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| 𝘵𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘣𝘰𝘺𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯 ~

𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝘳𝘪𝘪𝘻𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯!𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧!

𝐚/𝐧: 𝘪 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘶𝘺𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘓𝘖𝘓 𝘭𝘮𝘬 𝘪𝘧 𝘪 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘰 :)

a/n: THANK YOU SM FOR READING!! i hope yall like this or that it gets some attention bc it’s my first time doing texts HAHAHAHAH but yeah enjoy!! <3

[gnwzero]

| 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭 ~

𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝘦𝘯𝘩𝘺𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘫𝘢𝘬𝘦!𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧!𝘧𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘦!

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𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝘧𝘭𝘶𝘧𝘧 + 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵

𝐚/𝐧: 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 !! 𝘪 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺 𝘪𝘵 :)

another night of jake coming home later than he said he would.. much, much later than he said he would. tonight was supposed to be date night. you were supposed to go on a picnic with him and you had spent the last two hours getting everything prepared. the words that he told you this morning replaying in your head. “i’ll be home by seven,, no worries.” well, now it was almost 11 and there was no sight of jake sim anywhere.

you sat on the couch, playing with the bottoms of your shirt as you contemplated sending him another text message after the last seven you’ve sent him in the past few hours. you picked up your phone to type another “where are you, jake?” as you heard the doorknob turn to the front door of your apartment.

you turned your head and saw jake entering the apartment, sighing as he dropped his bags on the ground, and ran his fingers through his sweaty hair. ‘he must’ve been at the dance studio’ you thought to yourself as you stood up from the couch, walking over to him to make it visible you were there.

“i texted you seven times jake. seven times. you didn’t reply once!” you said in a frustrated tone. it was hard to be mad at him while he was in the state he was in. he looked so tired,, exhausted even, and his face was a bit moist due to the sweat from all of his hard work. you didn’t want to be upset with him, but you had been worried about him for hours.

“i’m sorry, practice ran late and i know i said i would be here at seven but things changed and now i’m here.” he said, trying to keep his cool, but you could tell he wanted to breakdown by his tone of voice.

he sounded so tired.. you wanted to hug him, but your pride was too hurt to do so as you stood in front of him in your pretty floral dress, hair and makeup done and a picnic basket on the counter, full of all of the food you made for him and you, and mostly all of them were his favorites.

“i was so excited for this jake, this isn’t the first time you’ve done this, you could’ve texted me and at least said ‘hey, sorry i can’t make it tonight’ and i wouldn’t be upset.. but you didn’t! i wasted my time getting ready and all of that food is ruined because now it’s all cold!” you told him as tears filled his eyes.

he had had such a bad day, and he just couldn’t handle much more.

“i wasn’t near my phone or i would had.” he said as he tried to hold his tears in, hoping that this conversation would now be over.. but it wasn’t.

“you wouldn’t of texted even if you were near your phone! you don’t think of me, jake. i’m not even in your top three priorities. it’s work, your members, your fans and then me, and i get that you love all of those things but where do i stand when it comes to the things you prioritize, jake? huh?” you asked him in a loud tone.

tears started streaming down his face as he listened to your words, and your heart began to break as soon as you saw the water droplets began sliding down his beautifully pouted face. your word vomit escaped you and you made him cry. you didn’t mean the words you had said,, you were just speaking out of all the anger that had been building up inside of you.

jake continued crying as he wiped his face with his hands and looked at you in the eyes. “i’m sorry, okay? i didn’t mean for this to happen, but that was low of you to say. i think of you more than anything so to hear you say anything remotely close to what you just said, hurts me. if you think you’re not my priority then i don’t even wanna know how you think of me.” he said as more tears streamed down his face, now causing your eyes to fill with tears.

again, you wanted to hug him. you guys had been arguing for the past almost three months now. on and off, over and over again, about the same things. you wanted him to be with you more and he can’t be.. and you know that to an extent, but with the way you miss him, you don’t even care to think about the logistics behind it.

“i-i’m sorry.” you said as tears started dripping down your cheeks. “i just missed you.” you said quietly, not knowing what more to say to make the way you just snapped at him any better.

you looked down at your feet, not wanting to make eye contact with him as you both cried, but to your surprise, two warm arms wrapped around you tightly, bringing you into a calming embrace. jake and you held each other and cried for what felt like forever, because no matter how many times the two of you argued, you both knew nothing about the way you felt of each other would change. the two of you were chemical.

𝐚/𝐧: thank you so so much for reading !! :)

[gnwzero]

Those Eyes. prt 4

part 1 , part 2 , part 3 of this series ..

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𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘳!𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧!𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘭𝘶𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤.

𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘙𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘶𝘰 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘯. 𝘕𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩, 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘛𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘰𝘰𝘯, 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘢 𝘣𝘰𝘺’𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘴𝘦𝘣𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘳𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭’𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘨𝘶𝘺, 𝘝𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘏𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘳.. 𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘯.

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥, 𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘬𝘪𝘥𝘯𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘣𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘴, 𝘤𝘶𝘵𝘴, 𝘦𝘤𝘵. 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘪𝘧 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨!

𝐚/𝐧: 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴. 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦. 𝘪 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘶𝘺𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘪𝘧 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶!

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Sunday morning, the morning that every christian looked forward to.. except for you. You never looked forward to sitting in a quiet church room while your dad pretended to worship and pray to God while you watched him and knew the way he would act at home later. He would always ask the Lord to “forgive him for his sins” that he would go right back to doing the second he walked out of the church doors.

“C’mon, I’m leaving.” he said as you nodded and hopped off the floor that you were sitting in front of your mirror on, and left the house with him, going to church. Once you got there, you walked in with your dad as the nice guys who held open the church doors smiled and began talking to your dad. You smiled as you walked past them and started to walk to the bathroom when you saw a familiar face talking to a woman, smiling at her brightly. You walked closer in his direction as you noticed it was Bruce Yamada, your old friend from school.

You and Bruce used to be super close, but ever since you became friends with Robin, Bruce never really stuck around. Bruce was known at school for being the kind and sweet happy boy that everyone wanted to be friends with, and, well, Robin was quite the opposite. He was nice, but not a lot of people had ever gotten to know him well enough to see through his ‘tough guy’ act and meet the side of him that you knew and adored. Bruce and you never ended your friendship on bad terms, you both just kinda stopped talking one day, but you had never seen him at your church before. He used to go to the big church up the road, but apparently he goes to this one now.

As you kept looking at him, he looked over at you and made eye contact with you for a split second before you looked away and began walking to the direction of the bathrooms again. He excused himself from the woman he was talking to and walked over in your direction, walking in front of you so you couldn’t walk away. “Y/n hey.” he said, plastering his sweet smile on his face. He had such a sweet, genuine smile that could melt anyone.. it used to melt your heart in an entirely different way. You used to be in love with Bruce Yamada.. and not just a little crush, you really loved him. You used to love everything about him. The way he talked to you, the way he looked at you, the way he smelt, the way he held himself, his smile, his eyes, his touch when you both accidentally brushed your hands together.. you were in love with him. But not anymore, you didn’t even know him anymore.

“Hey.” you said to him, smiling back a little, acting as if you hadn’t seen him a second ago. “I didn’t know you went to this church, how long have you been going here?” he asked you. He was talking to you so normally, like you two haven’t ever stopped being friends, but that’s the type of guy Bruce is. He makes everyone comfortable and happy to be around him, but in this moment you were everything but happy to be around him. “A few years, we’ve come every Sunday.” you told him, causing him to nod. “Oh, well that’s cool! My parents decided to switch churches so we’re going here now. Are the people here nice?” he asked you. You nodded your head, acting as if you talked to anyone at church. “Yeah.. yeah they’re cool.” you said to him as he smiled. “I’m gonna go to the restroom now, but I'll see you later.” you told him as he nodded his head and smiled at you again. “Okay, bye Y/n.” he said to you as you waved at him and walked into the bathroom, thinking about the encounter you just had with him.

The church service was a blur. Everything that was being said was going in one ear and out the other just like it always did. Once the two hours were over, you stood up with your dad as he started to walk to a few men in church clothes. He always did this after church service, he would talk to these men who were all good fathers and husbands to their family as if he was a good dad. He acted like he was a dad who cared and treated you with love and respect in front of them.. and only a few people knew how he was behind closed doors. You, Robin, Bruce, and now Vance, though you never intended on Vance knowing.

When you dad made his way over to the men, Bruce walked into your direction and smiled a little as you made eye contact with him. “That was a good service.” he said to you as you looked at him and nodded. “Yeah, he’s a good pastor.” you said to him, talking about your pastor who held the service today. He smiled and nodded as his mother walked over to you both, widening her eyes as she noticed who Bruce was talking to. “Oh my gosh, I feel like I haven’t seen you in ages!” she said as she hugged you tightly. You smiled as you hugged her back, feeling her embrace around you for what felt like the first time in centuries.

Mrs. Yamada used to be a mother figure to you. She was always there for you, holding you when you were sad, talking to you about girl problems, explaining how to use tampons and pads when you started your period, everything a mom would do for her daughter, she did for you. “Hi Mrs. Yamada, I’ve missed you.” you told her and she rubbed your back, leaning her head back to look at you. “I’ve missed you too, how have you been lately, honey?” she asked you as you let her go and smiled. “I’ve been good, just a lot of studying and reading.” you told her as she gave you a look as if she didn’t believe you. “Yeah yeah yeah..” she said jokingly. “I know you better than that. You and Bruce used to get into all kinds of things!” she said as you giggled a little. Bruce laughed too as his dad walked over and smiled.

“Hey honey, how are you?” he asked as he wrapped an arm around Mrs. Yamada’s waist. “Hey Mr. Yamada, I’ve been good.” you told him as he smiled and nodded. Mrs. Yamada looked at you again, “We were about to go to breakfast, would you maybe wanna come with us and hangout for a bit? We’ve missed you being around.” she told you as you widened your eyes a little at the invite. You haven’t spent time with these people in a little over a year.. but you honestly really missed them. Truly. You nodded your head smiling at her, “Yeah I’d love to.. I need to ask my dad real quick.” you said as you looked at them. “I’ll be right back.” you said, walking over to your father to ask him.

