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All the things I don't like (Ruki fan fic) 10

Chapter 10: If you insist    When Ichigo woke up she was in a familiar room. It was Ruki’s. The bedcovers had been neatly tucked in around her as she lay on her back. Her body felt icky and sore. She didn’t feel like moving and her throat felt very dry. She didn’t want to see Ruki; she didn’t have her face covered up.   When Yuka had found out about her past and her face she couldn’t help but make a scene and reveal it to everyone. She had ‘accidentally’ torn of her bandaged and ‘accidentally’ somehow it got thrown in the bin and taken out. She screamed at her loudest and the manger, which just loves her, came running to her aid and once he saw Ichigo’s face. All hell broke loose. Drinks and food landed at her as well as being thrown, her manger had shouted at her telling her that she could no longer work at the café even if she did cover it up, not when everyone had seen it. Ichigo just collapsed and rang Ruki to come and pick her up. She knew that he would see her face and she didn’t want him to but she just wanted to get home, fast.   She inhaled a deep breath before calling out to him, “R..uki!” she croaked No answer, “Ruki,” she said a little louder, “RUKI!” she almost screamed hurting her throat. She heard footsteps coming up the stairs. “Ichigo!” “Ruki, water, please?” she said feebly. “Heh,” he chuckled, “There’s water on the bed side, I put it there in case you woke up, I guess you didn’t notice,” he said smiling as he walked over to the bed side. Ichigo shook her head. “Here,” he said as he helped her to sit and brought the water to her mouth.   She smiled weakly and took the glass in her hand and placed it to her lips. Her hands were shaking and were covered in bandages and plasters. “What happened?” “You tripped and fell pretty bad on your face, your arms got injured as well,” Ruki explained. “On my face?” “Yeah, on your face,” “Great, more scars…” she sighed placing the water down. “No, I checked with a doctor, you fell pretty bad that it knocked you out, I think you hit your head on the near by bench or something but you were really out of it and I couldn’t carry you. You were bleeding like crazy and I got panicked so I rang Uruha and told him what happened, man did I get an earful,” he sighed, “He drove in his car with some bandages and stuff we did what we could there and then and got you in the car and drove you back to my house since it was the nearest. We thought you were going to die! We were really worried about you so we called in a doctor to check up on you and he said that everything would be alright as long as you take care of yourself from here on after. He said that you may or may not have slight amnesia but so far I think you’re good,” he said smiling, “Ruki, what happened to your face?” she asked starting up at him. “That would be the works of a very mad bear,” “Uruha did that to you?” “Yeah, I don’t really blame him though, if I was in his position I think I would of killed him y’know waking him up and then half killing his ‘little sister’…” She giggled slightly, “Are you okay now?” she asked as she reached out a hand. Ruki took it and placed it onto his reddened check and smiled back at her. “If I stay like this for a while I think I will,” he said quietly smiling gently.   The scars on Ichigo’s face didn’t look as bad as they did the night before. The new cuts looked pretty grim but they were new. The burn marks where less red and horrifying that Ruki could recall, he gazed into her eye that didn’t seem to focus on anything. It was slightly clouded and looked as if it didn’t work anymore. Over all the burns were less prominent, he could just about imagine what her face would look like if she hadn’t had them, very pretty. “Stop it!” she said, “Stop looking at it!” “Why?” “Because it’s ugly!” she said snatching her hand back and looking in the other direction. “Really? I don’t think so, the new cuts that you’ve got, they’re more ugly, don’t worry they’ll heal,” he reassured her. “Are you blind or something? Look at them!” she said turning her head so that he could see. “No I’m not blind and I am looking at them,” “Well then look more closely, they’re hideous!” she cried. “Well, if you insist…” he muttered to himself as he leaned his face closer to hers. He gently cupped her face with his hands and softly kissed her above the eye then on her cheek, then lowered himself to the corner of her mouth before making a final kiss on her neck. “But I still don’t think that they make you ugly,” he said when he had finished. “Ruki…” she started to sob, “Yes?” “What do you want from me, why have you been doing all these kind of things to me?” “I’m not really sure why myself, I see you and at times I get this rush of like adrenaline and I just can’t help myself but to do these things to you, there is just something about you and I can’t explain it…” “You’re mean teasing me,” she said looking down at the sheets. “Then do you want me to stop?” she nodded. “Okay then,” he smirked a little before reaching for her face again and kissed her on the mouth. “Whaa, Ruki that’s not what I meant! I…” he cut her of again with another small kiss on the mouth. “Ruk…” he kissed her neck her again, “Whaa? Sto..” eye, “Ruki pl…” forehead, “Don’t d…” mouth again. Ruki did this until Ichigo stopped trying to protest and let him kiss her. He gave another kiss on the lips before he stopped and cautiously, so as not to hurt her, wrapped an arm around her and brought her into him.   The stayed like this for a while before a noisy Koron entered the room barking at them. They both laughed at him. “Looks like I’ve been neglecting him, don’t hate me Koron, blame this girl her!” he said to him kissing Ichigo on the head again before leaning down and picking him up. They both petted him until he stopped asking for attention and then looked at each other smiling. Ruki left to ring Ayame to help Ichigo get dress and sorted. Ichigo was still weak and needed assistance and had hit Ruki when he had offered his assistance in getting her dressed. “I’m ill and you’re still being a pervert! Ruki you’re the worse!” she laughed as he left the room.  

