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“Please..talk to me..”okarun x you

Synopsis: you and Okarun have been friends for a little bit, you weren’t as social but you also weren’t completely isolated. You hand a small handful of friends but you felt so alone despite acting normal around everyone else. Okarun could tell and feel uneasy around you, as if he felt your pain. He wanted to be there

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Authors note: hey guys I’m back after 4 months i think? Life has not been life-ing and I’ve been so tired and stressed lately but now that it’s summer and can finally just breathe. Im also basing this fic off of my own issues so anyone else can relate

contains: angst, comfort(?)

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“So your running late, and its not even like you.”

your pov:

My phone alarm rang, i didn’t feel like getting up but thats what everyday usually feels like. I sat up and checked the time, rubbing my eyes from the previous slumber. I was typically an okay student, i had decent grades and i was determined to stay on that path, but recently life has been caving in and i just-

No, shut up, not this morning. My head hurts too much, I’m so tired despite sleeping a full night. I put on my clothes and lazily got ready for the day, not fully making myself presentable but still normal to the human eye. I sighed heavily and put on my shoes to head out. i waited under the bus stop and it started to drizzle, the sky was dark with puffy, full grey clouds. On days like these, i was calm in the scenery around.

The bus came to a hault in front of me and a couple of other students at my stop, i stepped on. Looking around the bus, it was its loud, and full. I sat in a seat by the window luckily and used my headphones/earbuds to listen to music as we pulled up to the school. Unfortunately, i was late. I was panicked and i did speed walk to my class, but i was still late which wasn’t a thing I’ve done often. I walked inside to see a couple eyes on me, but then they looked away. One however stayed..

My friend Okarun, I’ve been friends with him for a little while now but we’ve grown close with each-other during that time. He looks at me concerned but i just have a plain, casual look on my face. I sat next to him, slipping on a persona that was sure to not be noticed by a common scholar.

“Hey, sorry i was late. I woke up a little later.” He looks to the side at me and nods his head. “Right..” the whole class period was boring. I tapped my leg, rested my head on my hand, put my head down, and spun a pencil. Nothing could satisfy the craving that was left inside, slowly eating me inside out until i was a mere spec of dust. I didn’t notice how big the hole was until i realize how deeply i was impacted in my daily life.

I felt myself on the brim of slumber, nipping at the back of my head like it was a brick ready to fall. My head drags itself up over and over again before I’m snapped out of my dreams by the voice of my teacher.

“You’ll have to make sure your project is efficient, and detailed, this is worth the majority of your grade. If its sloppy, it will be rejected”

My face dropped in despair, i didnt hear anything that was said nor did i have a clue what the project was about. I held my head in my hands as i rubbed my temples, feeling like i had died a million times. Assignment after assignment, i barely kept up by a thread.

“Hey..” a soft voice called out to me

I look up from my seat to see Okarun giving me a concerned gaze “A..are you okay?” I quickly nodded my head “yeah, why whats up?” His eyes slightly squinted but swiftly went back to his empathetic face. “I can tell you what the project was about..”

My glare softened at him, i needed it so bad “yeah please..i zoned out for a little.”

He explained to me in detail every part about the project, giving me tips and tricks on how i could throughly satisfy the teacher and get full credit. Even though this project wasn’t partner based, he still insisted on helping me even though he really doesnt have to.

“If you want i could help you a little..” he said while adjusting his glasses that were slightly askew. He was like an angel, he offered so much help to me but why? I don’t understand why he does these things, but I’m always more than welcome to accept them. I feel like a queen being treated sometimes…but a part of me feels like i don’t deserve what he’s doing for me. Even if it’s a small gesture like helping me with a project, in my eyes i need all the help i could get.

“Yeah i’ll need it..” i pulled out my school laptop and began to silently work while he whispered off small tips

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Lunch came around, i sat with my few friends but i felt so out of place. We all talked and joked like normal but i felt the pit in my chest grow larger as the inevitable black pool of loneliness was drowning me. I was stuck in a place where i was overstimulated no matter where i was or how relaxed i could get, i was frustrated. I was thrown out of my zoned out state as soon as i saw Okarun take a seat next to me.

My friends acknowledged him and waved before going back to there normal conversations. He wanted to speak to me one on one..

“Hey…listen we need to talk” he stares deeply at me, anxiously before speaking up quietly enough for me to hear and not my friends.

“I’ve just noticed you looked really…different lately. I-I’m sorry if that sounds disrespectful! But it’s just i don’t want to assume. I feel like something is up and you can always talk to me…i don’t want you to hide anything from me. If something is wrong i want to be there to-“

“No I’m okay”

“But you-“

“You don’t have to worry about me, i don’t wan’t you to stress about stuff like that”

He gave me a worried look..that look, i know that look. Don’t give me those eyes..

“Please..talk to me..?”

He held my hand softly, looking into my eyes, his eyes glistening with pure empathy and honesty. His mouth curled into a slight frown as his eyebrows furrowed in a saddening way. I could feel the burning in my eyes, i absolutely did not want it to be this way. My body was now completely engulfed in the endless swamp of shame and isolation. He quickly pulled me away, bringing me to an enclosed part of the school, my friends looking out watching were i was going with him in with unease.

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He pulled me close, a hug to get me out of my thoughts. He looked at me with a blush on his face, adjusting his glasses once more. “I won’t ever know whats going on if you never tell me. I won’t judge you ever.” My eyes trailed towards his, my face began to swell, i could feel it coming. I immediately shut my eyes to prevent a single molecule of a tear from even escaping.

“Please don’t hide from me..”

i lowered my head, my eyes burnt so bad, i couldn’t hold it for much longer. They escaped, a tear dripped onto the floor as i tried to hold my stoic face and my cold composure. I was so alone, so horribly alone, but there was a bright light in-front of me that was blocked by my hidden anxiety, my shame, my isolation, and my depression. I needed it, my shining star. I held onto Okarun for dear life, i cried like a disgusting pig.

I would never forget that day, how he held me, how he comforted me, i would never forget him and how he stood out to me.

He patted my head, the environment around me closed shut as i felt everything cave in. Will the filthy pool of my guilt be cleaned?

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Haikyuu boys and what you’d get them for christmas !!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE EVERYONE i hope everyone has an amazing christmas tomorrow!!

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Hinata

A new volleyball for him to practice at home with, and a mini duck lamp. Obviously he was extremely happy with the volleyball you got him and reportedly, he sleeps with the duck lamp on every night! You came over often and he played volleyball with you, he went easy every single time. He thanked you by taking you out to a cafe and getting your favorite dessert.

Kageyama

A milk keychain and a pair of black roller skates, odd isn’t it? You would have thought he would have been really good at using them, but he fell on his face as soon as he gained his balance on them. Given time in about a month or so, he got really well and he uses them everyday after school to get to volleyball practice. Even if it isn’t far from campus by foot, he likes to slowly glide in them while listening to his favorite songs. He thanked you by giving you the most tightest hug, in private of course.

