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Felt. My mate2pr1t and mo1ra1l are a2 good a2 helm fodder when we a2cend, and 1’m cullba1t for 2ure. 1’m 2cared for them. 1 won’t be able to 2tay w1th them- 1 wouldn’t anyway2, but 1 have the mercy of dy1ng.

Ascension day sucks so bad when u get older. Every ascension UC more trolls u kno ascend & sometimes its even a quad. Matesprit is ascending soon. What if never see her again. Thought about requesting her as servant when I ascend. Feels so wrong. Only a TBlood anyway no guarantee theyd approve.

Not fair! Not fair! Not fucking fair! Trying 2 hold it in 4 their sake but been rlly upset & angry again lately. Idk how long can hide declining mental health. Shell B gone soon & Ill B alone.

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^•w•^ meow meow meow meow meow ^•w•^

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^•w•^ got him dead to rights, there. there’s only so much me and the othrr two can do about it, beclaws at the end of the night he’s gonna do what he wants. he’s been remembrring to sleep more often though! been more clawtious about his psionics. V gave him a very strong remindrr that he’s no good to anyone if he’s dead. he’s been grumpy though. his most recent posts are… yikes. soooooo yeah. hence why i’m here. i hacked the account and changed the passwrrd so he had to take a break. ^•w•^

HEY.

NONE. OF. YOU. FUCKS. ARE. DEAD. YET. RIGHT?

^•w•^ mrrrrp? who wants to know? ^•w•^

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^•w•^ oh! it’s you! sorry, i hadn’t recognized your qurrk. in that case, we’re all alive and well. ike hasn’t noticed that i’ve taken ovrr the blog yet. if it’s him you’re wrrried about in purrticular, he’s much bettrr lately. ^•w•^

HEY.

NONE. OF. YOU. FUCKS. ARE. DEAD. YET. RIGHT?

^•w•^ mrrrrp? who wants to know? ^•w•^

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HEY.

NONE. OF. YOU. FUCKS. ARE. DEAD. YET. RIGHT?

^•w•^ mrrrrp? who wants to know? ^•w•^

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^•w•^ unfurtunately furiend, you won’t find empire appurroved sources about the detriments of helming. believe me, i’ve looked, fur the sake of my moirail and our furiends. the empire doesn’t want trolls realizing that helming is like that, beclaws surprise surprise, then no one would be willing to do it. the best thing you can do is ask around, try to find helm pit survivors and hear their stories. ^•w•^

( okay. let me yap )

( to be quite frank, being culled is definitely better than helming at such a young age. so even the whole "he wouldve been culled if he didnt obey" is complete bullshit )

( as far as i know, helming while too young is quite literally torture. hell, ive heard helming as an adult is torture )

( and if you have a functioning brain, i think you can clearly see that he didnt make the choice himself )

( the empire and its associates have a way of manipulating basically anyone they want. if we know what we know, think about what might be going on behind closed doors )

( either way, even if a fuck ass fuschia commands you to do something absolutely stupid, theres always a way to get out of it. it just takes the courage )

( but whatever. you cant take back what youve said, and he probably cant take back his supposed "choice". so all anyone can do is wait for swirlys victory )

T0 b3 h0n3st, I didn't kn0w that th3r3 was any d3trim3nt t0 h3lming y0ung3r, s0 that was d3finat3ly my bad. Sh0uld hav3 d0n3 m0r3 r3s3arch. Its 0dd c0s 3v3ry0n3 is always talking ab0ut h0w bad h3lming is, but I can n3v3r find any appr0v3d s0urc3s ab0ut it... d3finit3ly n33d t0 l00k int0 that m0r3, s0 s0rry if I m3ss2d up by d0ing that.

I did r3alis3 that h3 didn't s33m t00 sur3 0f hims3lf, but I th0ught that 0 3ying anyways must hav3 b33n th3 b3st thing t0 d0, f0r his saf3ty. R3ally didn't think a fuchsia w0uld h3lm s0m30n3 3arli3r than was n3c3ssary just f0r fun (?¿?), s0 that's 0n m3.

Still think that 0b3ying is th3 b3st thing h3 c0uld hav3 d0n3 giv3n th3 circumstanc3s, but h3aring ab0ut h3lming 0nlin3 has l3ad m3 t0 b3li3v3 o sh0uld hav3 just l3t him mak3 th3 d3cisi0n 0n his 0wn

Thanks f0r th3 inf0 then!¡!

Edit: c0uld any0n3 h3lp m3 with s0m3 3mpir3-appr0v3d s0urc3s 0n th3 d0wnsid3s 0f h3lming, b3caus3 I can't find anything at all f0r s0m3 r3as0n?¿?

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^•w•^ hiiiii!!! ike left his blog open on his husktop, so hiiiiii grumblrr!!! i am the mysterious L, i like the alias he’s given me fur the sake of posting anonymously ^•w•^

^•w•^ he is crrrently being doted on extra by his matesprit and therefur cannot stop me from taking ovrr the blog fur a bit ^•w•^

^•w•^ it is SO nice to meet you! ^•w•^

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1 fuck1n hate 1t here 2omet1me2.

