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ryota or mary uwu

           🎲 -  🇰​🇦​🇰​🇪​🇬​🇺​🇷​🇺​🇮​ ; 🇬​🇦​🇲​🇧​🇱​🇮​🇳​🇬​ 🇲​🇦​🇳​🇮​🇦​🇨​

                 ❝ SORRY , I’M AFRAID you’ll have to ask this again with someo-ne else ! due to ... my own personal tastes , i’m afraid ryota simply wouldn’t qualify . ❞

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colorful headcanons.

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🌺 “I WANT TO KNOW…” Prompts

A collection of random “I want to know…” sentences.

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“I want to know more about you.” 

“I want to know where you’re from.”

“I want to know what you do.”

“I want to know what you like.”

“I want to know what your hobbies are.”

“I want to know who your family is.”

“I want to know who your friends are.”

“I want to know what makes you happy.”

“I want to know what makes you sad.”

“I want to know what makes you angry.”

“I want to know why you’re hurt.”

“I want to know who hurt you.”

“I want to know why you’re scared.”

“I want to know what love is to you.”

“I want to know who you loved.”

“I want to know who you hated.”

“I want to know why you run away.”

“I want to know why you stayed.”

“I want to know why you left me.”

“I want to know why you care.”

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          a   blush   rose   to   her   cheeks   at   that   statement      —      affirmation   enough   that   what   yumeko   said   was   definitely   true .      that   deep   down   she   was   far   sweeter   than   she   pretended   to   be .      built   up   walls   around   herself   to   guard   against   a   school   that   only   ever   PUNISHED   kindness .      not   that   she   would   outwardly   admit   that   there   was   still   a   part   of   her   that   cared   about   others .      but   it   was   almost   frighteningly   easy   to   let   that   guard   down   around   yumeko       —      especially   at   times   like   this ,      when   she   was   smiling   &&   seemed   so   excited ,      even   for   something   so   simple .

          still ,      she’d   roll   her   eyes       —      small   smirk   tugging   onto   her   lips   at   the   other’s   near - nonsensical   ramblings .      it   was   cute ,      if   she   were   honest       —      incredibly   endearing ,      really  .      &&   for   once ,      when   the   other   suddenly   made   a   grab   for   mary’s   arm ,      the   blonde   was   too   preoccupied   to   pull   away   in   time       —      instead   felt   the   other’s   grasp   on   her   arm   all   at   once       —      the   sudden   contact   surprising   her ,      though   her   attempt   to   pull   her   arm   back   from   yumeko   was   weak .      instead   allowed   the   other   to   remain   latched   to   her .      if   asked ,      would   claim   it’s   because   she   knew   she   wouldn’t   be   able   to   get   the   other   OFF   of   her ,      but   in   reality   there   was   something   almost   comforting   about   the   other’s  closeness .      something   nice   about   human   contact .      so   instead ,      she’d   allow   it   for   the   time   being      —      could   brush   it   off   as   yumeko   being   yumeko   if   she   was   later   asked   by   any   classmates .      “      it’d   be   a   pretty   boring   gamble ,      considering   it’s   a   fact   that   you’ll   get   fat   if   you   eat   too   much   cake ,      right ?      thought   you   weren’t   into   boring   gambles .      ”      not   that   she   was   going   to   tell   yumeko   to   stop   talking       —      found   the   sound   of   her   voice   sweet   when   she   wasn’t   trying   to   coax   a   gambling   partner   into   their   own   DOOM .

           🎲 -  🇰​🇦​🇰​🇪​🇬​🇺​🇷​🇺​🇮​ ; 🇬​🇦​🇲​🇧​🇱​🇮​🇳​🇬​ 🇲​🇦​🇳​🇮​🇦​🇨​

                ❝ YES , I SUPPOSE you’re right ~ the cake isn’t betting anything , so it isn’t even technically a fair gamble ! so sharp , mary ~ ❞ she’s practically swooning , rubbing into the other’s shoulder with her head as if she were a cat trying to show her affection . ( wasn’t even a MITTENS anymore ; never really stopped acting like one , though . ) she was simply over the moon that the other hadn’t shoved her away or yanked her arm back - typical tsundere actions from mary ! yumeko could see right through all of that , to the soft - hearted girl she really was , && what she absolutely adored about mary .

               it wasn’t long before the two of them made their way to the exit of the academy , but if anything , yumeko was simply clinging more to the other girl . she had absolutely zero intention of letting go until they were seated to eat !