When you got over to your dad and the men he was talking to, you tapped his shoulder as he turned his head to look at you. “Yes hun?” he asked you. You almost cringed at his words as they came out of his mouth, he would never call you that name at home. “I was just wondering if I could go to breakfast with the Yamada’s, they asked if I wanted to come.” you told him as he nodded his head. “Yeah that’s fine, be safe and have fun, but not too much fun!” he said excitedly as the other men let out a giggle. You fake laughed as you nodded, walking away from him. You couldn’t stand the way those men looked at him, laughing as if he was the good father he portrayed in the church.

You walked back over to the Yamada’s as you smiled at them. “I can come.” you told them as they smiled and nodded. You four all went to their car and got in, Mr. and Mrs. Yamada in the front, and you and Bruce in the back. The married couple began talking about the service and the pastor as you looked out of your window. Bruce looked over at you and tapped your arm, causing you to look over at him. He smiled at you, “I’m glad you came.” he said as you smiled back at him a little. “I’m glad I was allowed to.” you told him.

When you guys got to the restaurant, you all sat at a booth and ordered your breakfast. You talked to Mr. and Mrs. Yamada about everything that came to mind the entire breakfast. They asked you questions about life lately and you told them everything, other than the bad things about your dad. You laughed with them for a while when they began telling you about Bruce failing his math class. “He used to be so good at math, but ever since you two stopped hanging out together he’s been not doing too good.” Mrs. Yamada told you as you nodded your head. “Well, maybe you could tutor Bruce and help him out a bit. I could pay you some for your help.” he told you as you shook your head. “Oh there’s no need to pay me, I’d love to. It would get me out of the house and I could see you guys.” you told Mr. Yamada as he smiled. Mrs. Yamada ended up telling you she at least wanted to give you twenty bucks every time you tutored Bruce, which you agreed to since you didn’t wanna turn down a little bit of money.

When you guys finished up at breakfast, you went back to their house with them to hang for a bit. “I’m gonna go to the store for a bit with your dad.” Mrs. Yamada told Bruce as he nodded. “I’ll be back soon.” she told you both as you both nodded. Once they left, Bruce walked to the stairs and looked at you. “Wanna go to my room? I got a new record player and it works really good, it’s super loud!” he told you. You smiled at him and nodded, walking upstairs with him to his room.

When you got in his room, you looked around it and examined all the details of it. It hadn’t changed much since the last time you had been inside of it. The layout was still the same. Still the same comforter, the same sheets and pillow cases, the same posters on the wall, the same teddy bear that he’s had for years, the same shoes under his bed, the same picture frame on his bedside table.. the only difference was the picture inside of it. The picture frame that once held a picture of you and him inside was now replaced with a picture of him and his new best friend. You couldn’t recall his best friend’s name, but he seemed nice. They were always together in the halls at school, he looked cool, and you were happy Bruce had him.. but sometimes, it would make you reminisce on how that used to be you and Bruce instead of him.

“You can sit on my bed, I’ll play some music.” he told you as you nodded and sat on his bed, pulling your dress down some so it didn’t fly up when you sat down. “I feel like I haven’t been in here in forever.” you told him as he put a Blondie vinyl on the record player. Heart Of Glass started playing as he sat next to you on his bed and nodded. “Because you haven’t, it’s been a little over a year now I think.” he said. It was so weird to think it had been over a year since you spent time with him, he was your everything at one point and now it felt as if he was some sort of stranger again.. but a stranger you shared a past with. “Yeah I know, it doesn’t feel like it’s been that long.” you said as you laughed a little, trying to break the awkward tension between you two.

“So.. how have you been?” he asked you. “You’re the third person who’s asked me this in the span of two hours.” you said jokingly as he let out a laugh, a laugh that you hadn’t heard in a while. A laugh that once used to be music to your ears and now is a sound of nostalgia that you haven’t heard in a year. You smiled at the sound of his laugh as he widened his eyes, “You start the conversation then, I didn’t know what else to say.” he said, jokingly. You giggled and nodded, thinking of what to say to him. “How’s baseball been this season?” you asked him as he smiled. “It’s been really fun actually, the team is super close this year and coach has been a lot nicer than last year.” he told you as you smiled at his words. It was nice to know he’s been doing well. “That’s really good, I’m glad the team is close, I remember how it used to make you upset when you guys argued last year.”

He nodded his head and looked at you. He was so pretty. Eye contact with Bruce made your heart flutter, even though you no longer were in love with him. His eyes were so pretty, and so was his smile and everything about him. “I heard you stopped volleyball this year, why so?” he asked you as you snapped out of your thoughts. “Oh, umm, I don’t know, I just didn’t really wanna play.” you told him, looking down so that you were no longer making eye contact with him. “Oh.” he said in a tone as if he didn’t believe you. “Well you were really good at it, you shouldn’t just throw your talent away.” he told you. You shrugged as he grabbed his pillow and put it in his lap, laying his elbows on it to hold his cheeks in his hands. “I’m not throwing it away, I’m just not using it this year.” you told him. “You may forget how to play as well as you used to if you don’t continue to practice.” he told you. You knew he was right, but what he didn’t know is that you were lying about why you weren’t playing this year. Truth is, you weren’t not playing this season because you didn’t want to.. your dad just didn’t have the money to pay for the sport.

“Yeah.. true.” you said as he smiled a little, “I can help you practice, like after you tutor me. You help me with something and I help you.” he told you, causing you to smile a little big. Being able to spend this time with Bruce again could lead to you both being close again. You love Robin though, you of course would never stop being his friend for Bruce, but maybe Bruce didn’t mind that you were friends with Robin now and wanted to spend time with you anyways.

“That would be cool.” you told him. You both hung out in his room until his parents came back, and then you still continued to hang in his room for about two hours after that. You two were talking in his bed, laughing when his mom walked in and smiled at you. “Hey hun, we have to go to my mom’s for a cookout, you’re welcome to come if you want.” she told you as you looked at her and shook your head. “I wish I could, but my dad is probably expecting me.” you told her as she nodded her head. “Oh okay honey, well then we’ll see you Tuesday for tutoring.” she said as you nodded and hopped off Bruce’s bed. “Yes ma’am.” you said as you hugged her. “I’ll see you then.”

Bruce walked you outside as you turned and looked at him, smiling. “I’ll see you later.” you told him as he smiled and nodded his head. “Bye loser.” he said to you as you giggled and waved at him. “Bye dumbass.”

You were on your way home when you remembered you told Vance you would meet up with him today behind the Grab N’ Go. “Fuck.” you muttered under your breath as you turned around and started fast walking to the Grab N’ Go. When you got there, you were practically out of breath from speed walking. You walked inside and frowned a little when you didn’t see Vance at the pinball machine. ‘Maybe he’s not here.’ you thought to yourself as you walked outside of the door. You walked to the back of the building, hoping that he was back there, and smiled to yourself as you saw Vance sitting back there with a cigarette in between his index and middle finger, inhaling it into his mouth.

“Any room for me?” you said as you walked over to him, sitting down next to him as he looked at you and furrowed his brows a little. “Why are you in a fancy dress?” he asked you as you shook your head, taking the cigarette from his hand and inhaling it. “I had church this morning, I have to wear something like this every Sunday.” you told him as you handed it back to him. “Oh.. ew.” he said as he took it. “Your dad let you come out today?” he asked as you nodded your head. “Well I was already out, so I came here without asking him. If he knew I was back here with you smoking he would lose his shit.” you told him as he laughed a little. “Why if he knew you were with me ? He’s never even met me before, how does he not like me?” he asked you as you shrugged.

“Probably just things he’s heard about the fights at school, it’s hard to mix up a curly haired blonde boy with any of the other guys at school.” you told him as he shoved his shoulder into yours. “Well he sucks ass, so if he doesn’t like me that means i’m a better person than him.” he said as you laughed and agreed with him. You two sat back there smoking for a while before you noticed the time on your watch was getting pretty late. “I better get going now.” you told him as you hopped up and reached your hand down to his. He grabbed ahold of your hand and pulled himself up, smiling at you a little as a ‘thank you’ for helping him up. “I‘ll see you tomorrow at school then.” he said to you as you smiled and nodded your head.

“Bye Vance.” you said as you waved at him and began walking home.

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𝐚/𝐧: so sorry for not posting yesterday !! take this longer chapter as my apology lol. thank you sm for reading <3

[gnwzero]

Those Eyes. prt 3

part 1 , part 2 of this series ..

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𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘳!𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧!𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘭𝘶𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤.

𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘙𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘶𝘰 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘯. 𝘕𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩, 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘛𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘰𝘰𝘯, 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘢 𝘣𝘰𝘺’𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘴𝘦𝘣𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘳𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭’𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘨𝘶𝘺, 𝘝𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘏𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘳.. 𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘯.

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥, 𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘬𝘪𝘥𝘯𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘣𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘴, 𝘤𝘶𝘵𝘴, 𝘦𝘤𝘵. 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘪𝘧 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨!

𝐚/𝐧: 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴. 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦. 𝘪 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘶𝘺𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘪𝘧 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶!

𝐰𝐜: 2,956

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When you arrived at Robin’s house, you walked to the front door and knocked as Robin opened the door and smiled, grabbing one of the bags you were holding in your hands and walked inside as you walked in behind him. “You scared me for a second, I thought your dad was there or something.” he said to you as you widened your eyes, setting the bag down on the kitchen table. “He was there, I had to get that asshole Vance Hopper to pretend to be my friend so my dad wouldn’t notice me.” you said as Robin furrowed his eyebrows.

“And how did you manage to get that puta to help you?” he said as he pulled out a chocolate bar from the bag and opened it, taking a bite of it. You shrugged as you grabbed a bag of chips and opened it up, eating a few. “I gave him a couple quarters because he ran out of them for his game.” you told him as he laughed a little and nodded. “You’re feeding into his addiction I see.” he said jokingly and you slapped his arm, giggling. “No I’m not, I was trying to save my own ass from my father.” you said to him as you both giggled and went up to his room to watch a movie.

Robin was a lucky kid when it came to his family life. His mom was an angel from heaven practically and his dad was a really hard worker who cared a lot about his family. Robin was one of the only kids you knew who had a television in his room, his dad had given it to him on his birthday last year and he was sooo excited when he told you about it. All he talked about that whole day was how you guys could watch all the horror movies you could dream of in his room now instead of the living room.

