escapism & stuff. not here to take myself too seriously. general obssessions: andrew garfield, pedro pascal, oscar isaac, chris evans, sebastian stan, tom hiddleston, david dastmalchian and many many more i guess.
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We started as a spark. PART 2.
David Dastmalchian x Fem!Reader
Bonjour! There goes Part 2, it’s a bit longer than Part 1. Look, i was truly inspired, okay? Anyway, i’m letting you guys decide which Tom is it, it’s up to you - wink wink -. And I’ve decided to change the name of the story, it’s still from the same song but i thought it was more fitting.
Special thanks to everyone who’s reading me, i really appreciate it. Comments, complaints, the usual!
PS: Since i’m pretty new to the whole Tumblr thing, can anyone explain to me how am i suppose to do a ‘read more’ option on my post so people who doesn’t want to read it don’t have to scroll for so long? lol, i feel stupidddddd.
Enjoy!
Rating: 18+
Warnings: slow burn, foul language, flirting, sexual tension, drinking, brief mention of marital problems.
Inspired by the song False Alarm by Matoma and Becky Hills.
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‘How about this one?’
‘You are not gonna get laid in this one, trust me.’ my friend tells me.
‘What if, and it might sound totally crazy, I don’t wanna get laid?’ I say, amused.
‘At a wedding? Bullshit.’
I laugh a bit and go back to my cabin to change again. I look at all the possibilities in front of me, pink puffy dress, green silk dress and a white dress. I scowl looking at the white dress. As if I would wear that to someone else’s wedding. I draw the curtains of the cabin, only in my underwear, and look at Alica.
‘I’m desperate. For the love of God, find me something.’ I whine.
‘Why do you care so much about this wedding anyway?’ she says as she browses through a bunch of dresses behind her.
‘David will be there.’
‘The guy who looks like a serial killer?’
‘He does not -’ I begin, walking towards her, ‘he’s a sweet guy.’
‘And he’s married.’ she states.
‘Yes, he is.’ I mutter.
After a long silence, she gently slaps me on my arm, ‘Oh my god! Are you serious? I thought you didn’t sleep with married men!’
‘I don’t!’ I defend myself, ‘I just – I don’t know. I wanna be smoking hot at Sean’s wedding and the fact that David is there might or might not have a direct link to my desperate search for the perfect dress. We might never know.’ I say with a bit of sarcasm.
‘Sweetie,’ she puts her hands on my shoulders, ‘I’m sure he’s a fantastic guy, but don’t get too hyped about him. You’re gonna get yourself hurt.’ she says in a gentle tone.
‘I -’ I stammer, ‘Look, it’s just a dumb crush. I’ll be over it after a new one-night stand.’
‘Are you sure?’ she questions me.
‘Sure. I mean, yeah, I’d climb this guy like a fucking tree -’
‘You’re unbelievable.’ she cuts me off.
‘Buuuuuut -’ I motion to her to let me finish, ‘I can’t, and I won’t. I honestly think David and I can be good friends. Whether you believe me or not, I really do think that.’ I reassure her.
‘I do believe you, but please, just be careful. I’m telling you this because I care about you.’ she says while putting a strand of my hair behind my ear.
‘I know and if you were in my shoes, I would be telling you the same thing.’ I smile at her.
‘I know.’ she smiles back.
I hesitate a few seconds, ‘So anyway, as I was saying: like a fucking tree -’ I joke and start laughing.
‘Oh my god!’ she throws a black dress at my face, ‘go try this one. Hopefully, it’ll help you get some.’
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Car keys in hands, I lock my car and walk toward the ceremony. I put my keys in my purse and see I have a text message from Alica wishing me good luck for the evening and all. I text back a simple ‘Thanks, love you xx’ and I put in back in my purse. I stop in front of the door, and I observe my surroundings. I see a few faces I recognize, and they wave at me. I wave back and smile at them. This event won’t be that bad. I’ll probably run into lots of people I know – from the industry – that I haven’t seen in a long time. Good opportunity to catch up.
‘Wow! You look beautiful!’
