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[g4z0oz]

hi everyone just wanna let yall know that im taking a break from writing for like few days ig 😀😀 but my inbox is always open for yall (especially to share taboo idea plssss)

will proceed with all of your request once i'm back here

have a good day and night everyone 💓

[g4z0oz]

Love all of your fics <3 I hope you have an amazing day!

aww this is so sweet😭 thank you so much anon 💖💖 i always feel insecure with my writing sometimes since my grammar isn't that great , so this message really made my day 🥹♥️ lastly, i hope you have an amazing and fantastic day and night too 💜💋

[g4z0oz]

project: gongfourz ft. gyuvin

cw: noncon, coercion, group sex, recording without consent, manipulation, dubcon elements, sexual trauma flashbacks, not proofread, might contains few grammatical error, self-indulgent post

being the new student at one of the most prestigious universities, you surely don't know any rules, whether it is an actual rule or made up by the original students there. being the new students too, meaning that you need to make new friends too. to be frank, you hate the idea of having friends, as you prefer being alone for most of the time, basically free from all that nonsense drama. but that's impossible. you need to at least find someone that you can clique with for the sake of the assignment or group project.

and that's the thing that bothered you the most. no one wants to be in a group with you since they already have their own groupmates. except for this trio.

leehan,gyuvin and taesan. the trio that is always together doesn't matter in university or not; they are always glued together. all of them are hot. many juniors have a crush on them except your classmates because they all know how these three actually are. despite famous for their look, they are actually a nightmare for your classmate to team up with for any assignments. because they are free riders. sometimes, one of them will pay others to finish their assignments.

but you don't have anyone anymore except them. "goodluck handling those three," you heard one of the girls mumbles. are they really that bad, though? you thought.

oh dear, they are not bad. they are evil.

"don't worry too much about the assignment." you heard one of them say. he has red hair with a choker on his neck. "i'm taesan."

"that's right. we should get to know each other first, shouldn't we?" the guy with the most feminine features yet with that manly look replied without you having any moment to react. "my name is leehan and this is gyuvin." he introduced himself as his index finger pointed to the tallest guy among them. you just nodded. you was about to open your mouth to say your name to them, only for taesan to shut your mouth by using his index finger. "we already know your name."

time passed. you never became close to that trio. your project with them hasn't even started yet, and it's due next week. you doomed. you keep on asking them when they can actually proceed, but all of them have just seen your message. until one evening, gyuvin text you personally to come to their apartment. at first, you were contemplating going because you're not even that close yet with them, but you can't wait for the project to be finally done, so you just agreed at the end. you quickly ride your bicycle to the address that has been sent by gyuvin.

as you arrived at their apartment, leehan welcomed you with a warm smile, and you just smiled back awkwardly. gyuvin and taesan nowhere to be found. "is it only you here? where is the other two? you started the conversation. "yeah. they're still in their bedroom. will let you know you're already here."

yes. all three of them agreed to do a project with you. just not for educational purposes, though. since the day you transferred there, they already targeted you. plus, you being a transfer student has already made them amazed. you can't transfer to any university that easily unless you're getting kicked out from your previous university or changing your course. and they are obviously amazed because the reason you're being here is because you were caught having sex with your lecturer. nobody knows except them. thanks to gyuvin who did research about you.

"have a seat." leehan gestured to the empty seat next to him. you took a seat beside him, and a few minutes after, gyuvin and taesan approach you both. the first hour of doing the assignment was smooth; each of you did your parts accordingly. until you suddenly feel leehan's hand landing on your shoulder. taesan just looks at you both with a gaze that leads you to feel uncomfortable. a sinister smirk appears on his face too. gyuvin? he was busy. busy study your movement during sex with your sociolinguistic lecturer.

"so for this part, how can we divide our task accordingly?" leehan questioned as his finger pulled your bra and snapped it. his action, taesan's suspicious reaction, and the way you didn't even know what gyuvin look at his laptop screen made you nervous and scared. the flashback where your sociolinguistic lecturer forced you to have sex with him triggered your mind. you don't want to be in the same situation again. you cleared your throat, trying your best to pretend that you're okay while your brain is actually asking you to run away now. "uh...well we already discussed it in a group chat, right?" you replied as your hand slowly pushed leehan's from your shoulder. "really?"

"so you're agree that i'm going to take care of your body,"

"and your mouth is my part."