When you two got up to his room, you went and sat on his bed with your bag of chips and kicked your shoes off into the floor as you covered your legs up with his comforter. “So what do you wanna watch? Carrie? The Texas Chainsaw Massacre?” he asked as he looked through his movies on his shelf. Of course, he was only listing out his favorite ones, so you shook your head as you ate some more of your chips. “I wanna watch ‘Let’s Scare Jessica To Death’.” you told him as he sighed and threw his head back dramatically. “Ugh why.” he said as he grabbed the movie disk and slid it into his movie player.

You smiled as he came and sat back down next to you and you put the chips in between the both of you. “Because this movie is so much better than your new gore movies, those are just nasty.” you told him as he shook his head and you two began to watch the movie.

About an hour into the movie, his mom came into his room and peeked her head in the door. “Mijo, your friend is here.” she said to him as he nodded and hopped up to go downstairs to get his friend. His mom smiled at you as you smiled back and waved at her. “Hi Mrs. Arellano.” you said to her as she waved back at you and walked into his room to see you. “Hola Amado.” she said as she sat on his bed in front of you and looked at your cheek as she frowned, seeing the light bruise on it from yesterday. “Oh honey.. I’m so sorry about your papa,” she said as she rubbed your cheek lightly, trying not to put any pressure on the bruise. “It’s okay.” you said as you smiled a little, trying to reassure her that it was okay.. even if it wasn’t okay, you weren’t one to open up to people.

“We really should get authorities involved next time Amado, this is getting out of hand.” she said to you as you nodded your head, not wanting to argue with her. “I’ll make sure to tell them next time, if there is a next time.. I’m sure he’s not going to continue doing it.” you told her (lying), as she nodded her head. Robin walked back up the stairs and into his room with Finney as you smiled when you saw him and patted the spot on the bed beside you for him to sit down. “I’ll let you kids have fun now,” Mrs. Arellano said as she stood up from the bed and looked at Robin. “No hagas mucho ruido después de las nueve, tu padre tiene trabajo por la mañana, amor.” she said to him as he nodded his head, sitting down next to you and Finney sat on your other side. “Okay mamá, te amo, duerme bien.” Robin said as Mrs. Arellano smiled and kissed his cheek before walking out of his room and shutting the door to his room.

“I’m happy you could come, I didn’t think you were going to.” you said to Finney as he grabbed a few chips from the bag and smiled, nodding his head. “Yeah, I told my dad it was for a project so he decided to let me come.” he told you as Robin laughed. “Both of you guy’s parents think we’re doing a project right now when we’re actually just watching a horrible horror movie.” Robin said as you slapped his arm, widening your eyes. “This movie is good, you’re just a sucker for blood which I've got to say is a bit abnormal, you’re gonna kill someone one day.” you said to him, jokingly, as he giggled and shoved you. “The only reason I would kill anyone is for you.” he said as Finney faked frowned at him. “Fuck you too.” he said to Robin as all three of you laughed.

For the next few hours, the three of you watched movies and talked, eating all the snacks you had previously bought from the Grab N’ Go earlier in the day. Finney fell asleep next to you as you and Robin continued talking about whatever came to mind. “It’s so weird that your dad didn’t notice you in the store today, it’s shocking honestly.” he told you as you nodded your head. “Yeah, I’m really thankful that he didn’t though. If it wasn’t for Vance today then my ass would’ve been torn as soon as he saw me.” you said to him as he nodded a little, clearly in a more ‘serious’ state than before.

“I’m really sorry that he hit you yesterday Cariño, you didn’t deserve it.” he said to you as you looked down at the sheets of his bed, messing with the wrinkles on them with your fingers tips. Robin was the only person who you ever let your guard down around, and whenever you were in a state like this, he knew that you needed to be comforted. He wrapped his arms around you as you blinked away a few tears and laid your face in his neck. “I just hate him.” you told Robin quietly as he nodded and caressed the back of your head with his hand. “I know Cariño, I know.” he said as he held you in his embrace. After a while of laying with Robin as he hugged you tightly, you fell asleep in his arms as he drifted off to sleep just a few moments later.

The morning after the sleepover, you all three ate breakfast before you left to go home for the day. You wanted to stay and hangout, since it was Saturday and you had nothing else to do, but you knew your dad would be upset if you didn't come home early. When you got home, you walked inside almost silently as you took your shoes off by the door and looked in the living room as you saw you dad sitting on his chair, sound asleep with about three beer bottles on the side table next to him. You sighed in relief when you saw he wasn’t awake, and walked to your room, shutting your door quietly before setting your bookbag down on the floor. You hopped onto your bed and grabbed the book you had been reading, which you got from the library, off your nightstand and started reading chapter after chapter so you would have something to do.

About two hours into reading your book, your dad knocked on your door and walked in as you looked over at him. You were scared of what he was going to say to you, or maybe even what he was going to do to you.. but then again you hadn’t done anything. “When did you get home?” he asked as you shrugged your shoulders. “Not too long ago, like two hours maybe.” you said, trying not to sound scared as he nodded his head. “Well, I need you to go to the Grab N’ Go and pick up my pills, I would but I have a bad headache.” he said as you nodded and shut your book, standing up and putting on your old tennis shoes. “I’ll go.” you told him as he nodded and walked out of your room. “Don’t be too long.” he said as he walked down the hall.

Once you left to go get his pills, you walked to the Grab N’ Go and walked inside once you got there. You saw Vance playing on the pinball machine once you walked in and rolled your eyes, walking to the register to ask for the pills for your dad. Vance must’ve literally had no life, every single time you went to the Grab N’ Go he was there doing the same exact thing. “How can I help you?” the lady behind the counter said as you told her your father’s name and that you were there to get his prescription. She nodded and walked into the back to get his medication as Vance walked over to the counter with a ten dollar bill to exchange for more quarters.

He looked over at you and furrowed his eyebrows some, “How come I always see you here now?” he said as he put the bill on the counter. You looked over at him and shrugged your shoulders, “Well the first time you saw me here it was to run away from those douchebags that you stopped from fighting me, the second time was to get snacks, and this time is to pick up my dad’s medicine because he’s too lazy to come get it himself.” you said to him as the lady walked back to the counter and handed you the bottle of your dad’s pills. You nodded your head as a ‘thank you’ as she took Vance’s ten dollar bill and started counting out the quarters for him out of the cash register.

“Oh, you should’ve told him to get it himself then.” he said as he watched the lady count out the quarters, making sure she was counting them correctly. You nodded your head, watching her count them too. “It wasn’t that big of a deal, if I told him to get them himself I would be a goner.” you told him as the lady handed him the quarters. “Well then you mine as well be a goner, if you can’t stick up for yourself then what’s the point of being here in this stupid town anyways. Fighting is the biggest thing here it feels like.” he said as he counted the quarters in his hands.

You nodded as you watched him count the quarters. “Yeah, well I don't fight, I just bitch at people and piss them off, then Robin fights them for me.” you said proudly, bragging about your best friend. “Well that’s dumb.” Vance said as he looked back at you, “One day you’re gonna need to know how to fight and you’re not going to be able to since your boyfriend fought all your battles for you.”

“First of all, he’s not my boyfriend,” you said to him as you rolled your eyes, “and secondly, I won’t ever need to fight my ‘own battles’ as long as I have Robin, and he’s not going anywhere.” you told him as he scoffed. “Yeah, and that’s why you almost got your ass beat a few days ago. Where was Robin then?” he said. You furrowed your brows at him, “Shut up, I still didn’t get hurt.” “Yeah thanks to me.” he said as he started walking back over to the pinball machine.

You shrugged your arms, beginning to walk out of the store as you heard Vance grunt from the pinball machine and kick it hard. “Piece of shit! Why isn’t it working!?” he yelled as the lady behind the register came over to the machine to look at it. “I don’t know.. we’ll have it looked at soon I guess, I can’t fix it myself.” she said as he deathstared her before walking out of the store. You laughed a little to yourself as you walked out behind him, maybe he would have to do something other than play that game now. He walked around the side of the building and went to the back of the Grab N’ Go as you furrowed your eyebrows, following behind him to see where he was going.

When you got back there, you saw him lean his back against the wall of the building as he pulled a cigarette out of his pocket and pulled a lighter out of the other pocket, lighting up the cigarette as he inhaled it into his mouth. “What are you doing?” you asked him as he looked over at you with an annoyed look on his face. “Don’t you have anything better to be doing then following a guy behind a Grab N’ Go?” he asked annoyedly. You shrugged your shoulders as you walked over to him, “Don’t you have anything better to be doing then walking behind a Grab N’ Go?” you said to him as you watched him inhale his cigarette again.

“No.” he said as he exhaled the smoke in your direction. “It’s Saturday, I have nothing to do all day.” he said as you nodded and sat on the concrete beside him. “Me neither, so therefore, I can follow whoever I want behind any Grab N’ Go today.” you said as you looked up at him, squinting your eyes at the brightness of the sun. He nodded and sat down next to you, holding the cigarette out in your direction as an offering to you if you wanted to smoke it. You took it from his hand, inhaling it as you blew the smoke out and handed it back to him. “This week has been so long.” you ranted to him as he looked over at you and nodded. “I assumed that it was a long week for you after I saw your bruise yesterday.” he told you as you looked down at the ground, trying to make your bruise less visible.

“There’s no point in hiding it now, I've already seen it.” he said as he hit his cigarette again before putting it out on the ground and stepping on it with his shoe. “It was from me falling off my bike, nothing more.” you said to him as he nodded. “You fell off your bike, yet your knees are completely unscratched and bruised.” he said as he looked at your legs. “And your hands have no cuts on them, if you actually fell off your bike then you would’ve tried to not hit the ground too hard and your hands would’ve gotten beat up.” he said as he looked back at you. You sighed a little as you nodded, knowing you couldn’t convince him it was from a bike crash anymore.

