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The Fantasy 1-13

** 8 pm ** All the other guys I guess are down stairs playing pool and video games while I guess Namjoon was left to rest in his room. I felt so weird just standing in the hallway listening on. I had to check on him anyways. I decided to knock on the door... **KNOCK KNOCK** “Hey Joonie, its me Y/n. I came by to check on your ankle! Are you there?” I yelled. I had to make it seem like I didn’t hear him moaning my name >__< I could hear him rustling around in his room.  “Hey, Y/n yeah come on in I’m just in bed resting.”  I walk in and he’s sweating and out of breath. I laugh to myself and walk over to his bed. I could tell he was intensely staring at my body as I was walking to him. He is definitely daddy material. Sweat was dripping from his hair.

“Namjoon, you working up a sweat in here in bed?,” I asked while leaning down to wipe his hairline. My boobs were literally in his face and I could see in the corner of my eye his hand was about to grab me. I stood up and made my way to his ankle. “Here let me see if the swelling has gone down,” I said while rubbing on his ankle, “Are you able to walk on it any without it hurting?”

“Y/n, my ankle is fine now. I do need to ask you a favor though.” He said while uncovering himself. I looked down and he was hard as a rock. His sweatpants were lifted because he was so hard from not finishing. “I need you to finish what I started. I’m swelling pretty bad in this area.” He pointed down to his dick.  My eyes got big staring at his dick. My mouth started to water. I could feel my heart skipping beats. He motioned me over there to come sit back down on the bed. He told me to straddle his legs and lick around his head. I did so and he was a moaning mess. He couldnt stand it anymore and he threw me on the bed.  “Y/n I have fantasized about this moment since the day you walked in that office. I knew the others probably felt the same way towards you. Its been a while since any of us had any interaction with a female. Now that you are here to help us... we want to treat you like you’re a queen. Don’t you forget that.” He started to pull my panties down and take his shirt off. He lowered himself down to my pussy and started to kiss my thighs. His warm breath was making me wet. He started massaging my folds as I was squirming around wanting him to lick my clit. I play with his hair and guide him to where I wanted him the most.  “Mmm yes daddy right there...” I said while he was licking my clit. He put his hand around my neck and gently choking me which made me reach my high faster. “Oh god Namjoon... hurry up and put it in.” He started massaging my asshole with his thumb. “Baby I want to try it there...” I have only let one person put it there and that was my ex.  “Make sure you lube it up first...” I said to him while clenching my teeth. It wasn’t my favorite thing to do, but I would do anything for these guys. He opened on of his drawers and pulls out some lube. He rubs it on his dick and my ass. He slowly put it in and I let out a whimper because of how big he was. He started going at a steady pace... and got faster and faster.  He leaned down and whispered,” The guys are going to be up here any minute now... I guess we will have to make this short and save this for a time I can really get a hold of you.” I was speechless and in so much pleasure. He pulled my hair which made me scream. He got faster and faster and I was at the point I couldnt catch my breath.  “Fucccccccccck Joonie... I’m about to cum!” I yelled. “Yes do it for daddy... all over my dick.” He started smacking my ass and I’m sure you could hear it down the hallway. He held on to my sides as he let his load off in my ass. I could feel the warmth of it. He laid beside me covered in sweat. “I think we both need showers.” “I need to go and finish getting packed... and I don’t mean.. packed in the ass” We both laughed and I got dressed. I checked his ankle one last time to make sure everything was fine. “Be sure to still put ice on it tonight and tomorrow just to be sure.” I told him. He leaned down and kissed my forehead. “Thanks Y/n you really do help us in a big way.” I felt myself blush and walk out of his room. I rush to the bathroom down the hall to get this nut out of my butt -_- .... I hear people walking down the hall talking.. “I heard someone up here moaning and groaning... almost sounded like Namjoon.” I noticed that sounded like Jin.. I just didn’t know who he was talking to. I finished cleaning myself up and peeked out the door. It was Soowa he was talking to. I slowly closed the door and waited a few minutes to open the door again. They weren’t anywhere to be seen. I hurried back down stairs and head back to my place hoping I don’t see Jackson.  I got back and took a shower and went to sleep. I have to face EVERYONE tomorrow at the fundraiser and I don’t know how I’m going to keep from going crazy. 

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Confused 1-12

What I changed into... Something comfy and since the guys love Puma I figured they would love this.

I walk back into work exhausted. I grab something from the cafeteria and eat it on my way up to the 8th floor. On my way to the elevator someone catches my eye. Its JB from the other branch. I wave to him and he sees me and tries to catch me on the elevator but he missed. I find Soowa and gave him the papers back. “Y/n, you changed outfits?” Soowa noticed. “Yeah, I spilled something all over me on the way back here. I swung by my place and changed. Since its almost time to leave anyways I figured Id wear something comfy.” I smiled at him and he raised one eyebrow at me.  “I heard Yoongi helped you get to the other branch.” “Yeah, he offered to take me there instead of the bus... which here is your bus pass.” I handed him his bus pass when all the guys come into the meeting room.. except Yoongi. They were just asking Soowa if they could go out to eat at the Ramen shop down the street. They usually have to call ahead and have them shut the place down for them to eat there in peace. I knew I probably couldn’t go since usually staff doesn’t get to go. I walk out not looking at any of them in the eye. I felt someone grab my hand... It was Jungkook.

“Can I talk to you, Y/n. In private.”  I nodded and we went to the office Tae and I were in. It still smelled like sex in here. I couldn’t help but laugh inside. “Y/n, I want you to know I’m not mad at you. I’ve thought about it and you’re just doing your job. I feel like I am starting to get jealous whenever you are around the other guys having your private times. I cant help but think about whats going on and it makes me mad. I’m sorry if it feels like I have been ignoring you. Soowa had warned us we may catch jealousy but hes just trying to help us with stress. For some reason these feelings I have for you are even more stressful.” I didn’t know this is how he felt about me. I was flattered but also sad that he felt the way he did. How am I suppose to go on with my job knowing he has these feelings. I still haven’t helped Hobi, RM, Jin, or Jimin. I keep getting stopped by the others.  “What are you saying Kookie? I shouldn’t do this as my job? Am I that big of a distraction to you? I’m just doing my job that I was assigned to do by Soowa and the big Boss here. I’m not here to catch feelings either but I do know how you feel. I’m sorry I just wont come near you then....” “Y/n! That’s not what I meant!” As he was yelling after me I was running past everyone. Down to the lobby and to my apartment across the street. I had to pack for this fundraiser. I felt like crying again. Did he not want me near him because he doesn’t want to catch feelings? 

I hurried into my place not realizing Jackson was laying on his bed listening to music on his phone. He jumped as I came rushing through the door. He could tell something was up.  “Y/n, are you ... okay?” He asked while standing a few feet back in case I ended up throwing something. “YES! I’M FINE! COULDN’T BE BETTER!” I yelled as I was stuffing clothing into my bag... “We have a fundraiser to go to tomorrow morning and I still haven’t got my shit packed because everyone keeps distracting me...” I kept rambling on. “Ahhh - yeah we are going to that too tomorrow,” Jackson said. I stopped what I was doing and looked at him.  “Really? Oh yeah that’s right... I guess you’re the other group Bts is collaborating with... This should be interesting.” I said while looking at my bag unorganized. “Shit, I still have to swing by RM’s place and check on his ankle... he hurt it the other day at Music Bank.... UGH ALL THESE THINGS I HAVE TO DO.” Jackson could tell I was stressing out... He came over and gave me a hug and told me to breathe. I did.. and he smelled delicious. I can’t get distracted again by Jackson... he looked at me and held my face as if he was about to kiss me like he did the other day.... I felt my knees get weak... then someone knocked on the door.. “Jackson baby are you in there???”, an unfamiliar voice spoke up. “Uh - yeah I’m here hold on, Lily!” Jackson yelled back... I thought to myself.... Who the fuck is Lily? Why is she calling him baby?

I could feel myself getting jealous and my face getting red. I just stood there dumbfounded as he was rushing around the room. He moved me over to my bed and sat me down .. while I was still trying to figure shit out. He opened the door blocking view of me. I guess I wasnt suppose to be known. “Is your roomie here? I was wondering if you wanted to come over and netflix and chill with me?,” Lily said. I could see her shadow and she was rubbing up on Jackson. I could feel my face getting hotter by the minute.  “Oh - yeah that sounds like fun and all but....” Jackson started off saying. “YOU SHOULD GO JACKSON AND HAVE FUN”, I yelled. I pushed him out the door and locked the door behind him. “YAH - Y/n open up. I forgot my stuff!! Jackson was banging on the door...  I threw his bag out that he had packed for tomorrow, his wallet, keys, and other stuff he had on his bed. Why was I getting so jealous????? NO STOP IT I thought to myself.... I snapped out of it and made sure they weren’t still outside. I had to stop by RM’s place and check on him or Soowa will be mad I didn’t.

