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Euphoria : Theme of LOVE YOURSELF 起 Wonder

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Mochi returns from the dark

Also known as i forgot my fucking password lmao winning as always do.

Hello friends and the rest its me ya girl back again with the same old shit uwu

So many stuff happened since my last post

I got one year older (i celebrated my birthday during 3 whole days one with my family one with my friends and one just in my pijamas watching some movies lmao i ate so much cake bless)

I returned home for my holidays and ate all the homemade food i couldn’t get while being in college (also i traveled in secret and surprised my parents like the cheesy mf i am and we cried lol and i saw my abuelita and god i missed that woman so bad)

I dropped my crush on that one boy from the animation major after realising that pining after a boy who doesnt give me even the hour and just was nice to me since we were both in the same club and was the first one to talk to me like wtf Su you can do better than that (he had a nice smile tho)

And i started college after really thinking if it was a good idea to study foreign languages or i was wasting my life, i decided to return bc i really love this. Even if at the begining i was dissapointed to no get in on the biggest college here in mex after a while i discovered that if i do my best i can really make it work here. So yeah i was sad and all that but now i kinda know where i wanna be after this and i guess my future wont be that horrible as i was expecting.

My life is looking kinda okay for being only February (i have a shit ton of homework to do so that sucks) and i have hope that my horrible bad luck is not going to ruin what i hope is gonna be an awesome year.

Good luck yall do whatever you want in life so you dont regret things later.

Send all my love.

Su.

uwu

Song of the day/night: This is the new year - A great big world. (it seemed fitting and i miss those boys i hope they release an album soon)

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It's heartbreaking when someone who helped you deal with your anxiety becomes a source of your anxiety.

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Ho Ho Holidays are here

Also known as: Its Sweater season and im digging it.

Hello folks and people who might see this on your dashboard which i doubt since im a nobody without followers or friends in this place (pls follow me and be my friend i am a lonely mochi). I´ve been absent from Tumblr because finals are a thing i have to pass in order to enjoy my holidays with less anxiety and watch all the series and movies i want like i did the whole year but without the guilty feeling but again no one cares because i am a lonely mochi here.

Anyways, its that time again where we all are happy because a crappy year its closing and we like to pretend the next year we are going to do a s*it ton of stuff and our lifes will be better but lets face it, at the end its gonna be forgotten in the deeps of our soul because not everyone do their resolutions list.

“Im going to have a healthy lifestyle” bOOM 3 am ordering some burguer and fries in Uber Eats

“I will travel around the world” bOOM Capitalism and poverty says hi.

Those who really acomplish their New Year resolutions are the heroes of our generation.

So, even if i do think that those things are kinda dumb i do have my new year resolutions:

Be Happy

Be Nice

Be Humble *humble from kendrick lamar sounds in the distance*

And Be Me :)

So, while i pretend im doing my German revision but actually look at cats and BTS’ photos oh Tumblr, this lil blog is done.

Happy Holidays, the ones you celebrate be christmas, hanukkah or whatever. Enjoy the food, the company and sing some carols.

Only god know how long i’ve been singing 12 days of Christmas this past weeks.

Its all for tonight folks, Su out, peace :*

Song Of The Day: 12 Days of Christmas because tbh its a Jam

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do u ever feel like ur pulling an academic icarus flying too close to your deadlines on wings of deeply flawed time management

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This is not my Homework that's for sure

27- 11- 17 9:10 pm

Why am i doing this blog about my pathetic excuse of a life instead of finishing the mountain of homework i have piled up?

Because i procrastinate like a pro

... and i hate my class

But i love the fact i don't have to pay a lot of tuition thanks to my scholarship but to maintain that i have to have good grades = do homework (even tho i want to binge watch some anime and eat popcorn) so if i want to be recognized and praised like i like to be (i think i might have a praise kink at this point who even knows) i need to get my sh*t done.

#TheNerdStruggle folks

Anyways my classmate is waiting for me to send a presentation and an essay is waiting to be written and my new december spread for my journal is not going to be done by itself so gotta go be kinda productive.

Have a nice day people who may read this (hi tia thanks for be my hype man love you) and dont be like me and leave homework at last minute.

Su out, peace.

Song of the day (or night lmao): Where U Are - NU'EST W