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Ugh I ate so much today and I have to weigh myself tomorrow kms

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Having an4 and being short is one of the worst things ever what do you mean I'm gonna look like a 10 year old when I reach my ugw and not a model

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Its honestly so embarrassing to have other people being skinnier than me

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in one of my classes today we talked about trending companies and someone in my group said tumblr was becoming less popular bc they deleted the ed communities dude we're still here😭😭😭

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One of my favorite meals:

Leaf of iceberg lettuce (1)

1 roma tomato (10)

2 slices of provolone cheese (200)

3 slices of ham (50)

Total: 261 calories

Just use the lettuce as a wrap or cut it in half to mimic a tortilla or bread! Its super nutritious AND surprisingly filling for under 300 cals! Of course, the amounts of ingredients can vary to change the total amount of cals!

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dude that joke was so funny!!!

i don’t eat anymore because of it.

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An4blr is actually one of the craziest things ever bc you'll see a post that's like "Hi my lovelies, here's 5 ways to avoid binging when u break ur fast!<3<3<3" and it'll have 8 notes.

Meanwhile, there's a post that simply says "fatty" and it'll have 69,420,000,000 notes

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Can people PLEASE start tagging things related to eds correctly? There are some general tags that apply to everything but tagging meansp0 as nicesp0 needs to stop.

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One thing that’s so funny about @na tumblr is that when someone says “i am so fat” you never know if they actually are or if they are a BMI 16

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I just finished a 25 hour fast!! It's the first time I've fasted for over 24 hours and I'm so proud of myself!! Maybe I'll finally reach my goal weight this year!!

I broke my fast at 9:00pm tonight with tortellini (330) and garlic toast (115), totaling 445 cals! I also had 2 small cupcakes I made last night for dessert. I'm not sure what the cals for those are but I'd say it's probably around 500 for both combined?

945 cals today!!!!!! I'm so fucking happy

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This disorder cannot be real what do you mean the amount of calories I eat in a day is what most people would consider a single meal????

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I'm chewing gum right now because I've been fasting for 17 hours and want to keep going but I forgot I was chewing gum and thought I was actually eating something😭 can I please be normal.

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stepping on the scale n seeing I’ve lost:

putting my new weight into a BMI calculator and my BMI has barely changed at all:

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TW SH

hi everyone. I'm so fucking upset that I have to make this post but here it is. Honestly, I'm surprised I've avoided sh for as long as I have but my life has been shit recently and I just want to feel something again. Please reply to this post if you have any sh tips such as techniques, how to hide scars, and how to do it safely. I don't want to k!ll myself or have super noticeable scars. I just want to know safe ways to cut so I can feel something again. Thanks<3

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we're single because we're too heavy. we're single because were still too big. maybe if we got smaller and weren't as fat we'd have found someone to date. ur not ugly ur just not skinny enough.

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I'm trying so hard to sleep and just not think about it, but i can't stop fucking crying. Its a cold lonely fucking island.