Tsukki

A miffy plush with glasses and a sketchbook. At first he had no reaction, maybe a blush but it wasn’t very visible. He just said thank you and took it home with him. He sleeps with the plushie by his side every night, and with the sketchbook he does use it when he gets home from volleyball practice. Tsukishima doesn’t look like much of an artist, he’s much more of a doodler. When his brain is fried and he needs to relax he just doodles what he can think of, he’s doodled you a few times. But he never shows you…eventually he thanks you by giving you a kiss on the forehead!

Kuroo

A new black kitten and a detangling hair comb for his monstrous bed hair. He was absolutely in love with his new cat and he gave you a massive hug, showering you in kisses. For the detangling comb…it broke. Its like his hair has a mind of its own, he says he’s never able to style it because it just goes back to how it was (pretty sure thats cannon, he can almost never fix his bed hair!!) but even so he still appreciated it. He took you out shopping to buy toys and food for the cat!

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May I please request headcanons for jiji with a crush that never smiles (simply because she doesnt want to) and he tries his best to make her smile, whether it be by telling a stupid joke, or anything else but it doesnt work. but once he manages to make y/n smile he is so mesmerized that he hides their smile away from others, saying smth along the lines of "only show it to me

“Indelible.” Jiji and you

You and Jiji were good friends for a while, how you became friends? You don’t really remember but, he’s always been a goofy guy. You don’t smile too often not due to personal reasons but, you just don’t want to be out there. So its rare to see your smile, not like anyone at school ever has. So by Jiji’s determination, he really wanted to see it.

“Heyyy y/n i got a totally funny story” he rambles on about his day with Okarun and Momo, he rips funny jokes here and there but he never sees you crack a smile.

• he tries for about 3 months exactly

• he tries pranks, using your humor, making funny faces, doing silly dances

•there have been times you almost laughed but you suppressed it, making him cry in goofy anger

•in the end he resorts to tickling you

You, Jiji and Okarun go to Momos house for a hangout. You guys play many games like hide and seek, hangman, spin the bottle etc. Momo exclaims to use the bathroom…

You say quietly eating the snacks Momo had for everyone until you could feel an unsettling presence behind you, in a millisecond your tickled and you let out the most cackled laugh as if you held it in since the 1900s.

Jiji looks at you with a face of utter shock, your laugh gave him the same feeling as making a newborn baby giggle. However once she leaves you alone, with you curling your stomach on floor from the tickle pain, you immediately get back up and straighten your face in embarrassment. As Momo sits herself back down next to Jiji, she raises her hand in a “mission accomplished!” But he was still mesmerized by what he saw.

he didn’t speak for the rest of the night

The next school day he went to go speak to you, “y/n, why would you ever hide such a beautiful smile from me?” You responded confused “Hide? Sorry i just don’t find myself smiling often.”

He grabs your hand and places it on his face “I want to make you happy, i want to make you smile. Only show your smile to me

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SHORT IK BUT I LOVED WRITING IT

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My only one.. Jiji x you

A new student was introduced into my class, his name was Jiji Enjoji. He’s vibrant, playful and flirty, i did think he was attractive but due to recent events..I’ve fell out of the love game. This school is the worst possible place to find love, all the guys are either players or they’re ridiculously rude. Innocent girls mind their own business and they are bothers by some stuck up guy that nags them about their appearance. I didn’t want to be apart of that fake relationship cycle.

Although love was something beautiful to day dream about, it was nearly impossible for me in this state, in this school.

I walk to my lunch area, a quiet secluded space away from everyone so i wouldn’t get harassed and i could listen to my music or quietly study. However, nice things don’t last forever..

A group of guys walk over to my area, i hear one of them say “trust me guys this is the best spot, no one comes here! It’s perfec-.” the guy looks at me and sighs. “Well one person won’t hurt, i guess it’s fine to stay here.” The guys sit at my empty table, one of them being Jiji who’s the light of the group. As i shyly sit, slightly eavesdropping into their convo i can hear Jiji crack funny jokes.

To my unfortunate surprise i let out a chuckle, “see? Even cutie over here is laughing!!” Exclaimed Jiji. ‘Cutie? Me?’ He scoots over to me and looks at what I’m doing “Whatcha up to cutie??” I was doodling on my paper with a bit of work on it here and there. “Nice drawings! Rad, super!!” He sang to me while making a silly face with his fingers in guns. I give him a soft smile, almost letting a giggle escape my lips. One of his friends checks the time to blurt,

“Woah guys we have 5 more minutes, we need to head back to class our lunch is almost over!!” They all look at each-other before getting up and stretching to walk away. While the group walked away, Jiji turned around to look at me,

“Cya later cutie queen! You rock gurl!” He flashes winks, giving me a peace sigh while walking out.

Is he being genuine?? Me, cute to him? Every girl basically fawns over him. But then again, he’s like this to every girl. I can’t get caught in my feelings, i can’t fall into the same loophole i can’t…

I head back to my homeroom and i sat in my seat with the remaining few minutes before the teacher comes back, and the same materials i had at lunch. I continue skimming over the pages and all the tiny doodles and drawings i made. Until i hear that voice. “Ayyy cutie queen you’re in here too?? Whatsuppp!!” Everyone looks over at me, then Jiji. He takes a seat next to me and starts to yap uncontrollably, I’ve never had this happen to me before at all.

The class begins, we’re now learning history. I jot down a little notes while paying attention enough to retain good information, but i hear whispering next to me.

“Hey…hey pretty.”

I ignore it, keeping my eyes straight on the teacher. That was probably someone else, not my problemo.

“Cutiee…~” Dear Heavens. I turn my head slightly, from the corner of my eye i can see Jiji leaned towards me. “Hey queen…can you help me with this problem? You look super smart!” He whisper yells, but the teacher catches on

“Jjii, is there something you’d like to share?” He snaps back into his seat, giving a nervous look at the teacher “No- not at all!!!” I side eye him, he gives me a side eye as-well, him signaling that he needs help. When the teacher finishes their lecture, we are finally able to chat. “Everyone please discuss with your partner about the questions, this must be finished before the end of class!”

We were also allowed to pick partners, and out of everyone Jiji picked, his friends, a beautiful girl, he chose me. Probably for answers i bet… i look over to him giving me a sly look, like this emoji ‘😏’

“SOoo cutie!! Wanna be my partner?” I look to the side and see all the girls looking confuzzled. “Why them..” they whisper “i want him to work with me..!” I nodded my head in agreement, not like i really had a choice anyway. I’ll just give him the answers and get it over with, i really don’t want to grow attraction for him. He’d just use me.

I explain the questions to him, and he’s actually locked in. He understands the situations and answers the questions in complete perfect paragraphs with evidence needed to prove as-well. We turn in our assignments right on the bell, we walk out of class and i try to pick up the pace, he wouldn’t follow me. But oh he did.

“Let me walk home with ya! You know thanks for all the help cutie, you really helped me understand the benchmark a little more. You’re awesome!!!” He cheered while winking at me.

I finally say my first words to him “you’re walking with me..?” He looks over to me with a big smile “Of course! A cutie needs her special body guard.” This is so weird! We make it to my place and i just give him a wave. Although it was time to part ways he grabs my shoulder. “Hey, could i get your digits?” He gives me a trustworthy look, blushing a little. I think i might actually start to like this guy. He hands me his phone i type and i type in my number, i hand it back to him and his grin gets even larger.