                 ❝ ALTHOUGH , YOU &&  I could always gamble to see which of us could eat more ! that would be much more interesting , don’t you think ? if i lose , i’ll pay for all of our food . however , if you lose -- ❞

              ❝ YOU COULD BE my own personal mittens for a day ! i know you probably aren’t in the best spot , right ? i just don’t think asking you to pay me back would be right . ❞

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᧗᭣ཾꪫꪙᥐᩛ᭣ཾ • 𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒍𝒓 〔✧〕 ꪫ᭣ཾઝꪙ᭙ꪙ • 𝒘𝒉𝒊

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the national, trouble will find me | lyric starters feel free to change pronouns as preferred. warning for mentions of drugs, alcohol, and death.

you should know me better than that.

you’re not that much like me.

i should know you better than that.

i get this sudden sinking feeling.

never kept me up before, now I’ve been awake for days.

i’m going through an awkward phase.

i am secretly in love with everyone that i grew up with.

can i stay here? i can sleep on the floor.

i don’t see what’s strange about this.

everything i love is on the table.

i’m tired, i’m freezing, i’m dumb.

when it gets so late i forget everyone.

i need somewhere to stay.

don’t think anybody i know is awake.

you keep a lot of secrets.

nothing breaks your heart.

what am i supposed to say?

if i stay here, trouble will find me.

if i stay here, i’ll never leave.

i’ll always think of you.

but they say love is a virtue, don’t they?

tell me how to reach you.

i could walk out, but i won’t.

if you lose me, i’m gonna die.

i wish everybody knew what’s so great about you.

i said i wouldn’t get sucked in.

oh, don’t tell anyone i’m here.

i got tylenol and beer.

i was thinking that you’d call somebody closer to you.

you’re the only thing i want.

and i said i wouldn’t cry about it.

baby, you gave me bad ideas.

baby, you left me sad and high.

is it weird to be back in the south?

i won’t need any help to be lonely when you leave me.

i can’t blame you for losing your mind for a little while.

i didn’t understand then, i don’t understand now.

i didn’t ask for this pain it just came over me.

i just turn around and there you are.

i was just getting used to living life without you around.

if i tried you’d probably be hard to find.

there’s a lot i’ve not forgotten, i let go of other things.

i’m not holding out for you.

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         im very glad my work hours are 5 pm to midnight otherwise i’d be fucked with this nocturnal schedule

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          she   didn’t   WANT   to   be   involved   in   yumeko’s   ridiculous   gambles .      not   directly .      didn’t   want   the   student   council   chasing   her   down   while   she   tried   to   figure   out   her   own   plan   to   take   over   kirari’s   seat   as   student   council   president .      would   so   rather   lay   low   than   run   around   risking   everything   she   had   by   getting   involved   with   yumeko’s   insanity .      but   at   the   same   time ,      she   did   care   about   yumeko   herself      —      wasn’t   interested   in   seeing   her   fall   back   to   sub - human   status   so   soon .      &&   though   she   knew   yumeko   wasn’t   suicidal ,      the   very   REAL   fear   that   something   could   happen   to   her   if   she   pissed   off   the   wrong   people   remained .      besides ,      she   had   risked   her   life   before       —      granted   that   she   wasn’t   speaking   to   midari   anymore      (      a   fact   that   provided   at   least   some   amount   of   comfort ,      if   mary   were   honest      )      but   it   remained   true   that ,      from   how   RYOTA   described   it ,      she’d   been   VERY   WILLING   to   join   midari’s   initial   gamble .

          she   was   about   to   say   just   that   when   yumeko   continued       —      took   mary   by   surprise ,      whether   it   should   have   or   not .      the   other   girl   was   asking   her   to   hang   out   outside   of   school ?      at   a   sweets   shop ?      sure ,      it   didn’t   seem   that   out   of   character       —      had   seen   the   other   girl   eating   sweets   before      —      but   it   felt   so   NORMAL   compared   to   the   usual   insanity   that   seemed   to   make   up   the   other’s   daily   life   at   the   academy .      &&   along   with   that   shock   of   normalcy   came   the   realization   that   this   might   be   her   first   chance   to   feel   like   a   NORMAL   PERSON   since   yumeko   first   came   into   her   life .      the   latter   half   of   that   proposition   still   made   her   nervous ,      of   course ,      but   wasn’t   this   essentially   what   she’d   asked   for ?      because   at   least   this   way   if   something   did   happen ,      she’d   be   there   to   at   least   try   to   bail   yumeko   out .      so   her   response   was   an   easy   one       —      offered   in   a   nod .      “      yeah ,      fine .      let’s   go .       not   like   i’m   doing   anything   else ,      anyways .      ”      pushed   herself   away   from   the   table   as   she   stood ,      pulling   her   school   bag   over   her   shoulder .      glad   she’d   started   working   on   getting   her   taxes   for   next   time   together   already      —      didn’t   dare   take   a   break   now .      not   when   she   only   recently   managed   to   pay   off   her   debts .      left   her   with   enough   that   she   shouldn’t   have   a   problem   getting   sweets ,      no   matter   how   ridiculously   overpriced   the   place   was .      not   that   she’d   admit   that   to   yumeko .

