godlessgrl

[godlessgrl]

𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐃  𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐒  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒     —     a collection of one - liners taken from various songs on one of my ships’ playlists.   slightly edited for clarity.   change pronouns as necessary.

❛  to  tell  you  is  too  scary ,   so  i’ll  just  say  something  else .  ❜ ❛  what  the  hell  do  i  have  to  lose ?  ❜ ❛  i  wanna  get  stuck  in  your  head .  ❜ ❛  i  think  that  i  should  probably  tell  you  this  in  case  there  is  an  accident  and  i  never  see  you  again .  ❜ ❛  maybe  i  won’t  ever  say  what’s  in  my  head .  ❜ ❛  am  i  pretty  now ?  ❜ ❛  am  i  pretty  enough  to  lie  to ?  ❜ ❛  say  my  name  like  a  slur ,   but  i’ve  been  called  worse .  ❜ ❛  am  i  pretty  enough  to  love  back ?  ❜ ❛  maybe  i’m  in  love .  ❜ ❛  oh  my  god ,  if  i  tell  him ,   he’ll  tell  her ,   and  then  she  will  know  i  like  her .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  think  that  i  can  take  this  heartbreak  any  longer .   ❜ ❛  i  will  not  hold  it  in .  ❜ ❛  you  never  even  knew  about  the  heartache  i  was  going  through .  ❜ ❛  we  could  be  happy ,   can’t  you  see ?  ❜ ❛   you’re  not  a  monster ,   just  a  human .  ❜ ❛   you’re  not  gruesome ,  just  human ,  and  you  made  a  few  mistakes .   ❜ ❛  i  am  broken  down  in  shame .  ❜ ❛  i  believe  that  you  will  see  a  better  day .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  wanna  know  i’m  not  capable  of  coming  out  alive .  ❜ ❛  i  mean  every  word  i  say .  ❜ ❛  you  love  me ,   but  you  don’t  know  it  yet .  ❜ ❛  everything  is  just  an  accident .  ❜ ❛  if  i  never  laid  eyes  on  you ,   would  i  feel  something  missing ?   ❜ ❛  if  you  never  laid  eyes  on  me ,   would  you  know  something’s  gone ?  ❜ ❛  let’s  just  live  in  the  afterglow .  ❜ ❛  ever  think ,   what  if  we  never  met ?  ❜ ❛  i  was  always  alone  until  you  came  along .  ❜ ❛  i  think  i  like  you  maybe  more  than  i  should .  ❜ ❛  with  you ,   i  just  can’t  shut  up .  ❜ ❛  you  are  my  favorite  drug .  ❜ ❛  you’re  perfect  in  the  way  that  you  are .  ❜ ❛  compassion  always  set  you  apart .  ❜ ❛  you  are  worth  the  trouble  to  keep .  ❜ ❛  you  and  i  will  always  belong .  ❜ ❛  she  doesn’t  get  your  humor  like  i  do .   ❜ ❛  she’ll  never  know  your  story  like  i  do .  ❜ ❛  what  you’re  looking  for  has  been  here  the  whole  time .  ❜ ❛  you  belong  with  me .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  help  thinking  this  is  how  it  ought  to  be .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  got  a  smile  that  can  light  up  this  whole  town .  ❜ ❛  have  you  ever  thought  just  maybe ,   you  belong  with  me ?  ❜ ❛  do  you  feel  like  me ?  ❜ ❛  how  are  your  lungs ?     are  they  in  pain ?  ❜ ❛  would  you  be  so  kind  as  to  fall  in  love  with  me ?  ❜ ❛  i  know  you  know  that  i  like  you .  ❜ ❛  i  like  you ,   but  that’s  not  enough .  ❜ ❛  let’s  swap  chests  today .   ❜ ❛  please  fall  in  love  with  me .  ❜ ❛  will  i  ever  learn ?  ❜ ❛  how  can  i  resist  ya ?  ❜ ❛  why  did  i  ever  let  you  go ?  ❜ ❛  you  know  that  i’m  not  that  strong .  ❜ ❛  goodbye  doesn’t  mean  forever .  ❜ ❛  i  like  you  but  not  that  way .  ❜ ❛  i  just  think  that  you’re  cute .  ❜ ❛  on  you ,   i  have  been  sold .  ❜ ❛  you  made  my  life  happy  once  again .  ❜ ❛  it’s  you  i  wanna  be  around .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  waiting  for  a pretty  face  to  walk  right  through  the  door ,   but  now  i’ve  found :   you  came  in  through  the  window .   ❜ ❛  you’re  the  person  that  i  love  to  see .  ❜ ❛  it’s  always  sunny  with  you .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  waiting  for  a  girl  like  you  for  a  while .  ❜ ❛  you’re  the  only  thing  that’s  making  me  smile .  ❜ ❛  i  know  that  he  loves  me .  ❜ ❛  he’s  no  romeo .  ❜ ❛  pull  yourself  together .  ❜ ❛  after  you  leave ,   i’ll  be  so  alright  it’s  true .   ❜ ❛  how  could  i  ever  be  so  dumb  to  believe  i’d  be  the  one  you  would  adore ?  ❜ ❛  i  wanna  be  with  you .  ❜ ❛  i  wanna  be  with  you  all  the  time .  ❜ ❛  i  wanna  be  loved  by  you  every  night .  ❜ ❛  i  guess  god  wants  us  apart  for  heaven’s  sake .  ❜ ❛   show  me  all  the  dark  parts  of  your  mind .  ❜