“Welp, cya tomorow cutie queen!!” He makes his way walking off and i make my way into my home. While Jiji walks home, he experiences this odd feeling. He places his hand on his chest and grips it, crimping his uniform. His head down as he speed walks, sweat dripping from his forehead, blush filling his face.

Normally he doesn’t feel this way for anybody, but something about you was different. Not your looks, or your personality, he could just tell you two would get along. A bit much to where he would develop feelings

Your phone dings, right about when you head to bed. You look at your notification seeing its from an unknown number.

?: Goodnight, cutie

You smile, already knowing who it is. I wonder how life is going to be with a new ‘friend’. Then the delusional intrusive thoughts start to flood in “i can make him mine.” You hit your head and flop onto your pillow, were just friends…

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The unexpected hangout

𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝒾𝓇𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝑒

(Music is intended to be played in the story, wear headphones <3) (long fic)

I grew up in this town for as long as i can remember, i wasn’t introverted, but i wasn’t an extrovert either. I spoke when i had to, leaving me with a group of friends here and there. Beginning high-school was another story, i still had my small group of friends including this one girl Momo. I don’t exactly know how i became friends with her but shes been the friendliest since i could remember.

But i find myself drowning in the sinkhole of over working, and i think she could tell because she recommended a sleepover/hangout with another one of her friends that she thought i would like. Momo is the only one i can truly be myself around so how can i expect her friend to even like me. I open to learning many subjects, although i don’t pick a favorite i like things about conspiracies or random theories to keep me up thinking.

My phone dings with a message, its from Momo

Momo👻: I’ll be at your place around 7! My friend is still coming over, trust me you and him are going to be great friends.

Me: Him? He’s a guy? You must be setting something up

Momo👻: Well I’m just saying if things between you guys progress than it is what it is but thats NOT what I’m trying to do at all🤣

Me: What if he’s really rude or something i cant handle more stress I’m too tired for this, if i wanted to have a guy friend then i would have asked.

Momo👻: No he’s not like that he’s a total nerd, he would never do anything harmful. Ive been friends with him for awhile, i talk to him about aliens and stuff all the time

Me: What makes you think i wanna deal with boys at all. I’ll try to be friends with him i guess but if he does anything that i can’t respect he’s getting out of my home

Momo👻: Alrightt no need to be so stuck up, your stressed just relax for a bit.

I stare up at the starry night and then bring my eyes to the clock, Momo is a few minutes late. But as a coincidence, she knocks at my door as soon as i have that thought. I go down the stairs to see her open the door, hmm must have been unlocked, but i remember locking.

Maybe i should be nice, ill try my best too. I mean she wasn’t worried about him or anything. Momo swings the door open giving me a big hug, i look behind her to see a boy. We make eye contact and he looks away timidly and fiddles with his hair. Momo knew i had a thing for nerds, she’s definitely setting something up.

(I was a little scared to introduce myself though…)

“This is my friend i told you about, his name is okarun!!”

He looks back up shyly, extended his hand to give me a hand shake. I give him a handshake back, flashing the tiniest smile to show the least bit of comfort. He steps closer to me to whisper something quiet enough not for Momo to hear

“M—my name is actually Ken takakura…” I nod my head to make sure Momo doesn’t think anything is up, i wonder why she calls him Okarun though. Momo yawns making her way to the living room and into the kitchen, opening the fridge to look for her favorite drink i usually keep at my place.

“Hey…y/n you don’t have any more of that drink..”

“Sorry, I’ll buy some more soon.” She walks back over to the entrance of the home where me and Ken were still standing awkwardly “its alright, speaking of which, the gas station is only a 5 minutes walk from here. I’ll go run and buy some!! My grandma gave me some money incase i wanted to get snacks!”

I look at her in despair. I whisper yell at her before she walks out the door “You’re leaving??!? Now???! Me alone with a boy??!!”

“Cmonn I’m gonna be back I’ll make it quick.” She gives me a sly wink before shutting my own door at my face. I turn around slowly, lifting my head up to look at Ken embarrassingly. He was looking at me but he shifted his gaze to some random spot in the house. I didn’t want to stand here forever..

“We can just go to my room for now while we wait…”

I guide him up the stairs towards my room, i leave background music playing to calm me and i accidentally forgot to turn it off. We enter my room and his eyes lighten up like a puppy. I had a fluffy rug, thick bed sheets many tiny figures and posters, with a neat desk and dim lights. He felt a comforting feeling as he heard the music that was left playing.

He looks around and he notices i have a book on my desk titled “conspiracy’s and theories #1: Aliens? Are they real?” I sat on my bed and i saw him approach the book for a closer inspection, his eyes glow as he looks up at me.

He realizes he touched something without asking and he places the book down quickly while fiddling with his hair again and re-adjusting his glasses. He looks down at the floor in embarrassment with a blushing face.

“I have the same book..d—do you like…aliens..?”

My goodness he is so cute. I snap out of my daydreaming after staring at him.“Well…i like reading about them. They seem cool to me and i like the unknown. I watch a-lot of documents.”

He looks up at me, with his hand still in his hair. “Do you know anything about…UAP’s and UFO’s..? I softly replied, “Yes i do read about them a little.” His eyes were in full on dull mode, he was so ready to rant. I realized he was still standing, and i was on my bed. He’s not a bad guy at all, he’s just really shy, well— so am i.

I pat the spot next to me signaling him to sit down next to me. I try to get more comfortable, i sat in a criss cross position. He looks at me with his face flushing again and he slowly makes his way to the bed, he sat in the same criss cross position facing me. His hand still in his hair obviously, his head down, he muttered…

“There have been many sightings of aliens..I—I’ve done alot of research. I should have brought my b—books but i thought that you weren’t really going to like….me..”

“Oh, i thought the same about you…that you were going to be kind of rude to me. But you like the same things as me.”

He hesitantly brings his head up to make eye contact with me, his face a pink tone due to the blush. My open window blows a cool air into the room, moonlight hitting his eyes and shining them. I avert my gaze to him to see him pondering into my eyes, his lips part as he was going to say something until we could hear the door open. It was Momo, that was really quick.

We rush back downstairs to see her with multiple bags, more than what she said she was going to buy. “Oh man, i really should have called you!! They had an amazing deal and i got so many snacks for half off!”

Me and Ken look at each-other, we slightly giggle at the goofiness of Momo. Momo ran up the stairs and came back down with a giant blanket from my closet, she places it on the couch with the snacks she bought on the table

“Cmon guys let’s watch a movie!!” I sat down with Ken trying not to be to close to make me uncomfortable, through out the movies we watched i could feel him land his attention on me. But he was very slick with it, i could hardly tell.

At the end of the night after all the movies, Momo and Ken helped clean up. Momo grabbed all of her belongings and so did Ken and they were about to leave. “Bye y/n! See you tomorrow!!”

“B—bye…” i didn’t want it to end like this… “Okarun.” He turns around and looks at me with confusion and a bit of fluster. “Could I see your phone for a sec?” He hands me his unlocked phone and i quickly type my number and my name into a new contact space and hand him his phone back. He looks at what I’ve done and his face goes from pink to a rose red. He looks up at me like his face was about to explode

It seems like he wanted to say thank you, but Momo pulled him out of the door in a hurry. The door shut on me again, but instead..i don’t feel lonely anymore. I feel a warmth entered my soul.

