t think we're right for each other..” Her voice is a soft whisper, hoping that she wasn’t going to upset ji-ho, but she doesn’t give him a chance to answer before she closes the door of his car and rushes to her front door.

y/n leans against her door, sighing in relief now that she’s home, she can’t help but wonder why Youngbae would set her up with someone so different from her..did her brother even know the guy? And why tell her she would really like him to?

She walks a little further into the house before Youngbae practically tackles her to the ground. “Y/n! Your back! How was the date?” He asks excitedly. She glares at him. “I’m never letting you set me up again! Me and the guy had absolutely nothing in common!” Youngbae holds back a smirk, putting on a face pout. “Damn..he seemed so chill..sorry y/n”

y/n sighs, rolling her eyes slightly. “It’s whatever just never try and set me up on a date again” y/n groans lightly before muttering. ”worst date of my life” part one of Youngbaes plan successful, now on to part two..make seung hyun jealous.

The next day Youngbae puts the next part of his plan into motion. As always Seung Hyun is one of the first people there, a miracle seeing as it takes the earth blowing to pieces to wake seung hyun up.. Youngbae walks up to dae-sung with a smirk. “Hey Dae~” he greets him with a sing-song voice. Dae-sung looks up at him with an eyebrow raised. “Yeah?” he asks skeptically.

“Did y/n tell you about her date last night?” Youngbae says it loudly, pretending he doesn’t see the way seung hyun's head snaps up and feels the way his eyes lock onto them. Dae-sung looks at youngbae with wide eyes, looking over at seung hyun for a moment before looking back at Youngbae. “What? No she didn’t tell me..” dae-sung keeps his voice raised, catching on to what youngbae is doing.

”yeah..she told me she had a really good time, but i just don’t think the guy is right for her, i mean they have literally nothing in common!” Youngbae watches seung hyun from the corner of his eyes, seung hyun's jaw is clenched, he looks sad and angry at the same time..all the feelings one feels after being told that the person they are in love with is seeing someone else.

”So you don’t like this guy?” Dae-sung asks, still not fully in on what’s going on. “Yeah, I honestly hate him, the guy hates our music, hates space, as you can tell he doesn’t like much. He’s not interested in dance..there’s nothing! I don’t get why y/ns going out with him again tomorrow.” Youngbae lies to his friends proudly. Dae-sungs eyes are wide, his voice raised slightly in surprise. “She’s going on a second date with him?!”

Seung Hyun is fuming. It’s only been like two and a half weeks since she confessed and she’s already moved on? Seung hyun stands up and storms out of the studio,he needs to take a moment to smoke and think. He steps outside and lights the cigarette, leaning against the wall with a tired frown on his face.

Youngbae and dae-sung watch the door close with satisfied smiles, knowing that the plan, even if dae-sung isn’t fully in on it, worked. “Did y/n actually go on a date?” Dae-sung asks, looking at youngbae with curious eyes. “Yep!” Youngbae walks away with a small proud smirk on his face, part two of his plan was successful now time for step three.

Seung hyun is in a mood for the rest of the day, snapping at his band members over nothing and glaring at anyone who passes while in his mood. He can’t stand the idea of y/n with anyone but him. He honestly thought he could live with never being with y/n..handle the what ifs that cross his mind daily, and he thought he could handle y/n being with someone else. Maybe if it hadn’t been so quick it wouldn’t hurt as bad, if he just had time to move on before he heard about her date..but this is the real world, and the real world is cruel.

Ji-yong and dae-sung shoot youngbae glares throughout the day, if he had just went about getting the love sick idiots together a normal way seung hyun wouldn’t be in this mood that's slowing them down more then ji-yong would like.

The day is almost over, which everyone is more than thankful for. It's been a long day thanks to Seung Hyun's mood. Youngbae has one more step..step three, and really he only needs seung hyun to go talk to y/n, so he’s going to give him the perfect opportunity to..

