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SEND A 🙌 AND I’LL INTRODUCE YOU TO AN NPC IN MY MUSE’S LIFE - ACCEPTING

name: anita mansi chavezage: 24faceclaim: jasmine villegaslikes: her siblings, drawing, being read to, open spacesdislikes: being stuck inside, people invading her personal space, caesar’s legionrelation: older sister

the middle chavez child, anita was stolen by raiders when she was only three years old. when her father swept through with the support given to him by the boot riders (in exchange for anita’s beloved sister TUWIYAH), he found no trace of his youngest daughter, and so her family grieved and moved on, assuming that she was dead.

she was NOT.

the raiders sold her to the legion as a SLAVE, a terrible fate for anyone, let alone a three year-old girl. her owner renamed her ANTONIA, priceless, and she was his prized possession. he groomed her from a young age, and this was the only thing that saved her from being worked to death or punished too harshly.

anita survived into adulthood because of how highly she was prized, but she did not escape unscathed when her sister bought her for an incredibly high price. even without the collar around her neck, and back with her beloved ‘WIYAH, anita has days where she forgets that she is free. the best thing she can do when this happens is escape to the roof of benito’s shop, where she can stare up at the sky without being bothered.

if anyone tries to harm her, it isn’t anita they’ll have to worry about: it’s ben and hope.

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HUSHED sentence starters

A meme based of my musings. It includes various lyrics and book quotes. ♥  Send one to see how my Muse responds OR send me ❰ HUSH ❱ and I’ll GENERATE a number that My Muse will say to Yours. [1-100]

❝ I’ve been seeing all, I’ve been seeing your soul. ❞

❝ You would take the breath from my throat. ❞

❝ Where do we come from, do I know your name? ❞

❝ I was a lonely soul, but that was the old me. ❞

❝ You’re the fire inside; light in the night sky. ❞

❝ You look so worn, so thin. ❞

❝ I couldn’t spill my heart. ❞

❝ Mercy, I’ve been caught lying with my darkest thought. ❞

❝ I’ve been feeling old. ❞

❝ Go to sleep, this wont hurt a bit. ❞

❝ Tell me things that you’ve done. ❞

❝ You steal me away with your eyes and with your mouth. ❞

❝ Can’t help myself but count the flaws. ❞

❝ You’re a fool too, but a worse fool than the other, and a more dangerous one. ❞

❝ They lie only out of greed, but you lie out of fear. Or could it be kindness? ❞

❝ Shall I write it in a letter? Shall I try to get it down? ❞

❝ And now, it’s time to leave and turn to dust… ❞

❝ You’re a taker, a devil’s maker. ❞ 

❝ The atmosphere above is a glimmer of what it was. ❞

❝ If you believe it, I believe it, too. ❞

❝ Death takes what man would keep and leaves what man would lose. ❞

❝ Let go before it’s too late. ❞

❝ Hush, I said there’s more to life than rush. ❞

❝ Let me hear you sing. ❞

❝ They grabbed my wings and pinned me to the wall. ❞

❝ We’re only young and naive still. ❞

❝ You fill my head with pieces of a song I can’t get out. ❞

❝ Deep, deep down under mountains I have heard them call my name. ❞

❝ Give me touch, ‘cause I’ve been missing it. ❞

❝ Tell me that it’ll all stay the same where we go. ❞

❝ You don’t smile anymore. ❞

❝ Hold my words, keep us together. ❞

❝ Let’s break the walls down and find how to live. ❞

❝ I reached out trying to love but I feel nothing. ❞

❝ I’m a statue, cold and numb. ❞

❝ Lift me up before I drown. ❞

❝ You’re a drifter, a shapeshifter. ❞

❝ Love hunt me down. ❞

❝ I don’t want this darkness, but the sun just falls from it’s sky. ❞

❝ Drop the game, it’s not enough. ❞

❝ I’ve never really understood what you dream of doing with me, once you’ve caught me. ❞