We could be friends…

This took forveerrr please but i love this alot like i really wanted to get the emotion in here😭🫶🏾

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“Speechless” Turbo!ken and Okarun x reader

I didn’t know id cause so much trouble, but in the end i met someone who touched my heart…i don’t know if I’ll ever be able to love him.

Warnings: none really

A/n: im back divas 💜 IM SICK AGAIN

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Okay, lets not start off with “im just a normal person, who attends a totally normal school.” Because its stupid and dumb and i really really just want to explain this whole situation. This school is weird. Ive been experiencing some supernatural things happening to me and i dont feel safe wherever i go and i think something bad might hurt me. I walk home after school one day and i notice the air getting thicker and thicker and i just feel the tense pressure of something following me

I rush home and all i can do is ponder about whats going on with me, am i mental?? Is this some of condition?? Im having nightmares and i cant take it anymore. I cant even talk to anyone about this because i hardly talk to people at this stubborn school…

Besides all the crazy things happening to me, theres this guy I’ve had my eye on, not romantically or anything i just keep seeing him wherever i go and he just sticks out like a sore thumb. I think his name was Ken….im going to talk to him, he seems like the only person who wouldn’t judge me.

I walk up to him and before i could even mutter a “hey” a girl comes first and speaks to him, it seems like they’re close. Suddenly everyone must have a friend besides me, thats so annoying. I’ll speak to him at lunch then. And as i expected, that girl was there again. So i guess i’ll just speak to him afterschool.

“Hey..” i tap his shoulder while walking out the gate of the school. He swiftly turns around looking at me in surprise and quickly blushing. “O..oh hello!”

“I wanted to know if you’d like to be friends…you look really cool and i thought it would be nice.” His face flushes even more “Cool..? Me? Oh- yeah s-sure we can be friends thats totally awesome! Yup! Cool!” He was geeking out, and it was really cute

“Can w-“ before i could speak again he cuts me off. “How about we talk together at lunch tomorrow or if we have the same class..? Its s-super nice to meet you. Im Ken takakura!”

“Oh im y/n l/n, sure we can talk tomorrow” he bows and runs off home, i mean at least i’ll be able to actually talk to him. I start to walk home and the sun starts to set, i really don’t want that feeling to come back again. But it’s not my choice is it..

While i walk home i start to feel it again, the feeling that im being watched. But no it’s way worse this time. My ears start to ring, and i hear footsteps slowly pick up behind me. I start to run home, it wasn’t far anyway, i could make it! I run into a neighborhood I’ve never seen before, but I’ll do anything just to get away.

A blue light appears above my head and i turn around to see 3 large men with a horrifying smile standing behind me. I turn again to sprint for it until they catch me in a millisecond. “What a fine specimen!!! We shall take your banana for inspection.”

“What the heck does that even mean??? Let me go!!” I hear another pair of footsteps and i see..Ken? And that other girl..

“Get em okarun!!” The girl exclaims, and before my own eyes i see okarun leap forward to one of the men holding me, transforming into something so unknown. The aliens are caught off guard and unhand me while i see that other running behind us, a big set of translucent blue arms emerge from her back and grabs on hold on one of the men and slams him.

“Okarun!! Take the girl somewhere else!! I’ll be safe i promise!” This new…person that is ‘okarun’ sighs in laziness “such a drag..” he picks me up bridal style and starts to speed away into a secluded area where the strange men were sure not to search. He lays me down on the concrete floor and i think i recognize this area, this is a part of my neighborhood thankfully!!

I look up at him in disbelief, “your…ken..?” He was prepping to sprint back to where the other girl was but he looks at me instead “in the flesh.” What was up with his lingo..

“..how are you able to do that?” It’s absolutely incredible, i was totally mesmerized, he’s beautiful! “Dunno, i gotta go. Stay safe babe.” He pats my head and then gets into a crouching start position to run, he sprints off and into the night he goes. What just happened, and he called me babe? How am i going to even talk to him tomorrow??

It takes me a minute to get back up and into shape, i make my way back home and i was later than usual. I make myself comfy, shower and change, and hop right into bed. I shut my eyes and start to recap.

‘Alright, what the hell was going on today. Ken is some secret transforming boy, and i guess his nickname is okarun? This other girl has magical powers and i almost got kidnapped by some disgustingly terrifying ‘men’. Based on what I’ve seen today, were those even men?? Im speechless..’ I continue to yap on in my head until i drift off into slumber.

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I wake up the next morning trying to figure out if i should just stay home today, but then again i need answers. I quickly hop out of bed and get myself ready while having something small to eat for breakfast. I make my way to campus and i see Ken and that girl again, i really need to get her name..

“Hey Takakura.” While he was speaking to that girl he turns around to look at me, she gives me a glance and her face brightens, it seems like she recognizes me. “Hey y/n, is everything alright?”

“Um yeah no, what even happened last night?? That was totally insane! Do you guys know what was going on it freaked me out, and you turned into some creature and that girl had big arms coming out of her back-“

The girl giggles and cuts me off “okay i know it’s crazy, and I’m momo! What you saw yesterday wasn’t normal i know, it’s a long story. But those men you saw were aliens, thats why they looked so weird. Okarun here has this new ability to transform into something completely new, i have psychic powers.”

My face must have been absolutely confuzzled because they both started to giggle “Don’t worry, we’ll talk more about it at lunch! By the way whats your name?”

“It’s y/n l/n, nice to meet you.” She smiles and rests her arm on my shoulder “Sweet! Cmon okarun, let’s head to class!”

He follows right behind us and my smile fades a bit, that person okarun was…i can feel my heart start to strain. This isn’t good, i think i might like him but every-time i see Okarun and Momo together, they just seem like an unbreakable bond that stays together forever and i might be tinkering and getting in the way of that. I want to go home already.

“Hey y/n, matter of fact how about you come to my place after school? Then we can totally go over everything you’re confused about.”

“Oh, yeah sure! I don’t mind.” They day goes on as it fades into the mist of night. Her house is more larger than i thought, i enter and it has this calming feel to it. I spot Ken taking off his shoes and my hear starts to race a bit, this is making me insane. “Alright Okarun, show em!” I watch him transform again and i see that boy…wow he is so alluring. His droopy sleep eyes and tall slim frame would have anyone at campus falling head over heels

“So this is what you saw yesterday, this form is when he blah blah blah blah…”

I really should have payed attention but i was lost in his thoughtless eyes, and he was staring right back at me. I wonder does this form have the same mind as Okarun or is it someone else? While momo continues to talk, without her noticing he nods his head up at me in a “sup” motion, with his hands in his pockets. He was trying so hard to be cool and he really was. I feel my brain melt to my toes as i nod my head back at him.

“So do you understand?”

I snap back into reality, “Yeah..so what can he really do?”