Youngbae sits down next to Seung Hyun with a big grin. Seung hyun glares at him, ignoring Youngbaes presence. “Ahhh~” youngbae sighs out. “I’m. So excited for the day to be over! I’m going to spend the night at hyo-rins tonight!” Youngbae stretches, watching Seung hyun from the corner of his eyes. Seung hyun's face lights up for a moment before he puts on a stoic mask back on. ”That's nice” he says flatly, but Youngbae doesn’t care, he can see the cogs turning in seung hyun's head. Seung hyun knows that he needs to talk to y/n now.

Instead of going home after the day is over, Seung hyun makes his way straight to y/n and Youngbaes house. He knows y/n is still probably upset with him, he regretted how fast he rejected her the moment he did..he hopes she understands, that she still has feelings for him..and he really, really hopes that she will want him even after how he rejected her.

Seung Hyun pulls in, taking a deep breath before getting out of the car and walking to the door. He pauses for a moment, fist raised to knock. Y/n probably doesn’t want to see him right now..but he needs to see her, he knocks on the door before he can get in his head again. Seung hyun hears her footsteps walking to the door, his heart racing, it's now or never..he has to win y/n back or he will lose her forever.

The door swings open, y/n standing on the other side looking heavenly. Seung hyun's heart studders in his chest, she looks so beautiful, even in pajamas.. y/ns eyes widen when she sees seung hyun, and before she can even think about it she’s shutting the door. “No! Please!” Seung hyun begs, slamming his hands on the door to stop it from closing. He gives y/n pleading eyes as he pushes against the door harder. “Please y/n..i really need to talk with you..” seung hyun groans, most of his strength going into keeping the door open.

y/n sighs, letting up on the door. “Fine..” she opens the door and moves to the side, motioning him to come in. Seung hyun lets out a breath of relief, walking into y/n's house. Y/n crosses her arms with a quiet upset huff, before leading seung hyun to the couch so they can talk.

They both sit awkwardly for a moment before y/n breaks the silence. “What do you want to talk about seung hyun?” She asks coldly, the distance between them feels vast, nothing like when they would be alone at the studio. It breaks seung hyun's heart, he never wanted to hurt y/n, and he wanted their friendship ruined even less…yet he created such a gap between them, one he’s worried will never be full again. “So…you went on a date..” seung hyun starts.

y/n glares at him, her voice a low growl almost. “I don’t see why that matters to you” she mumbles coldly. Seung Hyun sighs sadly, mostly because he knows he deserves her hostility. “It’s just…a little quick.. isn’t it?” Y/n tenses beside him, giving him a shocked look. “What?”

he opens his mouth to repeat what he said, but y/n holds her hand up. “No, I heard you. You have a lot of nerve coming here and telling me it's too soon to move on! Of course I’m going to try and move on when you're going on dates and finding the one!” Y/n tears up, but she refuses to let them fall, keeping her glare locked on seung hyun.

Seung hyun looks at her confused. “Date..what date?” He asks, confusion written all over his face. Y/n observes him for a moment, trying to find any hint of him lying. “D-don’t lie! I heard you on the phone with my brother! Talking about how you went on an amazing date and how she’s the one!” Y/n huffs angrily.

seung hyun shakes his head frantically. “No! I never went on a date? And I never called youngbae about a girl either….that didn’t happen i swear! Y-you must have heard wrong!” Y/n eyes him with wide shocked eyes, still not quite believing him. “B-but you did! I heard him say your name and-“ y/n pauses for a moment, her glare softening for a moment. “How did you find out I went on a date?” Realization shows on her face, she thinks she may know what happened..

”youngbae was complaining about how much he didn’t like the guy to dae-sung, why?” Seung hyun frowns thinking about y/ns date..he wants her with him, not some asshole she just met. “He complained about hating my date?” She asks to make sure she’s hearing correctly. Seung hyun nods his head. “Yeah..the guy doesn’t sound good for you at all..” seung hyun mumbles looking away shyly, thinking about all the things youngbae had to say about the guy.

”That's so funny, cause last I checked youngbae was the one that set me up with ji-ho” seung hyun's eyes widen. “Then why did he say-“ y/n cuts him off. “No idea“ that’s when it hits seung hyun..all the things Youngbae said today..how loud he was..youngbae knows about his feelings for y/n, and he’s ok with it..”shit this was a plan to get us together..” Seung Hyun chuckles in disbelief.

