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The thing about being from a marvel universe is that time was just as fucky internally as it appears externally.

The christmases in that lifetime between 1988 and 1992 were some of the most impactful in all my lives, but I couldn't tell you how many of them there were.

You'd think the answer would be easy-- 4-- but no. The answer could be anywhere from 1-10 or more, and that number probably actively changed during the time I was still living in that universe.

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That actually happened to me a couple hundred years ago

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i'm convinced that i was never meant to be human

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get in loser we’re living past the end of our myth

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lush

instagram - twitter - website

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I saw a TikTok the other day with several million likes that said something along the lines of “my little sister is a therian and wearing cat ears to school and im so scared for her” and like. Weird video obviously but what really did me in was a comment that said “my younger sister was also a therian, im glad I bullied her out of it, it was for her own good :(“ and it had like several thousand likes. are you people okay. that is such a miserable way of living your life. bullying someone out of doing something is already disgusting but for it to be your younger sister, someone who looks up to you? and for what? because you’re afraid they might get bullied? congratulations! you’ve just become their first bully! you have just mocked and scared them out of a passion or something that brings them joy most likely because YOU’RE embarrassed. what an awful way to live and treat others

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cannot relate to people who don't feel trapped in their own brain we are simply too different. "your brain is you" ummm no it's not? my brain is a warden enforcing my punishment for a crime i never committed and it keeps slamming its baton against the bars of my enclosure to rattle me

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I want to try and get a sense of exactly what the bodily age ranges systems are here.

If you don't want to answer then keep scrolling.

Reblog for larger sample size please.

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If you are talking about something you personally experience(d), like your plurality and your perception of that, you are not lying or spreading misinformation. You are talking about you and what's going on with you.

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The fallibility of memory across lifetimes is infuriating. It's the same as the fallibility of memory in one life, but so, so much worse. I hate just having fragments. I hate being uncertain.

I don't want to guess at the details of my life; I want to know. I want to remember it right.

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Have you ever thought "I wanna go home" even though you were in your own room, or are you normal

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Sometimes when your source's canon gets new material it feels like that's the worst thing that could happen to you.

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When the shift hits you and suddenly your inner monologue has your kintype's VA and intonation.

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We accept your apology, though calling yourself horrible is not productive, and I disagree with the anon who called you a "failure".

Please take care of yourselves and I hope you'll feel better soon.

I know you're having a bad time right now, so I won't say any more here, but we'd be open to having a continued conversation with you about spiritual plurality, and why the things that were said were hurtful, in the future when you're more stable.

hii!

idk if you knew this, but "soulbond" and "plural identity" are vv harmful terms

:( theyre pro endo (endogenic, aka a "system" without trauma) and endos scientifically cant exist. /info

basically, systems like ourself stem from childhood trauma. before the ages of 9-12, your brain is physically unable to create a solid identity. normally, by that age, what we call "facets" or "fragments" of identity will either:

- fuse together, creative your identity (which is ever-changing but now has a "root"); or

- disappear for any reason

but when someone goes through extreme trauma before that age, those facets are unable to develop properly and instead become identities. this results in DID/OSDD/USD, which are the only ways plurality can exist.

soulbonding is (and correct me if im wrong) the practice of creating a spiritual connection with someone or something, or bringing their soul/spirit into your body. this is similar to introjecting (having an alter form based on a real person, fictional character, etc.) but alters cannot be made intentionally as they form at the brain's subconscious and not the conscious. therefore, it isn't possible and soulbonding is purely misinformation.

likewise, "plural identity" is equally harmful if not even more so because it implies that one can just "identify" as a system or as having fragmented identity, which in turn mutes the people like me whove been through horrible things and had to suffer for it our whole life. if plurality was an identity, then 100% of real systems would identify as singlet because it really isnt fun.

please remove those from your blog... /nm /lh

I am begging you to at least think about what you're doing and saying when you come to a person and ask them to negate and deny their entire personhood and entire lived existence to make you comfortable and to conform to your worldview.

This is what you are doing when you come to a spiritual plural or a spiritual fictionkin and say "stop using those words, because I don't believe in those things".

When you say "DID/OSDD/USD, are the only ways plurality can exist" to someone who has lived the past 30 years of their life as a spiritual plural system you are saying "you don't exist, and I want you to deny your own existence for my comfort."

You are literally coming to me and telling me my soul doesn't exist.

You don't think that's a fucked up thing to say to someone, even if you believe it?

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I don't think we said anything to you that wasn't nice, and we certainly didn't send anyone after you. Sorry to hear that you've been getting mean anons.

I know that your system member wasn't trying to be cruel with the message that they sent to us, but please consider that their message was explicitly dismissive of our existence and identity and implied that our very existence hurt others. It was a hurtful message and we were hurt by it. I genuinely feel like we responded fairly, considering that.

hii!

idk if you knew this, but "soulbond" and "plural identity" are vv harmful terms

:( theyre pro endo (endogenic, aka a "system" without trauma) and endos scientifically cant exist. /info

basically, systems like ourself stem from childhood trauma. before the ages of 9-12, your brain is physically unable to create a solid identity. normally, by that age, what we call "facets" or "fragments" of identity will either:

- fuse together, creative your identity (which is ever-changing but now has a "root"); or

- disappear for any reason

but when someone goes through extreme trauma before that age, those facets are unable to develop properly and instead become identities. this results in DID/OSDD/USD, which are the only ways plurality can exist.

soulbonding is (and correct me if im wrong) the practice of creating a spiritual connection with someone or something, or bringing their soul/spirit into your body. this is similar to introjecting (having an alter form based on a real person, fictional character, etc.) but alters cannot be made intentionally as they form at the brain's subconscious and not the conscious. therefore, it isn't possible and soulbonding is purely misinformation.

likewise, "plural identity" is equally harmful if not even more so because it implies that one can just "identify" as a system or as having fragmented identity, which in turn mutes the people like me whove been through horrible things and had to suffer for it our whole life. if plurality was an identity, then 100% of real systems would identify as singlet because it really isnt fun.

please remove those from your blog... /nm /lh

I am begging you to at least think about what you're doing and saying when you come to a person and ask them to negate and deny their entire personhood and entire lived existence to make you comfortable and to conform to your worldview.

This is what you are doing when you come to a spiritual plural or a spiritual fictionkin and say "stop using those words, because I don't believe in those things".

When you say "DID/OSDD/USD, are the only ways plurality can exist" to someone who has lived the past 30 years of their life as a spiritual plural system you are saying "you don't exist, and I want you to deny your own existence for my comfort."

You are literally coming to me and telling me my soul doesn't exist.

You don't think that's a fucked up thing to say to someone, even if you believe it?