“Well he can only run really fast, he has no good fighting skills yet.” “Wow, harsh.” He said while leaning back on the wall. Momo takes out her phone and looks at the time, she jumps and shrieks “its really late! Hey how about this, you can come over again tomorrow and we can go over how you’re able to see things like this. Okarun since it’s dark outside and you’re a fast runner, take em home!”

“whatevs, I’m the fastest yo.”

We head out the door and he lets me get on his back. “later y/n!”

Ken gets into the crouching start position again and speeds to my neighborhood “quick, where do ya live” I whisper my home into his ear and he quickens the pace all the way until the destination. He slows and gets down, allowing me to step off his back. I was hesitant to walk into my home and i turn around right before he was going to speed back to momos place.

“Cya on the flip side babe.” Seriously does he call everyone babe…but then i realized he was leaving and as he took off i managed to shout “See you tomorrow!!” I see him wave his hand in the air while he ran, this wasn’t so bad. I lay back in my bed ready to disclose for the night, this is crazy.

Will he be someone i can love or am i just going to be a nuisance..?

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GUYS I JUST finished watching dandadan please i had to write something y’all idk it set something off in me for real!! bye DIVAS 💜

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Hey everyonee😭😭

Yall this is my first year of highschool so i barely had time to upload nor do i have any stories whatsoever so if you want feel free to reccomend but yeah thats whats been up lately

But i think i am uploading a blue lock headcanon draft in the meantime

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Sukuna x reader “Your boring…and basic.”

Warnings: sukuna is very degrading, angst, threats

Your Yuji’s girlfriend, you stayed over at his dorm in jujutsu high because you didn’t feel good and he insisted you stay to rest..you’re a bit scared about your safety.

A/n: Im still sick while writing but i feel a-lot better today so i might as-well get something out for the time being💥

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It felt like you just got hit by 10 trucks. You don’t know why Yuji insisted on letting you stay in his dorm, he was only gonna get sick too. But you were really comfortable in his bed, it was really pillowy, soft and a bit bouncy which made you fall asleep nearly 3 times.

But you didn’t want to sleep yet, you wanted to wait until Yuji came back at least. You haven’t gotten to see him all day and you really missed him, but at the same time if he were to return by now and you were still awake he would scold you by saying “Sleep is the most important part of recovering during a sickness!! Go to bed!!” I mean you didn’t really care though, as long as he came home safe.

This was almost your 4th time falling asleep until you hear the door swing open, you turn on the other side of your chest to see Yuji finally walk in.

“Yujiii…..” you slur trying to say his name but it comes out in a groggy, sickend voice.

“Hey…im gonna go shower. Im tired.”

He shuts the door violently, the dorm room shaking in response. Thats odd. Well maybe he probably had a bad day is all, but that was still weird with the very short greeting. Oh well, He’s back safe. You and Yuji have been together for a while now, he was the one who confessed first but you needed a LONG time to think about it. Why? Because of Sukuna duh!

If Sukuna came out ANY time while you two were together its gg’s for you, thats why it was so hard to date him. Besides Sukuna you loved Yuji a-lot but with that curse basically bound to him for life it’s scary. Well hey, bonus points for Sukuna being attractive but those measly points don’t add up to the other tall rack of points of him killing you. Why did you even give in? Because love is a sick thing.

You love Yuji so much you dated him anyway regardless of the fact that a deadly, unmerciful curse was latched to him at all times watching you from place to place, hour to hour, minute by minute. Snapping back into reality, your were completely zoned out while Yuji was showering. You heard the water turn off and you decided to turn back on your other side not facing him.

You hear the door open and footsteps walk throughout the dorm room, was he looking for something? Ah right, earlier that day you did fold his clothes and put them somewhere else for the time being.

“If you need your clothes there in the little cabinet…”

“Thats not what i need brat.”

You froze. Your heart beating quicker…and quicker…Oh my gosh.

Please, please please tell me this is just a prank he set up with his friends. It’s just a joke…it’s just a joke..

You’ll be fine! You’ll be fine. Your mind is racing with possible outcomes, are you going to die?? What do you do what do you do.

Very slowly, you turn onto your other side again and land your eyes on Sukuna who was digging through Yuji’s bag, with only a towel on his waist. He looks up at you and you flinch.

“Do you have a staring problem human? Your in your weakest state, i could kill you right now.”

The air in the room gets thicker and tense, you don’t know what to say. The pressure is too much to bear..

“Sorry.” Was the only word you could push out, he was right. Maybe if you were fully recovered you could be able to put up a fight. But not for long anyway…Sukuna is strong. You take your eyes off of the curse and look into a corner of the room, but from the corner of your eye you can see Sukuna walking towards you. He examines you, your face, your eyes, and your nose, that is drooping extremely because you’re too scared to move and wipe it.

“Pathetic.”

You’re on the verge of pissing yourself, this was the most scariest encounter of your entire life.

“This is what this Yuji brat is into? I can tell you’re so so weak. I can crush this boy’s dream and end you.”

He grabs you by the neck, it was already hard to breathe because of your nose. So all you could rely on was your mouth but your throat was getting clogged more and more by his hand. He lifts you up to look at you even closer, handling you like a rag doll.

You were choking and struggling to breathe, you could feel death pulling on your leg. That is until he lets you go, your body flopping on the bed hardly moving because of how sore you feel.

“I find absolutley no pleasure in killing you, at least not today.”

What the heck does he mean by that-

“But, I’ve never seen you try your hardest. I will test you, i wanna see if you’re as good as this Itadori boy says. If not, you deserve to die. Your boring…and basic.”

“You wench.” He spat at you before collapsing onto the bed. That…really hurt. Psychically and mentally. Tears slowly fall before you quickly stop them, you back yourself away from Yuji’s body, scared to see what will happen.

“Y/n…Y/n???”

He regains his humanity and looks up you seeing your frightened form. “Im sorry for what just happened i was too tired and i couldn’t control him-.”

“Yuji.”

“Yes..?”

“We should break up.”

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Umm i have a love hate relationship with sukuna💥💥💥

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Little update

Ive been really sick lately, i would love to keep posting stories but i feel super weak at the moment so when im fully recovered ill be able to cook up some new writings!😋

Iron deficiency anemia is a total kick in the butt especially while having a cold AND being on the monthly flow all at the same time.😭

Buhttttttt my issue is that i have no ideas, so if u want to see ur idea written then id love to do it! Feel free to share ideas 🫶🏾

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Welcome to my masterlissstt!!

Im Zara, she/her, Christian, black🇭🇹🫶🏾 i do multifandom, im in ALOT trust me, im a fanfic writer!

My fanfics are directed towards a female audience, i will have some fanfics that are not gender specified though! I also write x reader stories for Christian girlies, there has to be more out there. I will also do many POC because everyone deserves to be included

Things i will NOT do:

Smut/nsfw, p*dophillia, in*cest, polyamory, male reader, big age gap ships, extreme yandere (gore, kidnapping, stalking, killing etc.), spoiling without warning

Things i will do/have done:

Sfw, fluff, angst, slight yandere (large attachment), Christian reader, school au, POC

Jujutsu Kaisen

Nanami Kento x Christian!Reader

Yuji Itadori x Black!reader

Mob psycho 100

Reigen Arataka x Shy! Black! Reader

Reigen Arataka x Gyaru! Reader

One piece

Monster trio rejecting you pt.1, pt.2, pt.3

Dandadan

“My only one..” Jiji x you

“Speechless” Turbo!ken & Okarun x you

The unexpected hangout, Okarun x you

“Indelible” Jiji x you

Im very open to requests but i can turn them down of course, and please don’t repost on OTHER platforms without permission pls and thank you!