“It’s okay, my dad hits me too.” he told you as you furrowed your brows looking at him. “How did you know that’s what it was?” you asked him. There could’ve been many things other than it being your dad hitting that left the bruise on your face.. how did Vance know it was because of him. “I saw that way you were looking at your dad when he was leaving here yesterday, you looked terrified. I’m assuming that’s the reason why.” he said as you nodded your head. There was no reason to lie to him now. “Yeah, it just sucks. I didn’t want him to get mad at me for being here yesterday, I was supposed to go to Robin’s straight after school.” you said to him as he nodded. “Well screw him, you weren’t doing anything bad, you were just getting snacks.”

You nodded your head and looked at the time on your watch as you widened your eyes a little and hopped up. “I gotta go, he’s gonna kill me if I'm late bringing this home.” you told Vance as he nodded and hopped off the ground too. “Come back here tomorrow if you get the chance and we can smoke back here again.” he said to you, shocking you. Vance Hopper is inviting you to smoke with him? What in the world is going on..

You smiled and nodded your head. “I’ll try my hardest to come.” you said as you waved at him, walking around to the front of the building and walked back to your house. When you got there, you gave your dad his pills and went back into your room, beginning to read your book again before eating dinner and going to sleep.

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𝐚/𝐧: thank you so much for reading! other parts will be posted after this.

[gnwzero]

Those Eyes. prt 2

part 1 of this series ..

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𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘳!𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧!𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘭𝘶𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤.

𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘙𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘶𝘰 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘯. 𝘕𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩, 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘛𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘰𝘰𝘯, 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘢 𝘣𝘰𝘺’𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘴𝘦𝘣𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘳𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭’𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘨𝘶𝘺, 𝘝𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘏𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘳.. 𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘯.

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥, 𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘬𝘪𝘥𝘯𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘣𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘴, 𝘤𝘶𝘵𝘴, 𝘦𝘤𝘵. 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘪𝘧 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨!

𝐚/𝐧: 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴. 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦. 𝘪 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘶𝘺𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘪𝘧 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶!

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BEEP BEEP BEEP

The annoying sound of your alarm clock screaming at you at six in the morning, never fails to wake you up in a bad mood. You slapped your alarm clock to shut it up as you looked up at your ceiling, getting ready to brace another day of hell (aka school). You laid in your bed until you heard the front door open and close, telling you that your dad had left to go to work. You didn’t want to go out of your room due to yesterday and what happened with you and him, you were too scared to face him right now, so you just decided to not face him and stay in your room.

You sat up in your bed and rubbed your eyes. The sun seeped through the silk curtains in your windows as you blinked your eyelids, trying to adjust your sight to the light. You hopped out of bed and went to the bathroom to brush your teeth and get ready. Once you had gotten dressed and grabbed your bag, you went into the kitchen and grabbed a Poptart out of the pantry before leaving your house and started walking down the street to get to your friend’s house.

You and Robin walked to school together everyday, especially ever since everything with ‘The Grabber’ started. You usually weren’t afraid of anything, things that others found scary you usually laughed about or joked about with Robin, but this.. this was scary. The stories you’ve heard of the grabber were absolutely terrifying. “He picks up kids in his van and takes them to his house, murdering them days later.” the kids at school would tell their friends at lunch. You always found things like this scary.. especially after the abduction of your little sister a few years back.

You assumed your grandma took her and now your sister is safer than she was when was with you and your dad, but you didn’t know one hundred percent if it was your grandma who had her. You didn’t talk to your grandma either, so it’s not like you could just call and ask her or talk to your little sister, you just chose to believe she was in better hands than she ever was at home.. but because of this, The Grabber absolutely mortified you.

When you got to Robin’s house, you stood at the bottom of his driveway as you waited for him to come out of his house. He came out about five minutes later with a toaster strudel in his mouth as he threw his book bag straps over his shoulders. “Why are you late coming out here?” you laughed at him as he ran to you widening his eyes. “I’m only five minutes later than yesterday, but my toaster strudel was taking so long to cook,” he said as he took the pastry out of his mouth and held it in his hands as he took a bite of it, “it’s toasty now though, I think it burnt my lip.” he said as you laughed and started walking with him in the direction of school.

“I’m actually starving.” you said as you pulled your Poptart out of your pocket and opened it, taking a bite of it. “Nasty dinner again?” he asked you as you shook your head, kicking rocks that you passed on the sidewalk. “No, I didn’t have dinner last night.” you told him as he furrowed his brows, “Why not?” You didn’t want to tell him about yesterday with you dad because he would’ve worried so much. Robin absolutely hates your father, and for good reason.. but you didn’t want to ruin his day by telling him what happened.. but also, at the same time, you couldn’t lie to your best friend.

“Dad hit me again.” you said quietly as Robin furrowed his brows and looked at you, widening his eyes when he saw your cheek had a light bruise on it. “Oh fuck Cariño, I didn’t even notice.” he said as he stopped in his tracks, grabbing your arm to turn you towards him and examine your face. Robin calling you Cariño was your weakness with him. Every time he called you that word, you automatically felt so soft and loved by him, he was the best friend you could’ve ever asked for.

“I’m okay.” you said as Robin looked at the bruise on your cheek, pushing some hair behind your ears to see it better. “Why did he do this!? He’s mentally unstable, you’re not going back there tonight.” he said as he grabbed your hand and started pulling you to the school building entrance. You knew what he was doing.. he was going to take you to the office and make you snitch on your dad, but you couldn’t do that. “Stop Robin,” you said as you pulled your hand away from him, “You know I can’t tell, I'm not going into foster care because of one stupid hit from my father, I deserved it anyways.” you lied as you looked down. “I would rather you go into foster care than have him hit you, Cariño, it’s not worth it.” he said as you shook your head. “I won’t see you anymore!” you said to him, a little loud, trying to get your point across.

He looked at you as he sighed and nodded. “Fine.” he said quietly, as if he had been defeated in yet again another disagreement. “You’re staying with me tonight though, i’ll get my mom to tell him we have a project to work on.” he said and you nodded your head, walking into the school with him. The day went by slowly as you kept your eyes on the clocks in your classrooms for all seven hours of the school day. After the hours were up, the bell rang for the school day to be over. You walked into the hall as you saw your friend (more like acquaintance), Finney at his locker, getting his book bag out of it. You smiled and walked over to his locker tapping his shoulder.

You and Finney weren’t extremely close, you were just both friends with Robin, so you talked pretty often. You did like Finney though, he was funny and talkative, unless someone he didn’t like was around, then he wouldn’t talk at all. Finney looked at you as you tapped his arm and smiled at you a little, putting his book bag on his back and shutting his locker. “What’s up?” he said to you and you shrugged your shoulders. “I’m going over to Robin’s, you should come later if you can, we’re gonna stay up and watch horror movies.” you told him as he smiled a little more. You wanted to be closer to Finney, so you mine as well ask him to come hangout with the two of you.

“I’d love to.” he said as you smiled and nodded your head. “Great, just ask your dad and call Robin and let him know, I'll see you later hopefully.” you said as you walked away and waved at him. You walked out of the school as you saw Robin waiting on you at the baseball field gates. He always waited there for you after school since his class was closer to the exit than yours. You walked over to him and smiled. “I have a little bit of extra cash, I was gonna go get some snacks from the Grab N’ Go if you wanna tag along.” you told him as he looked up at you from the ground. “I would, but I need to ask my mom if she can call your dad. If you didn’t show up at home again and didn’t have an excuse as to why then i’m sure he would just hit you again.” he said to you as you nodded. He was right.

“Yeah, true.” you said as you shrugged your shoulders, “I’ll just go get some, go home and i’ll be over there with snacks soon.” you told him and he nodded. “Be safe, and watch your surroundings.” he told you as you giggled and nodded, waving at him. “You too.” you said as the two of you parted ways, you going to the left and him going to the right. You walked down the street, going to the Grab N’ Go and walked inside, going over to where the snacks were when you heard a familiar voice talking from the register area.

“Just give me the pills!” you heard as your skin tensed up. You knew it was your father’s voice, he was here to get his pills, but you thought he had already gotten them earlier in the week. “Shit.” you whispered to yourself as you looked around the aisle to see what direction you should go in based on where your father was looking. You saw his body posture was more towards the left of the counter than the right, so you tiptoed to the right of the store as you saw Vance playing on the pinball machine, kicking it when he messed up.

“Damn it!” he said as he went to get another quarter out of his pocket before he realized he didn’t have anymore. He hit the machine as you walked over to him, taking a quarter of your snack money out of your pocket and sat it on the glass of the machine in front of him. He looked over at you and furrowed his brows a little when he saw who it was. “What’s this for?” he asked as you shushed him a little, hoping your dad wouldn’t notice it was you talking to him since your back was towards the door and the register.

“It’s a thank you for yesterday.. and a thank you for right now too if you help the man at the counter not notice me.” you said as he looked over at the counter and furrowed his brows a bit more. “You guys look just alike, are you related?” he asked as you nodded your head. “It’s my dad, but I'm not supposed to be here right now and if he sees me here I'm going to be in a lot of trouble so please just make it look like I'm some random person who is your friend for the next two or three minutes.” you said to him quietly as he looked back at you and smirked a little. “double it and I will.” he said to you, clearly talking about doubling the quarter you had placed in front of him.

You sighed as you sat another quarter down from your pocket.. that was one less candy bar you could buy for you and Robin, but it was also your only way out of this without another hit from your dad. Vance smiled as he popped a quarter off the glass into the machine and started playing again. “So how was your day?” he said in a nicer tone than you were used to hearing him speak in since he was pretending to be your friend. You cleared your throat to make your voice sound different than its usual tone so that your father wouldn’t notice it was you. “It was fine, not too much happened, just a lot of drama with.. uh, Rebecca.” you said, making up someone to pretend to be your other friend in this fake situation.

Vance furrowed his brows some, confused, as he nodded and tried to play onto your fake story. “Yeah, Rebecca’s a real bitch.” he said as you heard footsteps leaving the register area and walking towards the entrance that the two of you were extremely close to. “Y-yeah” you said as you stuttered a little from being scared that your dad would notice it was you.. if he saw you with a boy instead of being home at this time, he would lose it on you. This was either bound to be a great idea or a horrible idea, and there was no way of telling which one it was. Vance looked at you as he heard your voice stutter. Your hands were shaky and your ears were flushed red due to the fear you were feeling right now. You looked scared.

