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The little prince...

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(I couldn't find the lalala song or the rock a bye billy)

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JAYLEX ONE-SHOT

Basically what I was thinking about in school-

━𝖠𝖫𝖤𝖷'𝖲 𝖯𝖮𝖵━

Darkness... All I could see in that moment was pure, suffocating darkness. My body was no longer my own, controlled by some unseen force, my limbs moving mechanically as if I were a puppet. The cold weight of the gun in my hand pressed heavily against my palm, my finger tightening against the trigger against my will. I wanted to scream, to stop, to wake up—but no sound came. Then... the deafening crack of a gunshot.

When I opened my eyes again, the darkness faded just enough for me to see Jay. He was clutching the right side of his stomach, blood spilling between his fingers as he tried to keep hold of the camera in his other hand. The sight made my stomach twist in horror.

Blood. The stark, vibrant red of his blood contrasted with the dimness of the room. It stained his shirt, pooling around his trembling hand. The sight of it— of him—made my breath catch in my throat. Panic rooted me in place, my heart hammering violently against my chest as if trying to escape my ribcage. This had to be a nightmare. A horrible, twisted nightmare. I blinked hard, praying that when my eyes opened again, Jay would be fine, smiling even, and all this would vanish like smoke in the wind.

But when I opened my eyes, the nightmare hadn't disappeared. And within seconds, Jay was gone.

I stumbled forward, frantic, my legs moving on their own now as I searched the room in desperation. He couldn’t have gone far. I couldn’t let him die—not because of me. I wouldn’t. Not Jay. Not like this.

"Jay..." I croaked out, my voice cracking, barely above a whisper. It felt as if the darkness had swallowed even my words. I couldn't lose him. Not now. Not ever.

I followed the sound of his labored breathing, the pained groans echoing faintly through the building. Every step felt like wading through thick fog, as if the world itself were resisting my movement. The room I found him in was small, dimly lit by flickering overhead lights. He was slumped against the far wall, face twisted in pain, fear etched in every line of his expression. His eyes were wide with terror as if bracing for another attack.

I felt a fresh wave of guilt crash over me, almost enough to knock me to my knees. He thought I was going to hurt him again. Even as I stood frozen in place, my hands trembling at my sides, Jay tried to push himself further away from me. I could see the effort it took, the way his whole body trembled as he fought through the pain.

“Jay...” I took a cautious step forward, my voice cracking again. I wasn’t sure what I was even going to say. My words felt hollow, like they couldn’t possibly fix the damage I’d caused.

I moved closer, ignoring his weak protests. Gently, I gathered him into my arms. He flinched but didn’t fight me. His strength had left him, his words dissolving into weak murmurs, his hand no longer resisting as I lifted him from the floor. His blood stained my clothes, a constant, warm reminder of what I have done. I tried not to think about it, tried to focus on moving forward.

But then something in his gaze shifted, his eyes going wide once more as he stared past me. I didn’t want to look, but I had to. Slowly, I turned my head. And there it was—the Operator.

A hollow, towering presence that seemed to drain the room of any remaining light. Its faceless form loomed larger than life, radiating malevolence that seemed to freeze the air around us. My body reacted before my mind could catch up. With Jay in my arms, I broke into a run, the oppressive presence of the Operator heavy on our heels. I could feel it drawing nearer with every step, its influence clawing at the edges of my mind, trying to pull me back into that darkness.

I wasn’t going to let it get Jay. I wouldn’t. I pushed harder, sprinting through the hallways, my lungs burning with the effort. The world seemed to blur around me as I focused solely on getting out, on escaping. Jay’s weight in my arms grew heavier with every passing moment, but I refused to stop. His life depended on it. We stumbled through the door, the cool night air hitting my face like a slap. I glanced down at Jay, who was staring up at me with a mixture of disbelief and exhaustion.

I didn’t care what he thought of me in that moment. All that mattered was getting him to safety. I adjusted my grip on him, holding him closer as I made my way to the hospital. He rested his head against my chest, the tension leaving his body bit by bit. For the first time, he wasn’t pulling away from me. He wasn’t scared, not anymore. He whispered a small “Thanks,” his voice barely audible, and I felt my heart skip a beat.

I looked down at him, my throat tightening with emotion. “I’m sorry,” I said, my voice strained. “I’m so sorry for everything. I didn’t mean to... I don’t know what happened. Everything went dark, and then...”

I hesitated, the image of him bleeding still fresh through my mind. My voice faltered. “I don’t expect you to forgive me. I just—”

Before I could finish, Jay looked up at me and smiled—a small, tired smile, but a smile nonetheless. And god, that smile—it was like a lifeline. I clung to it, let it fill me with a bit of hope.

He didn’t say anything, just smiled at me with those soft lips of his. Lips that I found myself staring at longer than I should’ve. They looked so inviting, so perfect. My heart pounded in my chest, and for a moment, all I wanted was to kiss him. But now wasn’t the time.

Minutes felt like hours as we reached the hospital. The lights of the emergency entrance blurred as I rushed inside, the staff quickly taking Jay from my arms. They asked me what had happened, and I lied. I told them I found him like this. Jay could explain the truth later if he wanted to let them know what truly happened.

I sat there, waiting, wracked with guilt, staring at my hands—still stained with his blood. Every second that passed felt like a lifetime. My mind spiraled with thoughts of what could happen if I’d hurt him worse than I thought, if the doctors couldn’t help him, if...

A nurse finally came to get me. “You can see him now,” she said softly, her voice cutting through my thoughts.

I stood up, almost stumbling over my feet in my hurry to reach him. My heart pounded as I stepped into the room. Jay was sitting up in bed, his eyes meeting mine the moment I entered.

“Jay... I’m sorry,” I blurted out, my voice raw with emotion. “I didn’t mean for any of this to happen. I just... I hope you don’t hate me.”

Jay didn’t respond immediately. Instead, he gestured for me to come closer. I hesitated for a moment, unsure of what he was going to do, but I obeyed. Slowly, I stepped closer until I was standing right next to his bed. He didn’t stop there—he kept motioning for me to come closer, until I was right in front of him. And then, to my complete surprise, he grabbed my face with both hands and pulled me down, pressing his lips against mine.

It felt like the world stopped in that moment. My heart raced as the warmth of his lips flooded through me. The kiss was brief, just a brush of softness before we pulled away, both of us blushing furiously. But I didn’t want it to end. So, before I could stop myself, I leaned back in, capturing his lips again in another kiss, deeper this time. I wanted to get lost in it.

─ 𝖳𝖧𝖤 𝖤𝖭𝖣─

Also, y'all can find it on my wattpad account "BasicallyaKralieSimp" as the first chapter of my first story!

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My character and my friends's ones!! -Yaelokre oc-

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Cinnamon Burn

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Day 1 of Drawing my ocs after months of not drawing them

This is Castiel, father of a family that me anda a friend hace created, he has 5 kids and is married ˙▽˙

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I leave this food here and I'm gonna go to cook again 🫸🍽

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Could y'all forgive me for not posting for so long? 🤗

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marble hornets day!!

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I hate how the hair doesn't match at all-

Got back after months of not posting!!!

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truly

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Scene Alex Kralie>>>>

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Me and my team:

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The only decent drawings I did while I was gone. 😭