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He need2 the r1ght to choo2e for h1m2elf. To really choo2e, but we’re never afforded that r1ght 1f the rul1ng cla22 can help 1t. He doe2n’t know what 1t 12.

now , do not take this as aggression or dislike towards what you're doing . but isn't it a recorded phenomenon that a young lowblood is easier to " convince " due to their inexperienced view of the world ? how can you be certain this is what it wants ?

Iamcet wants this. He w(-)uldnt have c(-)me back if he didn’t.

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1 don’t adv12e l12ten1ng to the tealblood 1n your a2kbox. H1ghblood2 are alway2 ly1ng. They l1e to keep u2 1n check becau2e 1f we l1ved 1n an hone2t world, they wouldn’t get to be 2o cruel to u2. 1t won’t be better, they’ll tell you 1t 12, and you’ll want to bel1eve 1t. You de2erve better than that. Run. Run far and fa2t.

Just adding my th0ughts: I think if y0ur sup3ri0rs 0rd3r y0u t0, th3n y0u pr0bably sh0uld h3lm, y0u d0nt hav3 much ch0ic3.

I'm n0 3xp3rt 0n th3 matt3r, but if y0u " miss the stability my life had." And "they pr_mised better living c_nditi_ns then bef_re. And they pr_bably aren’t lying." Th3n mayb3 it w0nt b3 t00 bad?¿?

Th3y w0nt f0rc3 y0u t0 d0 anything t00 bad, and th3yr3 highbl00ds, y0u kinda hav3 t0 list3n.

Wish y0u luck th0ugh!¡!

@es0t3ricxyl0ph0n3

Yeah. I’m packing my stuff up right n_w.

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Dude you gotta place the torch. Al2o, 1 th1nk the zomb1e2 are undead player2, 2o 2ay a lot of fan theor1e2.

> 0/10 c^nt see shit in the d^rk.

> spe^king of which ^re the zombies supposed to represent the trolls bec^use its ^ pretty shitty represent^tion of the sun ^nd burning if so

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Don’t worry, 1’m not gonna tattle

TRANSMISSION:: shell1 1s mak1ng me s0ft. alas.

TRANSMISSION:: 1t w0n't tell 0f my stud1es, but unsure ab0ut gazk1t's status as a sn1tch. s0mbre w1ll be the b1ggest l1ab1l1ty.

TRANSMISSION:: 1 w1ll c0nt1nue my stud1es n0ntheless. Her Mal1c10usness and The Mechan1c cann0t st0p what they d0n't kn0w.

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Well don’t po2t about your cr1me2 1f you don’t want them to know about 1t!

TRANSMISSION:: shell1 1s mak1ng me s0ft. alas.

TRANSMISSION:: 1t w0n't tell 0f my stud1es, but unsure ab0ut gazk1t's status as a sn1tch. s0mbre w1ll be the b1ggest l1ab1l1ty.

TRANSMISSION:: 1 w1ll c0nt1nue my stud1es n0ntheless. Her Mal1c10usness and The Mechan1c cann0t st0p what they d0n't kn0w.

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Ok, 2o, th12 12 ju2t the de21gn becau2e 1’m not po2t1ng my actual 2chemat1c2 on grumblr.

The2e are my 2e1zure Bomb2 (trademark). Ba21cally, a power cell connected to a dec1bel reader. When 1t p1ck2 up a certa1n volume thre2hold, 1t detonate2. The cell 12 p21on1cally charged u21ng the un2table energy of your2 truly, and 2u2pended 1n conduct1ve flu1d. To make 1t that much more volat1le. The ca21ng 12 metal and gla22, 2o the 2hrapnel 12 dangerou2 too.

Upon detonat1on, 1t’ll 2platter the flu1d and 2catter 2hrapnel. What’2 2uppo2ed to happen 12 the p21on1c energy 2tored 1n the power cell fr1e2 a 2h1p’2 electron1c2 to prevent takeoff. 1n the event that doe2n’t work, the explo21on and 2hrapnel 2hould do 2ome 2er1ou2 damage on the1r own.

R1g 1t up to a 2h1p, and the 2ound2 of the pre-board1ng ma22e2 2hould be enough to make 1t go off. M1n1mal ca2ualt1e2 becau2e the 2h1p2 won’t be loaded yet.

2ome of my f1ne2t work.

Would anyone wanna 2ee what 1’m work1ng on to ab2olutely ru1n a2cen21on day?

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Would anyone wanna 2ee what 1’m work1ng on to ab2olutely ru1n a2cen21on day?

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Forget 1t. 1’ve tr1ed gett1ng through to th12 one. He’2 a lo2t cau2e.

it’s n_t pr_p_ganda if their right!

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HA! Hahahaha thank2. 1t’2 2uper refre2h1ng to 2ee 2omeone a2… aware a2 1 am. My quad2 are wonderful and all, but they don’t have a 2uper real12t1c v1ew of what 1’m deal1ng w1th. 1’m pa1nfully aware of what awa1t2 me when a2cen21on come2, but they… don’t l1ke to th1nk about 1t. Wh1ch 12 under2tandable.

…pains worse…

…feels like a knife in my bellpwsac…

…nens probably gonna see and give me something for the pain…

…I hope she doesn’t…

…it’s really not that bad…

…we have better uses for pain dullers…