“I don’t get why he would do this though, you don’t hav-“ Seung hyun grabs her cheeks, smashing their lips together in a heated kiss, effectively shutting her up. y/n's eyes widen, taking a moment to process what’s happening, a confused hum falling from her lips.

Y/n finally processes what’s that seung hyun is kissing her, immediately kissing him back with matching intensity. Seung hyun pulls away slowly, his eyes staying closed for a moment, a small smile stuck on his face. “Y/n..” he opens his eyes, rubbing her cheeks with his thumbs. Her own eyes open slowly, her hands moving to his wrists, holding onto them loosely.

“I’m so in love with you y/n…how could I not be..you're smart..funny..beautiful..you love all the same things i do..and talking with you is easier than anything i've ever done..” he pulls her face closer, his breath fanning across her cheeks. “I rejected you because I didn’t want to upset your brother.. he’s one of my best friends and I felt like such a horrible person for having feelings for his little sister..but he’s gone through all this trouble and i know why..” he mumbles without breaking eye contact. “He wants us to be together y/n..or at least he’s ok with it..” he kisses her softly.

Seung hyun smiles warmly at her as they pull away. “hearing you went on that date killed me y/n..please don’t choose him..choose me. Please.. I need you..I’m in love with you..” y/n can’t help the smile that spreads across her cheeks, how could she when seung hyun is sitting in front of her confessing his love for her! “Fuck seung hyun~ of course i pick you dork!” She pulls him into another deep loving kiss, her arms wrapping around his neck, pouring all her pent up love and frustration into the kiss.

The next morning y/n wakes up to her phone buzzing next to her ear. She groans, grabbing it and looking at the blinding screen. She sees a text from Youngbae and opens it. Y/n rolls her eyes with an amused smile.

youngbae-can i come home?

y/n-no

Youngbae smiles at his phone tiredly, plan successful. he sets down his phone and gets comfortable before falling back asleep with a smirk on his face.

y/n sets her phone down, rolling over to face seung hyun who was still sleeping peacefully. She smiles and admires him for a moment, listening to the soft snores that fall from his perfect lips. “Seung hyun~” y/n whispers in his ear, leaving a small kiss on his earlobe. He groans tiredly, turning to face towards her, y/n bites her lip, eyes taking in his bare body.

”Morning my moon~” he whispers, smiling lovingly at her. Y/n smiles back at him, leaning over she lightly kisses his jaw. “Good morning~ we still have a few more hours alone~” she mumbles as she continues to leave kisses along his jaw. seung hyun smirks, rolling on top of her. “Oh yeah? Let’s make the most out of those few hours then~” y/n smiles at his words, connecting their lips together sensually. “Let’s~”

y/n knows that as long as she has seung hyun she’s content in life..he is all she needs and more..and he’s just so fucking easy to love.

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Easy to love~

Summery~ youngbaes little sister falls in love with Seung Hyun, and even though Seung Hyun feels the same way he rejects her in respect for youngbae..but youngbae is tired of waiting for the two to get together and takes matters into his own hands..treating it like his own little k-drama

Warnings~ I love to cuss- shity date- reader goes out with an asshole- mdni- reader goes out with a big bang hater >:(- jealous Seung Hyun- mischievous youngbae!-

SNEEK PEEK!!~

Her eyes catch on seung hyun for a moment, he’s leaning against the wall comfortably, arms crossed. His tongue gently runs along his bottom lip. Y/n has to force herself to look away, turning her attention back to ji-yong, who’s smirking at her. Y/n glares at him.

”don’t even say it ji…” she mumbles.

Will be posted on!-

6/10/2025!

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My next fic is almost done >:) but I need you guys to tell me what you want after!!

Btw the thanos one is LONG! I draft with pencil and paper then I type and edit it and the thanos one is like thirty something pages 💀💀

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Ok so I have four drafts written and I just need to type and edit them…who do y’all wanna see?

Top x reader- y/n is young bae’s little sister.

GD x reader- ji-Yong is getting married to someone else.

Thanos x reader- meeting his ex in deadly games.