❝ I’ve been working on white lies. ❞

❝ With you, I feel again. ❞

❝ You leave it all behind. ❞

❝ The din creeps underneath my skin and I can’t hear no goodness speak. ❞

❝ It hurts to hold. ❞

❝ Promises, swear them to the sky. ❞

❝ Could I be possibly insane to think you and I have life figured out? ❞

❝ Let me see you run. ❞

❝ When the sky fell down it shattered on the ground. ❞

❝ Will I play their little game and tell them? ❞

❝ Out in the garden, where we planted the seeds, there is a tree as old as me. ❞

❝ How does one approach this when all our past loves have let us down? ❞

❝ Holy light, burn the night, keep the spirit strong. ❞

❝ I’ve been feeling cold, you’re the heat that I know. ❞

❝ The only rope that could hold him/her/them, would be the cord with which the old gods bound the Fenris-wolf. ❞

❝ Call me crazy but they are after us, one by one. ❞

❝ I’m dreaming of strangers kissing me in the night. ❞

❝ Watch it grow, child of wolf. ❞

❝ Hold my hands up. ❞

❝ Something’s not right, I can feel it inside. ❞

❝ Keep holding on. ❞

❝ Deep, deep down I’ve been waiting for the fighting to begin. ❞

❝ We are forming a sight to behold. ❞

❝ I can’t stand to be so dead behind the eyes. ❞

❝ Move for me, I’ll move for you. ❞

❝ Must I hold my hands up? My bloody hands up? ❞

❝ All in time you will be one of us painless, us blameless. ❞

❝ The moon reflects the sun like a memory of us. ❞

❝ Wayward winds, the voice that sings of a forgotten land. ❞

❝ Count up all your mistakes. ❞

❝ His/Her/Their voice left a flavor of honey and gunpowder on the air. ❞

❝ A creature in my bloodstream chews me up so I can feel something. ❞

❝ Listen, you are my sun. ❞

❝ You and I have so much to give. ❞

❝ The mood it changes like the wind; hard to control when it begins. ❞

❝ You don’t have to know the truth. ❞

❝ See it fall, child of wolf. ❞

❝ Give me things that I’ve wanted to know. ❞

❝ Just take me back to a room in your house and stare at me with the lights off. ❞

❝ They/she/he’d be richer if they/she/he just became a thief. ❞

❝ Go higher and higher. ❞

❝ We hold forever and ever. ❞

❝ Men knew that the only way to hunt me was to make the chase so wondrous that I would come near to see it. And even so I was never once captured. ❞

❝ They will try to make us forget ourselves, one by one. ❞

❝ Lend a mending hand. ❞

❝ I know this one thing’s for sure; I won’t let you ever walk out my door. ❞

❝ Yeah, my heart is numb. ❞

❝ Don’t waste your touch. ❞

❝ The sun would set, trees were dead and the rivers were none. ❞

❝ Don’t go, tell me that the lights won’t change. ❞

❝ I climbed the tree to see the world. ❞

❝ I hope for a trace to lead me back home from this place. ❞

❝ Doesn’t really matter, in this life we’re all the same. ❞

❝ When love becomes the one thing you can’t trust, the stars start falling down in silver trails of dust. ❞

❝ Oh, I could never leave this, I never could, not if I really were the only soul in the world. ❞

❝ I know how to live here, I know how everything smells, and tastes, and is. ❞

❝ What could I ever search for in the world, except this again? ❞

❝ You would take the cherished people that I hold. ❞

❝ There was no sound, there was only me and my disgrace. ❞

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what are your muse’s aesthetics?

BOLD any which apply to your muse! Remember to REPOST! Feel free to add to the list!

[ COLORS ] red. brown. orange. yellow. green. blue. purple. pink. black. white. teal. silver. gold. grey. lilac. metallic. matte. royal blue. strawberry red. charcoal grey. forest green. apple red. navy blue. crimson. cream. mint green.

[ ELEMENTS ] fire. ice. water. air. earth. rain. snow. wind. moon. stars. sun. heat.cold. steam. frost. lightning. sunlight. moonlight. dawn. dusk. twilight. midnight.sunrise. sunset. dewdrops.