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The blossom of a new friendship

Nanami Kento x Christian! Reader🌸

This is for any of my followers who are a Christian like me! I haven’t found any Christian reader stories, so I’ve decided to make some for anyone else who has this struggle. This is also for the shoujo girlies, id like to give this a cute vibe. I also love adding songs into stories bc they fit it so well🫶🏾

Warnings: Christian struggles, maybe Nanami is a bit OOC, fluff.

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I feel true peace more often than usual, it feels amazing. But, im quite lonely. Ive prayed often for additional help, a best friend, a lover, an accomplice. Anything that would help me grow closer to God, i know i can’t do this on my own. Being a Jujutsu sorcerer and all theres things i can and cannot do, killing evil cursing is pure bliss for me. I want to rid the evil from causing harm to humanity, i want to help society.

But if there is a human who has taken form as a curse, i cannot kill them. They are a living breathing human being who has a life, thats were i draw the line, id let the curse kill me than kill it. Ive managed to slip out of multiple situations regarding human curses, but i cant keep doing this for long.

I show up to my job, i don’t talk often but i have great co-workers and i love them all so much, they have helped me in horrible situations. But one I’ve never been able to speak to much is Nanami Kento, i know He’s very reserved as-well, but thats what i think i like about him. Ive wanted to be friends with him for so long, I’ve always prayed about him. Nothing specific but I’ve always talked to God about how interesting he is. Ive just always had my eyes on him.

Would this be a crush? Or a friend-crush? A friend-crush is a-lot more reasonable. In order to move this situation further, i would have to speak to one of his friends that know more about him than i do. Gojo Satoru.

“H-hi Gojo.”

“Oh hi Y/N! Well it’s not very often your one to start a conversation, whats up?”

“I would like to ask you about him, Nanami? Please don’t let him know about this conversation.”

“Ahh Nanami? You like him?” He says with a goofy smirk, (kinda like the scene where he asked utahime is she was crying)

“No no! I mean i think hes interesting, i would always see him and i just took note of his existence. I wanna be friends with him.”

“You came to me instead? Ha he ignores me most of the time but it’s so funny to annoy him. Maybe get him something he likes.”

“Like what?”

“Well he really likes bread, any kind. He’s prettty organized, maybe he’d appreciate some new office applicanes.”

“Thanks so much Gojo! I think that would be a good gift for a new friendship!”

“You’re welcome Y/N! Hey, why don’t you text me and ill set up a super awesome plan.”

“Totally!” Today wasn’t very busy so you took the time to search online for possible things you could buy, but Gojo did say he liked bread so i think it would be better to go to the bakery after work. You were pretty hungry anyway.

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After work you said your goodbyes and headed towards the bakery quickly, you haven’t been there in so long you forgot how amazing it smelt in there, you were practically drooling! You looked at all the options and landed on this delicious looking chocolate marble banana bread.

You grab the warm loaf of bread wrapped in a clear plastic, it looked too good, i mean Nanami wouldn’t mind if you ate it-OH MY GOSH??? You look up and see Nanami at the counter chatting with the cashier, does he come here often??? You see him order his sub and right when we was about to turn around you quickly hid behind one of the shelves.

I mean its not like you like him but this was really embarrassing since you were planning to speak to him, God could be giving you this opportunity to socialize, you have never warmed up to anyone at your job and it made it hard for you, you have to take this chance. Nanami leaves the store and you rush to the counter and quickly buy the bread and stuff it inside a bag that doesn’t show whats in it.

You exit the store and see Nanami walking down the sidewalk, just take the shot…take the shot….just do it DO IT DO IT-

“Nanami!” You yell down the sidewalk, he turns his head to see you, and then fully turns his body to face you.

“Y/n? What do you want.”

“Uhhhh uh-.”

“I don’t have time.” He turns, signaling He’s going to walk off.

“Wua-wait! I have to talk to you!” You rush down to him and show him the bag in your hands.

“This, this is for you. Ive been meaning to share this with you.”

You take out the banana bread to show Nanami, his eyes widens slightly.

“Gojo told me you like this kind of stuff, i can see why. It looks really good so i bought it for you as a gift, i want to be friends!”

“Thats abnormal. I’ve never heard you speak before, but thank you.”

You smile, putting the bread back in the bag then handing it to him.

“Follow me.” Nanami says in a calming tome

Woah?? Is this safe…? Was this the right decision or not…you were too stunned to speak. You follow him back to his home, it was beautiful…There were cherry blossom trees surrounding his home, it looks like it’s right out of a spring Japanese movie. Inside it was modern, and warm. It felt nothing like a place Nanami would ever want to live in. But then the big surprise comes and attacks you…

Its….

A….

KITTY!!!!

A kitty comes rushing to the door to greet Nanami, it climbs up on Nanami to his chest, its claws, desperately digging for pets. It was an adorable sight!! 2 other cats come running towards Nanami and they prod at his feet, meowing for attention. He blushes before saying,

“No one has seen me like this before, we wont discuss about this at work…”

You laugh , “Your secret is safe with me!”

Nanami walks towards his living room and you sat down on the couch, there was an amazing view!! There was a lake not too far from his house that you could see through the window. Cherry blossoms covered the top of the lake, with little baby ducks swimming across. His neighborhood was like a beautiful wonderland.

He takes a seat, he places his sub and the bread you got on the table.

“Im assuming you wanted to talk about more, im not usually this open to conversations. But this is different since you have never spoken to anyone before at work. I can tell you live a silent life.”

He takes out the bread and cuts in into slices, he continues

“This is my favorite type of bread, i guess you were blessed getting it right the first time.”

You have a beaming smile but your face nearly bursts into flames. “Well i just picked whatever i thought looked really good haha..”

He hands you a slice, you were so hungry. You shut your eyes silently praying before using a small fork the dig into the thick slice of marble banana bread. ‘This was the treat i needed, THANK YOU GODDD’ you thought while slightly tearing up, happy tears, not too much for Nanami to see of course. This was pure bliss!!

“What i was going to talk to you about, this may sound a bit creepy but I’ve always noticed you from time to time. I wanted to become friends with you because i knew i could talk to someone about my day to day life with ease.”

Nanami listens intently, with great eye contact as-well…oh gosh…i mean at least this will help better your social skills.

“Even though i don’t know a thing about you, you’re really cool. I mean ive even prayed from time to time, i think we can get along very well! But i was also really scared because you did look very stern..”

Nanami nods, “Well, i can relate. I’ll admit, everyone needs an acquaintance, including me. He gives a very small hinted smile, your heart explodes. This is going to go great!

One of his cats climbs up on the table and eats part of your banana bread.

“Hey….HEY😡!! THATS NOT GOOD FOR YOU!!”