I hear a familiar voice and turn around. I see Daniela – Melchior, aka Ratcatcher 2 – trotting towards me. She opens her arms; I do the same and we hug each other more tightly than I thought we would. I really do enjoy Daniela’s presence, but she lives in Portugal and only come to the USA from time to time for the pre-production of the film so I haven’t had the chance to get to know her as much as I would have liked.
‘I didn’t think you would be here!’ I say, surprised.
‘Me neither, but James convinced Warner Bros to pay for my plane ticket and told them it was work related.’ she says, excited.
I laugh, ‘Of course he did that.’
I’ve known James for years and I would’ve been surprised if he hadn’t arranged for Daniela to be here for his brother’s wedding. James is always like that; he wants to create a sense of family with his crew, and no one is left behind.
‘I’m so nervous.’ Daniela says quietly.
‘How come?’
‘I don’t know anyone here except for the Suicide Squad gang.’ she muttered, looking down.
‘Hey, gotta start somewhere, right?’ I gently put my hand under her chin, and I slowly raise her head. ‘don’t worry about anything, we got you.’ I wink at her, and a beautiful smile appears on her face.
‘Thanks.’
Daniela is, by far, the youngest of the group. She’s barely 23 years old, she’s from Portugal, English is not her first language, and The Suicide Squad is her first big international role. I remember the first time I saw her, she looked so intimidated being surrounded by all of us, but she’s learning so fast and I can’t wait to see what she’ll give us once we’re on set.
‘Let’s go, it’ll probably starts soon.’ I wrap a protective arm around her, and we walk through the front door.
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‘I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride!’ the priest exclaims.
Sean grabs Nathasha – now officially his wife – by her waist and they kiss each other passionately. Everyone stands up and applauds to congratulate the newly married couple. Daniela grabs my arm, all excited by Sean and Nathasha walking down the aisle. I look at them, a huge smile on my face, and something – someone – caught my attention in the background.
‘What are you looking at?’ Daniela questions me, ‘hey look, David is over there!’ she says pointing in his direction.
Oh, poor child, if only you knew. Everyone starts following the married couple down the aisle and Daniela gently grabs my hand so we can’t get separated. Walking through this crown of Sean and Nathasha’s friends, Daniela and I find the exit and get there just in time to see the newly married couple leaving the place to go to the reception. I smile as I look at the car disappearing from my sight, I turn around towards Daniela and I freeze, my smile slowly fading away.
‘What’s the matter?’ Daniela asks, worried.
She follows my gaze and sees what I was looking at. David walking towards us, hand in hand with his – I assume – his wife. He waves at us and Daniela waves back at him while I’m still not moving. This shouldn’t be a surprise really. It makes perfect sense that he’s at a wedding ceremony with his wife and – fucking hell – she's pretty.
‘Hi, I’m Evelyn!’ she says with enthusiasm.
And she seems so nice. And has a good vibe. And they look like a great couple. And – fuck – I feel horrible for all the thoughts I’ve had – and still have – about her husband in the last two months. Daniela, still holding my hand, looks between me and her a few times and squeezes my hand a bit as if she was comforting me. I can hear them make small talk about the wedding and all, but I’m not paying attention. I see David trying to catch my gaze, but every time I either look at Daniela or his wife. I feel like such a spoiled brat, I shouldn’t be affected that much by this. I don’t want to marry him goddamn it, I just wanna – but I won’t - have sex with him. It’s just an attraction. A deep, intense and consuming attraction, but still an attraction, nonetheless. Why am I like this?
‘Are you okay?’ Daniela asks, still worried.
I don’t answer as I look David and his wife walking towards their car, probably on their way to the ceremony. Daniela put her other hand on my back and hugs me a little.
‘I know what it feels like.’ she simply whispers close to my ear.
‘What do you mean?’ I mutter, getting back to reality.
‘I have been there before. It will be fine, trust me.’ she hugs me a bit tighter.
I turn my head towards her, and she gives me a warm smile.
‘Is it really that obvious?’
She laughs, ‘Come on, we have to go.’
Fuck, she knows.
_
Drink in hand, I’m on the dance floor with Daniela and we’re giving everything we have. Screaming the lyrics to the Icona Pop song ‘All Night’, she takes my free hand, and we start spinning, laughing and stumbling around. The last note of the song echoed on the dance floor, and I look at Daniela, out of breath.