As I got there I got this weird feeling come over me. I showed my pass to the guard to let me up. I walked pass Jungkooks room and his lights were out. I guess he was downstairs with the other guys. I got to Namjoons room and was about to knock on the door when I heard my name being said. I pressed my ear against the door and I heard moans. WHAT WAS I HEARING?!? Was he getting off to me or something?? I was so confused! I listened more and I heard... “Mmm yes Y/n.. suck it like that baby,” Namjoon said again. As weird as it may sound I was kind of getting turned on by hearing him. I was still confused because Namjoon just didn’t seem interested I was even around. I was left speechless and confused as I stood there in the dark hall listening to Namjoon masturbate about me.... Should I knock? Should I just walk in?

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Give Me Suga 1-11

I really did not want to walk into that meeting after what just took place with Tae. I didn’t want to face Jungkook. I guess because I have such strong feelings for Jungkook. He should know by now that this is what I have to do. Please everyone. I walked in behind Tae trying to hide behind him. I sat in the chair towards the back behind everyone. I forgot I had my panties balled up in my hand. What the hell....  I thought. At this point I really didn’t care. I had a hell of a morning.. hell of an afternoon... and now with Tae. No telling what else was coming my way. The guys were the only ones in the room so far... except missing Jin. I stood up and put my panties back on. Jimin turned around because he heard me moving around... “YAH - Y/n, what are you doing?!” I could hear him whisper “damnnnn”  “Jimin, sorry.. I had to put my panties back on. Is that a problem?” “Um - no .. no problem.” Jimin was blushing licking his lips. These guys are some horn dogs thats for sure.

I looked over at Tae and he was smirking at me. I looked over at Jungkook and he was staring at me with a blank stare. As if he really wanted to cuss someone out. I knew it probably would make him mad, but I had to do what Tae wanted to do. I remembered Soowa saying that if I denied any of the guys requests they had the right to report me ... 3 strikes and I’m out.

“I’m sorry...” I mouthed to Jungkook. All he could do was turn around as if he ignored me. It kind of made me upset to see him mad at me. Heck, I didn’t even know if he was or not. 

Jin finally arrived with Soowa right behind him.  Soowa started,” Ok listen up.. we have this fundraiser starting tomorrow evening. They want us to be there at 11 am for sound checks and practices. It doesn’t start til around 7 pm though. We will leave from here at 10 am. RM, is your ankle doing okay from the other day? We need to have Dr. Wu check it out again to make sure you can still put pressure on it. Y/n, can also massage it for you since she went to school for massage therapy. Am I right Y/n?” I was still staring at the back of Jungkooks head not even listening to half the stuff he was saying. I snapped out of it when Jungkook turned around to look at me. “I’m sorry... yes I will do that,” I spoke up. I don’t even know what I was agreeing to but I did not feel like getting yelled at. I looked over at Jungkook again and he looked like a sad puppy. I do know I don’t want to risk this job. Especially over a guy.  Soowa continued,” Ok - great! Now Y/n I need you to take some documents to the sister branch of BigHit. Its about 15 mins away from here. You can take my bus card for faster traveling.” He hands me his card.  “감사합니다,” I said. He looked at me wide eyed and gave me a thumbs up.  I start to head out the lobby when I feel someone grab my shoulder.. I was thinking...Great what does he want now.. thinking it was Tae or Jungkook. To my surprise it was Yoongi.  “Where do you think you’re going dressed like that?” he said. “I still have these papers I have to take for Soowa... Since I passed out earlier I never got to drop these off.” “Lets take my bike instead of the bus... There are a lot of weirdos on the bus and you going alone isn’t an answer” Yoongi seemed emotionless, but I feel like deep down he cares. I followed him to his bike. I thought he meant like a bicycle, but he meant a motorcycle. I stood there wondering how was I suppose to sit on this... “Um - How am I suppose to sit on this? Side ways or hike my skirt up like this?” I threw my leg over and pulled my skirt up to see his reaction. He almost tripped over the parking spot block which made me laugh.  “Y/n, don’t do that please. Just sit like that but.. don’t pull it up any more.” He gets on and tells me to hold on tight. I slowly put my arms under his jacket to clasp my hands together. I felt like someone was watching us. I looked around with this big helmet on and as we were riding off I saw Jungkook. Is he getting jealous? We arrived at BigHit branch... Yoongi gets off the bike and helps me off. I straighten my skirt up and take the papers inside. I guess hes going to wait outside on the bike. I turned to catch him watching me walk up the stairs. I thought it was funny... tough guy Yoongi checking me out.  I walk in and was greeted by several people at the front desk. Who caught my eye was this handsome guy. I walked towards him instead of the women motioning me over to them. “You speak English?,” I asked. “As a matter of fact I do, Hi. I’m JB. What can I do for you?” “I needed to drop these papers off for Soowa.” “Ahhh, yes okay. We were expecting them. I hate that the computers at both branches are messed up. Let me get these copied and you can go on your way... just follow me.” I looked back at Yoongi and he was watching me carefully. I followed JB to the back office. I notice Yoongi stand up off his bike probably curious as to where we were going. What is he doing? “So how long have you worked for BigHit,” JB asked. “I just started like last week. I’m a personal assistant for BTS as of right now. If in a year they like my progress then I can stay. Which I wouldn’t mind staying....” I was rambling on to JB about everything until I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned and it was Yoongi still had his helmet on.  “Yoongi, what are you doing?,” I said. “Yoongi, as in Suga?,” JB asked. “Yeah, he brought me here... he was suppose to wait outside,” I said glaring at him through his helmet. I know he saw me give him the look. “Y/n, I was just making sure you weren’t being bothered... I will be outside.” JB thanked me and gave me his number in case Soowa had more papers... that all I had to do was take a picture of the paper and text it to him. Seemed easier than having to travel there. I walked out to Yoongi waiting on his bike. He had his arms crossed and helmet still on. What is going on in his mind of his. He turned to see it was me standing there and he opened up his visor on his helmet.  “Get on I’m taking you somewhere for a few...” he said. I got on and we rode for a good 15 mins to this open area showing the tops of Korea. 

“WOW Its beautiful!” I said jumping off his bike to take a better look. Yoongi actually smiled as he saw me excitedly taking pictures.  “Yeah, its not as beautiful as my view though.” Yoongi was leaning against the railing staring at me.

 I felt my face get red. I didn’t think Yoongi even liked me at all. I took a few more pictures and walked towards him. “What did you mean by that?” I asked him while adjusting my skirt. “Y/n, we all know you have feelings for Jungkook. We also know you have a job to tend to. We all want a part of what you are giving. I’m sure you know we talk about everything that goes on with all the guys. You’re the top subject to talk about. You have this way with every guy that’s around you. Its like they fall for you the second they lay eyes on you. I’m usually the tough guy in the group but I have to admit I also find you attractive. Maybe its stress and you’re here to help us with that.... so what I’m trying to ask is...” As he was rambling on I walked up to him and got face to face with him.  “Yoongi, you want me to help you relieve stress don’t you?” He stood there speechless as I was slowly moving my hands from his sides up to his chest to his neck. He slowly nodded his head yes as I started to unbuckle his belt. I looked up and he had his eyes closed. Hes so fucking cute. I start to unbutton his pants and he stops me. “Wait, we are in public Y/n. What if someone sees us?” “Its okay. Nobody will come up here. If they do we will hear them anyways.” He nodded and closed his eyes again. I pull his pants down and start to massage his dick over his underwear. He started squirming against the railing. I could tell he was enjoying it so I moved his underwear down and licked the top of his dick. I heard him exhale and inhale out of pleasure. “Y/n, stop teasing me.....” I started licking from the balls to the tip and taking it all in. He took his one hand that wasn’t supporting him against the railing and pushing my head down harder. I was gagging at the fact so much slobber was dripping down. He still had his eyes closed enjoying his treat. He finally looked down at me and he about lost it. “Fuck, Y/n. I’m about to cum... open your mouth.” I did just that and he got it all in my mouth. Some on my face and clothes. It was a mess. “Yoooongi, you got it all over me LOL!” I was laughing so hard. “Y/n, omg my bad. You may need to clean up before coming back to work. I will drop you off at your apartment.” We hop on his bike and rush to my place. I hurry inside and change. Goodness what will happen next ?!?!

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The Weekend 1-10

I was feeling better after Jungkook treated me to some lunch. Everyone was dismissed after I got sent to the hospital. Soowa felt like everyone needed a break for a few hours. We were all to come back to the meeting room at 4 pm to discuss the upcoming fundraiser. I felt a tap on my shoulder and I looked at Jungkook and he nearly choked on his food when he saw who it was. “Y/n can I speak to you?” I knew that voice. It was Jackson.

I turned slowly to face him, and said..”You can say whatever you need to say here...” I looked at him and smiled. He knew I was doing it on purpose.. He smiled back and gave me this “I’ll get you back” look. “I was just checking on you. I heard you had a rough morning.” He reached down to move my hair out of my eyes and I felt the table move. Jungkook was flying across the table to slap his hand out of the way. Everyone in the cafeteria was staring at this point.  “YAH, don’t touch my girl.” Jungkook said between his gritted teeth. “Jungkook, last time I checked she wasn’t anyones girl. I believe shes open to do whatever she wants... and let whoever touch her,” he said smiling really big. I felt like a fight was about to erupt in the middle of the busiest time of the day. People were starting to get their phones out to take pictures.