Nanami pulls the cat away and lifts it up to face him, he baby talks the cat which is a little odd for him. “You know thats not good for you…my apologies Y/N, him specifically out of my 3 cats eats almost everything. Mostly the banana bread which isn’t too good for him. But i catch him most of the time.”

“Well…he seems like a silly guy! Can i hold him?”

He gently passes you the cat and you pet the silly little goober, this was so much fun hanging out with Nanami. What was Gojo talking about? Nanami was so calm and gentle, he didn’t seem cold at all. You shut your eyes think back for a few seconds…this is exactly what you prayed for! You needed a new friend, someone who would help you stay on track.

You have a great feeling about Nanami, you can feel a beautiful friendship beginning to blossom.

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AAHH I LOVED WRITING THIS, THIS WAS SO CUTE. Im intending a part 2 so stay tuned in you’d like!!🌸

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Monster trio rejecting you Pt.3

‘Makeup’

Warnings: Fluff, arguing in Zoros part

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Luffy

You and Luffy both talked and had a deeper understanding of eachother, you were in love but Luffy never experienced that nor did he know that was what he was feeling.

He truly did love you in the end, he never even knew he broke your heart in the first place.

“Y/nnnn come on come on come onnn. We have to go!!! You aren’t still talking to Ace are you?”

“No no im not, im coming give me a minute!”

You were still changing to head off on the ship, Luffy being as impatient as he was couldn’t wait. He busted into your room and snatched you out while you were still fixing your hair

“Lets go!! We…I cant go anywhere without you!!”

You both got off the ship and you see Luffy run off into the forest and quickly return with a weird looking flower in his hand.

“For you!!”

He places it in your hair and giggles, “you aren’t ever leaving me!!”

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Sanji

Sanji decided to take the time to speak to you and apologize, Hes just now realizing that what he said didn’t respect a lady at all, he didnt know how to win your heart back.

Especially with brook being your new best friend, it rages him to see how more comfortable you are with brook than him.

“Y/n.”

“Huh? Yeah?” You turn around to see sanji standing a few feet behind you.

“I need to talk to you…im sorry about what i said. I think i do really like you. I cant see you talking to other men even a skeleton for goodness sake.”

“What.😨”

There was silence as you both stared at eachother

“What?”

“What.”

“Huh?”

“What-.”

All this time you’ve spent trying to get over him all shattered into pieces. Not that he isnt attractive to you anymore its just what he said was a red flag, but since hes apologizing its better than nothing.

You think its better to build up a better friendship before you get with him.

“We can try. But it wont be so easy for you.”

“Really y/n..? You’re sure right? What i said, i didn’t expect you to…”

You gave him a hug, it relieved so much tension. Now you both were on good terms and no one can get through the bond you two were going to build. As for brook, obviously your still going to talk to him! Hes your bestie!!

However he was a around the corner watching the whole situation, he gave Sanji a lecture beforehand. He didn’t think he would actually take action though. He is proud, and hoping things go well.

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Zoro

Hes furious at the sight, not that he cares but he does??

The man turns his head slightly and he sees that its..Trafalgar D. Law????

Hes even more ticked. He didnt think Law was a dangerous person but he didn’t want YOU to be around him.

“Y/n???”

He said loud enough for you and Law to hear, you both turn your heads.

“Ah Roronoa Zoro.”

“C’mon, were leaving.”

“What? No why?”

“Theres no point of us being here, we have to go back to the crew.”

“I…huh? I don’t understand.”

“What do you understand?” He says snapping back.

“You live up to your reputation, Zoro.”

“Shut it mushroom hat, lets go.” He forcefully grabs your hand and you try to wiggle free. “Zoro let me go!! What the heck are you doing-!”

You haven’t even gotten to exchange contacts with Law, luckily while you weren’t looking he snuck it in your pocket.

You both exit the auction house and you violently snatch your arm away from Zoros grip. “ZORO!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?”

All you get is silence from him.

“I cant be happy just for once, you rejected me and yet you’re pulling me away from my only chance of ever getting someone who will like me here!! What the heck is your problem??!”

“Y/n i cant let you do that because i love you. I look like a jerk i KNOW already. But i need you.”

This situation got even more weird. You haven’t completely gotten over him to be honest, but this was so unexpected.

“We can talk about this later. We have a crew remember.”

He walks up to you and looks into your eyes for a second before landing a peck on your forehead.

“I cant let anyone have you. Now, are you gonna take that number out your pocket or what?”

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IF YALL ASK FOR A PART 4 IM GONNA CRY.😭 this is the last part periodd

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moots?!?! ivee been meaning to askk

Yesss everyone is so welcome😭

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Monster trio rejecting you Pt.2

The long awaited part 2! I absolutely loved writing Zoros part🙏

Warnings: angst, a bit of fluff

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Luffy

Surprisingly it wasn’t as hard to get over him because you knew he was just a knuckle head like that

On your new adventures you met new people, one specifically caught your eye.

Ace.

Ace was caring, funny, charming and very welcoming to be around. You both shared contacts on a transponder snail and talked 24/7, 365. Everyone knew the bond you had and left it alone, except luffy. He always saw you speaking on the snail but never knew who was on the other side.

The crew made a stop to a new island but everyone was waiting for you, who was talking on the transponder snail in your room.

“Finally a new adventure!! Lets go-!”

“LUFFY! Wait we cant leave without y/n!! This island is larger than anything we’ve ever seen before and ANYONE can get lost anytime!!” Said chopper

Luffy sighed in annoyance and stomped off to your room and busted in

“Y/N!! LETS GO ALREADY!!” He yells with his chest

You jump in fear and quickly whisper to the other side of the snail “i gotta go!” And hung up.

“Who are you always talking to on that thing anyway?”

You sigh in defeat and answer “Ace, i talk to ace.”

“Ace? Huh? Why?”

“Well, I think he’s pretty cool and i like him.”

“I thought you liked me?”

“What?”

“You cant like-like me and like-like Ace? I thought we were just starting to get closer?”

You have a dumbfounded look on your face and you laugh at the misunderstanding. Maybe he understood after all, but i wonder why he would hide it.”

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Sanji

Of course it was ALOT more difficult to get over him. You were devastated at how unreasonable he was, it was ridiculous.

So you decided to just not respond often when Sanji would speak to you, it was pointless anyway. He was still trying to pick up a conversation even after all that.

Sanji had a really bad dream one night, it was him re-experiencing the events at Sabaody, you werent there during that time but he dreamt that you were.

He woke up inna horrible cold sweat and immediately walked to the front of the ship, he needed some air. However when he walked out to see his crew doing there normal shenanigans, something was off.

He looks over at you to see you chatting, with brook?? How come your more comfortable around brook than him? He was an even bigger pervert than him.

“Y/n, may i see your pant-.” You swat brook on the side of his arm and slightly yell/giggle “no way brook!”

You clear your throat and begin to say “Thank you brook for helping me get over Sanji though, its really nice to have someone to talk to when no one else is around.” You leaned in and gave brook a deep hug.

“YOHOHOHOHO! Y/n it is a pleasure!! You flatter me, im blushing!! Although i am a skeleton so i cant really blush!! Yohoho!”

He hugs back and swings you around and you both laugh in glee. Sanji saw all of this and he thought, what did he even do wrong.