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It has come to my attention that I re-like and re-blog a lot of the same Gazette things, but who cares? You can't like or reblog them enough! ^w^

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All the things I don't like (Ruki fan fic) 7

Chapter 7: Bench

Ichigo sat on the bench by the lake. She felt really down and wanted to cry but told herself that she shouldn’t. Things weren’t going great and it was all her fault for letting the boyfriend thing slip. He wasn’t really even her boyfriend! She had distanced herself away from the whole group and was even trying to move out of Ayame’s apartment. Her job was going okay and was working excessively to avoid any contact with them as well as trying to save up more money. It was lucky that they were so busy by being ‘the GazettE’. She could very easily cut them off completely but apart of her didn’t want to.

The problem wasn’t really Ruki but the guy she was with, her job had gone down a dodgy road and had a scheme where you could literally hire a maid. Unfortunately for Ichigo she was hired as one to be a girlfriend, however, luckily enough he wasn’t some creep that wanted her for sexual reasons but simply for companionship. He wanted a girlfriend and Ichigo was to be it, the reason why she couldn’t break up with him was because he was paying her a good deal of money as well as giving a lot to the manager. In some ways it was almost like a host club… but to a cleaner standard.

The nights were getting cooler and Ichigo felt the cold wind blow over her. Her hair got into her mouth and whipped her face gently. She hugged herself warm for she didn’t have a coat; she hadn’t really planned to stay out for so long. The lights started to dance on the lakes reflection like lights on a Christmas tree as the sun went down. She looked around her, the park was almost deserted so she put her feet up on the bench and hugged her knees whilst resting her head on them. She closed her eyes and listened to the near by traffic congestion. It wasn’t the comfiest places to fall asleep on or to fall asleep to, but she did so any way out of sheer exhaustion.

When she opened her eyes she felt something soft and smooth on her arms and was relatively warm. She felt herself leaning on something warm too. She groaned a little and yawned before understanding the situation. She saw that a coat had been draped over her and that she was gripping someone’s shirt. She loosened her grip and looked up and let out a small gasp.

“Ruki?” she said as he smiled wearily in response, “Waah! I’m sorry!” she said and hurried to get of the bench but was held back. She turned around to find Ruki holding onto her wrist gently and looked as if he was going to fall asleep himself. “Ruki?” “Ichigo, I’m sorry…” he mumbled,

“Huh? What?” she said rather loudly, “Why are you sorry?” she said in a lower voice looking embarrassed,

“For being a dickhead!” he smiled

“Ruki? What… you’re not one!” she giggled lightly

“I was, I’m sorry I acted all weird and like a jack ass….” he sighed

“Ruki…” “Forgive me?” “No…” he looked up surprised and almost as if he was about to cry, “…because I have no reason to!” she smiled softly and came to sit down next to him.

He looked really tired, even more tired that she did, and very stressed. She let him lean against her, his head on her shoulder, his body gently slanting onto hers. He was careful not to put too much weight on to her. “Thank you for staying with me,” she said taking hold of one of Ruki’s arms as he cautiously wrapped his hand around hers. She didn’t resist to Ruki’s relief and gently squeezed her hand as she smiled. She placed her head against his and stayed like this for quite some time before Ruki had to wake her up again and take her home.  

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All the things I don't like (Ruki fan fic) 5

Chapter 5:Boyfriend

After the incident at the park they had both grown closer and Ruki learnt a lot more things about Ichigo that he could of imagined. He became more protective of her than Uruha was. It had also gotten to the point where he could easily joke about her with Reita without having to worry about Uruha. Which was something.