"and i'm going to finish you off."

your body automatically trembled after gyuvin slammed his laptop, before he uttered that last sentence. you thought you could trust gyuvin at least, but he seems the most dangerous one for now. watching you start to panic, leehan immediately grabs your waist, forcing you to sit on his lap now. taesan unbuckled his pants in front of you without any warning, revealing his hard cock. he forcefully shoved his cock inside your warm mouth, making you gag at how big he is. "you barely open your mouth. maybe this can help you." taesan spoke as he grabbed your hair, forcing your head to move in sync with his hips and cock. leehan unzipped your blouse, hands travelling every inch of your body. one second his hands are on your chest, fidgeting with your tits; another second his fingers will slip into your undies, playing with your clit.

gyuvin on the other hand, sets up a camcorder, making sure every angle of you getting fucked is recorded. you can't react. you can't scream. you're in a forbidden pleasure. you can only cry, begging in silence. too bad, all of them love watching you in this state. when taesan is done shoving his cock in your throat, he kissed your tears before his lips landed on your lips. "you took me like a good girl." he position himself properly before he rides in between your boobs. meanwhile leehan is busy fingering you. you finally managed to moan now. it was way too much for you to not moan. you can't even decide whose name to moan, so you end up moaning insufferably. gyuvin who only watches the two of them doing you, is annoyed. he wants you too. he asked leehan to stop fingering you so he can be the one to make you cum. with a sharp tilt of his head, leehan signalled gyuvin to go down on you. and just like that, gyuvin is already in between your legs. he licked your wet entrance before swiftly inserting his tongue inside yours. your moan is getting louder, but this time, gyuvin's name is escaping your mouth. the way his tongue stretches inside your pussy, leehan playing with your clit, and taesan kissng your mouth greedily—you can't feel your body. it seems like your body is turning into jelly. every muscle in your body aches with exhaustion, drained by the intensity of their shared pleasure.

gyuvin look up to you in between your legs; your lips are glossy, covered with your sweat and cum. his eyes locked into yours. "dare tell this to anyone, no places will accept you anymore." he declared, his eyes darting to the camcorder before going back to your face again.

"wrap it up, let's finish our real project."

[g4z0oz]

need dry humping with taesan😫

i gotchu anon 👀👀

it started when you and taesan were both in his apartment for what was supposed to be a guitar lesson. but instead of teaching you guitar, he decided to teach you how to give pleasure instead. you were sitting on his lap when he suddenly pulled you to face him.

"what are you doing?"

you asked, your gaze locking with his as his eyes dilated. he wanted to teach you a lot of things besides playing guitar. "i want to guide you to do something else."

you tilted your head playfully, almost teasing him. "and what is that?"

he liked that reaction of yours. his hand secured your waist.

"ride me. i want to teach you how to feel good."

and you did as he demanded. you rubbed your clothed pussy on his thigh, your cheeks flushing red with embarrassment.it was awkward at first but taesan keeps on reassuring you that it was fine to reduce the awkwardness.

"yeah...mmhm..."

taesan pulled your chin, making sure your eyes never left his as you ground against him. his fingers slipped under your skirt, trailing lightly over your bare thigh, adding more sensation and making you move your hips faster, desperate to reach your climax. your loud moan finally escaped from your mouth.

"that's so fast. after this, i want you to try to hold it."

he clearly wanted to teach you edging next.

[g4z0oz]

nonchalant: kim leehan

"we're just classmates."

yeah. we're just classmates. but classmates don't stare at you randomly with filthy thoughts lingering in their heads. classmates is all about group work; never a project in bed.

"why are you calling me at night?"

you rolled your eyes as you saw 'leehan' name appear on your screen. you sighed before you answered his call. you know the reason he calls you almost every night, yet you still choose to pick up.

"i just want to listen to your voice. can't i?"

there he goes again. pulling up shits like "i miss your voice, i love the way your hair down in the class this morning, i would love to get my knees on you, i came just by scrolling your thirst trap on tiktok"

when he actually doesn't like you. or at least in a genuine and pure way.

he see you with full of lust. he admires your dark brownish-red lips. he wants you to mark his neck with the same shade. he finds it hot. he adores the way your earring dangles every time you walk beside him, going to the cafeteria together. he always imagines when he lets you ride him, your earrings will brush against his cheek. your shiny, black hair. he would like to pull your hair roughly when you suck him off. your black cardigan that you always wear whenever you're too lazy to dress up for class. he wants to unbutton them and throw it off. your glasses. he wants to make out with you until you take off your glasses so he can lick all over your face. he doesn't care if that sounds nasty. he told you multiple times that he wants to lick and sit on your face.

leehan is insane indeed.

but in the morning, during class, he acts like nothing happened. his face remained unbothered. sometimes he would ask you about an equation question and then go back to his seat.

you're confused.

then he'll call you at night again.

"listen leehan, i don't want to tolerate your bullshit anymore."

you have had enough. but deeply inside of you, you don't want him to stop admiring you, even if it is a lust. you feel that you're finally useful for once. and you love being used. the night where you got a video of leehan jerking off, moaning your name softly, did something inside of you.

you want him to use you in real life.

