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when someone reblogs something you posted 3 years ago

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some of us have to grow up sometimes, and so if I have to, I’m gonna leave you behind

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‘garnet please fucking leave me alone’ lmao I contacted you maybe three times in the past month and a half, the only substantial one being on the day I told you months in advance I’d be contacting you to check up on you, and after that when you didn’t reply I left ya alone and that was that. I deleted the blog I’d messaged you with and blocked you, just so you wouldn’t have to feel like you had to reply or even see it. at that point I was content to just look on from afar and hope for the best for you. but you’re gonna namedrop me like I’m a bad person for caring about you? fuck that shit

you’re right. being nice does only get you hurt. so here’s the brutal, honest, asshole truth of how I feel right now

you wanna be left alone? you’re gonna be left alone ya dumb bastard

I shoulda left your ass on the curb the moment I recovered from that breakdown over the fact that I have a personality disorder that takes years to recover from, if I can at all, and you decided I wasn’t worth the effort. but I still gave a shit, still wanted you to be happy, still wanted you to be different from everyone else. so yeah, I checked up on you from an arms length away occasionally, asked if your dice came safely, tried to see if you were doing better and if I could help at all if you weren’t, cuz I thought when you said ‘take a break’ you meant ‘take a break’, not ‘fuck off and die’, and I was a dumb bitch who decided you were worth my time and energy. I made it a point all that time when I did contact you to try to focus on you, make sure you were okay, no matter what I as a person was going through, to the point that when I was in the hospital on suicide watch because the last friend I had abandoned me, I only contacted you after I was out and doing better, because I didn’t want to make it about me

well, you wanna be alone and wallow in your misery til you die? be my guest. I’m done trying to help you. done trying to be there for you. done giving a shit about you. I have better things to do with my time and life, and a future that’s looking brighter without you in it

you dug yourself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole and convinced yourself that’s its not the reason you don’t see the sun any more. well, as far as I’m concerned, you can just sit in that pit and watch my wildest dreams come true, not one of them involving you

consider this final login to this account and this final post my final farewell. it’s not a graceful one, but it’s the one you’ve earned at this point

tl;dr - @yaboykirby​​ be alone, then. sucks to suck, get fucked ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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And with that, the curtain falls.

It’s time for me to log out of goddesssword forever. Time to leave the past in the past and move forward.

Thank you all so much for your support over the years (and for those who choose to continue following this place, worry not - There’s a couple of posts still scheduled to go up over the next few years here, so even if you can’t or choose not to seek me out again on your own, my sense of humor will remain intact here for a little while longer).

I wish you all the best, truly.

-Garnet Brielle Lane 💙

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Deadline is this afternoon! You’ve got about 7-8 hours to send off-anon requests for the new blog or anything ya want me to see, so get em in!

last call for those wanting my new blog will be the afternoon of Thursday, October 11th

I’m attending NateWantsToBattle’s concert that night, and I have VIP tickets that include a meet-and-greet. I want to see him on a high note, so the last time I’ll be checking this blog will be on the train down from Portland that afternoon. After that, I’m leaving this blog for good, and anyone wanting to find me again will be on their own and will have to seek alternate methods. If you’re interested in my new blog or have anything you want to tell me, get those messages in before then!

Thnks fr th mmrs, y’all ✌️

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last call for those wanting my new blog will be the afternoon of Thursday, October 11th

I’m attending NateWantsToBattle’s concert that night, and I have VIP tickets that include a meet-and-greet. I want to see him on a high note, so the last time I’ll be checking this blog will be on the train down from Portland that afternoon. After that, I’m leaving this blog for good, and anyone wanting to find me again will be on their own and will have to seek alternate methods. If you’re interested in my new blog or have anything you want to tell me, get those messages in before then!

Thnks fr th mmrs, y’all ✌️

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I’ve enjoyed visiting your blog for a while now, so I’m sad to see that you’ll be leaving. We’ll miss you!

I appreciate the support over the years, it means a lot! Maybe we'll see each other again sometime. But honestly, this is for the best. Sometimes you just gotta move on from the past to find a better future, yeah? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ But hey, I’ll tell ya what, anon. If in the future ya ever see an Octopath let’s play or stream with a real dumbass commentator and Therion as the protagonist, give it a click. May or may not be me, but if I ever get myself a capture card, that’ll be the first game I play.

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last call for those wanting my new blog will be the afternoon of Thursday, October 11th

I’m attending NateWantsToBattle’s concert that night, and I have VIP tickets that include a meet-and-greet. I want to see him on a high note, so the last time I’ll be checking this blog will be on the train down from Portland that afternoon. After that, I’m leaving this blog for good, and anyone wanting to find me again will be on their own and will have to seek alternate methods. If you’re interested in my new blog or have anything you want to tell me, get those messages in before then!

Thnks fr th mmrs, y’all ✌️

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@yaboykirby

Birthday

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October can’t come soon enough

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September Love (Daft Punk x Earth Wind & Fire)

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“Bad & Boujee” over Earth Wind & Fire “September” is the best representation of who I am as a person.

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doing better. still leaving this blog behind, though.

message me off anon for my new blog. will check this one periodically (probably once or twice a week) over the next month or so to respond to anyone who asks.