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💔 I slept late as usual..with my “pulaw buddy” cousin.actually malala yong insomnia nya sa akin..even if its school days she still sleep late..but oh come on she hasnt lose weight..haha xa na ged..well by the way i have nothing to think about my opening statement so i did insert my pulaw buddy..to start with, hay aug 18 na..see how time flies?ambilis po..pwede po magslow down..haha ganahan ko aning paspas..makasingot..☺

Tomorrow..will i be happy?sad?fucked up or ill start thinking to make myself feel numb as fuck..* deep sigh, uhm sighing as fuck again* actually di man gid big deal ang inadlaw ah..christmas is fast approaching according to my mother christmas is literally is for the kids..you know the santa echos, the kiss under the mistletoe, the socks left hangin out there and santa kuno will put some candies..mga ana ra gud..mga ka ek ekan sa mga tiguwang na tong narealize nako nauto sad mi before..lol and my cousins would hate me for i would spoil the ka ek ekan thingy to them..haha kill joy daw ako..“introvert ka man te bonna oy ka bad mo!”..ay as in gidiagnose ko nilag ani?brayta ani nila oy..mai pa sila nagets akong personality..samtang ikaw?hehe oo ikaw, hey take a moment of absorbing this self list blog tonight..huki? i will spoil my inner self to you for the 1st time? 1.im a very sensitive person..i get hurt easily..i complicate things most of the time. 2.i dont usually spill off my thoughts.if i am mumbling some words to you ¼ pa na sa nafifeel ko inside..it means i might have killed u a thousand times when i get mad.thats how mean i tend to think. 3.if im quiet.thats the time that you have to worry.(take this seriously,i mean it) 4.i can stand a day without talking.whether i am in a good or bad mood. 5.when im inlove i am the most paranoid one.as in to the nth level. 6.im difficult to handle.pag di ko okay ayokong ginadedma ako pero ayaw kng kinakausap din ako.so bahala naka kng mag unsa ka, ayaw kong ginalambing ako pero gusto ko lambingin.mongoloid lang. 7.i starve myself pag di ko okay..i can stand a couple of days without eating.literally.my way of punishing myself.flip lang db. 8.i listen to music whenever im down.and it doesnt make any difference malowbat na lang ko bad trip japon ko. 9.i cant sleep when im mad.as in abnormaaaal. 10. Im in my most emotional state during bloody days..hayy kakatapos ko lang db.. 11.if someone is so special to me i can spend the day talking and talking to that someone.no meals in between ana ko mainlove.tag gutom lagi.so if am losing weight alams na but with i gained a lot of weight yowo pero good thing man.

12.i can give up my reading habit for my loved one.as in.i really can. 13.i dont mind asking sorry.sala ko man o hindi.i always ask forgiveness. 14.i may get mad easily but i can cool down agad.madali akong maging okay.kasi siguro madali ako magalit..vice versa lang ito. 15.im a soda addict.as in coke.coke is life,lifer than books haha uhaw ra. 16.i dont give up whenever im in a relationship.marunong akong magtiis kahit di ko na mahal pero di ako binibitawan i can get along very well with it.lagi akong nauunang mag move on. 17.i get attracted with my exact ways and personality..kanang pareho jud sa akong batasan.its far way more challenging maybe.lisod bya ko ihandle.clashes all the way lang talaga. 18.im such a big disappointment.akin na lang kng bakit. 19.i cant act like i dont care.i always end up mag una una makipagbati.di ko kabalo mantiis 20.i am not a quitter.not unless ayawan na ko ng tao pero depende pa din kung mahal ko mangulit gid ko

21. You accused me of being a pathological liar, im not. Siguro white lies to protect my inner being, ayawg kasuko its my way. Naranasan ko kase kaya ganon, pero hindi nman ako ganon ka sama. Mabait ako pag maayos ka.

22.pag mahal ko mahal ko. Hindi nman ako magbeg kung hindi. Ganon lang ka simple yon.

Miss na kita. Sobra.

Als