‘How long have we been here? Jesus.’ I say catching my breath.
‘Long enough for this guy at the bar to completely undress you with his eyes.’ she subtly points me the direction with her chin.
I turn around to see the handsome stranger and I chuckle a bit. It’s no stranger, I know this guy. I look at Daniela as I finish my drink, I put it on the table next to us and I wink at her before leaving.
‘Hey Tom.’ I say seductively.
‘Good evening, gorgeous.’ He flirts back in his English accent.
Tom and I aren’t at our first ride together. We have history together, nothing serious really, but we do appreciate each other a lot. And he’s a good fuck, there I said it. For what feels like hours – who knows how long – we catch up, flirt, have a few drinks, hands wandering here and there. I feel myself getting more and more tipsy as the minute goes by. As Tom was whispering sweet nothings in my ear, something else caught my attention a bit far away. David and his wife, talking. They both move their hands a lot. Oh. I’m an idiot. They’re arguing. Not the ‘imma-scream-and-make-a-scene’ type of argument, but you can clearly see something is going on. After a few minutes, they both seem to have calm down. David put his hand on Evelyn’s hips and tries to kiss her, but she turns her head away, kissing her cheek instead. She gives him a weak smile and leaves. David sighs, rubs his forehead and walks towards the bar.
‘Tom, could you give me a moment, please? I think my friend’s not feeling good.’ I say, worried.
‘Of course, darling.’
I get up and finally realize that I’m a bit more drunk that I thought I was, but nothing too crazy. I’ve seen worse, way much worse. I stabilize myself and walk towards the other bar where David was sitting all by himself, leaning his forehead against the palm of his left hand as the other was mindlessly scrolling on his phone.
‘What is a handsome place like this doing in a man like you?’ I say, thinking I’m incredibly funny.
He turns around to look at me, a weak smile on his lips.
‘That was dumb as fuck, I’m sorry. Can -’ I sit down next to him, ‘can I buy you a drink or something?’
‘That’s very nice of you, but I don’t drink.’ He simply says.
‘Oh.’
I look around, a bit awkward. Even though there’s loud music playing permanently, it feels like there’s a heavy silence between us. I decide to stay right next to him and I start scrolling on my phone too.
‘You don’t have to do this, you know.’ He mutters.
‘Oh, I insist! S’cuse me, sir -’ the barman turns towards me, ‘can I have two glasses of water pretty please?’ the barman nods.
‘You’re unstoppable, aren’t you?’ Another weak smile appears on his lips.
‘Always. So -’ the barman puts down the glasses in front of us, ‘you wanna talk about it?’ I risk myself.
‘Not really, actually.’ He sighs.
‘It’s perfectly fine! So, hmm, ah yes! I watched this horror movie the other day, I’m sure you would have love it! There’s this girl, y’know? She slept with a guy she went on a movie date with. After their sexy time this asshole fucking drugs her with – what's it called – that liquid they use on washcloths in movie to make people fall asleep and kidnap them?’
‘Chloroform.’ He chuckles.
‘This! Yes! So anyway, she falls asleep and when she wakes up, she’s tied up on a chair! And then there’s this weird looking naked woman walking towards the girl and turns out this woman is actually a ghost now chasing the girl and the guy slept with her because you can pass this ghost curse through sex. Can you fucking believe that?’
‘I cannot believe it.’ He says, clearly amused.
‘Does it make sense? Should I stop? Sorry, I’ve been drinking tonight.’ I say, a bit embarrassed.
‘No, no! Please, tell me more.’
And I keep babbling about the movie It Follows and as I go, I realize that most of the things I say don’t make any sense at all, but as long as David keeps smiling and laughing, I’ll just keep going. At one point of the story, he bursts out laughing which makes me smile so much that my jaw is almost hurting.
‘There it is. That smile.’ I simply say.
Hu blushes, ‘Thanks.’
We look at each other for a few seconds and I motion him to drink water, which he does. I do the same and I almost choke on my water when I hear ‘Dance With Me Tonight’ by Olly Murs starts playing. I put down my glass and take David by the arm with enthusiasm.