G-top x reader- shameless smut about them in the zutter mv 🤤

{I’m going to give this a week before I start typing cause I have shit to do 😭}

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~KISSING IN THE~

~MOONLIGHT~

Warnings!!-sneaking around~fluff~secret relationship~stressed ji-yong~i love to cuss, sue me 😀~ji-yong is absolutely whipped for y/n~forbidden relationships~ small amounts of angst- this is literally medieval times, so talks of arranged marriages~ groping~ small talks about sex but it’s like barely anything lol!

Summery!~ after drifting apart as teens, y/n and ji-yong find their way back into each other’s hearts <3

Word count-4060

It's the perfect day in the kingdom of Seoul. The sun is shining, and there’s a soft breeze, making the scorching heat of the sun bearable. After how unbearably hot the last few weeks have been, The small breeze is more than welcomed by the townsfolk. Everywhere you look there are people soaking in the nice day, kids playing, parents gardening or running a small stand in the market. It’s perfect.

Y/n hums to herself as she picks the flowers princess Dami asked for that morning. Working for the princess is honestly the best job y/n could ask for, she had known both the young royals since she was a kid, playing and studying with them while her mom was working around the castle. At this point her job feels more like spending the whole day with her best friend rather than a job she has to do everyday.

*

While the day is perfect for everyone else, it's a different story for the young prince, kwon ji-yong. He’s been trapped inside his room busy with princely duty’s all morning and is dying to get outside, even just for a moment. He groans in relief as his feet hit the ground of the royal garden. He has had an especially long morning and needed a moment to breathe away from the prying eyes of royal staff, who thankfully are too busy to step foot in the garden most days.

He starts to walk through the garden, thinking about anything but his responsibilities as prince. He really just couldn’t do it anymore, it's so overwhelming and if he didn’t take a break he would surely go insane. Ji-yong stops in his tracks when he hears something soft, humming? He peaks around a large rose bush, scanning the area. There stands y/n. He relaxes slightly, now knowing who it was making the noise.

Ji-yong takes a moment to observe her, it has been an awfully long time since they last talked. They used to be really close as kids, but had grown apart sometime in their teen years due to their new responsibilities. He already knew that she has grown to be quite beautiful, but now, after getting a proper up close look at her, after years of just missing each other in the halls, or small glimpses of each other at events…he can’t help but think she is the most beautiful woman he has ever laid his eyes on.

y/n brings a flower up to her nose and smells it with a small smile, the sun bounces off her giving her an angelic glow, and ji-yong wishes there was a way he could capture this moment forever. Before he can stop himself, he’s walking over to her, cursing himself for not being able to control himself. He has no clue what he’s going to say to her, he just knows he needs to talk to her, now.

A shadow casts over y/n, making her stop what she’s doing and look over at her shoulder, her breath hitches when she sees it’s Ji-yong, looking as handsome as ever. She shutters, she always thought he was attractive, he’s perfect in literally every way in her eyes. She looks into his eyes with her own blown wide, why was he walking up to her after all these years of silence.

As ji-yong looks into her eyes, he freezes. Her eyes are so beautiful and he never even realized it before.. his heart skips a beat and his cheeks heat up. He tenses, he thought he rid himself of these feelings years ago, but he realizes he in fact was very wrong about that. He fears that if even after all these years the feelings stay…they will never go away.

“Your majesty?” Y/n asks, politely curtsying. He chuckles, albeit a little sadly, she used to call him ji-yong.. what happened to that? “your majesty? Haven’t we known each other to long for you to still be calling me that?” He can’t help but tease, he doesn’t like her calling him anything but his real name.

y/n blushes nervously, she always feels this way around him, nervous..it's been years since they have actually talked, and it has her slightly choked up. “u-umm..i guess so..prince kwon..”

Ji-yong sighs in amusement. “Ji-yong, y/n..you can call me by my name, you always used to..” Ji-yong steps closer, he can smell her perfume, she smells like daisies, his favorite.

Y/n shrugs bashfully. “Sorry… its just been so long” Ji-yong can’t help but smile, she’s just so. fucking. cute. He nods solemnly. “It has..hasn’t it..” he sighs. “I’m sorry…I’ve just been…busy..” his eyes widen slightly when y/n simply smiles sweetly at him. “It's not your fault~ you're a prince.. of course you're busy.”