Ruki respected Ichigo, her not wanting to show her face but he still wanted to see it. Even if it was the worst thing imaginable, he still wanted to see it, simply because it was her. He had gotten quite use to only seeing the one side of her face which he still thought was pretty enough. Her eye that he could see was a very dark brown and was quite big but not too big, they slanted slightly upwards and there was something about them that made you want to look at them even more. However, due to her work she would wear circle lenses in the colour of green. Her skin was relatively clear but she was human, so she did have the occasional spot but other than that was pretty smooth and quite pale. Her mouth wasn’t overly small or big but had a nice shape to them and her nose was small but cute. She wasn’t amazingly pretty but she definitely wasn’t ugly, well the side that he could see.

Her hair was ridiculously too long for her, it was past her hips and dead straight. Ruki always worried that one-day it would get caught in an elevator or something and be ripped out. Her hair was a dark black like most other Japanese girls but unlike most of her age, she hadn’t dyed it. Her figure was small and petit and to Ruki and most likely to everyone else except those who were very close to her, i.e Uruha, she seemed pretty flat. (Which by the way, she wasn’t.)

"Ichigo-chan!”

“What Aoi?” “Are you any way near done yet? I’m starving!” he whaled from the living room. Ichigo laughed at Aoi’s attempt at making dying noises and called back “Almost! But seriously Aoi, you need to watch your waist line!”

“Stop it! You sound like Kai!” Aoi said pouting as he entered the kitchen

“It’s true though, I swear you’ve gained weight since I’ve been cooking for you!” she lightly giggled and punched Aoi in the stomach.

“No, you’re just seeing things!”

“How can I? I’ve only got one eye!”

It had been just over two years since Ichigo had met Ruki and the others. Since then she had developed a very close relationship with Ruki and a rather motherly one with Aoi. She had also developed a student and teacher relationship with Kai, victim and bully with Reita and developed a more little sister and brother relationship with Uruha. When the secret between her and Kai that she was a rather good cook was leaked to Aoi, she had pretty much been his own, quote him own, ‘personal little maid,’ which both Uruha and Ruki wasn’t too keen about.

She had also made a new friend form their work place when she once had to drop of Aoi’s lunch. Her name was Ayame and was currently on close terms with Kai. They had gotten on so well that she moved in with her, Ichigo’s  ‘brother’ wasn’t to keen and at first refused to let her go until all six of them and his wife said that it would be better if she moved out.

She had eventually opened her self out to everyone in the group and they all knew about her burn but none of them except Ruki and Uruha knew that she got it from being bullied at school…

She was bullied through out the whole of middle school and junior high and it had gotten to the stage that they would burn her face with cigarettes. They got so locked into it that they tried a lighter and of course it went out of hand causing the lighter to catch onto her hair and ended up burning most of it off. (Which is why she now has it excessively long) It had burnt down her neck to her left shoulder causing great server burn marks and her left eye partially blind. The burns mark had left scars, but it had happened when she was eleven so the marks aren’t as serve and visible as they were when she first got them. They were definitely most visible but they weren’t as bad as Ichigo thought they were.

“Yeah but your good eye can still see things!” he said gently pulling on her ponytail.    

She laughed, “I’m not to sure about that Aoi, my vision was perfect so I don’t think that I’m imagining. Besides me and Kai talk about it all the time!”

“You what?!”

“Whoops, that wasn’t suppose to come out…” she giggled turning away from Aoi

“Hey! How dare you! I never talk about how flat chested you are with Reita!”

“That’s because Reita talks about that with Ruki!” she laughed poking her tongue out “And that’s not a concerning, your waist line is,” she giggled

“It’s not concerning? How are you ever going to get a boyfriend?!”

“You shut it or I’m giving this to Ruki!”

“You could just give it to me anyway,” chuckled Ruki as he came to stand on the other side of Ichigo and played with her hair “Aoi, I would appreciate it if you didn’t talk about her like that, that’s stuff is confidential between me and Reita,” Ruki said smirking

“No it’s not, me and Reita talk about it too! We were on about how she doesn’t own any swim suits cause she’s shy as to how undeveloped she is and how…”

“Shut up all of you! You’re all perverts! Leave my body alone! It’s fine besides I have a boyfriend!” she gasped as she realized what she had said. “I mean…er…”

“Ichigo? You got a boyfriend? Like seriously?!” said Aoi in amazement

“What did you just say?” asked Ruki

“Er, no, of course not I er, need to go…f-f-food will be ready soon, just turn it of when the alarm goes….” she said quickly and ran out of the room.