"don't be too harsh. i know you want me too."

leehan is right. you want him. but you don't want to feed on his ego. you want to be nonchalant like the way he is in the class.

"open your window. i'm outside."

his phrase left you shocked. you immediately drew the curtains, revealing him in his hoodie. emotionless , like usual, painted his face. you open your window.

"what are you doing here? my parents are here!"

"can i come inside or not?"

he stares at you, waiting for you to respond. "don't get caught, or i'll kill you."

he climb onto your window and successfully entered your room. he quickly made his way to your bed, lying on it shamelessly.

"seriously,leehan? are you crazy?"

he sighed as a response. he trails his fingers to your hand and tugs you closer, pressing your body to his chest. "did you lock your door?"

you're out of words. your cheeks feel warm. you can't feel your body, but you can feel that your heart is going to burst anytime soon. you just nodded.

even though you always imagine getting fucked by leehan in the class, after everyone is home, you never thought he would lay his hand on you. most importantly, you would have never expected that he would be inside your room, on your bed.

"you know you can just ask me to go home, but here you are, allowing me, an adult man in your room."

he teased before he eyed you up and down; a playful smirk decorated his face as he spoke.

"so... on your bed or in your bathroom?"

[g4z0oz]

downpour: kim gyuvin

cw: noncon, manipulation, coercion, orgasm denial, mention of humiliation

you can't sleep whenever a thunderstorm happens. if you tend to sleep during this weather, you will have nightmares. moreover, due to some reason, the sound of lightning striking here and there in the air triggers you so much. therefore, you can't sleep alone and need someone to accompany you.

and fortunately, you have kim gyuvin. he is your housemate. at first, you were hesitant to live together with a guy that is also a stranger, but realizing there's no other cheaper rental house around your university, you agreed. well, he is a good guy, though. he never does something that bothers you. in fact , he cooks for you most of the time, cleans up the house, and sometimes drives you to classes.

and that's when you and gyuvin getting closer day by day.

it was raining cats and dogs; lightning started to strike without warning. you hate this so much. gyuvin already knows that you can't sleep alone whenever this happens, so he knocks on your door.

"hey, are you okay? want me to accompany you?"

you can't really hear him due to the heavy rain sounds. you walk out from your bed, wanting to ask gyuvin to sleep with you, only for him already standing in front of your door. "i was just thinking about asking you to come." you pulled gyuvin's hand and brought him to your bed. gyuvin almost laughs at how you're so gullible and easy to trust him. if only you knew how fucked up gyuvin is despite him doing most of the house chores. "is it okay if i actually sleep on your bed?" you nodded. you don't have any single bad thoughts when it comes to gyuvin. you pulled out your blanket and covered both you and gyuvin together. "i trust you." gyuvin just nodded. "can you really sleep, though? the lightning is way too strong currently."

"maybe."

you shut your eyes and face the wall. you're hoping that the rain and thunderstorm will stop as soon as possible. meanwhile gyuvin, hoping for the other way round. he's been wanting to gain your trust since the first time he met you. he's been wanting to touch you since the first time you helped him do the dishes. your soapy hands slightly brushed with him, leading him to be flustered. he did your laundry in silence so he could sniff your undies. he pretending to be nice so he can have your trust. and he finally got it. the only thing he wants now is to ruin you in your sleep.

there's no sign for the rain to stop. another thing about you is you can't handle cold weather that well. noticing that your body is trembling a little bit, gyuvin moves closer to you as his hand wraps around your waist. you were surprised, but you didn't react nor say anything since you kind of need warmth right now. his hug was cozy and warm. his scent is lingering inside your nose. he smells so good, you thought. and the rain is getting heavier. gyuvin is getting harder. your body fits perfectly in his embrace. he wonders if your ass and pussy are perfect for his dick and fingers too. your long hair brushes on his nose and lips, leading to him biting his lips. he feel the need to enter you now. he can't wait any longer.

his fingers slowly travelled from your waist to underneath your pyjamas. his other hand gently lands on your thigh before giving it a soft squeeze, leading you to gasp a little. "gyuvin what are you doing?"

he can't really hear you well since the sound of rain is taking over. but one thing he knows is you didn't resist. that's a sign for him to keep on touching you. meanwhile you already feel a tad bit uncomfortable, but your body says otherwise. you shut your eyes and mouth tightly, knowing there's no use for you to say no anymore. gyuvin couldn't hear you. but he can feel your wetness. he can feel your goosebumps under his touch. he can sense your fear under the blanket.

"gyuvin, stop."

you firmly stated as your hand pushed his hand away when you noticed he sneakily inserted his fingers inside your undies. a slight smirk formed on his lips. "oh, don't be harsh on me." gyuvin whispered. he wants you to beg instead of being rude towards him. maybe he should teach you to be obedient.

"you took my gentleness for granted. do you want me to hurt you?"