Y/n turns back to the flowers, continuing to pluck them for his sister. She freezes when he feels him step slightly closer.. “still we’re…friends.. I should have made time for you..” y/n shakes her head softly. “I was never mad at you or anything, I understand that you're busy, your royalty..” she busy’s her hands with the flowers again.

Ji-yong sighs “still..you're my friend y/n..” he pouts, his hand ”accidentally” grazing her waist. A small smirk tugging at his lips as a shiver runs down y/ns spine. Y/n finishes the small Bouquet, half turning to face him, smiling kindly at Ji-yong. “You're learning to be king..and I’m a servant. We’re both busy all day. It only makes sense distance formed between us. But I am happy you decided to talk to me again~” she leans towards him slightly. “We should actually try and find time to catch up soon”

ji-yong nods, looking down at his feet with a small smile. “How bout tonight?…in front of the fountain at midnight?” Y/n's smile grows, and to ji-yong, she looks like an angle…

”That sounds..nice~” she takes a few steps away from him. “See you then~” and then she walks away, leaving ji-yong standing dazed in the royal gardens. He grins, looking around before walking back to his room.

***

ji-yong can’t stop thinking about y/n all day, she was so beautiful in the gardens today. He has always had a crush on y/n, before they drifted away.. back then he thought he could be with her, a prince and a servant.. who’s ever heard of such a thing!?

He groans, slamming his head down on his desk. How is he supposed to concentrate on his princely duties, when all he can think about is y/n and how soft her lips looked today. And how the sun bounced off her hair. Or how her eyes look like precious jewels. He runs his hands through his hair, before shaking his head lightly to hopefully get rid of thoughts about y/n.

Ji-yong knows he can’t have her, a servant and royalty would never be allowed…so why can’t he get her lips out of his head?! He won't ever be aloud to have y/n as his queen, he’s going to have to marry royalty, and he really needs to get his mind to wrap around that fact. He’s not a teenager anymore, he needs to face reality.

***

y/n says goodnight to dami Before walking to the gardens quickly. She tries to be somewhat slick about it, what would she tell someone if they ask why she was going to the gardens instead of home? She sighs happily when she breathes in the fresh air, she has been stuck in the castle for most of the day other than the little amount of time in the gardens earlier.

The fountain is in the middle of the garden and surprisingly secluded, there are no widows on that side of the castle and there are tall hedges surrounding it. There’s a slight chill to the air, it's not so cold y/n is shivering, but cold enough for it to nip at her ears as she walks. It’s silent, so quite y/n can hear the crunch under her feet, it's peaceful and y/n finds herself quite enjoying this walk, even with the nerves swimming in her stomach.

Y/n steps up to the fountain, seeing ji-yong looking as beautiful as ever, staring up at the night sky. He seems to be counting the stars, a habit he picked up from y/n and his friend from another kingdom seung hyun when they were kids. It helps with their nerves..why would ji-yong be nervous about this meeting though?

Y/n steps up next to ji-yong silently, looking up at the night sky and joining him in counting the stars. “There are so many out tonight..” y/n whispers, in awe of the night sky.

ji-yong nods In agreement. “Yeah…they're almost as beautiful as you..” he mumbles looking at her reaction from the corner of his eye. Y/n holds back a laugh, smiling up at the sky. “Y-you think so?” Ji-yong tilts head towards y/n, a charming smirk forming on his lips. Without hesitation he says. “Yeah~ I do.”

y/n feels her cheeks heat up. She scoffs at him, a small smile playing at her lips. “You haven’t changed a bit! Forever a flirt i guess~” she laughs quietly. Ji-yong chuckles lightly, shaking his head. “Only for you” he flirts against his better judgment.

They don’t break eye contact. Both of their smiles soften more and more the longer they look at each other. many unsaid words are said through the look in their eyes..they love each other and deep down they both know it's reciprocated.