‘That’s my song, come on David!’ I pull on his arm.
He laughs and I can feel him letting himself go. He follows me on the dance floor, and I start dancing, encouraging him. He looks around, with a small smile on his lips and he looks back at me, rubbing his neck with his hand. I reach out to him, and he grabs my hands. Laughing and moving around, we can’t stop looking at each other as we’re having the time of our life. I suddenly stop when I feel a hand – not David’s - on my shoulder.
‘I was looking everywhere for you, darling.’ he says slipping his hand down my back, ‘I’m Tom.’ he stares at my partner.
‘David.’ he simply answers.
‘I’m going back to my place, darling. Care to join me?’ he gets closer to me.
Still holding David’s hand, I look between him and Tom, unsure of myself. I glance at David who gives me a reassuring smile. I know he wouldn’t be mad at me. I mean, I do wanna get laid. But.
‘Sorry, Tom. I’m staying.’ I say confidently as I feel David’s hands gently squeezing mine.
‘Oh, I see.’ he bends towards me and kiss me on the temple, ‘call me, okay?’
I nod and watch him leave the place. I exhale deeply and turn back towards David who has a cheeky smile on his face. He rubs my hand a little bit with his thumbs, and he laughs.
‘Did I just cock-blocked you?’
‘I think you did.’ I laugh back.
He hesitates, ‘It’s not too late if you want to join him.’ he says looking in the direction Tom left.
‘No! I -’ I cut him off, ‘I’d rather stay here.’ I say under my breath.
He smiles, ‘Where were we?’ he starts dancing again.
_
Quoting our favorite movies, David and I are walking down my street. I would be lying if I said I was still drunk, I’m not. I haven’t had a drink since I went to see David at the bar, but I don’t feel like I need the effect of alcohol to enjoy myself right at this moment.
‘You didn’t have to walk me home, y’know?’ I shiver.
‘I know, but I wanted to.’ hey says as he wraps his jacket around my shoulders.
I blush and look down at my feet. We walk down the rest of the street in a comfortable silence and I’m here, wondering what would happen next if he wasn’t married. I push those thoughts away as I see my apartment complex in front of me.
‘Home sweet home.’ I sigh, not wanting this night to ever end.
‘Home sweet home, indeed.’ he replies, ‘look,’ he hesitates a few seconds, ‘thank you for tonight. I truly mean it.’ he says with a warm smile.
I feel my heart beating faster, ‘Anything for you, David.’
He looks down, bites his lips and looks back at me, ‘I forgot to tell you,’ he gets closer, ‘you looked lovely tonight.’ he gently takes back his jacket from my shoulders.
I catch my breath, ‘Thanks.’
‘Sweet dreams.’ he whispers.
‘Good night.’ I whisper back and he smiles.
He turns around and starts walking again. I look at him for a few seconds before I enter my apartment complex with a sigh of – I don’t know – frustration or relief, I wouldn’t be able to say which one.
‘Are you okay, miss?’ Alexander, the night shift lobbyist, asks me.
‘Yes, I’m fine.’
No, Alexander, I’m not fine. My core is throbbing, my heart is racing, and I can’t remember the last time I’ve been this fucking horny.
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We started as a spark. PART 1.
David Dastmalchian x Fem!Reader
Hellooo guys! So i’m back for the official Part 1. I’m glad so many of you enjoyed the Prologue, it’s really appreciated. I don’t know at what frequency exactly i’ll be able to upload because i’m in college - you know the drill with college lol fml - and i’ll probably get busier and busier as the week goes by, but i’ll keep you posted as much as i can! As usual, if you have any criticism or anything, just let me know.
Enjoy!
Rating: 18+
Warnings, i’ll probably add more as i go: slow burn, foul language.
Inspired by the song False Alarm by Matoma & Becky Hills.
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I hear a knock on the door and I open my eyes a little bit. I turn around, hide under my blanket and close my eyes again. I can feel myself dozing off again and I hear another knock, louder this time. After a sign of despair, I get up and stumble to my front door, not entirely awake yet. I open it and see a red-haired man walking right through it. I groan. Here comes the legendary Steve Agee with his early morning attitude.