"no, please. i'm sorry."

"good."

you were resisting his touch, but your pussy was already wet. gyuvin found you silly. he insert his fingers into you, slowly thrusting in until your pussy grips onto his fingers. your tears pricked on each thrust. if it was painful and sinful, why would your body feel this good under his touch? you grip your sheet tightly, biting your lips, preventing yourself from moaning. gyuvin's teeth sink into your neck, his tongue and teeth taking turns sucking and licking you. you finally give in. his name escaped from your mouth. gyuvin can't hold himself anymore. he has been gentle with you most of the time. the time for him to be his actual self has arrived. he took off your blanket, forcing your body to face the ceiling instead of the wall. you look better under him instead of sideways. "gyuvin!"

"shhh, don't make me go hard on you. i promise you it won't hurt."

your lips tremble in fear as gyuvin take off your pajamas, revealing your naked body. he is in awe. pretty, just like how he imagines. he takes your wrists, pinning both of them only by using one hand. he leans in closer to your face as his other fingers roam over your chest. his tip is already pressed on your entrance ."this is the only time i want you to repay me for everything i did for you over these past months. unless you want to leave and find a new house"

you're stuck. you have no other option but to obey him. you nodded your head; vision was already blurry from your tears. gyuvin kiss your tears before his lips moved to yours, planting a soft kiss before his tongue forcefully entered yours. he broke that kiss for a second to strip himself off before he positioned himself to enter you. "i'll be gentle, i promise." he said, half whispered as he shoved his dick inside you. "fuck,you're so tight" his dick was bigger than you would have thought, thus you started to scream and cry. he took your hands and put them on his shoulder; he kissed your tits before going to your ear to tell you that he is going to take care of you. he also said that the pain you feel right now is temporary and you'll feel good after this. you nodded your head in surrender. his thrusts are going more rough, deeper, and faster so that you can feel your bedsheet is almost ripped. you keep on moaning his name until your body was tense, legs shaking as if they would give out any second soon. your fingers dig into gyuvin's back, as deep as him inside you. when your pussy started to clench around his dick, he stopped pounding. he leaned down, lips brushing against yours. "i would let you cum if you wouldn't be harsh on me," gyuvin stated as he gives you a final brutal thrust, leading you to sigh loudly. your body arches and empties as you're trembling like death, not due to the coldness of the weather but gyuvin. maybe this is your lesson to not sleep with anyone even when you're scared. and maybe this is your sign to not be his housemate anymore. and you should never trust innocent-looking guy from now on.

"tomorrow night might be raining heavily again. and you know what that means."

[g4z0oz]

instagram: kim leehan

cw: online harassment, sexual messages, real-life fear, cyber horror, invasion of privacy

you have been on mutual with someone name leehan through instagram. your first interaction with him was when he gave you a comment on your picture with your puppy. since then, you followed him back and became mutual. you always chat with him until the middle of the night. you got closer and comfortable with him despite him never showing his face on that app. he keeps on changing the topic if you're asking about his face. at first, the conversation between you and him is normal. until he started to text something like

"you're so pretty, i bet you prettier without your clothes on."

"your puppy is lucky. he can sit on you every day."

"can i kiss your lips? it looks like it would taste like cherry."

"i'll show you my face if you show me your boobs."

and he has obviously crossed the line. you're started to get uncomfortable, so you decided to block him. a few minutes after you blocked him, an unknown number sent you a text.

"you said you wanna see my face?"

" look through your window."

my second time getting scared by my own work btw because i can vividly imagine this shit and i wrote this at 1 am

[g4z0oz]

pierrot: song eunseok

cw: kidnapping, necrophilia-adjacent implication, body horror, noncon touching, delusion; DNI if it disturbs you

you tied up like a doll in a small basement that you know the owner of. it was your best friend's boyfriend. and why are you in his basement? do you think others are getting ideas why?

he squats in front of you with a glass of strawberry juice. he knows you have an allergy to strawberries, so why bring them?

because he doesn't perceive you as you. but as your best friend. a dead best friend, to be exact.

he tied you like a doll and treated you as if you were his actual girlfriend. he feeds you, gives you a shower, and dresses you up. his actual girlfriend died months ago in a car crash. he can't accept the fact that she's gone forever. so he took you. because he believed there's a reason why god made you survive.

"you must be thirsty. here some juice."

your hands tied. your neck being collared. your feet chained. you can't move. you aren't allowed to move and say no to him. you forced a smile as you let eunseok carefully pour the juice in your mouth. a few drops of that juice drip from your lips. he licks it before kissing your lips gently.

he is always gentle with you, just like how he was with his girlfriend. your best friend always told you how lucky she was to have eunseok as her boyfriend.

you were envious at first because you also had a crush on eunseok, but now you wish you never had that feeling.