They know what they want is something they can’t have. but something about this moment screams at them to just say fuck it. “I’m glad you came…” ji-yong breaks the silence softly.

y/n smiles and shrugs. “Why wouldn’t I come?” Ji-yong chuckles lightly, looking away. He sighs softly. “I don’t know.. wasn’t sure i guess..” he looks back at y/n, taking in the way the moon light makes her eyes shine.

“You probably know what the last few years have looked like for me…but I don’t know anything about the last few years for you…how have you been?” Ji-yong straightens his posture slightly.

Y/n looks at the fountain and shrugs. “I have been good, honestly there’s not much new since the last time we talked…i just..work.. you know?” She figures he does, he’s a prince after all..

ji-yong nods. He gets what it's like to always work with barely any breaks.. “soo… no suitors waiting for you at home?” The question falls from his lips uncontrollably, he just has to know. Part of ji-yong hopes y/n does have a suiter so he’s forced to leave these feelings behind. A bigger part of him hopes she doesn’t have a suiter.. a selfish part of him that can’t stand the idea of her with anyone else, even though ji-yong can’t have her…

Y/n laughs lightly. “No…the person I want is off limits to me…so no suitors..wouldn’t be fair to them or me…” ji-yong perks up slightly, can’t have who she wants? She has to mean him..right? Ji-yongs sure she means him.. “i..i can’t have who i want either…” he admits. They both look at each other, locking eyes.

they don’t have to speak the words..there has always been…something..between them…they know how the other feels..No words needed.

Y/n laughs softly, looking down at her feet. “Yeah?” She asks, kicking a rock around with her foot. Ji-yong doesn’t look away though…he can’t seem to tear his eyes away from her. And he doest want to look away. “yeah..” he mumbles.

y/n smiles shyly, looking back up at him. “And why can’t you have her?” She needs to know he’s talking about her, non verbal, verbal confirmation. He smirks slightly. “She’s a servant..I fear it would never be allowed…” he sighs, turning his body to face her. Y/n follows, also turning her body. 

“Well, to have Captured your heart? She’s quite the lucky servant..” ji-yong can’t help it..he needs her in a way he has only felt with her. He cups y/n's face, pulling her towards him and smashing their lips together. The kiss is deep and passionate, but it's also desperate and urgent.

they made a silent promise in that kiss..no matter who they might have to marry they will always love each other.. no matter how much pain it brings them to not be together..at least they will have this kiss forever playing through their heads…

ji-yong deepens the kiss, his tongue running over y/n's bottom lip before gently tugging on it with his teeth. Their eyes stay closed as they pull away. Both savoring the feeling of having kissed.

”Meet me here again tomorrow night? Same time..” ji-yong practically pleads, opening his eyes to observe her face. Y/n nods, not even thinking about it.. they slowly step away from each other, missing the others warmth immediately.

“See you tomorrow y/n..” he smiles softly, stepping back from her. She nods, her smile turning slightly sad. “See you tomorrow…” she whispers softly. He walks away leaving y/n to stare at his back as he leaves. She sighs…this is probably a bad idea…but..she can’t seem to find it in herself to care right now..

She leaves the garden, a small smile on her face the whole walk home.

***

The next day is complete torture for ji-yong.. it seems that the only thing he can think about is y/n and kissing her in the moonlight last night. Ji-yong sighs and sets down his quill..maybe he should go on a walk..calm down..clear his head before continuing to write his speech..ji-yong nods to himself, standing up and leaving his room.

Sometimes ji-yong wishes he wasn’t a prince..if he was like a farmer..or a knight..him and y/n could be together without worry..he runs his hand through his hair as his feet carry him to the gardens quickly.. he doesn’t even feel in control of his body.

He wants it to just be night already so he can have a moment where he’s just kwon ji-yong..not the prince..a few moments alone with y/n…she makes him feel at home..safe to just be him..he doesn’t feel like he needs to be a different person just to please her..and he longs for that feeling again.

He steps into the gardens and he finally feels like he can breathe slightly. As he walks, he hopes to hear that familiar humming again. Unfortunately there’s nothing, and he walks back to his chambers somberly.

He was hoping the walk would get his mind off y/n, but it didn’t..it only made it worse, and why wouldn’t it when he was hoping to hear and see y/n?! he groans and plops back down in his chair..he doesn’t try and go back to his speech, he just thinks..