[ BODY ] claws. long fingers. fangs. teeth. wings. tails. lips. bare feet. freckles.bruises. canine. scars.scratches. wounds. burns. spikes. feathers. webs. eyes. hands. sweat. tears. feline. chubby. curvy. short.tall. normal height. muscular. slender. trained. piercing. tattoos. strong. weak.

[ WEAPONS ] fists. sword. dagger. spear. scythe. bow and arrow. hammer. shield. poison.guns. axes. throwing axes. whips. knives. throwing knives. pepper sprays. tasers. machine guns. slingshots. katanas. maces. staffs. wands. powers. magical items. magic. rocks. mud balls.

[ MATERIALS ] gold. silver. platinum.titanium. iridium. diamonds. pearls. rubies. sapphires. emeralds. amethyst. metal. iron.rust. steel. glass. wood. porcelain. paper.wool. fur. lace. leather. silk. velvet. denim. linen. cotton. charcoal. clay. stone. asphalt. brick. marble. dust. glitter. blood. dirt.mud. smoke. ash.shadow. carbonate. rubber. synthetics.

[ NATURE ] grass. leaves. trees. bark. roses. daisies. tulips. lavender. petals. thorns. seeds. hay. sand. rocks. roots. flowers. ocean. river. meadow.  forest. swamp. desert.tundra. savanna. rain forest. caves. underwater. coral reef. beach. waves. space.clouds. mountains.

[ ANIMALS ] lions. wolves. black panther.eagles. owls. falcons. hawks. swans. vultures. snakes. turtles. ducks. bugs. spiders. birds. whales. dolphins. fish. sharks. horses. cats.dogs. bunnies. praying mantises. crows.ravens. mice. lizards. werewolves. unicorns. pegasus. dragons. gators. crocs.

[ FOODS/DRINKS ] sugar. salt. candy. bubblegum. wine. champagne. hard liquor. beer.coffee. tea. spices. herbs. apple. orange. lemon. cherry. strawberry. watermelon.vegetables. fruits. meat. fish. pies. desserts. chocolate. cream. caramel. berries.nuts. cinnamon. burgers. burritos. pizza. ambrosia.

[ HOBBIES ] music. art. watercolors. gardening. smithing. sculpting. painting. sketching. fighting. fencing. riding. writing. composing. cooking. sewing. training. dancing.acting. singing. martial arts. self-defense.electronics. technology. cameras. video cameras. video games. computer. phone. movies. theater. libraries. books. magazines. cds. records. vinyls. cassettes. piano. violin. cello. guitar. electronic guitar. bass guitar. harmonica. harp. woodwinds. brass. trumpet. flute. drums. bells. playing cards.poker chips. chess. dice. motorcycle riding. eating. climbing. running.

[ STYLE ] lingerie. armor. cape. dress. suit. tunic. vest. shirt. boots. heels. leggings. trousers. jeans. skirt. jewelry. earrings.necklace. bracelet. ring. pendant. hat. crown. circlet. helmet. scarf. neck tie. brocade. cloaks. corsets. doublet. chest plate. gorget. bracers. belt. sash. coat. jacket. poncho.hood. gloves. socks. masks. cowls. braces. watches. glasses. sun glasses. visor. eye contacts. makeup.

[ MISC ] balloons. bubbles. cityscape.landscape. light. dark. candles. war. peace.money. power. percussion. clocks. photos. mirrors. pets. diary. fairy lights. madness. sanity. sadness. happiness. optimism.pessimism. loneliness. family. friends.assistants. co-workers. enemies. loyalty. smoking. drugs.kindness. love. hugs.

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FEEL FREE TO ADD TO THE LIST.

bold  the aesthetics  for your  muse italicize what can be taken 2 ways.