“Guys, stop. People are about to take pictures and record. Stop acting like this... y’all better act like y’all are kidding and make up NOW!” I was about to get really pissed off. This may come back and be my fault. “Just to clear things up... I’m not anybodies girl til someone makes it clear I am... Until then I’m free to do whatever or whoever I want.”

They both turned around to face me at the same time. I got their attention at least. I motioned to them to shake hands because people were already recording... They fist bumped and jerked each other towards one another and patted each other on the back. I sat there embarrassed. “Jackson, I will see you later. I’m fine & thanks for checking on me. Do me one favor though. Don’t come into my work place acting a damn fool. Do you want me to get fired??? I told you how much this job means to me and how much the guys mean to me. Don’t ruin it for me!!!” I didn’t know I was yelling at this point and everyone was still staring. I’m glad everyone doesn’t understand English. I think everyone was shook at this point. “Y/n, I....” Jackson started. “No, just stop... I will see you later at home. Just go...” He knew I was mad. I got up and ran out of the cafeteria and went up to the 8th floor already. I went and hid in one of the unoccupied rooms away from everyone. I started to cry. I felt defeated already. I saw a shadowy figure outside the door. I had a feeling it was Jungkook. I walked up to it and opened it. It was Tae.

He walked in and closed the door behind him. For some reason he intimidates me. In a good way though. He saw I had been crying and tilted my chin up to look at him straight in the eyes. I think I was holding my breath as he wiped my tears off my face with his thumb. He lightly caressed my lips with his thumb as if he wanted to kiss me. I felt weak in the knees as he spoke.

“Y/n, why are you crying? Who made you cry? Do you want me to go kick their ass? Who is it?”  As Tae was going off I couldn’t help but notice how fucking hot he was when he gets flustered. He noticed me staring at him biting my lip eyeballing him up and down. I looked at him and smiled as he caught me looking at him. “Y/n, are you listening to me? Why were you crying?” He asked one more time and I finally snapped out of it. “Tae, I was crying because Jungkook and Jackson were fighting in the middle of the cafeteria while everyone was staring at us. They almost caused an uproar and I’m sure I would have been blamed. Both of them I think have feelings for me and I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to get my mind off things. I’m suppose to be helping you guys but I feel like I’m the one who needs help.” I kept rambling on and on until Tae took me in his arms and just hugged me. He smelled like Gucci and I inhaled deeply the scent he was giving off. He pulled me back and picked me up and sat me on the table behind us. I sat there confused and he was pacing back and forth.  “Tae, are you okay?” I asked as he was still pacing the floor. He stopped and turned to me. Walking towards me he had this look in his eyes like he was ready to pounce me.

He grabbed my neck and pulled me to him. I was still half way sitting on the table as he pulled me to him. He pushed me back fully on the table and had his hand up my skirt right on my ass. He whispered,” Lets try and stay quiet... we have a good while before we have to meet everyone.” My eyes got big and I knew what was about to happen. “Tae, I still have to pack and ....” By that time he kissed me and had his tongue in my mouth. I felt a rush of adrenaline rush through my body. He started to unbutton my top to expose my breast. He started kissing my neck down to my collar bone. He pulled my panties down and started kissing my thighs. I inhaled to hold my breath because I knew I was about to be loud. Tae doesn’t know how sensitive I am down there. He went right for my clit and started sucking and humming on it. I almost screamed and he stuck my panties in my mouth to keep me muffled. I couldn’t handle it anymore.  I pushed him off of me and got on my knees to help take his pants off. He had his shirt unbuttoned already and he had the most glorious body. His dang Gucci belt was confusing so he had to undo it. We started laughing and thought we heard someone outside in the hallway..... Ok - nothing was out there. He pulled it out and I was excited to have that piece of meat in my mouth. He started moaning and hissing in pleasure. He started to push my head harder making me gag which was turning us both on even more.  “Tae, I want you now....” I said with spit dripping down my mouth. “Baby girl get up on that table...” I got up there and he was ready to fuck. He started teasing me and I pushed him in myself. “Ohhhhhh shit,” he said. I had to cover my mouth to keep myself from screaming. “Y/n, you still owe me a day this weekend too...” He was talking but I couldnt hear him... I was in my own world. My whole body was tingling. It felt like he was rearranging my insides (LMAO) I already got gotten off and came on his dick.. he wanted to nut in my mouth. We did have to keep the evidence that anyone was in here a secret. So I agreed. I swallowed it fast and Tae was standing there in shock. “Wow - okay,” he said. We both laughed and got dressed quickly. We looked at the clock and it was 10 mins til. I ran to the bathroom to freshen up and I turn the corner to see Jungkook coming off the elevator. I try and make a U turn and turn back around and Tae was right on my ass. I ran smack into him. “Y/n, you forgot these....” He handed me my damn panties in front of Jungkook and Yoongi. Smh............ He tried to hide them as soon as he saw them at the elevator, but it was to late. I knew they saw but they acted like they didnt see. WELL NOW ITS GOING TO BE WEIRD...............

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Wake Up Call 1-9

**Buzz Buzz** My phone was going off beside my head which was really hard not to ignore. I open my eyes to find Jackson not there still. I look at my phone and there was a text at around 2 am from him saying he was staying at a friends house not to wait up. **Shrugs** Ok - I get up and get ready for the day. I had to be at work a little early to meet up with Soowa to get the papers I need to run to several commercial offices. Here was my outfit for the day.

I walked into the meeting room, and the guys were already there. They were all gawking at me with their mouths dropped to the floor. I turned around to see if someone was behind me, but there wasn’t. Jungkook rushed over and was trying to cover my blouse up... “Y/n, that’s a little revealing don’t you think?” he asked with one eyebrow raised up. I couldn’t help but laugh at the fact he was trying to cover me up. All the guys were still staring at me as if they had seen a ghost. I wave to them and it seemed to snap them out of whatever trance they were in. Tae comes running over and puts his arm around my shoulder. “Y/n, when are we going to meet up and finish what we started?” He was inches away from my face. I felt him breathing on my neck, but then I see him being pushed back by Jungkook.  “Shes going to be busy later, Tae. Maybe another day.” Jungkook has never had this look on his face before. It was his serious side I think, and it was turning me on. I cant just deny the guys “help”. “Tae, I can probably help you this weekend when I’m not busy. Just let me know when you are available and I can write it in my schedule.” I said heading to my seat opening up my ipad to pencil in the weekend to be free. He nodded at me and sat beside RM. They were whispering about something over there and glancing at me. I had to look like I wasn’t paying any attention, but I was. I felt like my head was spinning, and I was getting dizzy. I tried to stand up to head to the bathroom, but I fell face first almost hitting my head on the table. All I could hear were people screaming and saying call 911. Everything was dark. I could hear people talking and I could feel people touching me. I came to for a moment and I was on someones shoulders. I knew these shoulders from anywhere. Jungkook was carrying me like a sack of potatoes. It felt like he was running. I blanked out again, and next time I woke up I was in an ambulance.  “Y/n, I’m here! Don’t worry I’m not leaving you.” I heard the voice but it was faint. I felt someone massaging my hand trying to calm me down. I barely opened my eyes to find Jungkook in such a panicked state of fear. He was speaking fast in Korean to the drivers telling them what happened I guess. Next thing I knew I was being rolled into a room. I still had my eyes closed but could hear Jungkook speaking to a nurse. He wasn’t even suppose to leave BH. He could get in a lot of trouble. I didn’t want him to get in trouble because of me.  “Jungkook, please go back before you get in trouble. I don’t want us both getting in trouble because you left with me.... We have no body guards here and you are in danger if people notice you are here.... and...” I started trailing off but Jungkook came over and kissed me. No warning.... “Y/n, you scared the shit out of everyone. Are you okay????,” Jungkook asked.

“ Yes, I’m sorry for scaring everyone, but this isn’t something new to me. When I don’t eat I tend to faint sometimes. I just need to eat something and I will be fine in like a few hours.” “You almost hit your head and everything. Some of the staff almost passed out from seeing you pass out.” We laughed and the nurse came in and realized who Jungkook was. She saw him holding my hand and her eyes got big. She almost got her phone out and he motioned her out of the room.  “Look, I’m going to get the doctor to come clear us and we will get out of here. I’m going to text RM and tell him whats up and he will cover for us.” Jungkook was already on the phone before I could say anything. I feel like he really does care about me... what am I going to do?

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Stay Quiet 1-8

I fell asleep on that bus heading to Music Bank. I was slightly woken up when I felt someone tracing around my pantie line under my skirt. I still had my eyes closed but I took my hand to touch whoevers hand it was on me. I guess wearing a short ass shirt wasn’t the best attire for today, but it was what I had on. I opened my eyes to find Jungkook at it again. He looked at me and smiled and shushed me. He pointed that everyone was asleep in the bus, and wanted to mess around. We couldn’t go to the bunks because most the staff went back there to lay down. I could tell Jimin and V were up towards the front. RM was busy with his headphones on editing music. Everyone else in the back.  “Try and stay quiet,” he whispered as he traced around my panties under my skirt again. I squirmed a little with excitement. He started rubbing around much more vigorously, and I’m having to bite my lip to keep myself from making ANY sort of noise.  I could feel myself sweating in areas I never knew could sweat. He knew he was driving me crazy, and seemed to like it. 

