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the biggest act of love Andrew has ever done for Neil I think it’s when Neil was too much hurt to shower and he helped him. When he covered his bandages to not get them wet and he helped him out of his clothes and took his time to clean him. When he says “you’re a mess” so fondly, so caring, without being mean or without making him feel bad about it. You know what they say when two people are getting married, “in sickness and in health”, Andrew is such a great lover. The way he was consistent with his care, when Neil was hurt and when Neil was okay. I hold this pages of the kings men so close to my heart. Cause Andrew did so well, even though he went insane at the notion of losing Neil, in his craziness, he was perfect at taking care of him, at grounding him, gifting him matching armbands, cause he understands and he knows how does it feel to have scars and to not want them to be shown to others, the stares, the quiet condescending, the questions, the judging, the fake compassion. He knows it all and he never wants Neil to feel it too. When he let him stay in the shower, when he first let Neil see him so vulnerable when all the other time he couldn’t and he always wanted Neil out of the room, when he scrubbed him dry and when he wore Neil’s clothes in front of everyone, without a care in the world, when he opened the snack for him cause he couldn’t, when he prepared drinks for him at their holiday and let him chill a little bit, when he put his hand under Neil’s pillow. How I love him. How I cherish their love.

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Ty needing Kit 🥺

Lord of Shadows, chapter. 6 // secrets of blackthorn hall, installment 54

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me 🤝 ty

"He is afraid to need people but that is only because he needs them so much."

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"Ty misses Kit more than he thought he could miss someone. He misses him as much now as he did the day he left. He loves him the same. I think he always will and it scares me."

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This is the last one from me today

Kitty fight in TWP...I'm sorry;(

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Ty breathing like he was sucker punched bc he wasn’t prepared for how beautiful Kit has become or how much he’s missed him is something that can be so personal

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imagine you’re in the kitchen cleaning off this random gun that only you can shoot and behind you someone says ‘that’s not how you clean a gun’ and you turn around and it’s this dude that you’re in love with and crossed an ocean to get away from and you haven’t seen him in a year and he’s tall now and you’re fucking screaming on the inside and pissed as hell at him yet you still love him what do you do

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„How long will it take you to forgive me?“

Ty isn’t asking Kit why he left or why he never said goodbye. No, Ty wants to know when he can have his best friend and the love of his life back.

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DON'T MIND ME I'LL BE SCREAMING AND CRYING

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has this been done yet

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Hi gabs hyd im finally back cuz exams hv ended

Hi Izzy 🖤✨ , good I haven't been here as often either, but how are you? How's everything going?, How were the exams?, I'm sure you were amazing in all of them!, I'm glad to know about you again 🖤

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You are so sweet Rina 🤍✨✨, I hope everything is going well in your life right now 🤍🤍🤍

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