He's convinced that y/n is his soulmate. How else do you explain how he feels even after all these years of not talking to her? And the feeling he got when he kissed her?! It’s safe to say his feelings for her never went away, and never will go away. And it really kinda fucking sucks.

*

y/n’s day feels long, longer than any day she has ever lived in her life. all she can think about is meeting ji-yong tonight at the fountain..what’s going to happen? She can’t help the thoughts running through her head. Will he tell her that they can’t ever kiss again and that they have to keep it between them?

One day her parents will want her to marry someone…and she knows she will never want anyone but ji-yong..she’s had these thoughts for a long time…and honestly she has always only wanted..ji-yong..she rejects anyone her parents suggest..and she knows that they hope it means she's courting someone..but she can’t tell them the truth..

She’s felt this way since they were sixteen..before they drifted apart they were really close..and there was this ball to celebrate knights and their families..y/n’s dad’s a knight so she attended. That’s the night her and ji-yong kissed for the first time, and the night she knew her heart would belong to ji-yong forever, even if one day she has to marry a different person.

y/n sighs at her thoughts, she will never want to marry somebody else, especially after the kiss last night..she knows realistically her and ji-yong can never truly be together. He’s going to have to marry some ethereal royal..and y/n will be left in the dust, forgotten to time.. only hanging on to the few kisses she got the honor to have.

Y/n wipes away a few tears that fell while she was overthinking. She shouldn’t cry over something she always knew she could never have.

***

Night finally falls over the kingdom. Ji-yong speed walks to the gardens for the second time today. He’s done a lot of thinking.. and he’s decided that he needs y/n.. he can't stand the thought of them being someone else’s lover. So when he’s king..he will make her his queen. it's all he’s been able to think about all day.. he’s going to make sure his childhood dream of marrying y/n comes true.

as the fountain enters ji-young’s view, he can’t help the smile that grows on his face. Sat on the edge of the fountain, looking at the sky’s reflection in the water is y/n. He stops, and stands watching her for a moment, having to hold back a laugh of endearment as she plays with the water like a child. Yeah..she's his soulmate, he sure of it..

ji-yong steps up next to y/n. Silently watching her as she looks up at him. He just about faints. When he’s king he’s going to make it illegal to be so beautiful.. “hello..” he whispers softly, never daring to break eye contact. She smiles “hi..” she whispers back gently.

Ji-yong's legs go weak, sitting down next to her with a shaky smile. “You look so beautiful..” he mumbles, bringing his hand up to cup her cheek. He smirks when she looks away embarrassed and he feels her cheeks heat up.

Y/n looks back up at him with a small frown. “Ji-yong…why are you doing this…we both know we can’t be together..” he sighs, his other hand moving to her waist, gently gripping her and pulling her body closer to his. “Can’t we though?..” he whispers, his lips grazing her cheek. She stiffens. “What, ji-yong. You're a prince!”

Ji-yong chuckles, kissing her cheek gently. “When I’m king..i-i can marry you..i can change laws..i-i'll do anything y/n..please give me a chance..please” he mumbles desperately in her ear. He breathes in her scent, groaning and mumbling. “You smell so good~” he kisses behind her ear before pulling away to look at her.

”So what do you say? Give me a chance to prove I'll do anything to be with you? He asks, gripping her waist tightly. She looks at him shyly, she wants to believe him, she really does..but she knows she can’t wait for him to be king forever..not when her parents are already bugging her about marriage and grandkids.

“I want to say yes ji-yong..I promise i do..but..my parents..they want me to get married and it will only be so long before they get tired of waiting..” y/n sighs sadly, cupping ji-yongs cheek but letting her hand fall back to her side after a few seconds.

ji-yong frowns and shakes his head. “It won't be long I promise! my coronation is already in the talks..two years at most before my father steps down..please y/n” he begs, scooting closer to her. He will do anything for a chance at forever with her.

y/n looks at him skeptically.. “two years?” He nods frantically. “Yes that’s it, just two years..” y/n's face softens as she looks at the look of desperation on ji-yong's face. “Ok….”his face lights up and he smiles. “But..i can only wait those two years..i think my parents already have a few favorites and a list of people..” y/n sighs angrily.

