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I don't know what to say. Don't know how to feel. I want to explain it to you but I feel there is no way. Put my hand on either side. Grab on and pull. Open myself up wide. The streams are running the wrong way? Can you see that? They should be going toward it but instead they are running away. Watch as they run. They are too slow Why won't the go faster? Each thump and further they go. Further inside. As far as they can go. To get away from your lies. It's hard you know. To keep yourself open wide, And take a look inside. Craning my neck I try to twist my head I cannot see Maybe I'll take a photo for you. And show you what is left of me. Empty grey rivers Dusty insides. You've bled me dry.

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Theme of this weekend ❤ #breakfast @cakey9

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I always wonder, is Tumblr THAT gay or am I just following all the gay people?

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Saturday nights Adele concert had to be by far the best concert I have ever been to. I went into it liking Adele, thinking she had a good voice and was kinda funny so why not go and came out of it a hard core Adele fan. can you imagine being married to that?? And she's so bloody funny! #adeleconcert2017 #thatvoicetho

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Missing road trips with my love. This place has to be my favourite place #treehugging #marysville #roadtrips

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I need a holiday from my holiday. I need a break I need to escape and get away from your judgement and your hatred and complete lack of understanding.

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Things I never knew about depression until I finally had a doctor explain the disease to me

Depression can manifest as irrational anger.

My complete and total inability to keep anything clean or tidy for any amount of time is a symptom of my depression. I may never be able to do this. It’s important that I remember that and forgive myself when I clean something out (like my car) and it ends up trashed within a week.

Depression IS A DISABILITY. Requiring accommodations is okay.

Medications don’t make you better, they don’t cure your depression. They serve as an aid. Their purpose is to help you get to everyone else’s minimal level of functioning.

Depression can cycle through periods of inactivity. This doesn’t mean it’s gone away.

The reason I don’t feel like other people understand me is because … well … other people DON’T understand me. They can’t. They don’t have my disability.

Paranoia is par for the course.

Depression can and will interfere with your physical mobility. Forgive yourself when you can’t physically do something.

It’s entirely possible that I may never be able to live by myself. I can’t take care of myself. I need help to do it. And that’s okay.

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Look at me. Look me in the eye. On November the 8th, 2016, one of two things will happen: Hillary Clinton will become president, or Donald Trump will become president. These are the only two possibilities. The superdelegates aren’t going to switch. An indictment isn’t coming. There is no third possibility. There is no space between the spaces where you can hide. Every vote for Donald Trump requires two Hilary Clinton votes to overcome. A Hillary Clinton vote can only be overcome by two Donald Trump votes. If you stay home, a Donald Trump vote doubles its power. This is the real, actual reality of the situation. There is not one other option.

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I couldn't have asked for a better week off with the fur babies and my favourite human @cakey9 Life doesn't suck. #greyhound

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When she brings you home flowers as the start of your week off work 😍 @cakey9 you spoil me. Can't wait to spend the week relaxing and exploring with you :) #spoilt #shesthebest #happywifehappylife #flowers #iloveyou

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Of course you don’t. Free college might hinder the school-to-prison pipeline your  prison owning donors depend on

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People are twats.

Sorry, safe assumption in all honestly. "Learn how to spell" BECAUSE I said 'cos', gee good one, BECAUSE you never use slang. Ciao

How does one consider it a safe assumption? My relationship is literally perfect? If you’re going to insult me and my relationship you can use proper words. Stop wasting my time and my phone battery.