He gave me this sly grin that drove me crazy. He was planning something, but I had no idea it would be this. Since I had the window seat in the bus it was harder to see anything going on in our area. So, he had the bright idea to get in the floor between my legs. I gasp in surprise and he put his finger over my lips to hush me. I start to giggle and hes trying not to laugh at the idea. I see Jimin look back at us for a second and I pretend to cough to make it not noticeable anything was going on. Jungkook lifted my skirt up to see I was already wet. My undies were clinging to me ready for whatever was next. I eagerly waited for his next move. He starts massaging my legs starting with my thighs. He then massages my sides up to my breasts. This guy was driving me crazy. I grab the back of his hair guiding him to me. He took it all in and started licking my panties. I thought I was the one who was suppose to be pleasing them, but at this moment I didn’t care. I could feel my whole body tense up as he pulled my panties to the side. He was teasing me by licking everywhere except my clit. He knew if he did that... I would probably be a moaning mess and be very noticeable. I wanted him to though... He pulled my panties off and stuffed them in my mouth to keep me quiet. I whimpered when he stuck 2 fingers in... I wanted nothing but to let out a loud scream, but couldn’t. I was so near my climax I could feel my insides tingling. As I was reaching my peak I couldn’t help but yell, “Oh my god!” I looked up to see Jimin, and RM both look back at me at the same time. Jungkook slowly raised up from the floor and wiped his mouth with his sleeve. Jimin couldn’t help but laugh his ass off. RM shook his head and rolled his eyes. “Next time warn me so I can turn my volume up,” RM said laughing.  We were arriving finally to Music Bank, and the guys were all gathering their stuff up. They have done this so many times that they werent nervous at all. For some reason I was though. I guess because this is my first time on the road with idols instead of watching it from my phone. I am really here! We gather in the guys dressing room getting them all prepped. Going through hair, makeup, and mic checks was on the to-do list. Miko was busy telling people what to do with hair while I was over here trying to fix Yoongi’s mic. I had to wire the mic under his shirt, and snap it to his pants in the back. I had never done this before and you could tell he was getting irritated. 

“Yah! Just reach under my shirt and connect it, Y/n,” Yoongi snapped. I was shocked he yelled at me like that. My eyes got big and I don’t know why but I was tearing up. I get how Yoongi can get sometimes, but I never thought he would talk to his staff like that. I could tell Jungkook knew it was effecting me. I reached under his shirt to connect it from his collar wiring it to his back pocket. I was so close to Yoongi I was almost kissing him basically. I saw him lick his lips as he was looking at me and looking down at my lips. I smile at him and he looked back up at me and rolled his eyes. I felt like he was hiding some sort of feelings back. Which I thought was funny. I bet I could make him open up a little as time goes by.  It was time for them to hit the stage. Everyone was hyped up and they did their warm ups. I finally made my way over to Jungkook to make sure he was fully ready. As I was fixing his collar he caressed my face and put my hair behind my ear. I thought that was a sweet gesture, but I didnt know everyone in the room was watching. Staff, other members, and even some of the Music Bank staff. One girl said,” Aww - they look cute.” I could feel my face getting red and all Jungkook could do was laugh. -_-  

The guys went out there and killed their performance as usual. They came back to the room covered in sweat, but I noticed RM was limping holding on to Jin for support. People were rushing over to him putting ice packs on his ankle. As he was exiting the stage he fell down the stairs and rolled his ankle. This is not good. They have a fundraiser to attend in a few days and they were going to preform a short act for the fundraiser. Hopefully he will feel good enough to dance.  We get back on the bus to head back to the office so everyone can go home. I hadn’t checked my phone at all today because I had been busy all day. I see that Jackson tried to call a few times. He also left me a few texts.  “Hey Y/n just checking up on you and everything. Hope you had fun on your short trip. Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do.” What the hell was that suppose to mean. He’s not my boyfriend. Nobody is. I have one job and that’s to keep these guys stress free. I’m here for support, and I don’t need any guy to tell me what to do and what not to do with my time. Jungkook looked over and read what he said. Jungkook took my phone and snapped a picture of him kissing my cheek and sent that to Jackson! “Omg what are you doing,” I asked. He looked at me and said,” Y/n, I know Jackson probably has feelings for you. I could tell that time I was there. Hes mad that his girlfriend broke up with him a few years back and wanted to go out with me. I honestly didn’t like her like that, but I did take her on a few dates. Ever since then he thought I stole his girl. Jackson and RM are pretty close friends and that’s how I found out he was mad at me for that. I wouldn’t do that shit on purpose. So, now I think he sees me and you getting close and wants to try and steal you away. I feel it.” I didn’t know all the detail about why Jackson and Jungkook didn’t like each other til he told me everything on the ride back. I feel bad because everything was a misunderstanding. I feel like I’m stuck in the middle though, because both guys seem to like ME of all people. I get to the apartment and sneak quietly in. I see Jackson wasn’t even there yet. So I took the time to take a shower and get in bed. I was worn out. Tomorrow is suppose to be even busier. 

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V 1-7

“Miko, we are going to be late to get on the bus if you don’t hurry up,” I yelled from my room to her room across the hall. She had her bag halfway in her door holding it open. I left Jackson a note saying we were going to Music Bank that I should be back tomorrow evening. I would text him, but he would just be that worry wart that he is. We head back to BH and go to the back of the building to meet everyone else. It was exciting to get to go on my first bus trip with the guys and the staff. I had a feeling everyone knew what my “job” was because everyone would stare and whisper. Maybe they were jealous? Maybe they thought I was some type of prostitute? Not really sure, but Jungkook saw me sitting alone in the back. He made his way to the back but Jimin stopped him. Thats when V sat next to me.  “Hi, y/n...,” He said with his deep sexy voice, omg. How can you not get shook from him just talking. “Oh - hey Tae. I see your English is really good now. If you need any help I have some books back at my apartment you can study,” I said. Tae put his arm around me and asked me to meet him in the back back... where the bunk beds were. When Tae got up I looked up at Jungkook and he slowly looked away.... I knew he knew what Tae wanted. I couldn’t say no or it was my job that would be gone. I slowly walk back to the back calling out for Tae. “Tae, I’m here. Which one are you in...” I felt a hand rubbing my ass. I looked down and he was in the bottom bunk. I crawled in and he had a tv in his little bunk. He was playing Overwatch of all things. LOL “Is this why you called me in here?,” I asked. He looked at me and laughed. He slowly put the controller down and started to massage my neck. The lights were casting a shadow on him and he looked like a majestic vampire.

“I know you have sincere feelings for my boy Jungkookie. So do I. I know he has deep feelings for you too, Y/n. He tells me everything. He said you were really good at massaging dicks with that mouth too and I want to see what all this talk is about,” he said while still massaging my neck. These guys are really smooth talkers, huh..... I look at him with a grin and put my finger over his mouth to hush. I close the curtain to his bunk and start to unbuckle his belt. I looked up at him...

And boy was he excited. I slowly started to massage his dick. He was moaning and I had to cover his mouth for him to quiet down. I did NOT want to be caught doing this. He was a grower and in that few mins I was shook. Tae looked at me and licked his lips. *boy he needs to stop doing that, I thought* I teased him a bit and in an instant he pushed my head down right on his dick. It surprised me, and he was a moaning mess. It was kind of a turn on which made me go faster. He pulls me up to his face and kisses me. He starts to kiss my neck and bite me. Not sure if hes wanting to fuck here, but he sure is acting like it. Im really not sure if this would be a good place to be doing this.

“Tae, Dont you think we should wait til we have a little more privacy to do the things we REALLY want to do,” I said winking at him. He laughed and nodded. I think he still wants me to suck him off though... I’m all for that. I took my tongue and was about to lick the tip when someone opened the back door. Our eyes got big and we sat still. He couldn’t even pull up his pants because his belt would make so much noise. 

“I know you’re in here.. come out. Shes done.” It was Jungkook. I slowly crawled out of the bunk looking down at the floor. I couldn’t even look at him. Why do I feel bad messing around with others when its what I’m suppose to do? “Tae, come out man. Pull your pants up and come out.” He honestly sounded mad.  “I know shes doing her job, but don’t do it here. Come on Y/n you’re sitting with me.” Jungkook grabbed my hand and dragged me back to the front part of the bus. Everyone turned around as all three of us came back in. Then they turned around acted as if nothing happened. Jungkook gave me his earbuds and told me to put them in... we had to drive for about an hour or so. He held my hand and was massaging it to calm me down. I felt safe now. 

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Jealousy 1-6

**Buzz buzz buzz** Ugh. I hear my alarm go off and I know its 6 am now. My phone is all the way on my side table. I open my eyes to find Jackson laying next to me grinning. “Good morning beautiful. I’ve been up a good hour watching you sleep.. in a non-creepy way,” Jackson said. I looked at him trying not to laugh and we couldn’t help it. We took our showers and got ready for the day.