"my actual girlfriend can finally see me today."

eunseok utter as he walks back to the door and opens it before he brings a wheelchair with his dead girlfriend on it. you look at him in horror. you look at your best friend. her lips, skin are sewn just like a teddy bear that got repaired. she has wigs that look exactly like her original hair. somehow, her looks are empty. the only thing she was missing was a pair of eyes.

no wonder.

"eun...eunseok what are you going to do?"

he kneel in front of you before kissing your eyes.

"i just need your eyes to complete her."

[g4z0oz]

object: kim gyuvin

cw: a tad bit of graphic violence, noncon fantasies, power imbalance, mention of physical assault, disturbing thought

gyuvin hates the way you always treat him like he doesn't have any feelings. gyuvin despises the way you are always bullying him by asking him to do all your homework, pay for your lunch daily, and use him for your lust. every weekend, you will pay gyuvin to eat you out. you know he is desperate for money to pay for his family debt, so he would do anything for it. you took his misfortune as a chance. after finishing your homework, you would spread your legs shamelessly in front of gyuvin, hands guiding his head to your pussy. gyuvin never betray your needs. he did all the things you asked him. gyuvin is just your toy, but he thought he was a slave. indeed gyuvin is not just a toy anymore. you corrupt his mind and feelings that he doesn't feel like a human anymore. he wants you to keep on ordering him so he can bottle up all his anger and grunge before he goes to humiliate you. he wants to fuck you front of everyone in the class and call you a whore. he wants to slap your face until your filthy mouth is bleeding so that you will beg him to stop and ask for an apology after treating you like a dog.

"done daydreaming?"

you snapped your finger in front of gyuvin. he shook his head. "i'm sorry." you scoffed in response. that's all he can say. you thought. you throw your english homework to his face. "finish this and i'll pay you another dollar." with his head low, gyuvin nodded and gathered the papers one by one. He continued plotting inside his head again, not focusing on the homework anymore.

there's one day he will definitely torture you. instead of eating you out, he will eat you alive. he doesn't want to swallow you, though. he will bite and chew you off and spit it all over your favorite desktop. those hands of his that are usually used to finish your homework will be the ones that choke you to death.

"you'll be the one on your knees soon."

[g4z0oz]

chisel: kim gyuvin

cw: non-con touching, implied threat, potential body horror, yandere tendencies

kim gyuvin is your art senior. he is famous for his sculpture beside his angelic look. kim gyuvin who is always getting the highest score for his final art test. you always heard of him, but not even once did you get to meet him. but you managed to see some of his artwork, though. indeed it looks ethereal, pretty, and most importantly...

it looks alive.

as if there's exactly a living soul breathing under there.

you're currently working on your final project, which is sculpting. a lot of your friends have already started their project, but you're still stuck. you don't want to repeat this subject. you're brain dead. you keep on destroying the mold and cursed multiple times until you got startled by someone.

"sculpting need patience besides time."

your eyebrow twitched oddly. "who are you?"

the taller guy with light brown hair replied with a grin on his face. "gyuvin."

damn. you never thought he was this handsome. his fair skin, his natural glossy lips, and his dark brown eyes really complement his body well. he looks as perfect as his creation.

"oh. gyuvin. i knew you. i always admire your artwork."

"thank you."

"and oh, i heard you struggling with your final project. that's why i'm here."

you nod, scratching your head. it's not even itchy. what kind of luck did you get that you were able to have gyuvin to help you, you thought.

gyuvin walk to you closer. he grab the chisel in your right hand before showing it in front of your eyes. you were caught off guard with his sudden movement, and you stepped away a bit.

"you must be wondering why my sculpture looks so alive, right?"

your heart thumped. this guy sounds like a maniac, you thought. he walks even closer to you so that you need to step away even more until your back is finally blocked by the studio wall. he leans in closer with the chisel in his hand, gesturing to your jawline. he is way too close to you; you can feel his lips slightly brushing yours. meanwhile his other hand is roaming under your white tee, fingers fidgeting with your bra straps.

"listen to me well, or you'll end up being my artwork. i'm working on my final project too."

[g4z0oz]

updated: fought with ma girl 💔 expected some taboo shit coming from me instead of a normal smut now .

i need to write more spicy and unhinged stuff but im mentally stable and not that fucked up anymore so i stopped writing TTT please help me gimme some ideas or whatever it is please i need to write do share with me your imagination in my inbox i wont bite istg TT

[g4z0oz]

can’t stop thinking abt leehan and taesan taking turns with you 😣😣 IN THE STUDIO.

nfifjdwjxbsjaklw anon??!!!???!! 😵‍💫😵 this is crazy!!

taesan and leehan obviously would fight for whose turn is going to be first to have their way with you. at first, it was taesan's turn, fucking you as he put his hand on your mouth. leehan can't stand the way your body reacts to taesan's dick and your eyes rolling. he knows he can fuck you better, he thought. leehan is going insane while waiting for his turn, therefore he went to you, sucking your tits as taesan's cock goes deeper inside you. the pleasure you get now is indescribable. it was as if you were in heaven. realising you were about to cum, taesan signalled leehan to exchange places with him. you sighed in frustration for a moment since you've been wanting to cum so bad. leehan didn't use his dick, though. instead, he used his fingers, finishing you off, as taesan marked your neck.

