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The last goodie of the night, and look how SPECTACULAR it is!

Thank you so much @nostalgicatsea for this mood board that is absolutely perfect for this little fic that is dear to my heart. Noir fic don't get much attention, but I am so glad it caught yours. I love the atmosphere and choices, every detail is perfect.

Please do not apologize... look how long it took me to reblog, THAT is bad! yikes! Thank you a million times again!

"How is a skinny kid like you going to rescue the great adventurer Tony Stark?" "Oh boy," Rhodes mutters. "Excuse me?" Steve says, raising his tone and bristling even more. "Now you've gone and made Steve mad," Pepper says, shaking her head with a desolate expression.

A mood board for "Coming for you" by @gottalovev for @marveltrumpshate 2022. Thanks so much for your patience, Lou! I'm embarrassed by how long it took to make a mood board for you, but 2023 was one emergency after another and I spent 2024 trying to catch up.

Anyway, I loved this fic! Post-war Noir Steve/Tony with pre-serum Steve to the rescue when Tony goes missing in the Catacombs of Paris? So much fun, and I tried to capture that vibe with my mood board.

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I looooove Halloween, and this aesthetic - and the ficlet that comes with it - is absolutely perfect!

A million thank yous to @nixie-deangel who made 6 wonderful aesthetic for me following me being lucky enough to win her Marvel Trumps Hate auction the other year.

I appreciate the patience as I made my way back to fandom!

For @gottalovev, Who won one of my @marveltrumpshate Auctions. This the last of the six aesthetics I made for Lou, for MTH 2022!

Stony + Morgan, Halloween!

Read On Ao3.

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Another goodie by @nixie-deange ! and look at how pretty and luscious it is! My prompt was inspired by 'Red, White, and Royal Blue", and this is PERFECT. As is the ficlet, as always!

Gosh, they are so pretty. And I can totally see them in all of this luxury (well especially Tony, let's be real 🤣)

For @gottalovev, Who won one of my @marveltrumpshate Auctions. This the fifth of six aesthetics, I made for Lou, for MTH 2022!

Stony - Royalty AU.

Read On Ao3.

[gottalovev]

Ahhh, the kids leaving the nest, it's an experience! Please read the lovely ficlet that goes with this lovely aesthetics by @nixie-deangel

You always deliver with my silly prompts, I love it! (sorry I'm so late with the sharing)

For @gottalovev, Who won one of my @marveltrumpshate Auctions. This the forth of six aesthetics, I made for Lou, for MTH 2022!

Stony - Morgan goes to college.

Read On Ao3.

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See what I am talking about? Look at that lovely aesthetic made by @nixie-deangel, I love it. All of those letters, those words that Steve surely wrote with all of his heart. The middle square is just perfectly angsty, I love it! (read the ficlet too!)

For @gottalovev, Who won one of my @marveltrumpshate Auctions. This the third of six aesthetics, I made for Lou, for MTH 2022!

Stony - Post Civil War Love Letters.

Read On Ao3.

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*taps mike*

My goodness, I really fell off the fandom wagon this time, eh?

I really don't know why it's been so hard in 2024. Like... in a "not even lurking in fandom places " way, it's been weird.

But I sorta got into Bluesky in the last week (same username), found I could custom my experience with lots of art and fun fandom stuff, and it's been cool. Nice enough to make me want to dip my toe in again (and look at prompts, even!)

I owe apologies to the lovely @nixie-deangel and @nostalgicatsea who made WONDERFUL creations for ME without the praise they rightfully deserve. They are wonderful.

The treats are coming right up.

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Thank you Nixie! You're so good at this, it's always a pleasure to see your creations...

Look at this, seems like a PERFECT date for a baseball lover like me, not going to lie ❤️ I love the pictures you chose for the boys, too!

And the ficlet that comes with it is just as good. Absolutely lovely, thank you again!

For @gottalovev, Who won one of my @marveltrumpshate Auctions. This the second of six aesthetics, I made for Lou, for MTH 2022!

Stony - The Baseball Date.

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oh wow, look at how beautiful this is! It shows off San Francisco so beautifully 😊 And don't miss out on the ficlet on AO3, it's so, so sweet! 💕

My heart is full, thank you Nixie for your generosity, I am damn lucky to have secured you (again, I can't get enough! 😉) through Marvel Trumps Hate!

For @gottalovev, Who won one of my @marveltrumpshate Auctions. This the first of six aesthetics, I made for Lou, for MTH 2022!

Stony - San Francisco, Extended First Date.

Read On Ao3.

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SIGN UPS ARE OPEN

Signs up are now OPEN for the A Second Chance - Steve/Tony Endgame Mini-Exchange! 