“Tomorrow will be better.” he said as he continued with the fake storyline the two of you had made in the past twenty seconds as you heard the bells above the door of the Grab N’ Go chime. You turned your head slightly as you saw your father walk out of the store and to his car. You felt your heart rate slow down as the knot in your stomach released. You sighed in relief as you watched your dad’s truck pull out of the lot. Vance looked over at you again and furrowed his brows some, “You good?” he asked you as you looked at him and nodded. “Yeah, I’m fine. Thanks for helping me out.” you said as you went to walk away from the pinball machine and back to the snack aisle as he surprisingly followed you to the snacks.

“You looked mortified a second ago, why were you so scared?” he asked as you grabbed a few chocolate bars and bags of chips from the shelves. “I’m just not supposed to be here right now, I would’ve gotten in trouble if he saw me, I already said this.” you told him as you walked to the register to pay. He followed you there too, and looked at you as you gave the women behind the counter your money. “You looked pretty terrified.. why are you so scared of just getting snacks after school?” he asked as you widened your eyes, looking at him. “Why are you so nosey?” you asked him as you grabbed your bag from the lady and started walking to the exit.

“I just like knowing things about people.” he told you as he followed you to the door. You nodded and looked at him once you got to the exit and shrugged your shoulders, “Well whatever you’re trying to learn about me, I swear it won’t be too exciting. My life is literally what meets the eye.” you told him as he scoffed. “That’s exactly what someone with something to hide would say,” he said as you shrugged again. “Well, have fun trying to figure me out.” you said as you smiled and opened the door, leaving as you waved your fingers at him. He rolled his eyes as he went back to his pinball machine as you walked to Robin’s house with your bags of snacks.

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𝐚/𝐧: thank you so much for reading! other parts will be posted after this.

[gnwzero]

Those Eyes.

𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘳!𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧!𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘭𝘶𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤.

𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘙𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘶𝘰 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘯. 𝘕𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩, 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘛𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘰𝘰𝘯, 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘢 𝘣𝘰𝘺’𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘴𝘦𝘣𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘳𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭’𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘨𝘶𝘺, 𝘝𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘏𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘳.. 𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘯.

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥, 𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘬𝘪𝘥𝘯𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘣𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘴, 𝘤𝘶𝘵𝘴, 𝘦𝘤𝘵. 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘪𝘧 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨!

𝐚/𝐧: 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴. 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦. 𝘪 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘶𝘺𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘪𝘧 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶!

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“YOU DUMBASS SLUT, I’M GONNA FUCKING KILL YOU!” Matty screamed into the cold autumn breeze as you ran through the school yards to get away from him. You laughed as you turned your head, seeing him only get further and further behind you. “You gotta be quicker than that if you wanna catch me!” you said to him as you ran even faster than before.

You knew that Matty was all bark and no bite.. that’s all he ever could be, at least when it came to you. If he ever laid a hand on you, your best friend would lose it on him. Beat his head into the ground until all that was left of him was blood and bones. He always made sure the two of you were kept safe, protecting you and him at all cost, though it was quite easy for him.

Robin was one of the toughest guys in the school, and he was even stronger when he was mad, and if someone ever hurt you.. they mine as well accept their fate and prepare to die the next time Robin spotted them. You on the other hand, you didn’t do the fighting. You were usually the reason the fights happened though. If someone threatened to beat your ass, Robin took the words very seriously and made sure to beat their asses before they could get to you.

You usually just made the people mad by saying dumb things to piss them off, but this time was different. Matty was mad for a completely different reason.. that reason being because you stole his Nolan Ryan baseball card when he wasn’t looking. You’ve previously stolen from Matty before, you tend to do so a lot. Stealing was just fun in your opinion. It gives you a rush of adrenaline when being on the run from someone who was trying to chase you and get their belongings back, even though they’ve never been successful before.

You’ve previously stolen money, food, cheap jewelry.. but never something this precious to anyone.

Everyone knew Matty’s love for Nolan Ryan, the boy was obsessed with him. He only ever talked about him in class, and he did his previous research project in literature about him. It was honestly so annoying when listening to him talk about his new Nolan Ryan card that he received for his birthday, so you decided to take it from his hands when showing it off. Of course, it was rude and unnecessary.. but you were bored and had nothing else to do, plus you planned on returning it to his desk tomorrow at school before he got to class, since he was usually always late.

You felt your cramps begin to appear in your stomach as a result of you running as fast as you could for at least the past eight minutes. You whipped past houses that looked like blurs in the corners of your eyes due to the speed you were running at. You knew you were getting too tired to continue with your fast speed as you felt your heart beating as fast as it could in your chest.

You slowed down your speed, hardly at all, before you heard Matty yelling behind you once again. “I’M GONNA BEAT YOUR ASS UNTIL YOUR DEAD BITCH! ROBIN’S NOT HERE TO HELP YOU NOW IS HE?” he screamed to you as he picked up his speed, coming after you like a cheetah.

Fuck. You were too tired to pick your speed up faster than before, you needed a way out of this already. You continued to run as you saw the Grab N’ Go on the corner of the street appearing on the left of you as you ran up the street. ‘There!’ you thought to yourself as you picked up your pace even faster than before since you didn’t have to run much longer. When you finally made it to the Grab N’ Go, you ran inside and ran straight to the back of the store, crouching down behind a shelf when you heard the bells above the door chime as footsteps appeared inside. You slowly peeked your head around the shelf as you saw Matty walking over to the right of the entrance and towards the pinball machine, the pinball machine where none other than Vance Hopper himself played after school every single day.

Vance wasn’t your friend, in fact, you have only ever had one interaction with him. It was last year and you were in the hallways of the school, running down them to get to Robin before he walked out of the building when you ran into Vance by accident, causing him to spill his bag of quarters for his game on the ground. He looked at you angrily and began to cuss you out, but you ignored him, apologizing to him over his yelling, and running out of the school doors to Robin.

Anyways, back to what was happening in this moment.. Matty walked over to Vance and tapped his shoulder as Vance looked over at him annoyed. “Can’t you see I'm in the middle of something, dumbass.” he said to Matty as he swallowed hard. Vance was absolutely terrifying, to everyone. He was the toughest kid at school (Robin being a close second), and he wasn’t afraid to throw a punch literally ever, no matter where he was. You laughed a little, quietly, as you watched Matty’s face fill with fear due to the mad boy in front of him.

“I’m sorry.” Matty said as he looked away from Vance, so that he wouldn’t have to make eye contact with him. “I just was going to ask if you saw where the person who ran in here a few seconds ago went.” he spoke to Vance as Vance shook his head. “No, Dipshit. I was playing my game, I didn’t bother checking who walked in here.” he said as he turned back to his pinball machine and put another quarter in. Matty turned his body away from Vance as he started walking in the direction of the isle you were behind. You widened your eyes as you moved your head back behind the shelf and went around the other side of it, ducking down and fast walking to the exit.

You went to exit the Grab N’ Go as you felt a hand grab your shoulder. ‘Shit!’ you thought to yourself as you turned your head to see an angry looking red head holding onto your arm. It was Buzz.. Matty’s best friend. You widen your eyes as you ran out of the store and out of his grip. You were able to run to the side of the store as Buzz chased behind you and grabbed your shoulder again. “Matty.. I got ‘em!” he yelled as Matty started walking around the side of the Grab N’ Go and over to the both of you, anger written all over his face.

You tried to push Buzz’s hand off your shoulder as he grabbed it harder, and then grabbed your wrist so you couldn’t leave the store. “Let me go fuckhead!” you said as his tight grasp on you became even stronger. Matty walked over to you and smirked as he grabbed your jaw. “Robin isn’t here to help you now, bitch.” he said as he held up his hand to punch you. You squeezed your eyes shut to brace for impact, when you heard another voice, one that didn’t sound like Buzz or Matty’s voice.

“Let them fucking go.” their voice said as you opened your eyes and looked over where the voice was coming from. You widened your eyes when you saw who it was. Vance Hopper was standing next to the two boys who had you in their grip, and he looked extremely pissed as you felt the two sets of hands on your body let you go. You shoved Matty once he let you go and Vance looked at you and furrowed his brows. “Don’t touch me again you bitch!” you spoke to Matty as he turned his head to look at you. “I’ll tell Robin all about this if you ever try to fuck with me again.” you said as you threw his baseball card at his chest.

Vance widened his eyes a little once he saw the card, understanding why Matty was looking for you in the first place. Matty shoved you into the dirt as he spit onto you, but Vance didn’t seem to care. Buzz flipped you off as the two of them started to walk away. You grabbed a small pebble of a rock off of the ground and threw it at Matty’s back as he walked away, but he didn’t turn around or care since he had his card back. Vance looked down at you once the two boys had walked away and you hopped off the ground, dusting off your pants. You looked at Vance and furrowed your brows. “I thought you told them to let me go, why didn’t you punch them or something?” you asked him as he furrowed his brows more. “You deserved that, you can’t steal people’s prized possessions and expect to just get away with it. That’s fucked up.” he said as you looked at him annoyedly. “You’re one to talk about fucked up things.” you said as he looked at you angrily as well.

“You know what, fuck you. Next time get your ass whooped.” he said while walking back around the side of the Grab N’ Go. You felt bad that you hadn’t thanked him, even if they did shove you, he still stopped them from beating your ass. You followed behind him as you talked to him. “Thank you.” you said to him as he turned his head to look at you. “For what?” he said and you shrugged. You have never really thanked anyone before, you’re not very affectionate with words.. or actions, or anything for that matter. No one ever gives you anything to thank them for anyways. No one but Robin.

“For being the reason they didn’t beat me up.” you said to Vance as he nodded his head a little. “Don’t mention it.” he said as he walked back into the Grab N’ Go and you left, walking back to your house, dusting off your clothes as best as you could so that your father wouldn’t get mad at you for your clothes being dirty.

Once you got to your house, you opened the door quietly as you walked inside and looked in the living room to see if your dad was in there.. he wasn’t. You walked further in to see inside the kitchen and he was standing at the counter. A glass in his hand and a look on his face as if he were extremely annoyed. “Why are you late getting home?” he asked you as you looked down, not wanting to make eye contact with him. You assumed he was high or drunk, or both, you didn’t want to see his eyes nearly lifeless looking.