[g4z0oz]

just thinking about soft dom!taesan who'd would unish you but not through ropes or spanking. he'd be the type to just lay down and let you do all the work— jerk him, suck him, ride him (cause that's the only thing you could do). he'd just put his arms behind his head as he watches you take what you need, receiving pleasure without him doing anything.

im sorry i just love ur fics that i kept rumbling omgggg but i hope you see the vision 🤩🤩🤩🤩

aww you're so sweet anon thank you for loving my fics and don't be sorry for that honey💓💗💓💗

and yesss i see the vision too!! so uhmmmm allow me to expand your thoughts :)

soft!dom taesan who knows you more than everyone else. soft!dom taesan who knows you're willing to do anything to him because he owns you, and nobody can say otherwise.

"clothes on"

taesan commands as he gestures for you to sit on him. you did as he told you.

"ride me."

you hop on his lap, adjusting your position so you can give him the best ride. your grip on his shoulder is getting firmer as your clothed pussy rubs onto his giant cock. taesan bites his lips and rolls his eyes in pleasure, doing his best to not moan your name. he would like to, but his ego says no. you grind even harder after watching his reaction because it makes you think that you're not pleasing him enough until he grabs your thigh and tells you to not make him cum yet.

"on your knees."

he orders . you immediately get down, taking your hair tie on your wrist, and you tie your hair up as your gaze locks into his eyes. taesan loves the way you act right now. he adores it when you know exactly what to do without him demanding and commanding that much. he put his arms behind his head, eyeing you, waiting for your next action.

and you take his full, giant cock inside your mouth in just one go. his eyes shut in pleasure, a smile curves on his lips. you're indeed a good girl.

"use your hand next."

and you immediately stop sucking him. you spit on your palm before giving some rub on his hard cock. taesan moaned softly under your touch. you stroke his cock just like how the girl does it in a porn video that you used to watch in order to make taesan feel good. your eyes never leave his eyes, not even for a second.

and that's why taesan will never let anyone have you. you're such a good girl, and only he deserves it.

"i am so not going to fucking let you go. you're mine."

ps: this is hot anon i wanna choke myself thank you for your thought omlllll

[g4z0oz]

loving your fics atm!! thinking about perv leehan that gets off your pics or simply the thought of you… and when he finally gets his way with you he cums too fast… 😵‍💫

awww tqsm anon ❤️❤️ and oooooofff i love your thoughts. 😍

when it comes to you, it's so easy for him to turn on. just by thinking of you, his dick becomes hard. the way you talked and looked at him during class, he folded so bad. he is a shy person, and he doesn't want you to know that every night he will freaking masturbate over your post on instagram. he had a wet dream about you once, and it felt so unreal and good that he decided to break off his character and confessed to you that he really wants you so bad. obviously not face-to-face; he texted you in the middle of the night, leading you to get flustered, but you're also a horny mf; thus, you offered him to become friends with benefits instead of just classmates. you and he would have another 'session' after class. and the first time you sat on his lap, you didn't even do anything yet, and he already came. and he got so embarrassed that you thought it was cute, you decided to take his pants off and lick him clean. he was flabbergasted, heart racing like death, eyes rolling, almost seeing the wire inside of his brain. and just like that, he came twice, shamelessly.

"you're so down bad for me, huh?"

he nodded his head and got turned on for the millionth time only by your voice and the way you teased him????? he is ready on his knees for you next, ready to devour you while you're standing, looking down on him.

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pls write smth abt forced proximity with taesan ending up in you guys fucking in a tight space but u make it work 🫣

mmm sounds like a claustrophilia for me. love this idea anon 😍😍 and i hope you'll like it 🙏

wall: han taesan

exhausted with your night shift, you take a break by smoking in your cubicle. working at fnb is definitely not a good idea. but doing nothing at home and gaining no money is worse. thus, being a Boynextdough's barista is your safe option.

it was 1:30 am. there's not many customers tonight. you light up your ciggy and take a few puffs before somebody knocks on your door. you're surprised and afraid that it was your boss.

"stop smoking in a loo, you dumbass."

oh. you let out a deep sigh of relief. you knew that voice damn well. it was your coworker, han taesan. "shut the fuck up and go back to the front counter."

