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this shit was so much easier when i was 16 wtf😭

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On one hand, I hate being alive!!!!! On the otherhand, man, I want to continue my education, get more degrees, and do stuff ❤️❤️

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Happy crimble :D

Hehe, I am answering late but happy late everything ❤️ thanks for checking in

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hi friend, havent seen you in awhile. You doin okay?

Hey!! I kinda went on a spiral and just avoided life. But I'm okay now. Thanks for checking in ❤️❤️❤️

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Hey,

how are you?

❤

Hi, I'm back and I'm uh, well. I'm here again. Hope you're doing well ❤️❤️❤️

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Fuck, haha. Hey all

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Been depressed. Tired. Exhausted. Can't wait for finals to be over so I can rot and starve.

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I'm somehow still a bit drunk, I think. But... I feel like I like to assume the worst about myself. That I am not as kind as everyone says I am. That I am not as hard working, nor as smart.

I think it is easier that way. That I will always fail to meet everyone's expectations and I will never truly succeed.

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credits:@realitylana (tiktok)

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G@gging and feeling so nauseated :(

What a terrible feeling. I fear Wingstop was too heavy after having >700/day for a week.

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No entry for tonight. Very busy day, and very very dehydrated, haha.

Day 10: 541

Day 11: 1,315

Honestly it wasn't a binge? While I def went over calories, I was just drunk and eating. Also, why did 9 pieces of Cajun corn end up being 540 calories 💀💀💀

I'm so dehydrated. I need water.

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Drunk and got wingstop..screw 3ds. 😩😩😩 I'm gonna eat tonight because it's the last day of instruction

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reminder for if you messed up / binged today ♡ ⋆｡

don't beat yourself up over it. take a breath, drink some water, and try again tomorrow. results won't come overnight and if they did, everyone would be doing this.

acknowledge that today didn't go as planned, and wake up tomorrow with a better outlook

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that feeling when you stomach is empty and you feel like youre h1gh>>>>>

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Omg foam rollers work!!! I could barely sit but I used one and now I feel a lot better!!

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I also drink lemon tea or green tea and that helps too!

Something I learnt the hard way recently, if your food noise is really bad and u keep just looking in the fridge, try drinking a bunch of water, ur probably dehydrated lowkey.

I do be tryna drink more water and the food noise isn't bad anymore it used to he unbearable

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09:40

Well, completely done with one of my classes!! Time for the gym. I have a Jasmine tea and I also have hydration mix! Gonna try to see if I can have less than what my meal plan said.Maybe I'll try to just have half of a pear for lunch and half for dinner?

Then hydration mix and vitamins, of course. It should be less than 250 calories!

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09:55

Just weighed myself. Same weight. Feeling pathetic right now. It's probably because ate so much yesterday. Gonna push myself today to make up for it.

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10:51

Taking a break from weights, but God... I can't believe I didn't lose any weight at all. I get that it's probably just water weight, but still...

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11:06

Over an hour into your workout and you start wondering, "what the hell am I doing with my life?"

Lol.

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11:53

273 calories burned. I feel like I need to do better. May go back later because it's not even noon yet haha.

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14:47

Back at the gym. I saw a girl weighing herself early and she was only 103.8 lb with clothes. And she was wearing sweatpants!!! Ugh!!!!!

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19:33

I ate dinner and it was about 430 calories (I'm not actually sure if it was). So I got upset... and proceeded to eat 110 cals of ice cream lol. I love this brain. I'm STILL HUNGRY.

My boyfriend wanted me to eat dinner with him because he wanted to spend time with me so I had to 🥺🥺

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20:08

540 calories isn't even that much?? Or is it? Ugh. I feel like I'm at war with myself. I made some lemon tea and I feel a little better.

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11:53

Done with one final project, now I just have... 3 more to go...

I want to eat more but I'm going to wait. Thursday I have a work lunch and on Friday, I have my friend's birthday party.

Gosh, if I don't lose weight tomorrow I may lose it.

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Stats:

Steps: 16,436

Water: 1.8 L

Calories out: 2,262

Calories in: 541

Weigh in: 115.8

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12/11/24