“I stopped by the Grab N’ Go on my way home to get a snack.” you said to him quietly so that he wouldn’t complain that his head was hurting from you being too loud. He looked at your clothes and nodded his head. “So what’s the reason for the dirt all over your clothes?” he asked you as you looked for an excuse to make. Before you could get out any type of excuse, he began talking again. “Why do you lie to me?” he asked as you shook your head. “I’m not lying, I really did stop by for a snack, but I got into a bit of an argument there and they shoved me into the dirt, I’m fine though.” You said as you began walking to the hall to go to your room, right before your dad grabbed your wrist tightly, turning you to look at him.

“I don’t like when you lie to me.” he said as he looked into your eyes. Your assumptions of what his eyes looked like from a few moments ago were correct. They were bloodshot red, and his pupils were big. He smelt like weed, but his big pupils gave away that he had been snorting cocaine. “I’m not lying.” you said to him as you looked away from his dark eyes. You felt his hand tighter around your wrist, clearly out of anger, as he lifted up his other hand and slapped you across the face. You squeezed your eyes shut to bear the pain as he grabbed your chin, making you look him in the eyes again.

“You lie to me again, I'll do more than that.” he said as he let go of your chin, aggressively. Your eyes filled with tears as you felt the mark of his hand print begin to appear on your cheek. “Yes sir.” You said quietly, not having any bark in you to tell him not to touch you like that. “Go to your room, now.” he said as he walked into the living room. You zoomed into your room, silently shutting the door before breaking down on your floor. You rubbed your cheek, where he had slapped you, and cried quietly to yourself. Tears poured down your swollen cheek and left wet spots on your dirt covered shirt. You stayed there on the floor for a while, before standing up and getting in the shower before going to bed extremely early, not leaving your room to eat dinner that night so you wouldn’t have to face your father again.

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𝐚/𝐧: thank you so much for reading! other parts will be posted after this.

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𝐥𝐞𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠 :

he had just gotten to his dorm from a long day at the studio, his voice was halfway gone, throat sore, mentally drained and just ready for some alone time. well his members had been at the dorm all day and didn’t know about heeseung’s long day at work, so when you asked jay if you should surprise hee, he of course said yes!

you were in the living room with niki playing video games when hee walked in and niki smiled up at him a little and said “you have a surprise!” motioning at you, causing you to smile and look up at heeseung. you expected him to be happy,, but he wasn’t. he kinda even looked.. annoyed?

“what are you doing here?” he said in an annoyed tone and it shocked you a little. “i came so we could hangout and maybe go get dinner or somethin-“ “i can’t always give you time. i’m busy and sometimes just want time to myself y/n. you have to learn about personal space because i don’t know how much more i can take, just go home.” he said walking to his room and slamming the door shut.

your eyes filled with tears as the words he had said replayed in your mind. niki looked over at you completely lost “i don’t think he’s thinking. you don’t need to go home, he’s just in a bad mood, i’m sure he didn’t mean it.” he said trying to reassure you, but it didn’t work. you just shook your head and left, tears streaming down your face, and went back to your dorm with your members as they tried to comfort you the best that they could.

the next day after you had cried yourself to sleep, you woke up to your phone going off to a THOUSAND texts messages. you looked down and saw “hee 💕” ‘s contant popping up on your screen over and over again.

all the texts looked something like “baby i’m so sorry” “i didn’t mean anything” “please forgive me i wasn’t in my head” “i’m so freaking sorry” “i’m coming over with boba please forgive me”

of course you were still hurt, but when he got there with your drink and smothered you in kisses and hugs and apologies, you forgave him. heeseung has a hard schedule and you knew that, but it didn’t give him a right to be a jerk to you, so you let him know that and he agreed and apologized millions of more times until you were literally like “😐 okay please stop talking 😐” because of how many times he had said the word sorry in the past hour JDJSNS~

all in all, the boy would never purposely hurt you in any way and y’all had a great day together watching movies, snuggling, and drinking boba :)).

𝐣𝐚𝐲 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐤 :

you and jay have both been planning on hanging out this saturday because it’s an off-day for you both, and you were so excited so excited for it all the week long.. and it was FINALLY saturday >:D time to see your amazing boyfriend who you missed so so much !!

you woke up and started getting ready to meet him at his dorm when you phone dinged and you looked down at it. it was from your leader and it said “early morning practices was moved from monday morning to this morning until noon, see y’all there.”

your heart automatically dropped. you would still be able to see him, but not until later, and you were so sad. you texted him “hey, apparently practice got moved to this morning,, i’m sorry i’m gonna have to come over a little later :/“ and his response was kinda.. strange?

“ok” was all he said,, you didn’t know if he was annoyed or that was just his genuine response.. but jay usually isn’t one to just say “ok” and go about his day.. you could tell he was upset, but you didn’t wanna make it worse so you just went to practice.

at noon after practice, you drove to his dorm and walked in and went to his room and sat your keys down on his shelf, making him look up from his phone.

“hi baby-“ you said going over to him to peck his lips and he gave you a very straight face look like “:|”.

“why do you lie? you could’ve just told me you were with eric, you lying and skipping our day we’re supposed to be with each other is upsetting, do you understand that?” he spoke as your brows furrowed.

eric was one of your best friends, (eric sohn from the boys :)) and you loved hanging out with him, but you would never cancel on your time with jay to be with eric, and jay knew that !! you thought..

“i wasn’t with eric..? i was at practice, i wasn’t lying to you i don’t lie to you.” you said confused sitting next to him on his bed.

“y/n i know you were, look.” he said showing you a dispatch taken photo of you and eric that was uploaded today.. but it wasn’t taken today. it was taken weeks ago,, eric’s hair wasn’t even that color anymore !!

“that was from a few weeks ago-“ “STOP LYING” he raised his voice at you cutting off your words which caused your eyes to fill with tears. he wasn’t listening to you and he raised his voice out of anger.. you felt bad, but you weren’t lying.

tears started streaming down your cheeks as you pulled up eric’s newest instagram post on your phone and holding it out for jay to see. “his hair isn’t even that color anymore.” you said sniffling and jay widened his eyes a little looking at the picture.

he automatically started feeling OH so bad for raising his voice and not believing you.. now that he’s thinking straight, he knows you’ve never given him a reason not to believe you.

he apologized over and over again hugging you and kissing your tears away.

“i’m sorry, i should’ve believed you.”

you ofc forgave him, and y’all spent the rest of the day hanging out on your day off >:D !!

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𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐚𝐞𝐢𝐥 :

okay so, taeil would totally be the one who would ask if you wanted to go. he would be so excited to take you there to ride the teacup ride with you (hopefully without throwing up) because he was always do that as a kid and wanted to re-live those memories with you. once y’all got there, he would drag you to that ride and wait in line (for lord knows how long) just so he can spin y’all around a few times kwhbdkan. after y’all got off, the rest of the date would be up to you and what rides you wanted to ride. obviously would end off your night with a funnel cake.

𝐣𝐨𝐡𝐧𝐧𝐲 𝐬𝐮𝐡 :

definitely would be your idea. he wouldn’t be against it, he just would’ve never thought to go on a date to the fair. once y’all got there he would probably drag you to the haunted house there (just so you’ll hold onto him and he will protect you) because he “loves those”. after y’all leave the maze you would still be holding onto his arm jendksbdn, just bc you were scared. would definitely take cute pictures and share a kiss under the stars (awh).

𝐥𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐞𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐠 :

lord have mercy… okay, so.. idk who would bring up this date bc yall would both probably love it.. until you got there y’all would be waiting in line for the ferris wheel and tae would see a little boy holding a bag with a fish in it and mans would have a heart attack. “i MUST win one.” literally steps out of the line y’all have been waiting in for 30 minutes now just to get a small fish in a bag. plays a game to win one over and over again, and then when he has 1 dollar left for him to use on the stupid game.. he finally wins the fish. walks back over to get in the ferris wheel line but the fair is closing skebsjdh. (feels bad and lets you name the fish hehe).

𝐧𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐮𝐭𝐚 :

i feel like yuta would be so much fun to go with. wants to ride EVERYTHING and if you’re scared.. he still drags you up there with him jahdnabd. y’all would have the time of your lives and at the end of the night, y’all would watch the fireworks that were set off. (kisses underneath the fireworks obviously). when y’all get out of the park, he pulls you to the side of the gate where no one can see (so we hope) and has a makeout sesh with you skebekbfb. (pretty much just a fun date).

𝐤𝐢𝐦 𝐝𝐨𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 :

100% not his idea. you would have to BEG this man. once he finally gave in and y’all arrived at the fair, he would just follow you around like a lost puppy and plead to go home all night akbdkabd. it finally got annoying enough and you decided just to give up trying to have fun. “FINE”. you throw your hands up and start walking towards the exit and doyoung would automatically feel super bad. grabs your arm and takes you to the ferris wheel. “we can go home after this”. would totally kiss you on the ferris wheel.

𝐣𝐚𝐞𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧 :

would be fine with going if you wanted to. gets there and follows you around and does everything you wanna do. at the end of the night, he would definitely want so funnel cakes bc y’all had like nothing to eat all day. sits down at a table with you and boops your nose with powdered sugar, making you scrunch up your nose and giggle. lays his head on your shoulder and yeah, y’all would have an adorable date 😁.

𝐤𝐢𝐦 𝐣𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐰𝐨𝐨 :

baby would have the time of his life. literally runs straight to the bouncy house when y’all get there and drags you on it with him. the parents there would all be concerned neksbdk, but y’all would have a blast so who give af? totally makes out with you on the ferris wheel and stops when y’all get to the bottom each time, just to start right back up again sksbdkab. when y’all got home y’all would snuggle and watch harry potter yuh.

𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐥𝐞𝐞 :

happy baby. if you agreed to go with him, he would drive there so quick and be as happy as can be the entire time. when it was time to leave he would get super sad though and looks down at the ground sadly all the way to the exit akdnksnd. y’all rode almost everything there, but the little thing that drops you he wouldn’t even get near (same mark). y’all would have a very fun/ childish date akdbwkbd.