"bruh i'm bored. let me in just for a few minutes."

you rolled your eyes in annoyance. it's not taesan if he didn't disturb you, especially during break time. you unlocked your door and let him in before you decided to leave. taesan noticed that you were about to go; thus, he grabbed your arm and insisted . you furrowed your eyebrow.

"what the hell, taesan?"

"stop smoking and fuck me instead."

you caught off guard by his wish. you were laughing at first, but after his grip on your arm got firmer and his pupils dilated and darkened, you knew that he was not joking at all.

being a good coworker you are, you throw your cigarette in a toilet bowl and flush it down. "why are you suddenly so horny, hmm?"

"i think about us fucking here a lot."

his voice was slow, yet it was clean enough.

you pushed his hand from your arm before you pinned him against the wall. a naughty smirk was painted on your face, making taesan sweating and it turned him on. his brown eyes can't stop looking at your lips before going down to your shoulder , those red straps of your bra? he wants to take it off.

"how much do you want me?"

"so fucking much."

you love the way he is desperate for you. but it's not enough. you want him to express his desperation more, so you decided to tease him until he was the one in charge.

your hand slowly travels down to his zipped pants while another hand of yours is on his nape, pulling him into a kiss. you insert your tongue in his mouth without any warning, leading him to gasp a little. you can feel his hard dick; it amuses you. "fuck," both of you mumbled.

taesan immediately pulled off from the kiss, pushing you to the wall next before he unbuckled his pants. he unbutton your uniform, and now you're just in your underwear. "fuck i want you so bad," he whispered as his hands roamed all over your body, making sure every inch of your body is under his touch.

and that is exactly what you want. your body is glued to the cold wall, and taesan's warm body is slamming you from behind.

he grab your tits first before he gently inserts his dick inside you from the back. you grunted in pleasure. it was big, just like how I imagined. "taesan..."

you moaned his name softly, leading him to go insane. at first, his thrust was gentle, as if he could control himself, but the way you moaned his name, the way your fragrance and sweat mixed together, the way the cubicle was so small that he could only feel you and the dark cold wall, how he could only hear your heartbeat, and the sound of him going in and out of you made him go feral. each deep thrust sent your ass bouncing against him, the slick sound of skin-on-skin growing louder with every desperate stroke; he swears he could do this until the sunrise.

his thrusts became so fast and deep that you couldn't even breathe properly. his hands are busy fidgeting with your nipples. his teeth and tongue are busy marking your back, making you moan his name nonstop. your hands are glued on the wall, and your legs have already given in like jelly. in this tight space, there's nothing you can do except to enjoy the way he fucks you.

"shhhh, keep quiet. i love your moans, but shhh, baby."

he whispered before he pulled you to face him. your fucked up face... lord,he adores it so much. your lips parted, smudged mascara and lipstick, and tears from pleasure and sweat combined together. he didn't think twice before he entered you once again, but from the front now. your hands make their way to taesan's hair. grabbing it like there's no tomorrow. you feel so good. so fucking good.

"tell me how good i am.*

"you...you're so fucking good taesan.. i want you to fuck me like this forever."

oh how he loves getting compliments from you. usually , you always compliment him on being on time during work and how great his customer service is, but this time, it was totally different.

"do i look good while fucking you?"

he asked as his thrusts got faster. you couldn't even respond to him. yes. he is always good-looking. in fact, he is the most handsome guy you have ever met. but your mind is fucked up too, beside your body.

"answer me."

his hands went to your neck, choking you to force the answer out from your mouth.

"yes, yes, taesan."

taesan smiled in satisfaction.

"i know."

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cola: kim gyuvin

innocent girl, don't touch, don't do it

in which kim gyuvin don't want you to do self-harm anymore by offering you to use his body as a replacement instead

cw: self-harm, sharp things, blood, mention of drinking, suicide ideation, rough intimacy

a sharp, smooth, and cold surface of a safety pin slowly pierced through your pale skin. blood started to ooze, and that needle going in even deepened this time, making you hiss in pain. tears pricked at the corners of your eyes, wetting your warm cheeks.

"just one more time, i promise."

one more slash. one more tissue. you threw your safety pin away after the last cut. your vision is getting more blurry, yet you are still focusing on your right wrist. you disappointed in yourself. no matter how many times you say you want to stop hurting yourself, you always fail. you have thought about unaliving yourself too many times. but you're a coward. you're scared of death. and you don't want to die yet. you just want to feel something; you just want to feel like you belong to someone; you just want to feel alive and loved.

since your mom died due to breast cancer and your dad married someone new, you're distant from everyone. you feel empty. you try to do everything, like baking and crocheting, but none work. until one day, you're fidgeting with a safety pin for fun, and you accidentally get hurt by it.

the way your heart skipped a bit from the shock of the sharpness of the needles and blood started to drip from the edge of your finger gave you new feelings that you had never felt before.

and since that day, you started to hurt yourself with a safety pin. each day, your cut is getting longer and deeper, so you need a bandage to hide it. your bad habits continue until the day you stumble upon, gyuvin, your childhood friend.

his looks remain the same except he is getting taller and bigger now. he greet you with his charming smile, just like how he used to do to you at kindergarten.