“Dont you think that skirt is a little short?” Jackson asked. I looked down and shook my head no. He gave me this dead ass look. I couldn’t help but think how cute it was he was trying to look after me. “Jackson, its fine. I’ll be fine.” I said looking out the window. “Yeah, you also look fine as hell which means everyone is going to be looking at you,” he said putting his arms around my waist. “Look Jackson, its my job to be around the guys and give them what they need,” I said turning back to face him,” There is something I need to tell you. Its about my job and why I was hired. I was hired to be their personal assistant for this whole year. If I like it and if they like me at the end of my term then I can stay. If I choose not to I can move back to the states. My job also includes me satisfying their every day needs. Now, if you are following with what I say then...” He put his finger over my lips and shushed me.  “Let me finish please... Working for BigHit has been my dream since I discovered BTS when they first debuted. I have always been a big fan and followed them since. Jungkook is my bais and will always be. For the first time in my life I feel like I’m complete around him. Then you popped in the picture and its like... I can’t get my mind off you either. I have always been a fan of you too. So, its weird for me to be having this kind of relationship with both of you. Now I sure as hell hope I don’t meet any other idols I’m fans of because it would just be over for me. **I tried to laugh that off but he wasn’t having it** Plus, if anyone did find out we were sexually involved.. it would probably hurt both of us in the long run.” He just stood there and shook his head yes agreeing with me. “I don’t know what has made you and Jungkook have such tension between you to but I can tell something is up between you also,” I said. He turned to me and said,” He stole my girlfriend I had a few years ago. Ever since then I felt like I had to steal whatever he had of his. I really do like you y/n like seriously. At first it was all a game, because I knew what you were here for. I over heard Miko talking to one of her coworkers about you. As I got to know you though... I started falling for you hard. I didn’t want that to happen but it did.” I felt bad I really did, but I was running late. I walked over and gave Jackson a hug, and told him to not wait of for me tonight. I started to walk out and he grabbed my hand and pulled me back to give me a kiss. The aroma he gave off was like pure bliss. His touch was everything I ever wanted, but couldn’t have. I slowly pushed him back, and walked out the door.  “Y/N!!! You finally came out of hiding!!” Miko was yelling from the elevator. She motioned me to hurry up to catch the elevator with her. We get down to the lobby of our apartments and I see Jungkook there with Jimin waiting on me. I wave to them and I see he has something in his hands. It was a cute small bouquet of flowers. **JACKSONS POV** I hurry down to meet Y/n because she forgot her ID, and I see Jungkook there with Jimin. I freeze behind the column and look on. I see Jungkook brought Y/n flowers. Shes having a fit over them. Ugh. I do need to give her ID before she goes to work..... **BACK TO Y/N** I notice Jungkook looking past me and I turn around.....

Damn it Jackson.. why are you so cute? He’s waving at me and running up to me with my ID in hand. “Y/n, you forgot to pick this up while we were.... you know.. talking,” Jackson said while laughing. I rolled my eyes at him and laughed. “Thanks JacksyPooh, you can go on now,” I said while pushing him,” Yah - what are you doing.. stop making comments like that before I pinch you.” He laughed and walked away.

I walked back to the group and they were all looking at me probably wondering what they hell he was talking about. Jungkook especially. “He’s being stupid trying to embarrass me,” I said while hooking my arm into Jungkooks and Jimins arms. Miko looked at me in shock. “Uh - Y/n, why are you acting so normal around them?,” Miko asked. “What do you mean?” I asked. “You are acting like you are good friends with them... “ “Well - from what I hear, Miko, you already know what my job is. You’re telling quite a few people. If I were you I would stay quiet because it may come back and bite you.” She looked at me in confusion. Probably wondering how I knew. I don’t care. I don’t like people talking about me behind my back. I hear her running up behind us following us. “Y/n Im sorry. Look I heard what your job entails and I was actually worried you would get hurt.” “Miko, I’m glad you don’t want to see me hurt, but I wont get hurt,” I said with both guys still locked arms with me,” Hurry now we are going to be late for the meeting!” We all ran to the elevator to catch it. Took it to the 8th floor and made it in time. Soowa wasn’t there yet so we knew we were safe. We all sat in our chairs waiting on him to get there. He walks in dressed to impress with all black and his hair slicked back. He looked like an idol himself. Everyone got quiet as soon as he walked in.  “Ahhh - I see everyone is here on time,” he said shifting his eyes around the room,” I just want to let everyone know today we are all going to be on Music Bank and you will perform Idol. You all know the drill so lets get packed up and go. Y/n I’m sure Miko would be happy to show you what we do. I will see everyone on the bus in about 5 hours.” Miko grabbed my hand and was hauling me out of the doorway. I looked back to see Jungkook give me a puppy dog face and waving bye to me. I guess its time to get ready for my first big trip.

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Got Me In My Feelings 1-5

After Jungkook treated me to late night noodles he walked me to my apartment. It was around 1 am and I needed to be up at 6 for work. We were in front of my door when I turned around to thank him for walking me back, but he was right there in my face. Close enough I could feel him breathing on my lips. I have never been so nervous around someone like I am him. He took my hand and started massaging it. I felt like someone has done this for me before.... Jackson did. He did that to calm me down. I looked up at Jungkook and he smiled at me and kissed my forehead. 

“Y/n. thank you again for hanging out with me and helping me,” he said. I was still in awe staring at him. “Look Jungkook, I’m here whenever you need me,” I said, “you know where I live now so.... if you need me just call.”

He was just about to lean in to give me a kiss when I here a thud come from the door across the hall. We both jumped and laughed and I had a feeling Miko was being nosy through her peep hole. I turned to open my door and Jackson was standing there with a mad look on his face as soon as he saw Jungkook.

“Oh, hey Jackson. Uh - were you.. were you waiting on me this whole time?,” I said nervously as I was walking in. Jackson was silent sitting back on his bed. Jungkook gave me a hug and told me he would see me in the morning. He walked out and that’s about the time all hell broke loose.

I could feel the tension fuming off of Jackson. I looked at him on his bed and he looked like a little kid pouting. It kind of made me laugh inside. “Jackson, are you mad I was out this late or something? I was working late with the guys and lost track of time. I left my phone on silent so I could have no distractions,” I said. Jackson looked at me and mumbled something. “Look y/n, from the way Jungkook was acting towards you I doubt you two were just working late,” he said,” I looked out the peep hole because I heard people talking out in the hall thinking maybe it was you... which it was. I saw Jungkook kiss you on the forehead. Working colleagues don’t do that.” I still didn’t want to tell Jackson about my job and what it involves just yet. He would freak out, and it would back fire on everyone. I walked towards Jacksons bedside and sat next to him. I took his hand and started massaging it. He looked up at me and had this intense look in his face. He started rubbing my back with his other hand. He started from the bottom going all the way up to my neck. I was a moaning mess when he took both his hands and ever so lightly held my face. I was eye to eye with him. He was breathing hard, and I felt like he was about to jump me.  “Y/n, I think... I think I’m starting to catch feelings for you,” he said. There he was still holding my face. He was keeping me from looking away, and I could see the hurt in his eyes from seeing me with Jungkook. I closed my eyes instead and when I opened them back up he kissed me. He kissed me with so much passion it was like being knocked out for a split second. We were scrambling around his bed trying to take our clothes off. I was down to my bra and panties when I noticed him gawking at me.

 I held my arms out for him to come closer and he slowly came to me..  “Y/n, you’re absolutely gorgeous. I’m literally speechless right now,” he said. He laid me down on his bed and started kissing my belly. Then up to my lips... then to my neck... down to my breasts. He started massaging my breasts which was making me squirm a little. He started kissing my belly again... going further down to my thighs... he got right to my core and was breathing on it.. I knew what was about to happen. I nodded to him to let him know it was okay. He took my panties off with his mouth and threw them across the room. He lifted my ass up with his hands and had me level with his face. He started licking and kissing the insides of my thighs which was driving me insane. “Jackson, stop teasing me... please..,” I said. I was a moaning mess... I wanted him to please me so bad. He kissed my lips and licked my core. While he was licking and sucking my clit.. I felt him fingering me too.  “Y/n, god you’re wet as fuck now...,” Jackson said. He took his pants off and damn..... I was shooooook. He lowered himself down to me and was teasing my entrance with his dick.

 I wasn’t expecting him to ram it in, but he did and I literally felt like I got off right then and there. I was gripping his back clawing at it in pleasure. He put my legs on his shoulders to get a better angle and I felt it all the way in my stomach. As we were enjoying our intimate moment we hear a knock on the door.............. Was not expecting that. Way to ruin the moment whoever it was. I peeked out the peephole and it wasn’t someone I met personally yet. I looked over at Jackson on the bed and hes motioning me to come back to the bed lol I think he wants me to pretend we didn’t hear the knock. I tip toe toward him and they knock again. At this point I have a feeling they know we were up... “Hey, can you two knock it off in there!!! Some of us are trying to sleep and its like... 2 am,” the person said. Jackson and I started laughing and laid back down. I swear, I keep getting interrupted every single time I start to have fun. This is going to be a long ass year.... We ended up falling asleep in his bed. Better rest up for the eventful next day.

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Triple Threat 1-4

I froze when he said it was either Jimin or V. Or both. 