‘I’ve been waiting for 15 minutes downstairs.’
‘How come Richard let you through?’
‘The man at the lobby? I told him your darkest deepest secret to prove I knew you and he let me through. Now get dressed, we’re gonna be late.’ Steve commands.
‘Late for what?’ I ask, apparently confused.
He frowns at me and tilts his head a bit. After a couple of seconds, it hit me.
‘Aw fuck the table read!’ I scream as I run to my room.
‘Nice PJ by the way.’
I mutter a ‘Fuck you’ under my breath as I search for something decent to wear to our first table read. I put on something quite simple – black leggings and a white T-shirt – and grab my phone on my bedside table. One text from my mom, eight missed calls from Steve and one text from – oh my god – David.
‘I reserved a seat for you and Steve right next to me. You’re welcome.’
I can’t help but smile. I first met David a month ago when James – James Gunn – decided to organize something at his place so the crew could get to know each other. To my biggest surprise, David and I hit it off immediately. But if I’m being honest with myself, it does not help the huge attraction I have for him.
‘Are you coming or not?’ Steve yells while jingling his car keys.
‘Oh my god, I hope you got us coffee before you got here because you’re insufferable right now!’ I yell back.
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I take a sip of my coffee as I look out through the window.
‘Sorry for making us late.’ I say calmer than earlier.
‘Don’t you have an assistant to help you keep track of all that?’ Steve points out.
‘Yep. Might fire him.’
Steve parks the car and I get out of it, coffee in hand. I gaze at the building, and I see the Warner Bros logo at the top of it. I look at my phone and see we’re only ten minutes late, which is not so bad. Chances are we’re not gonna be the only ones late. We enter the building and I follow Steve, who knows this place much better than I do. We arrive in front of door 171 and he opens it for me like the gentlemen that he is. With a loud bang, the door closes behind us and everybody turns around to stare at us.
‘Hey.’ I say with an apologetic tone.
‘Have you, at least, brought coffee for everyone?’ James chuckles.
I mouth a sincere ‘Sorry’ as I look around for my place. I see David in the corner waving at me and Steve. He smiles at me as I sit next to him, and I can feel my face getting a little bit hotter. I really need to calm down. I can’t let him have this much effect on me.
‘Did you get lost?’ he whispers to me.
‘Worse than that. I forgot.’ I whisper back and he chuckles a bit.
He hands me a copy of the script and we finally begin our first table read for The Suicide Squad. James shares with us his thoughts about most parts of the movie, some information we need to know about the underlying messages and all the important dates we need to know about the productions. After a few hours of reading and re-reading some parts, we leave the room and the first I do is lean against the wall in the corridor, holding my rumbling stomach.
‘Are you pregnant or something?’ Steve said in his mocking tone.
‘Fuck off, Steve.’
He laughs. Being very vocal about not wanting kids, he knows it annoys the shit out of me when he makes those kinds of comments. But since I’ve known him for years and we became good friends, it just became – in a way – a running gag between us. And maybe because most of my attempts at the relationship thing failed because of the baby thing and he knows all about it. He’s an asshole and I love him for that.
‘All jokes aside, wanna grab a bite? You look like shit.’
‘You look like shit.’ I smile at him, and he smiles back, ‘but yeah, we should. Coffee only diet is not good.’
‘Wait here. I’ll ask David if he wants to come with us.’
Hearing his name makes me a bit weak. I see Steve walking away from me to join another group of the crew a bit farther in the corridor. I lean my head against the wall, and I close my eyes. I’ve only seen David face to face a few times this last month – and never completely alone – so I’m not really used to having him around me yet. Our brand-new friendship mainly developed from the fact that we realized from the get-go we had a lot of things in common and we shared those interests via text messages. You know, Youtube videos and memes as any friends would do. Let’s put the emphasis on the word friends here since, you know, we’re gonna be weeks long together filming and stuff.
‘Well, hello Clarice.’
I smirk at the nickname and open my eyes to see David looking at me with a grin. Since he’s learned that I’m a huge fan of The Silence of the Lambs - and of horror movies in general – he's been calling me Clarice or Miss Sterling from time to time.
‘Doctor Lecter.’ I say as professionally as possible which makes both of us laugh.
