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if i have to make one more pumpkin spice latte i will start roasting people over a spit

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ever cry really hard because you miss your best friend so much? yea?

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— Anaïs Nin, from The Voice

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last post of the night, i saw the tv glow was such a crazy experience as someone who is not only trans but also queer and questioning the rest of its whole identity. being lost in a quick paced environment, never having enough time to fully process what i am and what i'm doing here is so beautifully captured by this movie and the ending (which i will not be spoiling) is so devastating and a huge call back to the reality that i cannot continue to live in stasis and expect everything to work out because without the human aspect of labor, there is no progress.

honestly, it made me realize that i need to stop living for the other people in my life and start fully accepting and embracing who i am, even if certain aspects of myself don't fit with what i want them to be. its a slow process but i'm willing to start healing and i hope that this movie has brought about similar experiences for my fellow queer people, especially my trans friends :3 (this isn't to say that cishet people cant glean a bit of insight from the movie, i just think that the movie's intricacies could only really be understood by someone who falls under the queer umbrella)

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revisiting music you used to listen to is a crazy thing, i'm staring back at the media that shaped me with brand new eyes, giving me an entirely different perspective on the sound waves that soothed my middle school brain

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update chat, i think my crush is gone :yippee: (its not gone, it is in fact much much worse)

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guhhhhhhh (the way i only have a few people who completely understand me to a fundamental level and would totally be receptive to me and all of my mood swings regardless of how i am doing at any instant in time)

“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.”

— Sylvia Plath

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BEGGING ON MY HANDS AND KNEES, FUCK

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chat, im having thoughts, silly evil little thoughts trying to eat away at my gay, cnidarian obsessed little skull

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the second i hear any toucher allegations against pierce the veil, cavetown, mitski, carpetgarden, or adrianne lenker is the day i will be leaving this earth

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please make more iphone stickers of your pets, please, they are necessary to society's continued survival

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"Ｈｅｌｌｏ？ Ｉｓ ａｎｙｂｏｄｙ ｈｏｍｅ？"

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i swear to fucking god this is the funniest meme template that has ever graced this earth

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rewatching gravity falls without my sibling (who i shared the experience with both times we watched it) is such an interesting and mildly melancholic experience

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which one of yall comin with