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How's it going moon?! I hope your trial exams went smoothly, or as smoothly as they could! Make sure to take care of yourself when you can, burnout is real and thriving 😭.

Hello!!

Things are alright- I have one more exam on wednesday to do then my trials are done- few more weeks then I have my actual HSC. The exams themselves are eh- I'm more sick of them than anything and I can't for it to be over.

And I am!! I'm doing my own thing more than studying if I'm being very honest lmao. Just not as much writing as I'd like to be doing but I'm not going to force myself. I'm struggling with my art major bc of art block and I'm hating everything I do :(

But we're getting there!! Thank you for checkin in, it means so much!!

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ask game: send me a kink you assume i have and i'll confirm or deny it.

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It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Well damn.. honestly feels like longer but here we go :3

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Got too many asks for more of this comic to endure..

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Thought I might as well show some of the sky pics I've been taking lately. I adore photography man

They are slightly edited with my poor editing skills :3

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round 1

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Nik tries to be upfront. Price throws a curve ball.

cw: severe body dysphoria.

"John, I want to have sex with you."

Nik watched John choke on his slug of beer, an eyebrow raised. By the time John had finished coughing, his eyes were rimmed red and his face was flush. "Fockin' 'ell, Nik. Jus' like that, eh?"

A line appeared between Nik's eyebrows as he squinted suspiciously. He had always believed himself to be quite smooth, with a respectable number of notches to his belt, but while John seemed to reciprocate sometimes, it never came to anything. Just homoerotic banter. "I have been flirting, making passes, but none of it seems to be getting through. I thought I would try a different method."

John wiped the beer from his mouth with the back of his wrist and scrutinised the half empty bottle. His fingertips tapped the glass rhythmically, and for a foolhardy second, Nik thought he might be considering the offer seriously. "Naw, Nik, ya don't want that."

"I do," Nik replied. "I would like... more, too. A date."

John shook his head. "Ya don't understand, there ain't nothin' below the belt that'd interest ya." He shifted in his stool, his face collapsed in a scowl. "Truth is I weren't born right. Deformed."

Nik's mouth opened and closed like the guppy in John's kitchen fish tank at home. He had thought about how good it would be to fuck John on the counter next to it more times than he could count.

"Ya know, I take medication for it, but a gay fella like you needs it all there, right? A real man. So it's a non-starter."

"John, there are many ways we could..."

"Answer's final, Nik. S'not somethin' I'd put anyone through. Least'uv all a decent bloke."

Nik deflated against the bar. "Of course."

They sat in silence for a while, Nik staring at the tumbler between his hands while John watched the frothy bubbles pop on the inside of his bottle.

Nik bit the inside of his cheek and glanced up. "So, you have never..."

"Once. I was a teenager. Hated every minute."

"I am sorry to hear that."

John shrugged. "Maybe in another life 'll get t' see what all the fuss is about." He tapped his fingers against the bottle again, and then lifted it to knock the rest back. When he stood, he didn't meet Nik's eye. "Listen, got reports to finish. Morning briefing's at 0700."

Nik wanted to call him back. Apologise properly. But John was already leaving the bar, his shoulders slouched forward, hands deep in his pockets. It was so out of character that it bothered Nik enough to ring up Laswell half an hour later.

"Nik, it's late..."

"Sorry, I... It is about John."

"Is he okay?"

"I am not sure."

Kate closed whatever she had been working on in the background and gave Nik her full attention. "Shoot."

"I... propositioned him. And he turned me down."

"I'm sorry, Nik. He might need some time to think about it. You know what he's like with this type of thing. And he's always been a bit... shy." It sounded strange to hear Laswell use the word 'shy' for John Price, expert in the field, thrice decorated for valour.

"I am not sure he will. He said he was... born wrong."

Laswell's face hardened. "Mhm."

"He used the word deformed. I tried to assure him that I didn't mind, but I think I... I think he was upset."

"He used the word deformed?"

"Da."

"Said nothing else?"