‘Stop playing around kids, I’m hungry let’s go!’ Steve exclaims.
_
‘Uh-huh, I can’t agree with that, I’m sorry but -’ I say while chewing on my burger.
‘Oh my god, really?’ David replies, interrupting me.
‘Let me explain,’’ I swallow my bite and wave at them to calm down before I continue, ‘look, I do think George Lucas was right to change a few things about his original Star Wars movies since we do have better VFX and CGI for it now. It doesn’t change anything story wise so who cares?’
‘Unbelievable.’ David simply said under his breath.
‘Okay, that’s enough. I don’t care, I’m gonna say it: I’m ashamed to be your friend.’ Steve dead-pan comments.
‘I have every right to say it and I’m gonna say it goddamn it! George was right!’ I exclaim.
Both take their faces in their own hands, and I can’t help but chuckle as a sip my milkshake. There’s nothing like creating pure chaos with Star Wars fans. I let them try to explain to me how wrong I was, and I continue eating, amuse. As I am looking at Steve explaining a deep theory about the Star Wars universe, I see from the corner of my eyes that David is glancing at me. I subtly look in his direction and he immediately turn his stare away when our eyes connect. I smirk and turn my attention back to Steve.
‘So, anyway, that’s why you’re wrong.’ Steve says as a matter of fact.
‘Sure buddy.’ I laugh.
Steve rolls his eyes and looks at his phone. He sighs, gets up and puts some cash money on the table.
‘Gotta go. I have a meeting with some friends for a photography session. You guys have fun.’
We wave him goodbye and in just a few seconds, he was gone. I turn my attention to David, and it hit me. It’s officially the first time we’re completely alone. Completely, not really, we’re still in a public place but there’s no Steve or no James to keep the conversation going. I’ve never struggled with small talk or any talking really, but somehow, it’s the first time in my entire life where I’m legitimately concerned about me not knowing what to say or what to do.
‘I didn’t know you were such a drama queen about Star Wars’ I say to David, trying to mock him a bit.
‘I thought they were called public nuisance now?’
I let out a sincere laugh, ‘In no way whatsoever you could be a public nuisance.’
‘I will take that as a compliment’ he says with a lovely smile.
Fuck, this friendship is gonna be hard to deal with.
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We started as a spark. PROLOGUE.
David Dastmalchian x Fem!Reader
Hey guys! So there it is; my first ever fanfiction. I’ve never posted my stuff anywhere before. Please, bare with me; English is not my first language and I’m writing this in a x Female!reader perspective which I’ve never really done so I might make some mistakes here and there. Let me know in the comments if you have any suggestions, complains, tips or anything really!
Enjoy!
Rating: 18+
Warnings, I’ll probably add more eventually: Slow burn, foul language, age gap, eventual smut, brief mention of slut shaming. Inspired by the song False Alarm by Matoma & Becky Hill. ___________________________________________________________ I am, as many would call, a promiscuous woman. As other would say: a slut. One way or another, I don’t really mind it. I mean, I do like sex and casual hookups, but I don’t define myself by that. I know who I am, what I’m capable of, my worth and that’s all that matters to me. But hey, if you wanna call me by that name, I’m not gonna stop you. You should definitely stop the slut shame though, it’s not a good look. Anyway, I’ve always been in this - let's call it - lifestyle once I made it in Hollywood. Good God it was like having a full line-up only for myself to pick up and choose from. It was almost too easy, but I was having fun. Still am. But there are some lines I have never – and would never – cross.
Don’t be the mistress. Just don’t. I know any press is good press, but trust me. Don’t.
Don’t sleep with directors and producers. Sleep with actors instead.
Other than that, go wild. And that’s what I did for many years. For those out there who might think I’m missing out the potential of a healthy relationship, well maybe you’re right. But I did try the relationship thing - and you’d be surprised with whom I’ve tried this - and it just never worked. I guess it’s just not for me and I'm okay with it, I really am. I’m happy being single, I really am. I appreciate the life and the opportunities I have, I really do.
But.
But then, I met him.
This – and I say this with all my due respect – motherfucker.