𝐡𝐚𝐞𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧 :

if you’re going to the fair with haechan… you are in my prayers. dude would literally ride everything like 4 times and would refuse to leave when the park was closing skebdk. sits down in the grass folding his arms and pouting. “but i don’t WANNA GO” he yells while slapping your hands away so that you can’t pull him out. security would have to escort him and he would be grumpy all the way home. “we only got the ride the ferris wheel 4 times” he would be non-stop complaining. it’s okay though, kiss him and he will shut up.

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𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐥𝐞𝐞 :

marks birthday was coming up right around the corner and you had nothing planned. you were so stressed about practice and hardly had gotten any sleep the entire week, but with marks birthday being 1 day away, you knew you had to plan something, and fast.

right after practice on friday, you drove to the store to pick up the snacks, cake, and decorations for the party. you were going to hold the party at your dorm because you need time to set everything up, and you knew mark wouldn’t leave his dorm for long enough for you to pull it off, so you did it at yours (after making sure it was okay with your band leader and the others).

you got all the stuff and went back to the dorm to set it up for tomorrow. you forgot about the cake (which you left on the counter) so without you noticing, it started to melt. BUT you were almost done putting everything up so you were distracted. as soon as you had finally put the last streamer up, one of your band mates came home and swung the door open and hit some of the streamers which caused them all to fall to the ground.

you sat on the group holding it in your hands and started boohooing. all the time you had spent making it look perfect, wasted just like that (and not to mention you were tired af).

your band mate walked over to you apologizing because they had forgotten that you were setting up for the party or they wouldn’t of swung the door open. as soon as she bent over to give you a hug, there was a knock at the door. you both stood up and looked outside to find a happy mark standing at the front door smiling.

you automatically went into panic mode. the dorm was messy with birthday decorations that were completely ruined, the cake was melted on the counter and was dripping off the side, you were a hot mess and had makeup streaming down your face, and mark was standing there not knowing about anything that was going on.

you begged your band mate to answer the door and tell him you were in the shower and to wait outside. she they told him and he was confused on why he couldn’t come in, but he sat down on the bench outside and waited.

when she shut the door you ran to the bathroom and started washing you face getting all the makeup off of it. she walked into the bathroom and told you to go home with mark and spend the night with him.

“me and the girls have it under control.” she told you giving you a shot at hope. after you got all your makeup off, you went and changed your clothes and went back to marks dorm with him.

the next day y’all went back to your dorm and when you opened the door, everyone was there and yelled “SURPRISE” to mark. you were just as shocked as mark was. everything looked perfect. they even got a new cake that wasn’t dripping off the counters (hallelujah)!

mark went to thank everybody, but they all told him it was all you who did it. he gave you a huge hug and y’all partied all day. what seemed like was gonna be the worst birthday surprise ever, turned into a pretty dang good one.

𝐡𝐮𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐮𝐧 :

renjun was a very easy person to please. literally, for his last birthday, jeno got him a head massager and that was his favorite gift.

you didn’t know what to get renjun this year though, because he liked the head massager more then the matching diamond jewelry set you got him. so you went to jeno to ask him what to get.

“I don’t know what to tell you y/n. I just go to the store for snacks and end up finding something random he would love.”

it didn’t make sense to you. why did he like things with no meaning more then sentimental things. but you took the only advice you had and went to the mall.

you looked around for hours and hours, but you found nothing but a bucket hat (which he probably would wear once or twice and then never pick it up again). you felt defeated. ANOTHER BIRTHDAY THAT WOULD GO TO THE GUTTERS.

you left the mall late at night with the stupid bucket hat and nothing else. you sat in your car with your head on the steering wheel and thought “why is it so hard to find a gift?” BUT THEN... it hit you. RENJUN LOVES CATS!

the next day, you went to the animal shelter and found the cutest little fluffy kitten and gifted it to him. renjun literally started crying and didn’t even pay attention to anyone else’s gifts. you did a snarky smile at jeno and went back to petting the adorable kitten in renjun’s hands.

𝐥𝐞𝐞 𝐣𝐞𝐧𝐨 :

(also happy birthday beb <33)

jeno was turning 22. an age that is one to remember because you guys would HAVE to jam out to 22 by Taylor Swift all night long. you went to the mall to get him a gift and found the PERFECT gift for him. you got jeno and you matching watches with your initials built into them.

you went home and put them in a box that said happy birthday on it and started writing him a card. jeno is a very sentimental person, so you knew that this card would mean the world to him. you spent hours thinking about what to write in the card because you knew it would mean so much to him. you finally got it perfect and just the way you wanted it to be worded and placed it on the counter when your band mate walked in and put her cup of coffee right next to it.

you didn’t pay any attention to it and just went on talking to your band mate. a few minutes later you got a text from jeno saying he was on his way from practice and you quickly gathered the present and hid it under a pillow on the couch.

you quickly remembered you forgot the card on the counter and ran into the kitchen to grab it when your band mate got startled by your sprinting and knocked over the coffee spilling it all over the card.

you grabbed it so fast in hopes that it was just damp... but it wasn’t. it was DRENCHED in coffee and the ink was dripping off the paper. you wanted to try and make another one, but jeno was on his way, and you couldn’t re-word it like that again, so instead you just sobbed while your band mate was apologizing over and over again.

a few minutes later there was a knock at the door and you ran to go wipe the mascara from under your eyes and went to open the door to a smiley jeno immediately pulling you in for a hug. you hug him back and tell him to come in and give him his present which he loved SO MUCH. this man got teary eyed and gave you a kiss on your forehead as a thank you.

your bandmate came into the room with happy jeno sitting on the couch talking to you and they saw you sitting there listening, trying to be happy but couldn’t find your smile.

“jeno” your band mate yelled out “your amazing s/o made you an amazingly sweet card which I spilled coffee all over and I’m so sorry. but please just understand why she doesn’t have a card.”

jeno was just confused as to why it was such a big deal. “baby it’s okay! I love the present so much, but I love you even more! don’t worry about it I know you love me!” he said with a smirk.

jenos birthday wasn’t ideal, but it was to him.

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𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘷!𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧!𝘧𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘦!

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𝐪𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐤𝐮𝐧 :

kun had been at the studio all day long working on a new song for wayv. he was so tired and just wanted to go home and rest. he missed the dorm and bella and just his bed so much and he was so tired that he was slowly falling asleep.

you had been at the recording studio too, (with your group) but they left about an hour before you did because they were to tired to keep working.

you had just packed your bags and you were heading out the door when you heard music BLARING and you got so scared.

you put your bags down a got out your computer (to use as a weapon LMAO) and started walking slowly to where the sound was coming from, heart pounding in you chest.

you finally got to where the sound was coming from and peeked you head in the door and saw kun hopping around and dancing like crazy with his eyes closed. you started laughing because you knew what he was doing. he was SOOOO tired, (just like you) and he was trying to wake himself up.

you walked in and joined him in hopping around and dancing like a fool. he opened his eyes and saw you there laughing with your eyes closed and hopping around with him acting like a fool. he smiled so big and continued hopping around with you. that’s when he fell for you. you were just as weird as him, and just as hard working.

𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐥𝐞𝐞 :

ten and you were at the dance studio all morning. he was watching you practice your choreography and helping you if you made mistakes.

as soon as you were done practicing, (for like the 25th time now) ten said “you messed up on your feet work.”

“no I did not, I was paying attention to my feet that whole time!” you snapped back at him. ten liked joking around with you, you were his best friend after all.

“no. I was the one watching you and I saw you trip.”

“I DID NOT TRIP TEN.” you said shoving his shoulder. “I could do better then you honestly.” ten yelped back at you. he wanted to have a dance off, and you were PREPARED!

“fine, get ready to get smoked!” You said turning on the music.

you two danced for so long before finally you both fell to the floor out of breathe. “I obviously beat you.” ten said heavy breathing.

“you most certainly did not.” you said panting back at him. “care for a rematch then?” he asked. “yes. YES I DO. just let me catch my breathe.” y’all both started laughing.

that’s when he realized he was in love with you. you were just like him. you didn’t give up even tho it could get so hard, and you also were crazy like him;).

𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐰𝐢𝐧 :

y’all were out getting ice cream and you were so happy to just be hanging out with him! you hadn’t hung with him in months and you were finally able to hang with your best friend again! why wouldn’t you be happy?

he saw beaming with happiness when y’all got to the ice cream stand on the beach.

“what can I get for yall?” the owner of the ice cream stand asked. “uhhh, I want a strawberry shortcake ice cream please.” winwin said to the man. “and for the young lady?” you were to busy looking at the side of the stand trying to choose an ice cream then to hear the man ask what you wanted.

winwin yelled to you “y/n! what do you want?” “i don’t know I really want the spongebob one!” you said bach to him. “one spongebob popsicle please” winwin said to the man.

“well you got lucky! there was only one left.” the man laughed and yall started to walk away after paying for your ice cream.

you were about to open up your popsicle when you heard a little girl get rejected of the spongebob popsicle you had gotten the last one of. she looked down and walked away holding her dollar in her hand.

you walked up to her and gave her your popsicle and her eyes lit up and she thanked you a million times while winwin stood behind you and watched in awe. that’s when he fell for you. you were so happy to get your ice cream and you gave it away just like that to make a little girl happy. you were so selfless and winwin loved that about you. he gave you his strawberry shortcake ice cream and y’all spent the rest of the day playing on the beach in the sand.

𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐚𝐬 :

you and lucas had spent your whole day at the mall shopping around from store to store looking for something to wear at one of your friends birthday parties that was in 2 days. Lucas was trying to help you, but you thought you looked bad in EVERYTHING and Lucas was getting sick of it and wanted to just go home and rest, his feet hurt from walking all day and he was STARVING.

y’all walked Into the only store that y’all hadn’t gone to and you immediately found a dress. you RAN to the dressing rooms to try it on because the mall was about to close. you walked out and looked in the mirror and he stared in awe of your beauty, but when he saw your smile fall, he almost lost it. you went back into the dressing room to take it off, and when you were leaving the dressing room he was standing right in front of the door and he pulled the dressing out of your hands, brought it to the register, sat down the money, and ran out of the store dragging you with him holding onto your hand.