Jungkook saw that I was worried and stopped what we were doing. I looked at him confused as he got up out of the bed. He put his finger over his mouth signaling me to stay quiet.  He opens the door bare ass naked and two suspects fell into the doorway. I sat up and couldn’t help but laugh at the fact they were trying to listen in on what Jungkook was doing... obviously it was me he was doing. I thought it was cute how Jimin and V were trying to cover their eyes but then again try and peek. I mean, I was sitting there naked as hell on their friends bed. “YAH - What are you two doing listening in on me?,” Jungkook yelled.

“Well, we heard a lot of moaning and groaning. We thought maybe you were hurt and we came to check it out, and and and then we heard a female voice and and,” Jimin kept looking at V to see if he would fill in. I was trying to hold in my laughter at the fact they were trying to act so innocent. I rolled my eyes and noticed Jungkook was now staring at me.

“Well, while you’re here why don’t you guys have a seat,” I said. Jungkook was shook. His eyes got big and then he got curious I could tell. I motioned them to the chairs near the window. Jungkook locked the door behind them as they were sitting down. I adjusted myself under the covers to face towards them. Jungkook was still naked walking towards the bed. I guess they are use to each other being naked. Not sure... the guys weren’t freaking out about it. Which had me intrigued. “Why are you two listening in on us? You know good and well what we were doing,” I said. “Were you both getting turned on?” I shifted my eyes back and forth from suspect Jimin and suspect Tae. -_- They both looked at each other and looked at Jungkook.  “You were, weren’t you? Well, that’s kinda hot. If you guys are stressed out also... I could help you as well,” I said looking over at Jungkook to see his reaction. He seemed okay with it, but I really just wanted some one on one time with Jungkook before doing anything to overwhelming. Since it was my first time doing what I was hired to do I wanted to take things slow. I have a whole year to be around the guys.  “But, I kind of just want some time alone with Jungkook...” 

I looked over at him and he had the biggest bunny smile. I think he felt the same way about being around me. Both the guys laughed it off and walked out teasing Jk. He walked back over to the bed and we actually just laid there cuddling for the next 3 hours binge watching YouTube videos about food. We were getting hungry from watching them that we decided to get dressed and go get something to eat. I was so distracted that I didn’t know I had 10 text messages from Jackson. It was also 1:00 in the morning. The first one read: “Hey roomie, where are you? Are you busy? I need your help.” @ 10:30 “Y/n, Its already past 11 where are you? Are you okay?” @ 11:02 “Who are you with? Answer me! Just wanting to know that you are okay.” @ 11:13 Jungkook could tell something was up as he was getting dressed I was over at the table staring intensely at my phone.  “Hey, you okay?” He asked. “Yeah, I just got a few texts from Jackson that’s all. Hes wondering if I’m okay.” I sat there and felt like I betrayed someone for some reason. I know I was hired to help with the guys with personal stuff. Why did I feel like I was backstabbing Jackson? Was I catching feelings for him? Was I also catching feelings for Jungkook who has been my bias ALL these years?  I just wanted to go grab some noodles from the store and go to bed. 

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I love this so much.

fairy jungkook’s very important job

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First Client 1-3

As the day went by I didn’t cross paths with the guys til that evening. They seemed to have had a busy day with interviews. I overheard one of the staff members saying they went to Busan for a 2 hour interview. I bet they are tired, hungry, and stressed. I guess that’s where I come in. Soowa was telling me the guys already knew what I was being hired for I guess to make things not as weird as they already are.

I see Jin, RM, Jhope and Suga head towards the cafeteria in a hurry. They must be hella hungry. lol Especially Jin since he likes to do his VLIVES while he eats.  The three others were missing though. I looked around to see Jimin and V already sitting down and eating. Where is Jungkook? I was standing there looking lost when I felt a hand land on my shoulder.

//jumped and almost dropped my tray//

“Hey, Y/n.”

I knew that voice from anywhere. It was Jungkook.

“You can sit with me if you want. Lets talk and get to know each other,” he said AGAIN with that bunny smile you just cant say no to.

Omg, his English is so good now. I looked at him in silence and just nodded. I really couldn’t talk to him. I feel like I forget how to talk when he talks to me. I followed him to this table that sat for two. He pulled my chair out and I sat down staring at him in awe. Hes actually REAL. In my head my thoughts were just going everywhere. He interrupted my thought process by asking me questions about myself...

“So - What did you do over in the States?,” he asked while taking a huge bite of food. I couldn’t help but giggle at the fact hes really the same you see in their vlogs. Laid back and funny...

“I uh - I went to college for English studies. I also worked in a friends business making shirts.” - I trailed off into silence to look up and see him staring at me again... “I - Do I have something on my face?,” I asked him gently touching my face wondering if I forgot to blend in my foundation this morning.

“No, I uh - I just cant stop looking at you for some reason. Since this morning as soon as you walked through the door with Soowa. I felt like my breath was taken away from me,” he said.

I didn’t want to tell him I felt the same way about him. It was just to weird of a moment to start fangirling over him. I thanked him and continued eating. We talked the whole time about what I did for fun. We talked about gaming, shopping, and favorite foods. I didn’t realize it was getting later in the evening til Jin walked over and told Jungkook it was time to head back. I looked at him and he gave me this look...

He let out this big sigh as if he didn’t want to get up and go with Jin. “Hey hyung, I’m going to hang out with y/n a bit longer,” he said while grinning. Jin nodded and went on his way skipping to some song he was singing. I felt flattered he wanted to talk to me some more. So we talked about the most random things. He asked if I wanted to go grab some coffee from the cafe near my apartment. I agreed and we went there next. As we walked in you can hear the storm of fans yelling “OPPA” for Jungkook. They seemed to calm down when they see him walking in with me though. It seemed weird and eerie to be honest. He took photos with some and signed a lot of their merch they had. They were even taking pictures of me. I had a mask on so at least they didn’t get my full face in the pictures.

As we sat down in the cafe I see Jackson outside walking into our apartment. It was late so I’m guessing he was getting back from the studio. Jungkook sees me staring at Jackson and interrupts my thoughts.

“So I see you know Jackson,” he said. “Yeah, I’m roomed with him.” He looked at me concerned. “Why, is there a problem being roomed with Jackson?” I was taking a sip of my coffee when he told me he didn’t care for the way he treats women sometimes. I nearly choked on my coffee. If he only knew what happened this morning. I guess you could say I was taking up for Jackson when I said,” Well, hes not as bad as you think he is.” Jungkook just looked at me and smiled then the smile faded away. I sensed tension between them two so I dropped the subject. I asked Jungkook if there was anything I could help him with... English wise or if he wanted to go shopping to relieve stress. He nervously laughed at my request and I felt like I knew what he would want.

“Y/n, how about we go and chill at my place and play Overwatch,” He asked. I mean, I do like Overwatch and its been a long time since I gamed. So I agreed. We went back to his place which was a few blocks down, and played Overwatch for a few hours. It was already around 10 pm, and I needed to get back to my place to shower and get in bed.

“Well, I probably need to get going. I have to get up early and run a few errands for Soowa,” I said. Jungkook took my hand and started to massage my hands. “You know, you’re pretty good at Overwatch. You should come back over so we can play 1v1. He looked up at me with his bunny smile, and I started blushing and giggling like a dang teenage girl would LOL He laughed and kissed my cheek..... Okkkkk - what? I froze and was like... “What.. what was that for?”  I said... He said,” Thats my thank you for getting my mind off of work.” He walked towards me more seductively and had me against the wall with his arm right near my head keeping me from moving away. “Y/n I need you to do me a favor. You know why they hired you and I need your help other than playing games with me... “ My heart about jumped out my throat when I heard him say this. Then again I was excited as hell.

“I - Uhh, yeah sure. What do you want me to do?,” I asked as my voice got quieter. “Why don’t you start by getting undressed for me,” he said while he slowly sat in his chair.

//thought to self// Whatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt???

I slowly undressed down to my underwear and bra...

He was sitting in his chair with such a lustful look in his eyes. I could tell he was horny just by the way he was looking at me. I stood there in silence because hell I have never done this before with anyone famous let alone someone I just met. He motioned me to come over to him and sit on his lap. His face was close to mine and I could hear him breathing heavily as I was sitting there. He started to rub my back with his one hand and my leg with his other. Not sure how long its been for him since hes messed around with a girl, but from what Soowa told me.... a very very long time for all the guys.

“Y/n you look stunning,” he said. He made me stand up in front of him with my ass literally in his face. I felt so embarrassed, but thankfully I wore some cute underwear LOL

He turned me around to where my goods were right in front of his face now. He was massaging my ass with his hands while I was massaging his shoulders. He was moaning like crazy which was actually turning me on more and more. By my surprise he moved my panties over and started kissing my inner thigh leading up to my pussy. I could feel my insides tingling with anticipation of where his mouth was about to go. I put my hands on the back of his head and made him go right to my lips. It was the most glorious feeling ever. He started fingering me while licking my pussy and my whole body was going wild. I was a moaning mess. At that moment I didn’t care who heard me. He pulled my panties down all the way and put my leg over his shoulder. He knew what he was doing. I was about to get off then he stopped. He started to unbuckle his belt and take his pants off. I have never been so fixated on something so hard in my life. It was something you would see in a porno. His dick popped out of his pants like a damn jack in the box. He was huge. He picked me up and threw me on the bed. He came and laid on top of me. I knew I was in for it....