We’re an exchange event centered around SteveTony fanworks set in Endgame and beyond. Fix-its, canon-divergent and post-canon works are all welcome.

Many kinds of fanworks are accepted: fics, art, videos, gifsets, podfics, manips/edits, fanmixes, and others. 

Please read through our Rules/Guidelines and FAQ before signing up. Don’t hesitate to DM us or send an ask if you have any further questions!

You can sign up via our AO3 SIGN UP FORM! 

You will need an AO3 account to sign up, so if you don’t have one, request an invitation or contact us at stevetonyisendgame@gmail.com.

Sign ups are open until April 28th, 11:59pm EST, see our schedule here.

We will  also be running a prompt fest after the Exchange in July - so get ready for lots of Endgame Steve/Tony feels, and join us in this fun exchange!

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A preview of my story for the Reforged Winteriron zine! 

Such an interesting adventure, and SO MANY goodies to look forward to! Go check out the store 😊

@gottalovev is a writer for our WinterIron zine! Check out this sneak peek:

Bucky pulls hard with his teeth and left hand at the ends of his tie-now-tourniquet on his upper arm, grunting in pain. The two bullets—still in there—made a mess, but at least that should slow the bleeding. Hurts like a bitch, though. 

When someone sneaks into the alley where he took cover, Bucky lunges for his gun, ready to use his last three bullets. It's a good thing it was on the ground, slowing him, because it's Tony, looking ruffled but unharmed (thank all the angels in heaven). The start of the attack separated them, and Bucky's been worried sick.

"Oh, thank God!" Tony echoes, relief just as potent. He frowns in worry when his eyes catch on the tourniquet. "Are you okay?"

With a smile he hopes looks reassuring, Bucky wipes his bloody hands on his dark jeans. He isn't, but there's no time to lose and he doesn't want to alarm Tony too much. 

"We need to find somewhere safe," he answers instead.

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Check this out! It all looks fantastic 😍 If you like Tony/Bucky, don’t miss out! (And get more goodies if you order early…)

I am thrilled that one of my stories will be in this zine. 😊. Yay!

It’s finally here! The Reforged preorder store is now open for business!

Come on over to reforgedzine.com to get sweet early bird specials before Saturday, Feb 18 ends for awesome limited time deals. Choose from: 1) Digital Zine: Just the PDF - €12 2) Printed Zine: Printed and PDF - €35 3) Small Merch Pack: Printed, PDF, postcard, 2 stickers, washi tape - €45 4) Big Merch Pack: Printed, PDF, small merch, 3 acrylic charms, enamel pin - €65 5/6) Big Merch Pack PLUS an additional, original sketch by either KotaRiverroad or MassiveSpaceWren - €90

+ Add our NSFW bonus book for 50 pages of steamy, 18+ comics, art, and fic!

Early Bird Specials are an additional FOUR prints, if you order before Saturday, Feb 18 ends.

The preorder shop will close after March 11, so get your zine while you can!

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This is an awesome spreadsheet to track your word count in 2023! I highly recommend it!

2023 Word Tracking Spreadsheet

It’s here!

The 2023 Word Tracking Spreadsheet is available and ready for you to get started in the new year.

For those who have used it before, there is one change this year: I’ve added a column to record hours worked in a day, and to track those hours, and that’s been added to daily charting.

For those who have no idea what this is: way back when, I decided I needed visual feedback for my writing, to help me see progress even when I wasn’t sure I was making any. This spreadsheet was born then, and has gone through a lot of iterations since then. 

In order to make it easier to share, both the instructions and the actual Excel file are now shared through Google Drive.

Instructions for 2023 Word Tracking Spreadsheet

Downloaded 2023 Word Tracking Spreadsheet

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Look, look at that fantastic art! 😍 it’s for my second big bang this season, Let me dream a song, all the details above. This time the story is published through @marvelbang, where I worked with my dear friend @massivespacewren. It felt fitting to do this together, as it’s a sequel from a fic I wrote for them 6 years ago already! 

And look at the marvellous job, too 🤩. I am IN LOVE with how Wren drew the boys, how sweet they are together and for each other. Once again Wren demonstrates how beautifully they work with solid black shading and backgrounds, but also the warmth they can add with lighting and texture. I absolutely adore it. Thank you for doing this with me, Wren, I love you!  ❤️

Also, a grateful shoutout to Nagi who did a wonderful (and fast) beta for the story in my time of need! You're the best!

