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me staring at a stranger passed out on a tokyo metro station bench midday to check if he’s breathing. one never forgets their first random tokyo train station passout-ee sighting.

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Betsy Morningstar, Ceramic Notebook.

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i used to be a promiscuous virgin but now i am a modest whore

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hearts of darkness (1991) dir. eleanor coppola

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la chimera (2023) dir. alice rohrwacher

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i really hope to feel peace soon

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Chris Marker - The Owl’s Heritage (1989)

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thinking about how amazing jade thirlwall’s performance at the brits was. i think my favorite part was the live mannequin heads. it was the best thing i’ve seen in a while. especially as a former mixer :’)

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i am realizing i am in emotional kindergarten. i am the person who avoids pain. i am the enemy of james baldwin 🥲

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misery commiserated with suffering commiserated with anguish commiserated with dread commiserated with torment

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preparing for a confession. my first. trying to rid myself of hope just like i independently tried to rid myself of these feelings. both ending in failure. happy sunday.

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I wanna come home to handwritten letters in my mailbox ;( I wanna drink flower tea whilst reading it ;(