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I need an adventure novel centred on Lenara Kahn and Jadzia Dax running away together, petitioning the trill gov to change their policies. Taking refuge on DS9 then going all over the galaxy together. Omg im cryinnggggg

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I love you in my sleep

I woke up this morning with texts from you

you care about me while i'm asleep

that thought just keeps circling my head

I wonder if it can possibly be true

but they're there. You're there.

I think I might cry

caring about you is already the best thing i'm doing

i never expected that to be mutual

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I think writing in my journal like some sickly victorian man has helped me greatly. Its way better to say:

"I have never faced such an adversary. It's as though it wishes to destroy me, sending coughs when I doze off at last and blocking my very breathing when I lay down."

vs.

"I'm sick and sad :( I have a cold"

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pretty shitty how baseline human activities like singing, dancing and making art got turned into skills  instead of being seen as behaviors

so now it’s like ‘the point of doing them is to get good at them’ and not ‘this is a thing humans do, the way birds sing and bees make hives’.

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tw ed

there's something real fucked about the fact that everyone ik has a messed up relationship to food.

and worse than that the majority of the people I know have either an active ED or had one in highschool/middle school.

the afab folks tend to be more aware of it and more willing to call it an ED.

but holy shit some of my amab friends are fighting it blind. and like that whole gym bulking and cutting thing is a massive trigger imo. And then they just think they're being 'mindful' about food.

all im saying is that smth got fucked up good, and I doubt it started with our gen but its a fuckin epidemic and we don't acknowledge it enough.

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When I say self care I dont just mean

⛲🌟🧼clean, skin care routine, or journaling demurely~♡°○

self care can also be

🤬💀cussing someone out in your voice memo space

picking outfits that don't 'emphasize'🙄 your best features (bc be fr how exhausting is it to spend your life working PR for your body)

🧚‍♂️Playing in the mud🍄

making random art in the dark without worrying about how good it is🎨🖼👨‍🎨 bc who cares if you're art isn't the best

🍟🥙🍡🧀eating dinner after a day of eating 'unhealthy' food bc you deserve food for just existing, and no amount of punishment will teach you to love yourself

telling yourself you're beautiful while you cry.

🚫blocking accounts that don't spark joy. turning off notifications for a bit.

im blanking but there are so many dirty little goblin ways of taking care of yourself.

clean girl can be a fun vibe but its not everything

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i feel like spock knows what just happened behind him somehow

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So far Prodigy feels like a mix of star wars, she-ra, startrek, and player one.

I'm on the second episode so we'll see, but wild so far.

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I dunno if star trek prodigy is intense exactly but the pain of watching characters actively sabotage themselves because they can't ask for help or are too hyper independent is bruuutaaallll.

anyway, I am now looking up spoilers so I can get my cringing over with sooner lol

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i cant afford to pay my mercenaries but im sure they will understand

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Getting ready for the gratitude festival!!

(The reason kira never got Zanthi Fever’d after this is because she repressed so hard here she got brain damage.)

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cis artists be like  female teeth are typically smaller

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captain kirk was allowed out of his enclosure today for some much needed enrichment!!! look at him go!

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i know that comparing pylons to angels is overdone by now, but these connecting rings they attach to the top of telephone poles couldn't be more halo-like if they tried

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QUARK WAP WEDNESDAY💦

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FYI its not a moral crime to like 'bad' music.

If you like it thats just as valid as all the folks who love led zeplin and the beatles or whatever.

You don't have to feel bad about not being able to bond with someone over their music.