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[foxesvindicta]

some pieces really are just...missing

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[foxesvindicta]

mike considers the offer to not answer, as he sighs and stares off into space for a moment. he's been open with kazui about his father, even if leaving out most things his father did to him— he still felt like he deserved most of it to some degree. however, he's never actually told him what got mike here. plenty that would have explained william being here but. . .

a soft laugh escapes him, as he thinks back on everything that's happened, on what he and william have done. "i've done a lot of bad things that could've got me here." mike admits, running his hands through his hair, "but i guess killing my father is what did me in." a brief pause follows his words, before he follows it up with, "a-and don't ask i regret it, because i don't. he deserved it, and i'd do again."

@foxesvindicta get kazui'd.

"say, mike..." kazui has been wanting to ask this for a while now, but he's just been too much of a coward to speak up. "what exactly did you do to get locked up in here?" he lifts his cigarette to his lips and takes a drag. "...you don't have to answer me, i just..." got curious.

[foxesvindicta]

✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄, 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄, 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 .    (  a collection of  dialogue prompts centered around saying "please".   feel free to modify phrasing as desired.  )

please just be honest with me.

oh, please explain how this is my fault.

please don't look at me like that.

please, let's not do this here.

for once, could you please stop pretending?

please just kiss me, i can't stand it.

please don't walk away from this.

all you have to do is say please.

please, i dare you to try and stop me.

please don't tell anyone i said that.

i said please, so technically you have to say yes.

please tell me you brought snacks.

please don't take this the wrong way.

please, i've waited so long to hear you say it.

i said i'm fine, please just drop it.

please don't lie just to make me feel better.

please don't judge me for what i'm about to do.

please just let me help you.

if you love me, say it. please.

just stay here with me all day. pleaase?

please don't ruin this for me.

please just leave me out of it.

tell me you love me ... please.

can you please slow down?

please tell me there's still a chance.

can you please just get some sleep?

please, i don't want to lose you again.

i'm not asking– i'm begging you. please.

please don't make fun of me.

i want you to leave. please leave right now.

please, it's nothing.

i don't like to beg, but... please.

pleaase? i promise it'll be fun.

tell me it's a lie. please.

come on, please? just this once?

please don't jump to assumptions.

please, [ name ], just stay here.

you promised ... please.

please. i need you to trust me.

please don't go.

i know i don't deserve it, but please forgive me.

please, let me fix this.

did i hear a 'please' in there somewhere?

please. one more minute, that's all i'm asking.

oh please, as if you've never done it.

don't ask me to choose. please.

please don't tell them where i am.

saying 'please' over and over won't change my mind.

please? ... pretty please?

please don't make me beg.

please tell me i'm wrong.

can you please give me a hand with this?

[foxesvindicta]

i miss mike.

[foxesvindicta]

Another parallel I’ve found, could be a coincidence but it’s really cool nontheless!!

[foxesvindicta]

michael chuckles at kazui's hopeful words, but it's dry and humorless as he thinks on his own "crime," not that he'd see it like that. yes, someone died, was killed but. . . michael can't help but feel no remorse for killing the man that destroyed him, destroyed his family. he knew it was an evil act, and he was going to hell for it ( if such a thing existed, ) but he refused to be remorseful for it, and only that.

" i want to hear them, " the words tumble out of mike's mouth before he realizes he's saying them to his embarrassment, " i - i mean. if you want to tell me, i guess. " another drag of the cigarette to shut himself up. jesus, michael, can't go one day without saying something stupid.

SMOKING BUDDY. // @foxesvindicta

Kazui sighs and averts his gaze, feeling his stomach churn slightly as he lifts the cigarette to his lips. The words Mike speaks are the truth, though it pains him to admit it just as much. He wonders just how much the other knows about him, knows about what MILGRAM seems to deem as his "crime", and he hopes Mike can forgive him should he find out the truth of everything. Older prisoner looks down at younger from where he stands, taking a drag of the cigarette.

"Yeah, talk about privacy issues," Kazui jokes, though it lacks his usual accompanying laugh. He breathes, softly closing his eyes. "Wouldn't it be insane if it turned out everyone was innocent? If none of us had committed a crime at all?" He flicks the cigarette to the ground and stomps on it, crushing it under his shoe much like his dreams. "Ah, nevermind. Ignore this old man's ramblings."

[foxesvindicta]

i'm not the person that i thought i was. ( kazuiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii )

" yeah, this game seems to be making everyone realize that, huh?... " michael breaths out, in-between drags of his cigarette. he sits on a step, hunched over and staring at the ground. kazui wasn't the only one who realized everything they knew about themselves before just might be a lie.

" everything about yourself is eventually put on blast for everyone to see. . . " his gaze shifts from the ground to kazui, wondering what exactly is going through his mind. " it'd be hard to not question everything you've known. "

[foxesvindicta]

ASKING THEMSELVES WHAT LIES BEYOND, BEYOND, BEYOND.

a sentence prompt based off of the crane wives 2024 album, " beyond beyond beyond ". dark themes present, please adjust as needed.

