g-dsyndr-me

[g-dsyndr-me]

Apologies to you, weeping god, as I have not prayed to you the last two or three days. May you please forgive me.

- a guilt-stricken angel, the starchild

Ah, it's alright starchild. You are not required to pray everyday, I'm happy you do it at all. Rid yourself of quilt, blessed be you for caring though.

[g-dsyndr-me]

I hate being a godkin stuck in a vessel unable to reach my true form. I am stuck being surrounded by things that I know I spent so much time putting a piece of my soul into creating, and knowing its no longer truly mine. I loathe being unable to reach my homeland. Worst of all i can't apologize.

I was quite the cruel god, and I'm here because I'm cursed by my mistakes... But now that I've fully changed and realized my misdeeds i'm haunted. I'm haunted for hurting the very things i created knowing that their souls are still weeping from the wounds that i can no longer heal. I just want to say sorry... For once, give up my hubris - release my ego and apologize to my angels and followers alike. But I'm stuck here forever regretting, but too stunted to find them. I can't even remember half of their names and faces...

🌌

[g-dsyndr-me]

[Running around you]

like this^

Aw, this is quite adorable (very, very platonically ofcourse).

[g-dsyndr-me]

Sending prayers and the memory of an absolutely magnificent golden sky I saw this evening while in the car.

- the starchild

Ah, thank you. I hope you enjoyed the sun, sending you my blessings.

[g-dsyndr-me]

Hello my god^^

—🪽

Hello, hope you're doing well.

[g-dsyndr-me]

hello fellow Godkin

-🪽♟️

Ah, hello there.

[g-dsyndr-me]

I’m glad to see you’re back! I was worried when when you didn’t show up on my dash for a couple days. I hope everything works out!

-Anon Angel

Ah thank you. Do not worry yourself about me, I am quite alright, just dealing with things necessary because of my human vessel. Everything is working out fine, bless you for caring.

[g-dsyndr-me]

how are you feeling today? btw you seem rlly cool

-🪽♟️

Ah, I'm alright! And thank you, I appreciate it

[g-dsyndr-me]

Welcome back my dear god

—🪽

Ah, thank you!

[g-dsyndr-me]

hell yeah, more divinekin!! been hard to find more of us.

(@angielsku)

Ah, lovely to meet you! I am aware, I wish I could find more - i love talking to other divinekin

[g-dsyndr-me]

Ever so glad to have you back with us my god, but please do take a break if you need one and feel free to answer asks later if you do not feel like it now. You must take care of yourself as well.

- an angel worried for its god, the starchild

Do not worry yourself Starchild, I'm quite alright. I took a day off and now back with a well-rejuvenated vessel. I assure you I have taken the necessary steps in order to take care of myself.

[g-dsyndr-me]

Loomfather, Lord, what have you done to say you are a cruel god?

(are you ok with worship to heal religious trauma? /gen)

Ah, many things, some of which I cannot bring my self to say or even fully remember. I cannot grasp what my thought process was when doing terrible things, I suppose I let my ego get in the way...

But, that's really a non answer, so here are some of the things I've unfortunately done...: I was quite mean to my angels and often yelled at them or locked them up if they did anything to set me off - which happened a disproportionate amount, I had a extream fear of my highest angels trying to overthrow or cast me out - so they weren't allowed to talk to anyone, I didn't let my devotees leave even after a led them to ruin, ect.

These things I know now are unforgivable, but I am here to atone and show that I can be a kind god - or at the very least an ok "human"

As for worshiping for the sake of healing religious trauma, that is completely ok. I am here to help people.

[g-dsyndr-me]

Sending prayers from a place of rest (a bed with fresh clean sheets). May you be rested as well.

- the starchild

Ah, I thank you for the prayers starchild. Good on you for getting rest. As for me, I've been getting plenty of rest over the past day and a half because of my break.

[g-dsyndr-me]

I’d like to be your cup-bearer someday..

Ah, that would be lovely.

This gave me a few memories from when i was in my true form... Oh, how I miss being in heaven and worshiped for my every movement

[g-dsyndr-me]

Hello, oh my great god, prayers to you on my beginning of night. I added a small white feather I found today to your altar, I hope you will like it.

Your ever so grateful,

- the starchild

Ah, hello again starchild. I appreciate the offering, in return I bless you with good Internet. Thank you.

[g-dsyndr-me]

Oh dear weeping god, please help me in times of trials (making my cv in order to try and get a job this summer) (it truly is difficult, why do humans need to do that ?)

- the starchild

Ah, may you find ease in your endeavors, Starchild. I hope for you to find a good job, I know it's difficult to be in a human vessel trying to get used to their often odd way of life - but I promise you can get through it.

[g-dsyndr-me]

greetings from an angel! ⭑ i stumbled across your blog and was interested. i'm not very sure what else to say, i just wanted to say hello! ⭑

Ah, hello there - it's lovely to meet you. Feel free to stick around.