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I don't like posting vents or politics anywhere ever, but god, I'm phasing between trying to calm myself and absolutely crashing out sobbing and bawling because one of my bestest friends in the entire world, who has been there for me during abuse, who stood up for our best friend against transphobia, and actively got pissed when he found out how horrid my living situation is and was practically ready to fight god about it, has the very real threat hanging over his head of being deported to Mexico. He's a born and raised American, his family legally immigrated, but his family is already prepping him for in case they get deported, but are also scared and unprepared for if he can't stay, and keep in mind, this is a fresh out of highschool adult. He hasn't gone to college. He has his family's business to pay him, and that's it. He lives at home. And here he is, being thrust into way too much with a threat of being forcibly removed from America for his ethnicity. I'm sobbing, I'm crying, I'm so distraught I can't sleep, and it's 5:30am here. I haven't slept at all, and I laid down to sleep at 11. This isn't America anymore man. This isn't what we stand for.

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I cannot exaggerate how badly I need to subscribe to your patreon right now JUST for that tractor drawing holy shit

Wait I just went on patreon how come no one told me he’s a freak??? Doing gods work fr

he's a super freak super freak

ok no cap he really isn't. i can't false advertise. it's all tender, loving sex. that, and a comic where harvey eats cringefail out against the tractor she was fixing

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// Jimmy didn't exist AU

Perhaps in another timeline, after countless space trips together, Anya finds peace and love with Curly, free from the darkness that never came.

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When you hate a character so much you refuse to draw him and just draw another person's oc instead

(Sorry if this is cringe @citrus-c0la , I show people I like their content by making them stuff 👉👈)

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I WILL NEVER RECOVER FROM ARCANE SEASON 2 ACT 3

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i think she'd enjoy this game

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MY BABYYYYYYYYY I MISS HERRRRRRRRR

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you know shit was BADDD when even tumblr isn't talking about the yuri not being as doomed as we thought

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I will never recover I lost my BABYYYYYYSJSHSKSHSJSHSJSBSH

That which inspires us to our greatest good is also the cause of our greatest evil. (Arcane | 2x06)

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WHY DO I LOVE A SHOW THAT HURTS ME SO

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woof

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I'll stop being a downer, I really do promise, just wanted to ask for a small bit of reassurance kinda? Maybe? Eh?

(content warning: vent, coercion, family issues, homphobia/transphobia mentioned)

My mother has decided that despite being a young adult, I'm not allowed to still have unmonitored friendships or beliefs, and upon finding out pretty much everyone in my friend group is lgbtq+, including me, my parents threw a huge fit and now are in control of my discord, fully monitoring it and everything my friends say to me (we closed our dms and had me leave a few servers for safety's sake).

My privacy and my friends' privacy has all been completely infiltrated, and I was supposed to keep my friends being monitored a secret (I didn't obviously), and on top of that, my financial stability in the form of college funding is now split is half, but if I stop pretending to be a perfect little mormon straight girl, my college funding will go away. Verbatim, if I "keep being good," I get half funding, but if I step out of line once I'm cooked. All of this over lgbtq friends, me being lgbtq and them claiming me and all my friends are confused and manipulated, and an essay I wrote about canonically gay fish boys (Luca & Alberto).

I'm so sick of being controlled, but god I can't get out of the house yet. No one is hiring me, and my parents don't want me to focus on getting my own place until I need a dorm/apartment for school. But I need out man, my friends don't deserve all of this stress and fear, and I'm sick of dealing with it myself. I don't care if I 'dissapoint' my parents or make them feel like I tear this family apart anymore, if their love was really unconditional, I wouldn't be familiar with being told "know your place," "you're tearing this family apart," and "this is exactly what your sister is doing, and we want to stop that." My sister is everything to me, my friends are everything to me. They're my closest family. And I hate venting online, I really do, but this is affecting me so bad right now, and just wanted to get it off my chest, yknow? This place makes me feel a little calmer, which shouldn't be the case cause it's godforsaken tumblr, but yknow, this is the hand I've been dealt, gotta play the game.

"Little Miss Perfect, that's me."

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hey hows it goin

Jdhskdbsks hiiii I'm being forced to write a political history paper rnnn :,)))

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Alrighty I'm done being political on main Imma go play webfishing

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How am I supposed to look at my family rn man. Only my sister, her husband, and I are upset at this outcome. My parents are going to be god damn celebrating while I fear for the lives of my best friends who have now lost their trans rights and immigration rights. If I lose either of them, I'm throwing caution to the wind and absolutely screaming at my family for what they've done.

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I don't like politics and never will, talking abt it makes me ungodly anxious and upset to the point of panic, but god I'm scared tonight. If that dorito bastard wins again most of my loved ones will no longer have rights, and one of my best friends made a joke about him and his family being deported if trump wins, which shouldn't even be a joke he can make, but he can because this is his fucking reality. I hate this place. I wanna go live in the funny webfishing reality where we can all be gay and just fish. I wanna be a silly little dog with my silly little dog partner and catch frogs until I earn me some green rain boots.

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hey so uh I'm stupid, you meant like being surrounded by an ever changing environment of judgement and wishing for others approval while also just wanting to have fun with your glorbos, my stupid ass interpreted it as "how does my obsessively compulsive ass deal with constantly wanting to be obsessed but getting overwhelmed with too much knowledge and feeling left out due to not having the mental compacity/time to be as invested as I wanna be"

so woops mb chief

Genuinely interested in hearing how people with OCD deal with current day fandom, I rarely see people talk about this openly.