"No. Just that he was on medication for it but a gay man needs a real man, and--"

"That fucking asshole."

Nik blinked at the screen. This wasn't going like he thought it would either. "Shto?"

"Leave it with me. Give me until the end of the week, I know he's got a lot on. You deserve a proper--" she rotated her hand in front of the screen, searching for the right words, "--you deserve the full story. But it needs to come from him. He... He likes you a lot, Nik. He just hates himself more. Which is a truly breath-taking amount."

Nik frowned. John was hard on himself, of course; he had high standards. But he was pragmatic and self-loathing served no operational or personal purpose. "I feel like I have missed something important..."

"Not missed. You haven't been shown. But... yeah, ok, give me time. I'll... talk to him."

"Will he be okay?"

Laswell smiled gently. "Of course, Nik. He's just a grumpy, stubborn git."

Nik returned her grin fondly. "But our grumpy, stubborn git, no?"

"Yeah," she tapped at the keys, "get some rest. Let me play the wingman for once."

Nik nodded and the screen went black. Part of him wanted to go snooping; ask the lieutenant, perhaps Gaz. But he knew that John would almost certainly find out and that would risk any possibility of getting him on a date. Nik closed the laptop lid and sighed. Well, John was worth the wait.

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pov ur captain price and you find out ur lieutenant and sergeant are dating via viral video of a jumbo cam 💀

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Okay guys writing for the first time in months... you're all in for a treat with this one!

I have my trial exams in like- two weeks? So we're gonna see how I go in that... (not very well ik that already) but I'm really hoping now I don't have assessments I can do much more writing if I get the motivation to do so!!

Next term will be my HSC, the big boys. Then- schools done. I can get away from this hell hole.

But I do hope to be mostly back, I missed you guys and I'm sorry for sorta disappearing :3 Many hugs to all of you!!

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We’ve seen a number of writers sharing stories about suddenly losing access to their Google Docs today.

It’s still unclear what’s causing this, but if you’re concerned about big tech creeping in creative tools and spaces… you’re definitely not alone. (We’ve written about de-Googling and censorship before.)

You should be able to write freely—without fear of deletion, censorship, or extraction.

All writing should be safe. It should stay yours.

We want to help build a space where writers are in control:

Ownership of your work. No surveillance; no surprise removals.

Sync, share, and collab, without scraping or data-selling.

A writing tool that you know is safe, now and in the future.

Please stay informed. Back up your work. And don't be evil (👀 Google).

~ the Ellipsus Team xo

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I got this :3

Thank you for the tag!! Hmm I'll tag.... @on-a-lucky-tide , @the-greywarren , and @laswells-ashtray

(I had an entire brain fart trying to think of people who write gosh)

So I got tagged by @iamamythologicalcreature to do this quiz and it was pretty fun! 

I tag… @quietscribe-blog, @thewandererabovetheseaoffog, @thechaoticcheese, @gratia-illi-puella, and @ghostmoon1

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Guys it's really not that bad...

*coughs in finding many bugs and spiders in house*

After unknowingly sitting next to a giant fucking grasshopper and jumping out of my skin the moment I realized it's existence, I have come to the conclusion that the real reason why Andrei Nolan left Australia is because there's mutant versions of this bug there. I don't blame him for leaving Australia. I would too. If you look past the terrorism and all that, he's got valid reason to leave Australia. Thank you for listening.

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We love this

y’all expose yourselves and take this fanfic test i was just forced to by an irl so now i’m making you too

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sorry if i'm gonna be quiet for a while. my country recently introduced laws that make it so that in order to use social media to the fullest (not being able to view ns/fw content and in a few cases, not even having access to dms), i HAVE to give the sites my id/face scan.

it goes into effect july 25th. it'll probably effect here too, since this place allows mature content (tho not full on ns/fw)

i'm very distressed about it bc i might end up not even being able to talk to my internet friends. i don't really have any irl ones

if i have to disappear on most socials by then, you know why.

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