“Y/n, Im not being to rough am I?,” He asked while panting a little. “No - Kookie keep going... I want you in me.” At that moment he was fully naked.. abs dripping in sweat. His eyes glistened as he saw me rubbing my body ready for him. He entered and I let out a scream. It was more pleasure than it was pain. He started off slow and ended up going faster and faster. In the middle of all this pleasure I was able to look at the door, because I felt like someone was listening..... I saw a shadow at his door. I was mid-moan and I tapped his shoulder.. and pointed to the door. Jungkook laughed and whispered..

“I bet thats Jimin or V.. or probably both.”

Oh god - I thought. Just my luck.

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Idk how I should react to this <3 

make me choose:

@jjungcooks asked: yoonmin or yoonkook (cr.)

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The Meeting 1-2

-next morning 6 am-

***buzz buzz buzz*** I really did not want to wake up. I snapped out of it when I realized today was the day I would get to meet the guys and the rest of the staff. Miko some how got my number and texted me at 5 am! Where does this girl get this energy so early in the damn morning I do not know. She was reminding me to bring my papers and my ID. I was texting her back when I saw Jackson moving around in his bed. You really couldn’t help but notice him having “morning wood”. I laughed to myself and walked over to him. He was sound asleep. I started to shake him to wake him up since he had to be up at 6 am also. “Jackson, wake up. The alarm went off.” **shake shake poke poke** No response.... Then you looked down. Your perverted mind was thinking.. well, maybe I can wake him up by messing around. When would you get any other opportunity to do something like this? You slowly reach down and stroked his dick up and down. He started moaning almost instantly. You looked at him and he was biting his lip. Then what you didn’t expect to happen did... 

“Mmm, y/n. You really know how to wake someone up,” Jackson mumbled. “OMG, I’m sorry I’m sorry... Oh my god...,” I said frantically. He started laughing and sat up. I was all over the place trying to come up with excuses. “Y/n, come here. Sit. Please. Its okay,” Jackson said patting his bed wanting me to sit there. I slowly sat down and he caressed my face to move the hair out of my eyes.  “Look, why don’t you finish what you started? We both seemed to have been enjoying it. I will make it up to you in the long run, okay?,” Jackson said smiling sweetly. Then he started to give me the pouty face. How can you say no to this face.

You had no idea what you were getting yourself into ALREADY. You looked at the clock and it was already 6:15 am and you wanted to start getting dressed and ready to walk out the door. Jackson kept staring at you waiting for your answer. You really did not know what to say or do. He reached up to your neck and started massaging it. It felt really good since you were tense and nervous. He seems to know how to relax you. He slowly led your head to his dick where you licked the tip which caused Jackson to hiss in excitement. You slowly tease the tip going in circular motions. You could tell it was driving him insane to the point of jumping you. You decided to take it all in your mouth and in matter of minutes Jackson got off in your mouth. You were shocked and did NOT expect him to do that. He could have warned you. You swallowed and just sat there in silence.  “Um, y/n you can go spit that out if you need to. I guess I should have warned you. Sorry, its been a VERY long time since anything like that happened. I got out of hand. I’m sorry. Please look at me,” Jackson was rubbing my hand to try and relax me even more. “Jackson, its okay. I - I swallowed it all,” I said. “Wahh, really!?,” He replied in shock. “Well, yeah... I’m not a sissy. I spit and swallow depending on my mood... or if I’m in a weird position to... like now,” I said. We both started laughing and realized it was 6:30 am! I had 30 mins to get ready and be in that lobby to meet Soowa. I do not want to make him mad on my first day! 

This is what I wore...

I got Jackson’s approval with a thumbs up from him and ran out the door. Right as I was walking out the door Miko walked out of her door across the hall. She was waving and jumping up and down, as usual.  “Y/N!! Its your first day & DAMN you looking hot in that outfit. Did Jackson try and hit on you? He is a big time flirt.” She kept rambling on and on about Jackson, work, food, and a whole bunch of other off topic stuff. As we were about to cross the street I tripped and almost fell flat on my face, but someone caught my arm. I turned to look and it was Jackson. Of all people it was him. I figured he would be getting ready still. He was looking hot as always.

“Ahh - oh my gosh, Jackson. Thanks,” I said smiling back at him. “Y/n, you got to be careful on this sidewalk. They need to fix it. Well, I’m heading to the train station to head to the studio with the other guys. I will see you later y/n **wink** “ I was standing there in a daze, confused, and late. LATE! “MIKO LETS GO!” I grabbed her arm and we ran to the lobby. I looked around for Soowa, but he was nowhere to be found yet. I think I’m in the clear. I looked at my phone at the clock and I was 5 minutes early. I stood there watching people walk through the doors. Wondering if its this busy every day here. Miko was talking to everyone who walked through that door. She seemed to know everyone and I was envy of that. 

In that moment I heard someone yell my name. I turned and it was Miko across the way motioning me to come to her. I walked over and realized it was Soowa. He looked different from last night. He had gotten a new haircut it seemed. He was already attractive now it seemed to intensify. I felt nervous walking up to him. I don’t know what it is about Asian men, but they seem to intimidate me. “You ready y/n to go to the meeting?,” Soowa asked me. “I am ready,” I said smiling but really inside my insides are exploding. I was so nervous to meet the members of BTS. My all time bias will be there in the flesh and I have no idea how to act. Jungkook has always been my bias, and now to be able to work for them is literally a dream come true. Then you have my bias wreckers, V and Jimin. Then you have the other guys who know how to steal your heart too. I hope I don’t act like a total dingus. All these thoughts were racing inside my head as I was staring off into space. “Y/n, lets go woman! **waves clipboard in the air** Just so you know... the guys have been learning English for the past year now. They are almost fluent. Their last tutor quit because of some drama with his family so he had to move back to the states and we haven’t heard anything from him since. That’s where you come in. Of course you will do more than just tutor them in English. There is a new position the boss has come up with and we wanted to meet with you personally face to face and talk to you about it to see how you will take it. If not we will give the position to someone else,” Soowa said in a serious tone. He continued,” We also got all your lab tests back and see you got all your shots since you are over here in a different country. Everything came back clear. We want you to be as comfortable here working for us and for you to do the best you can.” As he was telling me all this we walk into this big room with a huge oval shaped table. I looked up and my body felt like it went limp. My throat started to get itchy and I felt like I was sweating. There they were. All sitting there looking angelic as ever. A few of them had masks on, and some were playing on their phones. As soon as they noticed I was there they all dropped what they were doing to pay attention to Soowa. I was in my own world locking eyes with Jungkook. He slowly pulled his mask down to his chin and gave me the biggest bunny smile ever. At that moment I was holding my breath not knowing how to breathe. (lol)

“Good morning all,” Soowa started, “I’d like everyone to welcome the newest member to the team, Y/n. She will be with us starting off her 1 year position as personal assistant to the guys. If everything goes well in that one year she have the choice to continue her journey here or move on to other things in her life.” As Soowa was talking I noticed Jimin smirking at me and looking over at Jungkook. He already knew something was up. I know that look from Jimin all to well. Watching all their videos (in a nonstalker way lol) and studying their personalities. I knew something was up. “Now, for the new role in YOUR position, y/n. We would like to talk to you about this in private so if you would come with us.” I followed Soowa and 2 other people into the back room. I sat down and was literally shaking wondering what were they going to talk to me about that they couldn’t talk in front of the guys about.  “As you know the guys don’t really get to release any stress like normal guys do. We have come up with a solution and that’s where you come in. We have asked other females to do this and they aren’t comfortable doing this. Now, when we say releasing stress.. what I’m trying to say is...” Soowa was trailing off so I spoke up. “You mean have sex with them to release their stress....,” I said in a stern voice which surprised everyone. “Um - yeah basically....,” Soowa said looking down at his shoes. I was totally shocked as to what they were asking me to do.... “You know,” I started off, “There are other ways to release stress. Not only with sex.” Soowa looked at me and smiled,” Of course there is. That’s why we think you would be perfect for this... But we need to know by the end of the day your answer. The guys are really stressed about this upcoming event they have to go to, and could really use your help.” I was still shocked and sat there motionless from what I was just asked to do. All these thoughts were racing inside my head... Was I being paid to sleep with the members? Isn’t this illegal? I snapped out of when Soowa butted in my thoughts. “Y/n, just to let you know if you are worried if this is legal or not... it is. We aren’t prostituting you out. Like I said its your choice on how you want to help them release their stress. You’re free to do whatever you like. You could take them to a movie. You could give them a massage. Its all up to you. They aren’t picky.” //thought to self// Am I crazy? Who in their right mind would pass up this? “Alright I’m in,” I said as I stood up to walk back out in the room. Soowa hurried on behind me to tell everyone my answer. I walked out looking down at the floor and I saw a pair of Timberlands meet my feet. I slowly look up and it was JK with his bunny smile. He booped my nose and said, “Welcome to the team, y/n cant wait to work with you.” That’s about the time I passed out.

