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girls notes app is like:

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who up thirsting over masc lesbians

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mary oliver

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t.s. eliot said that april is the cruellest month but i would like to respectfully disagree

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Clarice Lispector, from “Near to the Wild Heart“ (tr. Giovanni Pontiero)

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i love boygenius so much. such. a beautiful beautiful friendship. and the line that breaks me every time is: “ate a sleeve of saltines on my floor and i knew”. i cant explain it. but i think it is an expression of love in pure form

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Something great about Laszlo and Nadja's relationship and how it's depicted in the show is that we very early on have the set up of this "secret affair" that Nadja's been having with Gregor's many reincarnations for all this time that she repeatedly says that she can't let Laszlo know about or he'll be furious and this immediately seems to go against the characterization of the two of them being in a very open relationship and very supportive of each others sexual exploits with others, but we accept it because the stereotypical "jealous husband" is such a common theme and because this relationship is different than the sexual trysts that they've had or described in the show. I think Nadja worries not so much that Laszlo would be jealous of the fact that she has sex with Gregor as the fact she may actually be in love with him. That Laszlo would be upset there was anyone else who made her happy the way he does. (That or she just likes the excitement of the idea of an affair while knowing that, due to the openness of their relationship and enthusiastic support of each other looking elsewhere for sex when desired, that it's nearly impossible to actually have an affair so she's just kind of constructed the idea of Laszlo being jealous in her mind despite all evidence to the contrary.) Then we find out that not only does Laszlo know about their relationship(s), he's been the one decapitating Gregor in every single one of his lifetimes. But not because he's jealous. Instead, because of the fact that Gregor always ends up making Nadja cry. Laszlo has been secretly well aware of this ongoing affair for centuries and has been more than happy to allow it to continue for as long as it makes Nadja happy, then comes along and decapitates Gregor as soon as it starts making her sad, instead. Knight in shining black coat indeed.

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okay spotify’s discover weekly recommended me this song.

umm do i need to comment on that?? anyways i think fellow ethel stains will enjoy. it’s called jesus from texas by semler, from an ep released in 2021

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tombstone in Russia.

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Lena Rivo, Cat in the Snow, 2022, Gouache on board

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my friend and i were watching howl’s moving castle

then, yesterday we watched spirited away and when the movie started, my friend told me: “there is a character similar to howl in this one too”

and i asked: “in what way, are they a dramatic bitch or an androgynous ass?”

i think queerness is a spectrum and those two expressions describe two ends of the spectrum a little too well

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boygenius you fuckers

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she lights me up and makes me feel alive. i wrote a poem, i wrote a chapter in my novel. all because she was close to me.

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i want to write so badly, to write a new great novel, a new bible, something that will remain here when i die.

but god, im so tired.

and i have a chemistry test tommorow

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not writing, not not writing, but a secret third thing

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there is something so beautiful about being saved by art. i often say that florence welch saved me and it might sound stupid or cheesy or like an overstatement. but it’s true. her lyrics found me at a really bad place and stuck with me ever since. she did what a christ would do, saved my soul from spiraling into neverending darkness. she made me much more sensitive person, compassionate. she made me a writer, along with virginia woolf, and it is the greatest gift i’ve ever received. thank you, florence.