Ruki and Aoi stared at each other and then looked in the direction where Ichigo had fled. They heard the front door opening and closing and the start of a car engine. Aoi seemed quite what impressed at the thought that his ‘personal little maid’ had managed to grasp a guy dressing how she did. Ruki didn’t really know what to think, he just replayed the words of ‘I have a boyfriend’ in his head to make sure that he heard it right. He couldn’t quite swallow the fact that she said it and a part of him was frustrated.

It didn’t take a genius to figure out that Ruki had something for Ichigo. It was obvious by how he acted around her and how he reacted when people would talk about her. He was very protective over her that in some ways was unnecessary because she had Uruha. He would always defend if something bad was said about her and when he could, pick her up from work. He didn’t like her being by herself at night even if she wasn’t ‘the typical girl that guys would go for’. He would always look at her when she was in the room, if he could, and in general would look out for her. Ruki was Ichigo’s shoulder to cry on and the person she felt like she could trust the most. Ichigo, to Ruki was more than just a friend but he didn’t really want to admit to what he felt. He knew it would cause him problems.

As much as Ruki liked Ichigo and wanted to help her he had his own personal problems. He wasn’t right for her and she wasn’t exactly the perfect match for him either. He was a bit of a player, which meant that Uruha would never approve of him for her, but because he had been hurt in the past by girls he had cared about a lot. Ruki started to sleep around not because he liked the girl he was with but simply to say that he didn’t care anymore about love and relationships. He would feel empty afterwards, he never really felt satisfied with any of the girls, no matter how ‘good’ they were or how ‘good they made him feel’. It was just all ‘artificial’ it just didn’t satisfy or fulfill him. Ruki needed someone who understood all that and to be careful with him. Ichigo was like Ruki in the way that she needed someone to be careful with her. Ichigo had been hurt as well and like Ruki didn’t really trust any one. 

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I couldn't find the askbox on your other blog, but I'm just dropping by to say hi and i like your blog very much and OMFG YOUR CAPTIONS ARE HILARIOUS ALL THE TIME

Yeah I changed it my GeishasgirlExtras blog... I might have one for GeishasGirl. Why thank you! That means a lot to me! >m

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The original idea wasn't mine, I just added my own touch I guess... :P But I cna imagine Aoi saying 'was I any good?'...... keke

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I added cause yuutoland said I could! XD Keke

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This is what I want to make for my kid, one day maybe... ke ke

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Dance works

So I've made a dance mix to Hyun_Ah's Change song and now I'm learning it. I think I bit of more than I can chew....

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Dream

I'm embarrassed to say that I had a nightmare after watching a Sarah Jane adventure. Ugh, how sad am I?!

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Horror

  I'm taking media for a GCSE and at the moment it's effecting my life in a good and funny way! Anyway, we were finishing watching The Ring (US) in class and there is this one girl who really gets on my nerves because she is the kind that says such and such a film isn't scary it's funny blah blah blah. I really dislike those kind of people. Any who, it made me smile that she would laugh at the parts that were 'scary' and 'gruesome' or 'disturbing' and would go on her phone and look at her texts or facebook or really annoying talk. This made my day because this shows that she was obviously scared and tried to cover it up by distracting herself by looking at her phone or laughing/talking. She was just trying to be 'hard' but I find these people everywhere.... *sigh* ^w^

 Second horror was that I've recently reblogged a thing about this girl called Junko Furuta. I first heard about her because of the lovely the GazettE and their tribute song 'Taion' and didn't understand all the comments about 'RIP-ing' and 'no more murder, kidnap, rape' and so on. So I got interested in the video ( I normally listen to their music than watch their Pvs.) and I was really confused, because at first I thought they were on about the video!! So I was like, what? So I watched the video expecting something gruesome from them or disturbing like their 'Mad Marble Hell Vision' video but nothing so I googled the top comment about Junko Furuta RIP' and read her story. Feeling perfectly sick and horrible.

  I never wanted to read or think of it again, it scared me so much! But now that I've read a second time and third and a fourth, the more I read it the more angry I get. Right now I'm so mad that the guys who did all the torture are free now and there are still people who were involved that didn't get any charge!! It distresses me so much that the case didn't even end with murder. Just damage to the body and kidnapping. It angers me so much and I just want to tell everyone about it!! And just make people who like horror and gore and finds these things funny to read about it and see there reaction! But then again, I want her family to be a rest as well as her, it's probably best not re-open this tragic story to the world and hurt her family and to give other no-human people ideas.

R.I.P Junko Furuta, eternal peace.