"what are you doing alone here? it's almost midnight."

you loves to sit alone in a park. you never scared of anything. there is no reason for you to be scared. "i'm bored at home."

gyuvin just nodded without saying anything. gyuvin is the only person you have and trust right now. he knows everything about you, including that bad habit of yours. he tried so many times to prevent you from self-harm, yet you never listened to him even once. he noticed that you are wearing a bandage tonight, telling him that your addiction is getting worse. his eyes went from your wrist to your face, searching for any reaction on it, but your face is plain.

"can you please stop hurting yourself, even for once?"

"i'm not sure about that, sorry."

gyuvin thought of so many things to help you. he would even love to pay for your therapist and stuff, but you keep on rejecting.

"it gives me pleasure,gyuvin."

you told as you stared at your right arm. it gives you pleasure and comfort. it was the only thing that made you finally feel something after a while.

gyuvin is thinking again. pleasure. what else is pleasurable? smoking? no that's still a bad habit. drinking? that's bad too. even himself didn't drink. playing games? he already suggested it. you tried, but you dislike it.

"pleasure...pleasure...pleasure. what else is pleasurable?"

an idea, out of a blue spark in his brain. that's definitely can help you. but he wasn't sure. what if you get the wrong idea? but he was being genuine. yes. he is very serious about helping you in this way.

gyuvin took a few deep breaths. he scoot to you closer before he pull your hand, holding it gently. you got flustered, mouth a little bit open from the sudden physical touch. "gyuvin?"

"you can use me then."

you expected everything, but not that phrase. you have mixed feelings at the moment. you know gyuvin is a very gentlemanly, kind, smart, and caring person. but for you to use him as a pleasure, that sounds so wrong. plus, why would he go that far for you?

"don't joke about such things,i don't like it."

"you always thought no one cares nor loves you, but i'm here. why do you think i want you to stop hurting yourself?"

"because i love you. and i want you to use me."

you froze at gyuvin's sudden confession. your eyes immediately went to his, searching for the truth. and eyes never lie. you can see it, but you can't really feel, as you're way too numb to feel now.

gyuvin pulls you closer to him until there's no gap, your nose brushes with his, and one move and your lips will be locked with his.

"close your eyes and have faith in me."

and finally, you listen to him. you closed your eyes. your heart was racing as you just finished a marathon. another new feeling is born. you never felt this before. excitement and hope mixed well together. you do have faith on gyuvin.

gyuvin's hand once again finds yours before he leans in for a kiss. that was your first kiss. and you never thought that your first kiss would be gentle and sweet. this feeling, you couldn't describe it in a word, but it is far better than bleeding and cutting.

he deepened the kiss by grabbing your waist closer to him; his hand swiftly moved from your waist to your thigh, increasing the tension.

"touch me and dig into my skin like the way you did to yourself."

your hands roam on his chest before your hands roughly go underneath his shirt, nails digging on his back.

gyuvin moan a little. that's what he wanted. for you to use him.

"be rough on me; i'm all yours from now on."

his words work like magic. you finally listen to him. your hands travel to his chest, fidgeting with his nipples, leading him to lose his mind.

you and gyuvin didn't care anymore if it was in public. what matters now is that he finally succeeded in making you feel something that you never told him.

your kiss and his move from soft and gentle to sloppy and messy in just a moment. your saliva dripped on his pants. the urge to bite his lips is strong, and before you manage to do it, gyuvin pulled away from the kiss.

"i'm sorry."

you whispered, trying to not make eye contact with him. gyuvin take your bandaged wrist and kiss every inch of it. fuck. that was so sweet and hot and gentle and pretty of him, you thought. tears forming a bit due to how touchy you get. you have a reason to be alive and not self-harm anymore.

"don't be sorry. i want you to promise me to not hurt yourself anymore..."

you gently nodded before flashing a smile. the first sincere smile for a while.

"mark my neck next instead of you cutting your wrist."

you feel guilty. why you need so much time to realize that he really cares for you? back then when you were in high school, after you got the news that your mom had passed away, he was the first one to hug and comfort you. when you failed your chemistry test, he tutored you until you passed. he give you ointment and a bandage for you. he did a lot of things for you only for you to notice his affection and care when he wants you to use him.

"Come home with me. I'll take care of you..."

oh kim gyuvin the dream man you are :(((( and yeah the title doesn't have any relation with what i wrote, it's random