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[godlessgrl]

Quinn's face scrunches up, "to be honest--I don't know jack shit about fashion." She wanted to be helpful, but she didn't really know what she was doing. "I think you're like hot and cute anyway so pretty much anything would probably look great either way." She winces at her choice of words, "was that weird to say? Sorry if it was." She lets out a quiet sigh, "the point is, I thought pretty hard about it. But I'm not sure if you've noticed--that my own style is pretty much just 'unfashionable lesbian.'"

@godlessgrl requested a song! random song from my 'on repeat' playlist! red wine supernova

𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐟𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫. nose scrunches as she looks at herself in the mirror before turning to quinn. ❝ are we sure about the mini skirt AND the go go boots? ❞ hands gesture to the outfit she clearly feels out of place in. ❝ either you didn't think this through or you are trying to sabotage me. ❞

[godlessgrl]

Quinn is self-destructive in the sense that she'll keep it together for long stretches of time and then just give into a strong impulse to do something stupid. She doesn't consider alcohol her strongest vice, but there have been times when her thoughts overwhelmed her while she's alone in her apartment, so she'll just get drunk in her living room. There have been times when she won't drop a fight with a stranger and gets a bruise or split lip to show for it. She hasn't consistently smoked since high school, but sometimes she still gives in to the temptation. She does little things that inevitably add up. She spirals and breaks down and self destructs, it's something she's done forever. Only now, she has more of a support system and people around her who see it. She tries to remember she's not on her own anymore, but sometimes that scares her too, just as much as being alone does.

[godlessgrl]

i made you cum, don’t ignore me.

you’re the only person i don’t get tired of.

i hate you for looking so pretty today.

we look fucking cute together.

i just punched shit, let’s call it therapy.

in case there’s any confusion, you’re fucking mine.

you’re fucking adorable and adorably fuckable.

nothing feels better than having you in my arms. well, being inside you maybe, but that’s not really romantic.

teasing you is what i’m best at.

oh shut up, you love to disagree with me more than anything, it’s your favourite thing in the world.

don’t say ‘fight me’ unless you wanna have sex with me or you’re actually tryna catch a right hook.

the best way not to get your heart broken is to pretend you don’t have one.

if you can’t handle me at my worst than we already have something in common.

bitch, wake the fuck up.

i’d say we’re enemies with benefits.

will there be food at your funeral?

i love the little moans you make when i’m teasing you.

i think i’m falling in love with you and it scares the shit out of me.

netflix and rest your head on my thigh while i run my fingers through your hair?

please take care of yourself, i wanna keep you for a long time.

your face triggers me.

stop saying things that make me wanna kiss the hell out of you.

oh my god stop being a brat i’m on my way.

me loving you doesn’t make you any less annoying.

stop making me think about you.

i just wanna cuddle and have intellectual conversations.

i’ll seduce you with interesting scientific facts.

hold on i’m watching porn.

i’m high, bi and ready to cry.

the lengths you would go to in order to both get and avoid attention astound me.