SCARS.

i'm not the person that i thought i was.

i couldn't tell you where the ache came from.

it's raining in my head and i don't know why.

it's raining in my head nearly all the time.

all the love, all the kindness, all your best-laid plans couldn't stop me from becoming the way that i am.

all your best laid plans couldn't stop me from becoming the way that i am.

you toiled on a bridge to cross the gap inside but i couldn't help you build it and i don't know why.

you toiled on a bridge to cross the gap inside.

i couldn't help you build it, and i don't know why.

no, i couldn't let you build it, but god knows you tried.

i couldn't let you build it.

god knows you tried.

was i born with a hole in my heart?

tell me it’s inevitable that i’d end up with scars.

tell me it's inevitable.

i'm trying to come to terms with what you've done.

i'm tryng to come to terms with what you've done in the fumes of your anguish.

oh, my blistering pride.

the fumes of your anguish and my blistering pride.

i’m still burning like a tire fire deep down inside.

i'm burning like a tire fire and i don't know why.

we were always meant to fall apart.

nothing could have been done, is that right?

yeah, we were fucked from the start.

tell me it’s inevitable that i’d end up with scars from falling down.

BITTER MEDICINE.

someone take my keys, i'm in no shape for driving.

i'll sleep anywhere.

are you ashamed of me?

or did you buy what im selling?

it won't last you long.

i bite my tongue to keep the worst of words in.

they don't hurt nobody but me.

swallow the poison i wanna spit, i think it's making me sick.

don't look up to me, i'm not as tall as you think.

you see, i talk a big game but it's bullshit.

somebody clean me up.

it's a mess that i'm making.

pain is weak, but it spreads anyway.

is it a gift you give or something precious i'm taking?

HIGHER GROUND.

from where i'm standing i can't get a line of sight.

from where i'm standing i can't get a line of sight on the future.

should i head for higher ground?

it's out of my hands.

i gave up the truth and i can't take it back.

i can feel the earth shaking underneath me.

i'm afraid of what i'll find in the rubble when it's done.

i didn't wanna hurt anyone.

PREDATOR.

what's the worst thing that could happen?

what's the worst thing you can imagine?

the world is a nasty place.

i'm afraid to get comfortable.

my head is a nasty place.

what were you thinking? shouldn't you know better?

you opened the door for an apex predator.

i keep forgetting the lessons i've learned.

your heart is a nasty place.

i'm afraid to say no to you.

keep your lies and denial.

i am fighting for survival.

my heart is a changing shape.

what if i said no to you?

you took advantage of another anxious people-pleaser.

SAY IT.

did the real me corrupt the fantasy?

did i spoil the view?

the buildup is always better than getting what you want.

did i disappoint you?

say it, if it's over.

say it, so i can move forward.

please don't leave me in the dark.

i'm haunted by your tenderness.

you gave me a nice soft place to land.

you showed me what i'd been hiding from for years.

was that just sleight of hand?

speak the words, and i will move on.

you know i'm loyal to a fault.

i will sit here waiting for the axe to fall.

if you could, would you erase me?

if we were to meet as strangers again, would you refuse to meet my eye?

would you let me pass you by?

speak the words and i will be gone.

say it, if it's done.

i will sit here waiting.

MAD DOG.

pace yourself.

you've got a long way to go before you get to lay down.

you're stuffing coins in your mouth, hoping happiness will fall out.

i've been blind to the shortcuts.

i'm stuck on the tracks, and losing my way home.

i keep looking for the end of the tunnel, it never seems to get any closer.

who's gonna keep the lights on? who's gonna make it rain?

like a mad dog after rabbit.

i keep running.

i don't feel like it gets me anywhere.

you know the kickback is automatic.

knocking me down to the bottom and keeping me there.

brace yourself.

you're gonna drag that rock around the rest of your life.

you're dancing on a edge of a knife.

you're hoping someone else will decide.

we both know the ship is gonna sink.

i keep reaching for the shore, it never seems to get any closer.

ARCTURUS BEAMING.

i thank these walls.

my hideaway to worship the pain.

i never thought i'd leave the cave.

i'm more curious than afraid.

stacking layers like sediment, each one adding weight and compression.

i am tired of forming a cliff face inside of my chest.

my ribs ache from carrying it around.

i'm grieving all that i gave up.

do you wonder who's looking back?

another life-form on some undiscovered planet, a mirror image of us here.

what exists beyond?

TIME WILL CHANGE YOU.

something hurts, something aches.

something bends until it breaks.

it's only time that tortures you.

planting hearts in a grave, pray they grow after it rains.

someday, time will change you.

you'll leave behind what doesn't move.

time will change you.

we all outgrow our roots.

ain't that the way it always goes?

some of us float and some of us sink to the bottom.

just relax and believe that this will pass.

give me a chance to get this right.

i'm learning how to let go.

