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i'll

i wish i had never met you that i had never locked eyes with yours or that you never held my hand i’ll become to hate your voice your hair and your fingers and i’ll wrinkle my face at the mention of your name i’ll even take another path from yours to avoid crossing each other i’ll forget about what used to be our favourite cafe and i’ll stop ordering hazelnut lattes i’ll forget how you looked at me that night under the stars and i’ll forget what you said to me on that day because frankly, i wish i had never met you - a lie

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hero and villain.

god had written our paths far apart

to never cross

parallel lines we were

and although my heart beat for no one else other than you

the shattering fact is

i'd sacrifice the world to save you

but you'd sacrifice me to save the world.

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everytime.

my 6th? 7th?

i could not remember

all i can recall

is that i loved you every single life time of mine

and i'd relive another hundred lives

just to fall in love once more

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mortal.

i love you i love you so much

i'd do anything for you i'd wait centuries for you

but no mortal could ever live for as long as i can

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padley park.

i came to notice how she sat there for hours

picking at the peeling paint of the aging picnic table

with a book in hand she'd be giggling relentlessly not like i'd understand

i came to learn that she was afraid of loud noises and wore clothes not appropriate for the weather

but that was her whom sat there until dark the girl at padley park.

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You are appreciated

thank you so much 🥰 you are very much appreciated in my heart <3

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mummy.

mum and i fight a lot

mum yells and so do i

mum is the reason i cry

and i sometimes wonder if mum ever feels sorry

because i would really like it if mum hugged me

just like she did when i called her mummy

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wonder.

i wonder if you feel the same

if you feel the happiness i d0 when i see you

if you feel the closeness i do

if you feel the friendship i do

answer me soon, because i'll begin to wonder

if i'm the only one who actually cares

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over.

it's over now i can rest at ease

i'll sleep like calm ocean waves like a master at work

but yet somehow i cannot seem to stop thinking

about all the intricacies that matter no more

about all of the things that could possibly go wrong

because for as long as night runs wild over thinking keeps me awake.

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god.

i said i'd never fall in love i didn't have time for it

for me, my highschool romance would never exist

i wouldn't have those fuzzy feelings everyone else would i was content with being the single friend

but i couldn't help but notice, god. she's so pretty.

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a dance with death.

“On this fine night, where the winds howl and the moon is bright and full, would you not do me the honour and dance with me?” Purred the man in black

The girl looked up His eyes hooded Yet the slight shimmer of stardust In his eyes spoke wonders

“Why yes, I shall.” She responded Placing her petite hand in his gloved one

He smiled Intertwining his long fingers with hers To her They matched perfectly

With no music They danced Under the starlit sky

“You must’ve been so lonely, my dear. No friends, no lovers, not even your own makers will spare you a glance.” He whispered

He gave her a light twirl The silk dress that adorned her tonight glistened in the natural light

“Follow me, darling, where I shall give you forever peace. Melt into my embrace, and rest quietly for as long as you’d like.”

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you are.

you are that person whos always there

never really close but somehow around

you are that person that uses jokes to hide

always laughing deprecating humour is your favourite

you are that person the one with unconditional love

overflowing with affection yet never receiving any back

you are that person with no complaints

even in the worst circumstances you can't say anything

you are that person who is no ones favourite

the token third wheel trailing behind on the pavement

you are that person wishing on the moon

hoping for just a little bit more even the slightest could satiate you

i know because that person is me

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close.

i could never be close the proximity to me that felt so tiny

was in fact miles apart

i could never touch you with what felt like a connection was in fact a string and can

i can never get close to you.

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i am the girl on the moon

watching contently

from afar of course

never really moving closer

i am the girl on the moon

sitting still

waiting ever so patiently

for a fraction of what you'd give her

to me

i am the girl on the moon

the one seeked out

for words of advice

to give you what the sun

could not you

i am the girl on the moon

chasing after

you who chases the sun

though i am so far away

up above in space

we are very much alike

longing for what we cannot have

and so you

my lovely planet earth

will always chase the sun

because i am the girl on the moon

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i am

an extra

the one in the background

given just a name and nothing else

i am 

the comedic relief

not taken seriously

but always there to make you laugh

i am 

the chore

you always say hi to me

not cause you care but because you have too 

i am

the side character

the one always in the shadow

waiting for a chance

i am

the main character 

of no story

because i will never have one

like she does 

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i.

i knew that i could never compete with how you speak and the elegance that you own i could never begin to dream of standing side by side with you

and i hate how you smile at me so gently the way you shine like the sun everything revolved around you

i despise how you are so kind you could do no wrong not even the meanest of words could ever make you sour

unlike me i am green and grotesque unkind that i am and envious

no one flocked to me like they did you if you are the prettiest swan i am the ugliest duckling

i can never touch you no longing of mine would ever make me like you

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duos.

we were supposed to be a trio

but i knew they never intended to hold my hands like they did theirs

they told me about their weekends

but i wondered, where was my invite?

their names were so often said

but never mine

seeing each other felt like being on cloud 9

excluding me, of course

they walked on the pavement

while i dug the soles of my shoes into mud

trios never work

i know all too well

-g