“ you rise, I fall, I stand, you crawl, you twist, I turn. ” / the softest palms that never want to touch you until after a bottle of wine. / “ just braid your hair if you won’t brush it, at least, you useless girl. ” / pulling on your skirt with one hand as you shuffle away. / “ you’ll get it done before the day is up. ” / guilt that isn’t yours to have. / it’s a crooked game, but it’s the only one in town. / chains. / “ how could you do this to me? ” / the sharp sting of guilt. / you feel something even though you’re paid to do the opposite. / the family you never had. / falling backwards through time. / quicksand. / drowning, but you don’t save yourself. / “ you’re getting better. ” / “ they smile like a snake. ” / you’re the stars and the sky. / there’s a part of you that couldn’t stay away even if you were forced to. / they are your wings, there’s no doubt there. / “ let’s take off somewhere. let’s fly. ” / you edge a bit too close to the sun. / another ghost to take your place after every stumble. / deep roots in the ground slashed open in the sun. / rock candy melting in water. / waves rise and leave the foam behind. / the precipice you call home has a tip you’ll reach eventually. / happiness is the best front a man can make. / “ i’ve never seen someone as beautiful as you before. ” / you disagree; they’re more beautiful. / discomfort at the tiniest of touches. / the sky opens up when you see them. / rain comes down./ poppy fields. / your sanity hanging by a thread. / “ oh god, what have you done? ” / roommates weren’t supposed to be the smartest ones of all. / your mother had the most beautiful gardens, but you can’t grow anything worth a damn. / the similarities between deep space and deep water. / they’ve got a devil on their shoulder and an angel in their mind. / you tried to help, but it only got worse. / now they’re dead, it’s all your fault. / adam & eve in the garden. / a temptress in crisp button-downs. / “ fuck, you’ve gone off the deep end, haven’t you? ” / they lie so perfectly you almost forget yourself. / the spark that lit the kindling on your funeral pyre. / sugar and spice and a taste for the dark side. / you smell like the mountains in the winter. / crisp red apples piled up on the table. / your shoes are sharp, but your wit is even sharper. / what a pretty one, they say. / directionless laughter. / “ love, I think I’m dying. ” / a soft, hollow spot sits in your chest. / there’s a place you’ll never leave no matter who tries to stop you. / the seat of power fits like a glove. / heavy is the head that wears the crown. / there will always be someone ready to break your neck and relieve you of the weight. / you share a space, but not a mind. / they think you are weak; you are, maybe. / “ what are you going to do with all of these pills? ” / an empty bird’s nest. / broken pencil tips. / there’s an empty paper in front of you that you’ll never fill. / “ we want you to succeed. i hope you can grasp that. ” / “ they weren’t there when it happened. ” / quick to anger. / corruption. / there’s a red string tying you together. /the scent of whiskey on the horizon. / “ you’re the best friend i’ve ever had. ” / pink tipped fingers lock in secrecy. / “ jump. I dare you. ” / 99 red balloons drifting through a hazy sky. /you try to lift your head up, but it’s so much effort. / always walking on sunshine. / marble under the sun. / “ I was hoping that you’d understand. ” / there’s a million reasons to come down from the clouds, but you can’t be bothered. / loon is the word of the day. / hair twisted up with glitter butterfly clips like a haphazard mobile. / you drift, but you know where you’re going. / no one has any dirt on you because you’re infinitely spotless. / the empty side of your bed they crawled into when they were nine. / court hearings. / “ I miss you. ” / siblings are a funny thing. / they point out every family-shaped hole in every picture on the mantelpiece. / a lone wolf separated from its pack. / “ they say your name is death. ” / all-consuming passion. / think about the things you did. / feed off the daylight. / no signs of life. / “ what are you waiting for? ” / a diaphanous sea of rose petals. / pure wilderness. / if you’re hungry enough, anyone can stop caring about something long enough to eat it. / spine like a ladder, and his weary feet can’t find purchase. / the burn was so slow no one ever saw it coming. / learn through teaching. / “ have you ever thought about why trees bleed? ” / sleeping nude as a means to declare you want to stay. / “ go down with me, fall with me. ” / black on black on black on black on bl — / the long game. / restless hands. / ivy infiltrating an empty, corroded church. / you will do anything to keep them. / a cemetery by the moon, unblessed. / even when you walked one would think you waltzed. / “ madmen know nothing, but you should have seen me. ” / “ my blood ran cold. ” / power corrupts. / wood grain and nail tracks. / no scales are strong enough to judge you. / the smell of a storm in the air / your heart aches but your eyes are dry; the tears never come / “make it easy; say I never mattered” / they whisper that you are a monster and you don’t know if they’re right or wrong anymore. /

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Check out the full version of this amazing poem, “Phreaking” by Neil Hilborn.