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Zoro

In this you ARE included in the Sabaody Arc

It was VERY difficult to get over Zoro especially since he would never talk to you anymore. Nami being the jerk she was partnered you and Zoro together to walk around. She said it was for the “bonding experience”

She kept trying to bring back the spark that you and Zoro had but it will never work anymore.

You heard that day there was going to be an auction so you left to go check it out, you found the auction house and decided to take a seat not paying attention to your surroundings.

“X’cuse me?” Said a man next to you. It startled you and you jump. turning your head to look at him.

“That seat isn’t for you.”

His voice was DEEP.

“Oh- ill move- sorry.” A bear in a seat behind him leans over and says. “Come on boss lets let her stay! Shes really pretty!”

“Bepo-.” “Pleaseee!! Come on you need more allies than foes in this place anyway!”

The man grunts, allowing you to sit down again once more. “Law. Trafalgar D. Law.”

“Y/n L/n.”

“Nice to meet’cha Y/N!”

“You’re a straw-hat aren’t you? Hmh. What a tease your Captain isnt first here.”

You chuckle a bit scared at the power law might consist..

Zoro searches nearly the whole place for you, and finally lands at the auction house, he busts in and frantically looks around. He sees you sitting with a man, he cant see his face but he sure can see yours. And your enjoying yourself, this sets something off in him.

Him being your ex-best-friend and all, Hes only used to seeing him make you laugh, but this. This is so different and weird, why does he care?

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ooo you want to be mutuals with me so baddd /j

HELP SURE IM SO OPEN TO HAVING MUTUALS I NEED MORE😭!!

[funlovinzara]

Sanji with a crush Who is insecure about her pudginess like even Nami, Robin, and the other notice something was off reader? but was really worried Sanji the most was when she refused to eat, so one night when she snuck into the kitchen to get a drink of water He voiced out his worries And even confessed his feelings for her.

(we all have moments like those before and we all need some joy in our lives😊)

Sanji x chubby/pudgy! Reader

I absolutely love this request, i have a bit of pudge on myself and this would be so cute to write! Reader is also fem btw!

Warnings: Eating issues

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Sanjis pov:

‘Gosh she is the most prettiest gal ever…’ i whispered in my sleep on accident and that stupid moss head threw a pillow at me to shut up, it woke me up instead. I took a look at the clock and it was 5:32 in the morning, i decided to get out of bed and start cooking early. If i didn’t then everyone would be too hungry by morning, and id be behind my usual schedule. I get alot of sleep often anyway, so im not too angered.

For breakfast i decided to keep it simple and make fluffy pancakes from scratch with syrup, honey and other assorted fruits, i know my loves Nami, Robin and Y/n would love that. Even chopper loves sweets, he would love it too. However for the guys, i knew Luffy, Usopp and that marimo wouldn’t have sweet pancakes for fuel. I made omelets over rice with a big batch of bacon that would satisfy them for the time being, id eat some of that too…BUT i cant salivate while cooking..id save my hunger for when im done!

The moment i finished cooking i could hear a few footsteps coming towards the main area/kitchen. It was Nami, Robin, Y/N and Chopper! Just the people i wanted to see! “Nami-swaann!! Robin-chann!! Y/n-sannn!!” I wave at them before setting up there plates with heart eyes, i made sure to tend to Y/n as well since they were the one i truly have my heart for.

“Wow Sanji this looks really good! Thank you!” Nami took her plate as-well as Robin, who gave me bright smile as a thank you. Y/n took her plate, i thought i could see a flash of disappointment on her face before she just slightly bows with a smile “Thank you, Sanji.”

The rest of the crew came in and of course Luffy almost devoured everything, i hit him on the head and yelled at him. I glance towards y/n and i see shes not eating..but i thought she would have loved that? Am i mistaken?

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Narrators pov:

Y/n looks at her plate, with the big pancakes sitting in-front of her this would affect her in so many different ways. However she didn’t want to be mean so she takes a bite, it was really really good!! But since you know how this could be unhealthy for you, you push it to the side. But it’s really tempting..the way Sanji made it was out of this world. You were close to taking another bite before a voice snaps you out of your trance

Sanji was behind you, he whispered close to your ear in a soft voice. “Why aren’t you eating? Is everything alright?”

Nami and Robin could clearly see the situation, but they pretended that they didn’t and they continued to listen.

Sanjis voice tickled your ear a bit and you jumped, regaining consciousness. “Oh yeah im fine..can i save this for later, um…my…stomach hurts real bad i think i ate something i wasnt supposed to the other day.”

Sanji looks a little saddened but he nods his head as you walk away to your room. There weren’t too many currents that day so the ship didn’t move so far, you were still on your way to the next island and it was going to take some time. You didn’t eat anything else for the rest of the day, even if Sanji insisted, you would only take a bite. You felt immense guilt for turning down Sanjis cooking even when it was the best you have ever tasted in the whole world.

That night everyone went to bed, you fell onto your bed but you couldn’t sleep somehow. You needed to clear your mind. You tip toed your way outside your room onto the ship and then to the kitchen, you grabbed yourself a glass of cool water and walked to the edge of the ship to star gaze. It was always beautiful on ships, and there was a nice breeze today. You took a sip of your water, and let out a refreshing puff of air. It felt nice to just relax every once in awhile.

However you didn’t know that there were footsteps behind you, and you felt a pair of arms sneak around your waist.

“Y/n, what are you doing up?” Sanji says in a low tone trying not to wake anyone up. You jolt in fear and drop the glass, before it fell on the floor Sanji softly kicked it up with his feet and caught it. “Be more careful…as i was saying, are you okay?”

You’re still in shock before you calm down. “Yeah..”

“I don’t believe you.”

You both stood in silence before he spoke up again. “I have a feeling i know that this is about. You’re worried aren’t you? You’re worried about your body and how different foods will affect your weight? Am i right?”

You nod your head admitting in a bit of shame

“Y/n, i know how you feel. You’re amazing don’t you know that? You don’t have to be ashamed of who you are, if you’re looking for change then i want to help at-least. I want to make sure my crew-mates are the healthiest.” You look at him is surprised, but you didn’t understand why he was telling YOU this.

“But Nami and robin, they don’t have to try hard to be pretty..and you obviously love them so much. So why are you talking to me about this? What do you know so much about me anyway?” You slightly snapped back not meaning to sound harsh, Sanji giving an anxious look in return.

“Im speaking you about this because you’re the one who’s struggling alone and i love you too much to let you suffer.” You both stand in silence..

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“What-.”

“I love you.”

He steps closer slowly, step by step he opens his arms wider, then taking you all in by hugging you. You lightly shed tears into his arm while he kisses your forehead. “I love you too, Sanji..”

Oh yeah you and can definitely guarantee Robin heard it all.

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Oh my gosh body positivity guys. U matter regardless of what u look like!!🌸

[funlovinzara]

BIG DELAY.

i have had the part 2 of the monster trio done 3 TIMES. But tumblr keeps giving me an error and it doesn’t save my work and i cant upload it. I dont know how to fix it or when ill be able to upload part 2, hopefully sometime later today or tomorrow😭.