BLACK HOLE FANTASY.

aren't you tired of going through the motions?

is the daily grind supposed to dull the mind?

i see a window somewhere closing.

if love is just a chemical reaction, is there a pill to take?

is there something to quell this ache?

is this the real thing or a distraction?

is this worth the risk?

the weeks blur together.

i keep trying to ignore, but it's growing.

i'm on the way to your house.

i can't wait anymore.

i'm standing on your porch.

my knuckles hesitate an inch away from the door.

what happens when it opens?

even in my fantasy, i can't commit.

i'm afraid of what i want.

i keep the car running in case i need to take off.

i watch the ceiling buckle.

it's killing me i cannot see what's making her laugh.

let's try this again.

you pull me into your arms and i can feel your heart pounding.

RED CLAY.

today i woke up from a dream.

i was clawing my up a red clay mountain.

questioned myself: why keep going?

over my shoulder were towering trees, their rustling branches summoning me.

to a parallel trail, one not so steep, offering shelter.

we don't have to do it the hard way.

i take a deep breath and turn to be brave.

harvest the fruits of being afraid.

RIVER RUSHING.

not waiting one moment more.

tonight the dam will fall.

i'm changing, kick down that door.

kick down that door.

the pressure has been crushing.

it's time to free the river rushing.

i crave the freedom of relief.

only one way out, it's through.

my wild heart is buried underneath.

i know i can't grow beneath a story told.

whenever you're ready.

a battle cry is trapped between my teeth.

[foxesvindicta]

hello, here is a plotting call. like this and i'll dm u.

[foxesvindicta]

oh to be kneeling between someone's legs... looking up at them with loving eyes, my hair being caressed as they compliment and praise me for being so sweet. it doesn't even have to be sexual, just a moment of intimacy, trust and pure vulnerability.

let me show you my devotion like this.

[foxesvindicta]

[foxesvindicta]

hello there ! this is a brand-springlocking new michael afton rp blog after musing about it for months ! he's a sideblog to my multi @katokosmos , so any interactions are gonna come from there. if you'd wanna interact, please think about giving me a follow.

[foxesvindicta]

i want you to reach into me and uncross all my wires

[foxesvindicta]

    𝘐'𝘔 𝘎𝘖𝘐𝘕𝘎 𝘛𝘖 𝘊𝘖𝘔𝘌 𝘍𝘐𝘕𝘋 𝘠𝘖𝘜. . . indie headcanon based michael afton of the five night's at freddy's franchise. unaffiliated with the fandom. sideblog to @katokosmos.

LINKS . google doc.  playlist.  pinterest.

   𝘈 𝘚𝘛𝘜𝘋𝘠 𝘐𝘕 : hurting the ones you love, desperately wanting to be loved, sins of the father, you are your father's son, burning the house down to feel it's warmth. . . guidelines + credits under the cut.

DAYGUARDS . . . @phntasmgoria.

✱ disclaimer: i know A LOT of people really hate fnaf or are uncomfortable with the fandom, so i won't be following anyone first for that reason. mike's a sideblog for that reason, instead of being on the multi where i know i will forget to tag his posts for filtering. if you are unsure if this will make you uncomfy, feel free to block mike's blog here, i will not blame you. ( it took me years to come back to fnaf after the fandom ruined it for me. )

✱     one.         i’m oc, crossover threads & au based friendly. i just need some sort of bio for the first two, & when it comes to verses, you can literally just dm me about it. i am safe to ramble to. not having a rules page will have you soft-blocked.

dark && possibly triggering topics will be brought up on this blog, such as:

death, guns, murder, child murder, dismemberment, self-hatred, suicide, && suicidal ideation.

THESE WILL NOT BE TAGGED, please follow at your own risk. anything not listed here will be tagged with trigger cw.

✱     two.         typically, i don't go out of my way to do exclusives. however, i'm alright with doing them, so long as i'm friends with the mun & we've threaded or plotted extensively. if you want to be my main, please don't be afraid to ask or of me saying no.

✱     three.         i tend to outright block people that i simply don't want to see or interact with for my own comfort. please do not take this personally, as it's simply a way to keep my little corner of the internet to myself.

✱     four.         i really do not like "going with the flow" when it comes to a first interaction or first thread. i love plotting out at the very least, a dynamic between two muses before actually writing a starter or anything like that. if you aren't big on plotting, that's fine, just please know i need some sort of discussion to go off of first.

✱     five.         i am not a fnaf lore expert, i literally am basing my michael timeline off of dualprocesstheory's "we solved fnaf and we're Not Kidding." video, and i'm just having fun w/ this little revenge driven dude. the basic rundown for mike rn is: he's the protag from one to pizza sim. (except 2, hi jeremy), with 4 being nightmare gas experiments thanks to dear ol' dad. (hello any william writers, please write w me. i need the post-sl/fnaf3 interactions.) i also do believe mike is working w/ william to a certain degree until he gets scooped. it takes getting SCOOPED and POSSESSING HIS OWN CORPSE for michael afton to turn against his dad. who knew? anyway. this is rambling now, but please love my boy!

✱     credits.         fanart used here by keybunbun (on twitter), fnafluffy, klitunka, icon border is by ariapsds.