“the mall is closing and you say you found nothing, but I think you looked so good in everything and I had to get this for you before you decided to go to the party naked!” he said while y’all ran out of the mall.

when y’all made it outside you said “you should’ve told me I looked good in it. I trust your judgment and I care about what you think I look good in.” his heart fluttered and he felt his cheeks get rosy. that’s when he fell for you. you cared about what he thought so much that your would put it past your judgment and listen to him. he was so happy the rest of that night, and at the party 2 days later, you felt so confident in your new dress your “best friend” had gotten you.

𝐱𝐢𝐚𝐨𝐣𝐮𝐧 :

y’all were going ice skating and you were in the car on the way there. he had brought his own skates because he goes quite often with hendery, but you had never been with him, or even gone at all, so you don’t have skates.

“what’s your shoe size” xj asked you. “an 8.” you told him and he got your skates and helped you put them on. he tied the laces and helped you stood up and you immediately started slipping, but he caught you.

“woahhhh there girl.” he said helping you straight on your feet again. “take it slow.”

you listened to him, and soon you sorta got the hang of it. hours went by and y’all were about to get off the ice to leave, you picked up your foot to get off the rink and slipped and grabbed onto him even tho someone was right in front of you with their hands out so they could help you up. that’s when he fell. you put your trust in him without even thinking. there was someone there for you but you wanted him. he helped you up and blushed the entire way back to the dorms.

𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐲 :

you and hen were sitting on his bed making beaded bracelets for one another. you had been at the dorm all day hanging with him and it was almost time for you to go home. your members of your band were texting you and saying you needed to come home bc y’all had practice early in the morning, so you told hen you had to go and obviously he wasn’t happy bc his best friend had to go home :(.

“awe man, I’ll see you tomorrow though so it’s okay!” he reassured you. as you stood up off of his bed, all the beads went off the bed with you. they were EVERYWHERE. hendery had just color coated them too so you felt rlly bad.

“oh my gosh hen, I’m so sorry!”

“ugh it’s fine, I’ve got it. I’ll see you tomorrow!” he said sorta disappointed bc he spent an hour arranging them into their colors.

you bent down trying to help him pick them up and you got a text from your leader telling you to come home (once again) and you ignored it and continued helping little hen clean up the mess.

that’s when he fell for you. you helped him clean up the mess, even though it wasn’t a big deal, and you ignored your leader for him. he was just happy that you would rather help him and get in trouble then not get in trouble and leave him.

𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐠 :

he was having a roast battle with you and you were trying so hard to beat him. “at least my breath doesn’t smell like dead fish.” You said to him. he thought it was adorable how cheesy it was but you were also trying so hard.

“well at least I can roast you without being cheesy.” he clapped back at you and you gave up. “you’re to good at being mean.” you said falling back onto the couch throwing your hands in the air. “i can be very sweet, I’m good at both.” he said with a smirk on his face. “then let’s have a compliment battle.” yangyang was so down for this idea bc he loved complimenting you. (even though he mostly did it when you weren’t around).

y’all started off easy like “you have a good smile” but after a while it turned into him saying “you have rlly nice lips.” which THEN turned into him saying you had rlly kissable lips which made you blush.

he noticed he felt so much more than just friendship for you in that moment.



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𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘷!𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧!𝘧𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘦!

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𝐪𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐤𝐮𝐧 :

kun hates to see you upset, especially after he has watched you overwork yourself everyday for this performance and still think you weren’t good enough.

he would be confused as to why you were so upset, because in all honesty, he didn’t catch one mistake.

he would ask you something like “ how come you’re crying?” which you set you offf!

you were holding in your tears as best as you could, and you were almost successful, but hearing someone ask what was wrong caused you to break down and start boo-hooing while trying to explain why you were so sad.

you were crying so hard that you couldn’t properly make out sentences even though you were trying your very best.

suddenly you feel two warm arms wrap around you and you get a sudden feeling of relief.

as you start to calm down you wiggle you way out of his arms and explain what happened on stage and why you were feeling so down.

kun then goes on to explain that he thought it was a perfect performance and how proud of you he was.

(and then he apologizes for setting you off with his question.)

𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐥𝐞𝐞 :

ten is such a caring boyfriend, but he is also a perfectionist to the core!

weeks of practicing for this performance and Ten would sometimes tag along to watch. He would examine every move you made and tell you what he thinks you could do better with.

you would be so thankful to have such an honest boyfriend because you needed to know how to improve your every move.

at the award show, your group performed right before wayv and you were so nervous yet excited for your boyfriend to critique your moves on the stage.

when you started performing, you tripped over your band mates shoe and tried to act like nothing happened. (even though on the inside you were dying.)

your group left the stage and went to go get water to keep you hydrated and as y’all were making your way to the room, you passed Wayv and made eye contact with Ten.

he gave you a look like 😕. NOT TO MAKE YOU FEEL BAD OR ANYTHING!!! it was more of an “I’m sorry” look but you were already so upset that you started to cry.

you waited until you got to the water room to actually start letting tears roll down your face because you didn’t want your management to worry.

your band mates comforted you as you cried in their arms.

when Ten got off stage and heard you were crying, he ran to you as fast as he could and hugged you so tight. (uWu)

“I’m so sorry baby, I know that was embarrassing.”

you didn’t feel so bad after he told you that he messed up the choreography because he couldn’t stop thinking about you. (tehe)

you just gave him a look like 😕 and he playfully pushed your shoulder making you laugh.

𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐰𝐢𝐧 :

OMG. this poor baby baby would be so confused as to why you were so upset.

he would probably say something like “did you get into an argument with another mate again?” (mate meaning band mate.)

you would just ignore his question, which you make him think you were mad at him, but you weren’t... you were just trying not to cry :(

“Hey, what did I do? I’m sorry for whatever it is!”

he would try so hard to comfort you even though he had NO IDEA why you were “mad” at him.

“was it because I ate the last Nutty Buddy? I’m sorry I know those are your favorites but I was just so hungr-“

you caught him off guard by kissing him slightly to shut him up.

“no it’s not because of you, even though I am upset now that you are the last Nutty Buddy.” You said playfully.

“i’ll buy you 5 boxes of Nutty Buddys if you tell me what’s wrong !” he said trying to cheer you up.

you laughed and agreed to tell him what happened, and being the amazing boyfriend he is, he cheered you up so fast holding you close to his chest.

“i think you did amazing baby.”

𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐚𝐬 :

BAHAHAHAH PLZ HE WOULD TRY SO HARD TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER BY REMINDING YOU ABOUT THINGS YOU DID IN PAST PERFORMANCES THAT WERE MUCH WORSE THEN WHAT YOU DID THIS TIME WHICH WOULD ONLY MAKE YOU MORE SAD 😭😭.

“hey, but at least it isn’t as bad as that time your costume ripped in the middle of your performance. DO YOU REMEMBER THAT!? the entire audience saw your bra, that was HORRIBLE! Remember that bab- oh. Baby?” He would say noticing you were crying even harder then before.

“YES I REMEMBER THAT LUCAS!” you said as he patted your back awkwardly.

“I’m sorry. I just thought it would make you think this performance was good.”

“Just stop talking.” You said to him in a annoyed tone.

“yes ma’am!” he would say back making you snicker. And once he heard that laugh of yours, he would keep making you laugh until you felt better. :)

𝐱𝐢𝐚𝐨𝐣𝐮𝐧 :

you had just got off the stage when you saw Xj standing to the side of the water room holding a box of tissues in his hands.

(he is an actual angel sent from the heavens OMG)

“i know that you don’t think you did your best, but I think you did so good. Honestly! I couldn’t take my eyes off you the whole time!” He says trying to reassure you that you did your best!

“i could’ve done better.” You said sounding defeated. “After all that practicing and I still messed up the switch of positions.”

“i have watched you practice that over and over again. And let’s be honest here baby, that move was absolutely impossible! Remember when I tried doing it and literally almost busted my tail on the ground?”

that hilarious memory being brought up made you laugh and you hugged him tight taking a tissue to wipe away your tears from laughter.

“it was a pretty hard move.” you said calming down in his arms.

he squeezes you tightly while whispering “you somehow still managed to make it hot though ;)”

BDKSBFKSBDPW XJ MAKIN ME SIMP

𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐲 :

“bby open the door! I have to PEEEE!” Hendery yelled at the top of his lungs.

you were sitting on the bathroom floor crying and trying your hardest to keep your whimpers quiet so he couldn’t hear you, but even if you were crying as loud as you possibly could, he would have no idea whatsoever because of how loud he was yelling about his pee.

“I’M LITERALLY ABOUT TO PEE MYSELF Y/N!” he was yelling loud enough that everyone backstage could hear him.

you finally come out of the bathroom with tears rolling down your face.

“go pee you idiot.” You said wiping away the water streaks on your cheeks.

“baby why are you crying?” he said bouncing up and down with his legs tied together holding in his pee with all the strength in his body.

“i messed up so bad.” You said sadly with puppy dog eyes.

hendery came over to hug you but stopped dead in his tracks.

“uh oh.” he said running into the bathroom and shutting the door so fast!

“I’M SO SORRY BABY!” he was yelling to you from inside the bathroom. “I THINK YOU DID AMAZING!”

you started laughing at your crazy boyfriend and when he finally came out you went up and gave him a peck on the lips.

“now I can enjoy your presence!” he said with a smirk on his face.

𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐠 :

oh our poor little maknae. Poor baby would be so awkward but try his HARDEST to calm you down.

“its okay y/n! really! I think it was one of your best performances yet!” he said while holding you in his embrace.

he was trying so hard to make you feel better which was almost IMPOSSIBLE because your job was no joke to you.

“you’re just saying that Yangs. I was horrible and the every time I messed up, I just kept forgetting more thinking about the mistake I just made.”

yangyang would pull you into a tighter hug and you would start to calm down a little hearing his heart beat in his chest.

he meant so much to you, and if he liked your performance, then you should be happy with it.

“i love you baby.” he would say planting a kiss of your forehead.

“i love you more yangs.”