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Oh no, a plan I had today was cancelled, now I have to allocate that block of time to something else but it has Plan Residue all over it, fuck,

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Take this 🦇

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So theres this dread

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i’m curious what’s your sign and would u rather have elf ears or fangs? and why?

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‘do you want cheese?’ stupid fuckin question. yes i do.

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ENOUGH social interactions. i need to go in the river

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I’m actually remarkably chill considering I’m consistently under the spells of many wizards

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executive dysfunction is legitimately physically uncomfortable. i’ll be trapped between two things, weirdly caught on how-much-time-it-might-take-me. i take hours worried im going to take hours doing things. i’ll sit on the floor for the entire day, caught up in the middle of not-doing the chores i actually do want to be doing.

& the amount of mental energy that goes into it. & the legitimate amount of anger and discomfort and self-hate. is not “being lazy”.  it’d be a lot less work if i didn’t have to fight myself to just get up and do it. 

i just need you to understand it’s not effortless. it’s never effortless. it’s not “okay let me just get up and finally start doing this.” it’s more like. i am slamming my foot on the pedal but the car is in neutral and nothing is moving. it’s more like shouting instructions into a dying telephone. it’s more like being trapped in a small electric box, and someone who hates me is administering shocks. 

im trying. im trying. please help me get up.

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their scared cus they never saw a sandwich that big. but the dad has to look brave for his son

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blackout sober

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would you put a discarded fruit sticker on my forehead in whimsical jest yes or no

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[remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health] YOU should kill yourself

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Step into my healing aura you shit fuck