growing-from-decay

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Sheikh lotfollah mosque entrance ceiling, Esfahan Iran.

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Hey, no homo, but I am sitting on the broken swing set out back in the still, quiet, 2:00am blackness and picturing the softness of your voice and the darkness of your eyes with such perfect and terrible clarity that it feels like I'm choking on my own heartbeat.

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i might be doing really terrible on the emotional regulation front but in my defense ive had a gaping hole in my chest since i was 12

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“Entropy”

Day 8 - Toad

From my rotting body, flowers shall grow.

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you can find love between the teeth of a dog that bites

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wild horses crossing a river in iran, eydi heydari

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Knife Angel - Alfie Bradley / Matthew Swift / Walter Oltmann / Andrew Groves x / Marliène Oliver / Siberian bear hunting armor 1800s

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Song lyric zine for my folkpunk song 'Muzzled Monster' from my to-be-recorded album 'Puppy Girls Rule the World.' This zine is by me, Meme the Jester, for my band Dog Nonsense. Follow my instagram @dognonsense and @yvrpatches for updates!

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something holy inside you wants to get out but you can’t let it

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I am unfortunately just like other guys. I like trashy horror, dog poems, cannibalism as a metaphor for obsessive devotion, religious imagery, people who use my name in a sentence, academic validation, lying for fun, being bisexual and bleeding out in the snow.

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Ghost Of My Ghosts, Sol Rios

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Isfahan, Iran (1975) Ph. Roland & Sabrina Michaud

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We've all got that one Tumblr mutual who does NOT play about the martyrdom of Saint Sebastian

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if you keep swallowing the anger back, it’s going to choke you

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it’s crazy how you get fucked up as a kid and develop a personality disorder and then for the rest of your life assholes on twitter will be calling you fundamentally unloveable and saying you will never have a healthy relationship ever and that you’re evil and a bad person and then you go to therapists and they tell you that if you ever want to be healthy you need to spend the rest of your life actively going against what your brain tells you and fight every single natural instinct that you have and every emotion you feel maybe someday you could maybe be a good person if you just try hard enough . if you just put enough effort . maybe you will be healthy enough to be worthy to be loved .