I had the absolute joy of working together with @gottalovev for this Marvel Bang! Fic: Let me dream a song Tony is sent to Colonel Phillips to assist with a secret weapon that could help them win the war. In exchange, he’ll have the support from a few of his soldiers in order to retrieve Hydra’s mysterious Cube, which could be the solution to fix his heart. It’s a shock to find out that Phillips’ weapon is a man, a super soldier even. Even more so that it’s Steve, the cute soldier Tony met in a bar the night before, and with whom he made an instant connection. Love in a time of war isn’t easy, but Steve and Tony are determined to make it work. If you want Noir Steve/Tony, navigating a new relationship in times of war, and being sweet with each other, this is the perfect fic for you!! Read it HERE on AO3! This started out with an amazing ficlet Lou wrote for me as a gift years ago. I still love it so much, and now there is so much more, it’s awesome and it is wonderful to have finished this together!

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Speaking of my Warlord Steve story.... here are the details!

A Leap of Faith

Chapters: 7/7 Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe AU Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark A few additional Tags (see all on AO3): Alternate Universe - Fantasy, Warlord Steve Rogers, Prince Tony Stark, Kidnapped Tony Stark, Power Imbalance, Past Violence, Revenge, Enemies to Lovers, Language Barrier (sort of)

Summary:

When Steven was young, his entire homeland was wiped out by King Howard Stark's invading army. Now a mighty warlord with an army of his own at his back, he takes the one thing he assumes will anger Stark the most: his only son and heir. Steven is soon baffled by this strange—and very handsome—prince, who is nothing like he assumed. On top, King Howard is not getting out of his fortified city, and Steven's troops are getting restless.

As a @cap-ironman​, it comes with FABULOUS art by @jetblackfeeling​ and @massivespacewren​. Wow. Just wow!

Art by Jetblackfeeling and Art by MassiveSpaceWren  (give them all the love they deserve!)

Also, this story exists in large part through @sabrecmc​‘s amazing generosity through @marveltrumpshate​ 2021. Thank you so much for trusting me with your idea! ❤️ Also, I had secured the beta powers of @elwenyere​ through the MTH2021 event, who, with @gonetoarcadia​, helped me make this story so much better. Gratitude all around 🥰

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I'm so behind in my posting... sorry!

BUT LOOK AT THIS FANTASTIC ART! Jet did such a great, great job for my Warlord Steve story, I am in love. Look how fierce they both look in the first piece, and the reversal, how gone they are on each other in the second (to see the AO3 post for the full NSFW version!). As always, I am astounded by your talent Jet, thank you so much.

I had the best big bang partners, for real!

warlord steve and prince tony for the 2022 @cap-ironman​ big bang based on gottalovev’s fic

check out these links from team foxtrot!! fic: A Leap of Faith by gottalovev art: a leap of faith [FANART] by me (uncropped) art: tumblr post of massivespacewren

my biggest thank you to my teammates for this big bang, it was so fun working with them!!! :D and thank you so much to the mods for this amazing event!!

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Thank you so much @massivespacewren for this amazing piece of art for my Big Bang Story!

Wow, it’s AMAZING. I love how playful Tony is here, and how you portrayed that he definitely knows how to fight, ready for MASSIVE Warlord Steven and not afraid for one second! 😆 Speaking of, I adore how powerful you made Steven, this whole look is so hot. And what to say of your fantastic use of color, light and texture? It’s wonderful and I love the result so much 🥰

Again thank you a million times, it was a delight to partner together with you and Jet for this project! 

My art for the @cap-ironman big bang 2022, in a team up with @gottalovev who wrote an amazing fic and @jetblackfeeling who was the main artist! Do you want Warlord Steve? Sparring? Smart Tony? Language Learning? Betrayal?? Then go read the fic “A Leap of Faith” here on AO3!

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Hello!

I am in the middle of long writing projects, but I wanted to participate to the new @cap-ironman Universe Medley Fest. It has been a while since I wrote a drabble, so here is one! (just under the wire 🤣)

Title: An almost sacrifice

Universe: Marvel 3490 (A comic run where Tony stark is instead Natasha Stark, the Iron Woman, who will eventually marry Captain Steve Rogers)

Pairing: Natasha Stark/Steve Rogers

Word count: 100

Summary: Natasha Stark wakes in the hospital with no regrets. Steve is alive and still by her side.

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Another terrifying close call… but between losing Steve or sacrificing herself, the decision was simple.

Natasha is surprised to wake up. She’s reassured to see Steve whole, too, sleeping with his head resting next to her hip on the hospital bed.

Curious, she touches the golden strands; they’re as soft as she always imagined.

Steve wakes with a start.

“Oh, thank God,” he breathes out, bringing her hand to his lips, his kiss reverent. It’s as exhilarating as flying.

“I am not sorry,” Natasha states. She would do it again.

Steve’s blue eyes are red-rimmed but soft, understanding. “I know.”