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My dad liked it! That's all that matters to me!!

I'm a huge Saw fan because of him

I tried realism but I can't draw realistically sized eyes so enjoy this pop art ish John Kramer

I got lazy with the background but I could always go back and fix it in the future

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Same tho... real people are too much effort rn...

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My fat fuck. My sweet asshole. My baby boi. I was there from day 1 and I'll be there for your last breath. I wish I could have done more for you. But it's hard when you're an inbred trailer kitty. Got those fucked up genes! (Haha) Doesn't mean we love you any less. We'll miss you. Me, Dad, Dae, Jace... All the way from your attention whore ways to your "fat man ninja skills" as dad put it. I remember when you were born and we felt so excited to finally have a black cat. Only for you to grow and expose the tiniest patch of white on your chest. I remember when you had a white whisker, and the day it fell out. Dad and I joked as to whether or not you were the same cat at that point. I wish I caught on sooner, but even the vet said it wouldn't have helped. I wish I spent more time with you. I wish I let you in my room more often... And I wish you didn't get cancer.

We love you. Over the rainbow bride, so the saying goes. My sweet, chaotic, bastard boy, Liquorice.

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*Sobs*

Fanart for my friend @gothicmouthwash OC: Mel A Tonin

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Life's been going downhill and I haven't been as active but...

I found a critter at a pet store and she stole my heart instantly.

Meet Kirby! My 5 month old Olde English Bulldogge! I love her so much and she's giving me that push to get up in the morning

She's been so well behaved for the 3 days I've had her and I'm so excited to get her trained to take her places and spoil her with affection,

❣️✨ EEEE!!~✨❣️

MORE PICS OF MY BABEY!

(The corgi is my little brother's dog Micha!)

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Time to draw him a lot

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I'm slowly kicking back into gear. This is my boi Mel A. Tonin

I'm thinking about doing something with him

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I'm not dead just busy... always f*cking busy...

On the Blush Blush subreddit, there was a trend to draw Mikey's body correctly. The pin-ups in game just don't look right... so here's my attempt!

I love drawing bigger bodies they're so much fun! I might draw more of him!

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When it rains it Smeggin' pours...

This week sucks...

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Today fucking sucked... I had to put down my step dad's cat. He was yowling and I was hoping it was just a stomach ache, he used to eat plastic. Dunno he was a weird senile cat. Turns out he couldn't pee. There was a chance that this condition could come back over and over again, even if he got surgery. So the doctor called mom and mom called my step dad... and I signed paperwork for a cat that wasn't mine. Petting him to comfort the both of us, and he purred while we were waiting for the doctor. Boyten should have been with my step dad... I feel so much guilt even though I did nothing wrong.

Checking out was awkward, standing in front of people while trying to control my sobbing... A kid waiting in line asked what was in the carrier and fuck that broke me a bit. I feel worse for the parent, but I get it, kids are curious. They did nothing wrong because they didn't know...

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He's sipping his Forbidden Caprisun (Art block is gonna kill me...)

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I felt nostalgic for old 2010 emo art

I also made it Poe from Blush blush

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Here's the photo on it's own.

Previous post has all the info/ story/ development

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God I've written this description several times...

So I used to have nightmares years ago while being on antidepressants. This creature was in one of those nightmares. The first pic is when I'd first seen it. I got bored and recreated it with more of an eerie tone.

This was the first time in a while I actually documented the process as I went...

And with it turning out this good, I'm tempted to continue this project into a silent hill esk game. Maybe... Dat shit's hard and I haven't even done it yet... just throwing out ideas I guess.

I think I gonna call this project Nightmare Fuel

Anywho, here's the story 

Date:1/16/20

Title: Extra Feature

I had a dream I lived with my dad deeper in the woods. The house was pretty cheap and very good looking. Imagine one of those summer homes rich people get. Had a garden, 2 stories, private trails, and a view over looking the woods/ garden. But this place came with an "extra feature". We had a creature plaguing our lives.

 It was a lengthy figure who had stumpy arms and a wicked grin with no eyes. He'd constantly follow us. Turn a corner and it'd be there. It would be very slow unless it got a certain distance away from us, then it'd break into a full sprint, although this happened occasionally. I have no idea if there were requirements for this to happen, but it did… 

We'd lock doors to keep it out, but that felt like a temporary fix. It was still there and searched for ways in. Eventually, this thing started to wear out dad and I. It couldn't be ignored once it got inside. I remember feeling cornered and while panicking, I tried to get rid of it. I pounced. I strangled the creature and it just stared back while its smile grew. I remember the feeling my hands had squeezing its throat and the grinding sound its teeth made. I remember letting out a blood curdling scream, then I woke up…

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My friend got me into rave bracelets and I think I getting good at them!

The design is not mine I found it online

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First art piece to start with!

God I haven't been on here in years... cut me some slack for any formatting mistakes...

This is me! Or at least my sona... My name's Lister and I'm a pretty goofy person once you get to know me