His slim and tall figure. His long fingers with worn out black nail polish. His dark hair had some strands falling against his forehead. His face, there was just something about his facial structure that I couldn’t get over with. I mean, his eyes were so dark and deep I was literally losing myself in them. I do remember whispering an honest ‘Oh fuck me’ to myself when I saw him looked at me with this malicious smile of his and he simply introduced himself.
‘Hey, I’m David.’
And that was it. I fucking lost it. All my dignity was gone in that split second and it is still gone somehow and – fuck – I don’t know what to do.
I re-read my last journal entry with a long sigh. It’s been so long since the last time I’ve written anything at all, but I needed to. It has always helped me to keep my thoughts clear and concise, but I’ve stopped doing this regularly a long time ago and I shouldn’t have. But, you know, life, work, hookups, travelling, filming. It does take a lot of time. I can’t lie to myself though, there’s a part of me who do feel embarrassed by what I just wrote. I’m a grown ass women writing about this guy – this man – that I just can’t get out of my head like I’m some kind of lovey-dovey teenager. I sigh once more and realize I forgot to write down another important piece of information.
Oh yeah. And he’s 12 years older than me, married and has two kids. Fuck me.
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Okay, so some people actually interacted with my post to my biggest surprise! It might not be a lot for some person, but to me it feels pretty amazing not gonna lie.
Since some of you are interested in it, i’ll definitely write something. As i’ve mentionned in my last post, i’ve already written an - i guess you could call it - an intro to give the vibe and all. i’ll work on it a bit more and i’ll post it this week with all the disclaimers, warnings and all the good stuff for you guys.
thanks. <3
Okay, hear me out, i’m new here
Look, i have no fucking idea what i’m doing here lmfao, but let’s go anyway.
See, i’ve been slightly obsessed with David Dastmalchian lately and i’ve been thinking about writing a fanfiction (i wrote an intro if you can even call it an intro) about him cuz i’m that kind of weirdo, ya know? So anyway, since i’ve started writing fanfictions - that I’ve never posted anywhere out of embarrassment and were written in my first language which is not english lol i know - i’ve always written my stuff in first person through the eyes of an OC. i’ve always struggled with the y/n and x reader even though that’s pretty much all i read. would people be interested in a David Dastmalchian fiction? should i write it in an OC perspective, y/n or x reader? anybody got some tips for me? would anyone even read it lol? will i embarassed myself? probably. who knows. i was thinking about a series? look, i’m doing a leap of faith here lmfao ps: i’m looking for people to follow. i’m a sucker mainly for Pedro Pascal, Tom Hiddleston or Sebastian Stan or any hot mcu guy really so hit me up guyssssssss
#david dastmalchian#david dastmalchian x reader#polka dot man#abner krill#the suicide squad#kurt antman#fanfiction
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Okay, hear me out, i’m new here
Look, i have no fucking idea what i’m doing here lmfao, but let’s go anyway.
See, i’ve been slightly obsessed with David Dastmalchian lately and i’ve been thinking about writing a fanfiction (i wrote an intro if you can even call it an intro) about him cuz i’m that kind of weirdo, ya know? So anyway, since i’ve started writing fanfictions - that I’ve never posted anywhere out of embarrassment and were written in my first language which is not english lol i know - i’ve always written my stuff in first person through the eyes of an OC. i’ve always struggled with the y/n and x reader even though that’s pretty much all i read. would people be interested in a David Dastmalchian fiction? should i write it in an OC perspective, y/n or x reader? anybody got some tips for me? would anyone even read it lol? will i embarassed myself? probably. who knows. i was thinking about a series? look, i’m doing a leap of faith here lmfao ps: i’m looking for people to follow. i’m a sucker mainly for Pedro Pascal, Tom Hiddleston or Sebastian Stan or any hot mcu guy really so hit me up guyssssssss
#david dastmalchian#david dastmalchian x reader#polka dot man#fanfic#the suicide squad#kurt antman#pedro pascal#abner krill#tom hiddleston#sebastian stan#fanfiction tips#i cant believe im doing this#i do appreciate a good smut fic if u have any to recommand yknow#please be nice#i need friends pls#ive mainly read pedro pascal x reader stuff and i have no regrets#you guys are all so talented
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