'what are you into’ is such a fucking broad question. what do i say to that? a tv show or choking?

never mind, i already did the stupid thing.

fall in love? bitch, i can’t even fall asleep.

i just ended a five year relationship but don’t worry, it wasn’t mine.

if rubbing alcohol fixes outside boo boo, then drinking alcohol fixes inside boo boo.

not to sound really gay and bitter but…

netflix and choke me though.

first of all, no. second of all, no.

i don’t know how to hit on him so he has to die.

i’m bored, give me attention.

i haven’t jacked off in like 2 days, call me fucking mother theresa.

he’s like twice my age but holy fucking shit he is so hot help me.

he’s turning me into a bottom. gross.

oh never mind i’m done being dramatic, i just got dicked down.

good morning i have already made 1 (one) bad decision and i show no signs of stopping.

go to bed. stop singing disney songs.

if i die i want you to have all my books.

stab him, i promise i’ll bail you out.

i feel like you’re trying to tell me what to do so i’m gonna do the opposite.

okie dokie artichoke me.

there’s so much wrong with us, but at least we’re beautiful.

[godlessgrl]

I want to plot longer/deeper things! angst in particular is my specialty but really I just wanna write some longer more in depth plots of any kind. and just more threads generally. sooo, like this if you'd like to plot maybe?? or feel free to bust into my dms too!

[godlessgrl]

sorry but the idea of quinn having a relationship where they both fall super hard and fast and care about each other A Lot but then it quickly becomes obvious that there's sooo much quinn keeps to herself and refuses to talk about and that she's kind of a messy bitch...kinda need it

[godlessgrl]

OPEN STARTER. plot: quinn is making bad decisions to cope and your muse is worried (or can call her an idiot) open to: anyone, mutuals and non-mutuals, any connection but f/nb if romantic

"I'm not drunk, you're drunk." Quinn says, pointing accusingly at the other before bursting into a fit of giggles. "Okay, yeah I'm drunk. Whatever." She wasn't often one to drink her problems away, but sometimes there were things on her mind that even writing about couldn't fully shake out. Tonight she just needed to be numb, it's something she tries not to make a habit of. "I'm fine though," cue another swig directly from the bottle. "I just needed to unwind."

[godlessgrl]

I made a rp blog for beth childs from orphan black and will likely be over there a teensy bit more getting things rolling so if anyone is interested in following/writing with me over there too the blog is here! there will be lots of chaos, science shenanigans, and well—clones!

[godlessgrl]

a writing blog for CRICKET FARROW aka CALISTA SPALDING (an ORIGINAL HORROR CHARACTER.) independent, private, mutuals only, highly selective. fandomless with original lore.

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[godlessgrl]

Being traumatized from an early age is strange.

I long for a home I never had.

[godlessgrl]

thinking about quinn and her lack of agency and control over here life growing up. how her parents tried to force her into a certain mold that she never could fit into, how her brother abused her and made her feel lesser than and powerless, how she was forced to repress her sexuality and not rly get to explore that part of herself for years. she was often punished for speaking her mind, her relationship with her mother was so strained --- all because even despite it all she was still so often defiant. she fought tooth and nail for crumbs of control over her own life, even at times rebelling and making bad choices (because at least they were her choices).

[godlessgrl]

alright guys—who's gonna help me revive the orphan black rpc 🥺 I've been rewatching again and I'm Dying to write Sarah and/or Beth again like I did once upon a time 😭

[godlessgrl]

#it's a wlw thing

GIRLS LIKE GIRLS (2015) EVERYTHING SUCKS! (2018) THE HALF OF IT (2020)

[godlessgrl]

I think more girlies should be kissing Quinn (she also thinks this)

[godlessgrl]

me staring at quinn like. babygirl u are so neurodivergent, aren't u?

[godlessgrl]

@deatheless said: "I'm sorry, it's been so long since I've written."

"Hey, no worries. We'll get you out of your slump," Quinn says. She offers a reassuring grin, trying to mask her concern as best as she can. "We just gotta tap into your tortured soul--or something, I don't know."

It was practically a blink and you'd miss it kind of change but Quinn could tell something was off about her friend lately. There was a certain level of distance that hadn't existed for a while now between them and she wanted to help if she could. Mina had once helped her open up, made her feel just a little bit less afraid, so maybe she could do the same for her. With whatever was going on.

"Hm, come sit with me." Quinn was currently sat cross legged on the floor (for no particular reason), while Mina was seated on the couch. "Let me be your all knowing guide." She does a little sway, grinning up at her. "Pretty please?"

[godlessgrl]

come send me some memes pls?? I rly wanna write more here