giuliyy - Tumblr blog

[giuliyy]

Hi, I've finally decided to create a tumblr account to track my progresses and to hold me accountable of everything I do.

I'll start with a brief introduction: my name is Giuly, I am Italian, I use they/she pronouns and I am 22 years old (probably more average than the normal age seen on here). I've had body dysmorphia since I was 8/9 years old and disordered eatings my whole life. I've probably had some eds in the past without even realising, but I've been consciously suffering from anorexia since around March. I've never been thin, and when I was average weight, I've never felt that way, I always perceived myself as being much bigger than I was. Then I've actually gained weight and I've never been able to lose it. And now we're here. Also my body type being a endomorph doesn't help at all :')

In March I've started losing weight for real and I have been pretty consistent. I started at 68 kg (149 lbs) and by July I was at 62.7 kg (138 lbs). Since then I've been fluctuating the same 2 kg going back and forth between 62 kg (136 lbs) and 60 kg (132 lbs) without ever been able to go under.

These are my stats:

Height: 157 cm (5'1)

Sw: 68 kg (149 lbs)

Cw: 61.8 kg (136 lbs)

Gw1: 55 kg (121 lbs)

Gw2: 50 kg (110 lbs)

Ugw (for now): 45 kg (99 lbs)

Hw: 68 kg (149 lbs)

Lw: 60.1 kg (132 lbs)

Bmi: 25.1

Body fat: 35%

My ugw is subject to change, but for now this is it. On here I want to hold myself accountable, post wieiad, fasts, diets I make or find, rules, and other things. Idk if I'm comfortable posting body checks but we'll find out ig. I think I'll create a twitter account in tandem with this, and knowing me I hope I'll be able to stay consistent with at least one of the two.

Regarding my lifestyle I'm a university student, I try to go to lectures as much as possible despite my depression and I'll start a job in November that'll take away all my free time T-T, but that'll help me do omad much easier (I try to do 23-1 fast everyday except for the weekend cuz living with my parents doesn't allow me to skip meals if they're home). When I'll start working I'll be out from 8 am till 8 pm so it'll be very easy to do omads. I'm not a very active person, I don't really like sports, I still try to walk 5000 steps a day, and before I start working, I'd like to start working out at home. I've made myself some playlists on yt on what to follow each day. On the weekends it'll be harder cuz my parents are at home and I don't want them to know, plus I share the room with my brother, but I'll still try even if for a little while.

Since I know I'm not as young as other people here, I'm not really comfortable interacting with people much younger than me, so I understand if interacting with me also makes you uncomfortable.

I think this is all I wanted to talk about, if I've forgotten anything I'll either edit it later or make other posts. Hope to have a great time on here and thanks to those reading up to here :))