Maybe I’m being dramatic, but, if Miranda Bailey opens the door of that ambulance and Ben Warren’s lifeless body is laying in there…I can’t, I just can’t. I will never get that image out of my head.
I would survive anyone but Ben. If Ben dies, that might be it for me. It’ll be like Deluca all over again and I’m still not over that…
Okay so I saw a S19xGrey's trailer posted by Jay Hayden and in his caption he... and the trailer. Really sounds like Ben is the one who dies. I am not ready, and it's not, no.
Can we talk about this? Like Ben isn’t actually going to die is he? They wouldn’t actually do that to Miranda Bailey? Hasn’t she already been though enough? I’m at a loss here, I won’t make it 😰😥 I really thought it was gonna be Sullivan who dies. Sad, but not Ben Warren sad 😔
I started watching Grey’s Anatomy in between season 10 and 11. I binged it on Netflix in about 6 weeks and started watching season 11 live when it premiered. While I didn’t know a whole lot about the show at the time and had kept away from most spoilers, I did know some things that would happen, so while some episodes were shocking and sad, there was never that “oh my god, I didn’t see that coming feeling”. Even in season 11 when Derek died, we all knew that was coming. The promoters led up to that for weeks, so while it was incredibly sad and soul crushing (I did cry for days), it wasn’t surprising. I honestly didn’t think there was much more that Grey’s Anatomy could pull that would hurt me, I mean they’ve done it all, until last week. I can honestly say that the death of Deluca destroyed me and it has left me absolutely shattered. I think Deluca’s death has hurt me the most because I didn’t see it coming. For me it came out of no where. I was not expecting him to die at all. Even when he was dying, I honestly did not believe he was actually going to die (I honestly thought his purpose of going to the beach was to meet Derek and for Derek to tell him to make Meredith happy). It wasn’t until he was on the beach and said “the tide is coming too fast” that I thought, oh crap, he could die and it wasn’t until his mom was on the beach that I actually believed it. The last two episodes of Grey’s Anatomy have hurt me, in a way I didn’t think Grey’s Anatomy could anymore. I cried more at the last two episodes than any other episode of Grey’s, ever and Deluca wasn’t even my favourite character. The absolute shock of losing Deluca and the emotions it has brought are the reasons why I still love Grey’s. The montage for Andrew at the end of this week’s episode was heartbreakingly beautiful and everyone’s emotions were perfectly presented.
Everyone talks about how they hope Cristina returns or Izzie but the thing is the person who comes back is coming to the beach (so they say), so if Cristina or Izzie were to return that would mean they are dead. I don’t know about anyone else, but I DO NOT want to see Cristina Yang on that beach. And Izzie, well if she shows up on that beach, I’ll live, but I will not live with the fact that she’s dead and Alex left Jo and now she’s dead and Alex and Jo and still both alone. That I will not accept. It would be a huge game changer though for them to show someone we didn’t know was dead 🤯. Personsally I would LOVE to see Lexi and Mark, but I guess we will have to wait and find out 🤔