           🎲 -  🇰​🇦​🇰​🇪​🇬​🇺​🇷​🇺​🇮​ ; 🇬​🇦​🇲​🇧​🇱​🇮​🇳​🇬​ 🇲​🇦​🇳​🇮​🇦​🇨​

                ❝ HOW WONDERFUL !! OH , mary , you act tough but deep down you’re super sweet , aren’t you ? ❞ said in a rather teasing manner as baby - pink manicured nails are raised to her own lips , a chuckle escaping them . she quickly grabs her schoolbag with one hand , at mary’s side in an instant . she almost resembled an overly eager puppy , grabbing its leash && impatiently wagging its tail at its owners side . ❝ JUST LIKE CAKE ! ooh , it’s been so long since i’ve actually gone to get sweets , what with how much is always happening at the academy ... i wonder how many slices i can eat before i get fat ? probably best not to find out , but i suppose it is a gamble ... ❞

                she’s droning on at this point , only interrupting herself by quickly making a grab for mary’s arm . she wants to walk with their arms linked ! it’s totally normal gal pal stuff , really !

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          right .     of   course .      why   would   she   ever   want   a   full - night's   sleep   when   she   could   be   perpetually   worrying   about   what   yumeko   had   found   that   was ,      as  she   said ,      ‘      NEW   &&   EXCITING .      ’       knew   caring   about   yumeko   really   was   about   the   equivalent   of   having   a   newborn      —      found   herself   waking   up   suddenly   in   the   middle   of   the   night ,      some  inexplicable   sixth   sense   demanding   her   attention .      telling   her   to   check   her   phone       —      make   sure   that   yumeko   hadn’t   called .      hadn’t   texted .      hadn’t   turned   up   DEAD .      “      right ,      because   who   needs   sleep   when   i   can   wake   up   three   times   a   night   to   make   sure   you   didn’t   get   yourself   poisoned .      ”

         slumped   down   just   a   little   further   onto   the   cafeteria   table   across   from   yumeko ,      looked   back   towards   her   through   sleep - deprived   golden   eyes      —      bags   under   her   eyes   only   partially   hidden   by   makeup .      didn’t   dare   suggest   the   only   real   solution      (      knew   plenty   well   that   yumeko   wasn’t   going   to   stop   getting   herself   into   trouble   or   providing   a   constant   source   of   stress   so   she   wouldn’t   even   bother   considering   it .      )      that   was   keeping   her   even   closer .      still ,      lifted   her   cup   of   coffee   to   her   lips   to   take   a   drink       —      desperate   for   anything   that   might   fight   off   her   eternal   weariness .      “      it’s   like   the   only   way   to   make   sure   you’re   not   about   to   get   yourself   KILLED   is   to   watch   you   twenty - four   seven .      ”      tone   filled   with   annoyance ,      though   lacking   any   real   venom .      though   whether   she   was   too   tired   to   be   bothered   or   genuinely   wasn’t   angry   could   be   left   up   for   debate .      “      you   seriously   ARE   like   an   infant .      like ,      at   least   text   me   if   you   decide   you’re   gonna   go   out   in   the   middle   of   the   night   &&   gamble .      ”

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                   ❝ FINE , FINE ! I’LL let you know whenever i decide to go gamble . i just typically don’t say anything to you because i figured you wouldn’t be too interested ... ❞ the last bit is said with an exaggerated pout , as yumeko recalls a disinterested ‘ leave me out of it ‘ the last few times she’d told mary of her plans . ❝ REALLY , THOUGH , YOU’VE known me for how long now ? while of course i do enjoy the thrill of the gamble , i wouldn’t recklessly just go trying to throw my life away or anything . that being said ... ❞

                 ❝ SINCE YOU’RE ALREADY here , would you like to go out now ? we can get sweets before the shop closes && see what sorts of excitement we can get into before the night’s over ! ❞

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when u get 2 forks with ur takeout cuz they think its for 2 ppl but ur ass just ordered a Lot of food for urself dsjdsfjh

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                  g’morning ! while i will be playing a good bit of all stars today , i will be doing things here as well on dear yumeko ! i hope everyone is having a good morning <3

               also , starting tomorrow i will be working at a haunted house 5pm to midnight several days a week so activity will be a bit slower than usual !! once i actually go in n talk to them to get my schedule solidified i’ll let u guys know