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//These 3 will be the death of me//

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The Arrival 1-1

-arrival time 5:45 am-  Here I was standing in the middle of Incheon International Airport looking for the person to pick me up from here. People were zooming past me not paying any attention to where they were going. I felt like I was in a mosh pit at a concert not able to move around being pushed in every direction. All I knew was that they were suppose to be wearing a black shirt with the word STAFF on the back holding a sign with my name on it. I looked frantically around and almost gave up after 15 minutes of no luck. //thought to myself// What have I gotten myself into? I was skimming the crowd when I saw a short girl with a sign that said “WELCOME y/n USA” all the way in the back of the crowd. She was even having to stand on a small stool to even see over the crowd. I motioned to her I was coming over there. She excitedly started to jump and down when she saw me.

“HI! I’m Miko! I will be driving you to your new place!” She gave you a surprise hug and squished my cheeks. I wish I had that much energy this early in the morning. I was sluggish and had major jet lag.

She helped me with my bags which were heavy as hell. I felt like I packed my whole life away in these 4 suitcases. I left everyone behind in the states to accept this job for BigHit, and I even broke up with my boyfriend to take this job. Probably the hardest thing I had to do.... so I thought.

We started walking towards the exit and she asked me, “ Are you ready for a huge commitment?” I looked at her confused and said, “What are you talking about?” She started going on and on about the job that I applied for consist of. I honestly didn’t know it was going to be all this work. I was so nervous to meet the guys especially.  It was a good bit of a drive to get to the apartment they reserved for me. It was literally right across the street from the office. Thank goodness because I would have gotten lost in a heartbeat in the fast pace town of Seoul. 

As we arrived at the doorstep of where I was going to stay for the next year I had this urge of nervousness shoot through me. It hit me that this was real... that I was about to make my dream come true. She knocked on the door and a guy answered it. He was tall, handsome, and looked like he just woke up. He was wearing nothing but gray sweatpants and his hair all messed up.

You could tell you were blushing as he was rubbing his eyes to wake up. Your face felt like it was on fire. You started to get dizzy then you felt Miko nudge you to introduce yourself. You snapped out of it finally...

She whispered, “This is your roommate.... go ahead and say hello. He speaks English so its fine” She pushed me forward a little.

//thought to myself// What in the heck... how am I suppose to have a male as a roommate?? How were we suppose to sleep in the same room and not get distracted?? I have all these questions for Miko, but I couldn’t ask them right here or now while he was standing here half ass naked.  “Um, hey I’m y/n. I think I’m your new roommate.” You check your card and the number on the door just to make sure Miko misread the number, but she was right...... you are staying here. The guy finally realized what was going on and said, “OH HEY ROOMIE!!” He gave me a slap on the back and welcomed me in. “Whats up? I’m Jackson. Jackson Wang.” He held out his hand for me to shake it. I slowly put my hand out there and he grabbed it and started shaking it vigorously and made my whole body move. He started laughing realizing I was so nervous.  Then it hit me.... “Wait a minute. Jackson as in... Jackson from...GOT7?” I knew I recognized that name from somewhere. “Miko, why in the hell am I roomed with Jackson??” Miko turned slowly from the sink and grinned. “Its how we do things around here now. Things have changed. Everyone in this building are staff and idols living among each other. Don’t worry though, y/n. I am right across the hall from you roomed with Jennie from BlackPink. I will let you get settled in. I will be across the hall if you need anything” She gave me this grin and slowly left the room. //thought to myself// BUT WHY AM I ROOMED WITH A MALE.. this is going to be a long year.

I started to unpack my things, but as I was putting up my clothes Jackson was over there getting dressed. In the corner of my eye I saw him take his pants off. I guess he thought I wasn’t looking. Do you blame me for not trying? He glanced over as I was looking and I almost fell over my suitcase trying to not let it be known I was looking. -_- To late.  “It’s okay to look, y/n”, Jackson said. I’m sure you’ve seen a half naked guy before in the states.” I was shocked he wasn’t embarrassed. I was also shocked he wasn’t trying to hide his goods. 

“I uh, I - I mean I have seen my ex boyfriend naked. It was just a shock to see you change in front of me, sorry” I was scrambling around the room trying to act “natural” which was hard to do when you are roomed with a idol. He started laughing and grabbed me by the arm. “Look, calm down. Take a deep breath”, he said. I could feel my face getting red and he was only inches away from my face. My heart started racing and all of the sudden someone banged on the door which made both of us jump back away from each other. “Come in!” Jackson yelled.

In came this tall mysterious guy with a clipboard and a ton of paper attached to it.

“Yeah, I’m looking for a y/n”, he said with a sly grin.

I was in shock still from Jackson being that close to me. He finally nudged me and I was like... “OH yeah that’s me” - Jackson was laughing at the fact I was still shocked.  “Alright - I’m Soowa. I’m the lead directer of the department you are going to be in at BigHit. I help with all the personal assistants to all the idols here in Korea. Read over these papers and turn them in tomorrow when you arrive for your first day. You won’t be doing much except meeting everyone and getting use to the schedules. OH - and don’t be late. Be there in the office at 7 am dressed to impress. You will be meeting the guys of BTS so you will need to show you are ready to work.”

I just stood there both excited and nervous. “How many other people will be there to meet everyone? Is it just me?” Soowa turned slowly back around,” Yes, its just you that got the job out of 15 other people. So make it count. They really liked your resume you sent in. I can tell you that you will be working with each member 1 on 1 teaching them English since it says you are an English major. That’s probably what got you the job. Plus - you will also be assisting them with whatever they need. When I say whatever they need... you need to give it to them.” You noticed he said that with a sly grin. My heart started to beat faster getting nervous about what hes even talking about... “whatever” they need... Your trail of thought wondered off as you notice him leaving.. Soowa continued,” I will meet you in the lobby actually at 7 am so you will know where to go and not get lost. The building is confusing to some.” I nodded my head and he walked out of the room. I went to lock the door and I totally forgot Jackson was even in the room. I turned around and he was right there in my face. GOD he smelled good too. I shook my head to get the thought out of my head. I couldn’t help but fantasize about him. He noticed you getting flustered and backed off a little.  “Look - if you start to feel weird around me... let me know. I will back off. You seem like a down to Earth type of girl, y/n. My last roommate got fired because he was late to work 5 times. Like Soowa said... Don’t be late,” Jackson said in a more concerned tone.  I was making my way to my bed to sit, but he grabbed my hands again. I could feel my hands getting sweaty. I literally have never been this close to any idol or ANYONE famous for that matter. I should have known I would be around a few working for BigHit. Never in my life did I think I would actually meet Jackson Wang though. 

He gave me a great big bear hug ,and you took in a deep breath. I felt like I held my breath for 5 minutes to take in the glorious smell. It was strange he was hugging a total stranger, but I did not mind at all. It did calm me down a bit.  “It’s by Versace,” Jackson said while laughing.

He walked over to his desk and threw this blue bottle at me. It was like catching a brick. I’m glad I caught the dang thing. “Oh - nice. I’ve never owned anything Versace in my life,” I told him. Jackson walked over to me and said,” Well, that bottle cost about 120 bucks.” I almost dropped the bottle as he told me how much this small bottle cost. I handed it back to him so I wouldn’t accidentally drop it since my palms were still sweaty from being nervous around him.

We stayed up talking a long time getting to know each other. He helped me fill out my forms because some of it was in Korean, and I was still learning. He offered to teach me Korean if I would teach him more English. I agreed and we talked til around 11 pm about the most random stuff. “Ahhh, we better get in bed. We both have to get up early in the morning,” Jackson said. I looked at the clock and I panicked. “Where do I go to freshen up?” I asked. I didn’t even realize we get our own bathrooms. Jackson pointed to this small slender door to the right of his bed.  “The bathroom and shower is in there. Be sure to turn the knob hard when turning it off or it will drip. That noise gets on my nerves at night.” Jackson was laying in bed with his earbuds in. I figured this would be a good time to get in the shower while he’s busy. I took a quick shower, and forgot to get clothes to bring in there to change into.......great. I wrapped the towel around me and peeked out to see Jackson asleep already. I walked to my closet and grabbed my PJs and walked past his bed to see him laying there with his hand in his boxers. You really couldn’t help but stare at every inch of his body. I went to put the cover over him, and that’s about the moment he grabbed my arm and pulled me on top of him. I looked at him and noticed he was still asleep. What. In. The. Hell. I tried to wiggle my way out of his grasp but he was strong even in his sleep. I couldn’t imagine what he was even dreaming about because he was moaning and mumbling something. I tried to shake him awake so he would let me go. Finally I slapped him upside the head. “YAH - let me go you pervert!” I yelled. Jackson woke up to find me on top of him with my towel on, barely. I was rambling on about how I couldn’t get loose, but all Jackson was doing was staring at me in awe. I snapped my fingers to get his attention. “Helllooooooo - my eyes are up here Jackson.” -_- For once he was speechless. “Look I was trying to cover you up and you grabbed my arm and pulled me on top of you and even in your sleep you’re strong as hell and I couldn’t get off of you. Are you listening to me?!” He started walking towards me looking me up and down. I started backing up into the door to the bathroom. He got closer to me, and I felt like I was about to have to defend myself. “Get your pajamas on, y/n. You’re still naked and its very tempting to try and hit on you right now,” Jackson said while trying to stay calm. I did just that. Got dressed. Got in bed. Went to sleep. I remembered to set my alarm at 6 am so I had enough time to get ready. Tomorrow was a big day.