Ji-yong's smile drops. “But that’s not fair to you..” he stiffens, he really hates the idea of y/n being with anyone but him. she nods “i know..but they want to have grandchildren..and I’m getting older..” she sighs. “Two years..ok?” She sticks her hand out to make a deal with him. He nods, reaching his hand out and shaking hers softly.

he gently pulls her towards him, her body gently slamming into his. He tilts her chin up, their faces inches apart now. “Until I’m king we can't tell anybody about us….” Y/n nods in understanding. “I know” she mumbles, looking at his lips with desire. Ji-yong smiles, pulling her into a deep kiss, their tongues colliding and their teeth clashing.

ji-yong can't get enough of her, her taste..the softness of her lips, her smell. All of it combined is driving him to insanity. He wishes he could do this all day..kiss at their fountain.. he moves one hand to cup the back of her head and the other sliding to the middle of her lower back.

He gently lowers her to the soft grass ground next to the fountain. He won't make love to her here, no. Their first time has to be perfect, and preferably in his bed. But he needs more of her at this moment so maybe he could get away with some touching..

he settles on top of her, making eye contact with her, he needs her to give him confirmation that he can touch her before he does. y/n honestly doesn’t care what ji-yong does to her, she just wants as much of him as he will give her at this moment. “Please ji-yong~” y/n whimpers, knowing why he’s looking at her like that.

”please what..” he asks teasingly. Y/n rolls her eyes. “Touch me..” her face heats up. Ji-yong pushes his body flush against hers. “Fuck. What are you doing to me~” he groans, caressing her cheek. “The same thing you're doing to me~” she whimpers, wrapping her arms around his neck.

His hands grope at her body through her clothes before both his hands settle on her hips and he pulls them both back to their feet. “Meet me here every single night. Ok? I don't want to go even one day without seeing you…” he kisses along her jaw, wanting to leave marks but doesn’t, knowing better even in his haze.

Y/n nods. She knows she can't go that long without seeing ji-yong either, the years they spent apart as teens was more than enough. His thumb traces her bottom lip. “You are the most beautiful person I have ever seen..” he mumbles, Admiring her face lovingly. Y/n smiles at him, a small giggle falling from her lips. “You probably hear this a lot, but you are absolutely the most beautiful person i have ever seen too~”

he chuckles softly, shaking his head in amusement. “The only person I care about telling me stuff like that is you aein~” y/ns cheeks heat up and she looks at the ground. Ji-yong laughs, tilting y/ns head back to look at him. “Don't look away~” he connects their lips before y/n can even react. Y/n melts into the kiss with a sigh of happiness. She will probably never get used to this feeling, but she will always crave it. She never wants to stop kissing ji-yong in the moonlight.

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Mood board for my upcoming fic~

Kissing in the moonlight~

Kwon ji-Yong x reader >:)

POSTING IT MONDAY!!

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G-dragon fantasy au sneak peek!!

it’s the perfect day in the kingdom of Seoul. The sun is shinning, and there’s a soft breeze, making the scorching heat of the sun bearable. after how unbearably hot the last few weeks have been, The small breeze is more then welcomed by the towns folk. Everywhere you look there are people soaking in the nice day, kids playing, parents gardening or running a small stand in the market. It’s perfect.

Y/n hums to herself as she picks the flowers princess Demi asked for that morning. Working for the princess is honestly the best job y/n could ask for, she had known both the young royals since she was a kid, playing and studying with them while her mom was working around the castle. At this point her job feels more like spending the whole day with her best friend rather then a job she has to do everyday.

while the day is perfect for everyone else, its a different story for the young prince, kwon ji-yong. He’s been trapped inside his room busy with princely duty’s all morning and is dying to get outside, even just for a moment. He groans in relief as his feet hit the ground of the royal garden. He has had an especially long morning and needed a moment to breath away from the prying eyes of royal staff, who thankfully are to busy to step foot in the garden most days….

More to come..probably way more edited to lol.

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Would people be willing to read a medieval/fantasy au for g-dragon? Cause I had an idea and I wanna write it lol!