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just some shit abt hope & her siblings since i haven’t talked about them much,,,

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         reasons im trash: said “ring-a-ding-ding” today in a completely non-ironic manner. i fixed my password bc i fucked it up yesterday and when yahoo was like “yeah ur password’s all set” i just said “ring-a-ding-ding”. out loud. to myself. who am i.

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Send a 🙌 and I’ll introduce you to an NPC related to my Muse.

This means any minor ‘background character’ in my Muse’s life, such as a relative, coworker, friend, rival, etc. that they interact with in their personal canon. 

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@themostresilient​  liked for a starter (accepting)

         ‘ WHAT brings me to the GREAT, GREEN JEWEL ? ’  ben snorts a little as he talks, the city’s nickname STILL funny to him. ‘ business just outside of vegas is boomin’, sure, but my sister was headin’ out this way an’ i figured i’d come with her. FAMILY BONDIN’, you know ? plus, caravans never think to hire a handy man on, meanin’ i’m gettin’ paid good money to keep everythin’ runnin’ smooth. ’

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@cheerysociopath liked for a starter (accepting)

        ‘ YOU got a workin’ TANK ? holy shit, how’s it still runnin’ ? ’  his eyes are wide, his mouth agape. as a teen he would tinker with old vehicles, but he never managed to get them to actually WORK. ‘ that’s insane, man ! you fix it up yourself ? ’ 

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@incultaxvulpes liked for a starter (accepting)

         ‘ LOOK, if you’re here to ask about that COURIER SIX, you’re outta luck. just because my sister’s runnin’ around with ‘em don’t mean i know where the hell they are. i’m just a REPAIR MAN, dig ? you need me to fix your gear, though, you came to the right place. ’

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@lastofthepast liked for a starter (accepting)

          ‘ LOOK, i ain’t braggin’, but if any of that gear of yours is givin’ you any problems, i can fix it for ya, CHEAP. ’

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@ring-adingding liked for a starter (accepting)

        ‘ WELL, well, ain’t this a surprise ? ’ it’s not supposed to sound threatening; ben’s genuinely surprised to see the leader of the chairmen away from the strip. ‘ whatcha doin’ so far from your casino ? usually y’all don’t bother to deign freeside with your PRESENCE. ’

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@platiinvm  liked for a starter (accepting)

          ‘ YOU’RE one of hope’s friends, right ? ’ ben wipes at his forehead with the back of one hand in an attempt to remove a smudge of GREASE from his face. ‘ you seen her anywhere ? she said she’d stop in before she headed out, but i haven’t heard from her at ALL. ’

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RENT LYRICS SENTENCE STARTERS.

’  525,600 minutes — how do you measure a year?  ’

’  how about love?  ’

’  how do you document real life when real life’s getting more like fiction each day?  ’

’  we’re hungry and frozen, some life that we’ve chosen.  ’

’  how we gonna pay last year’s rent?  ’

’  zoom in as they burn the past to the ground and feel the heat of the future’s glow.  ’

’  how do you leave the past behind when it keeps finding ways to get to your heart?  ’

’  when they act tough you call their bluff.  ’

’  what happened to ___? what happened to his heart? and the ideals he once pursued?  ’

’  you’re wasting your time.  ’

’  it’s what we used to dream about, think twice before you pooh-pooh it!  ’

’  time flies, and then no need to endure anymore. time dies.  ’

’  what’d you forget?  ’

’  i know you — you’re shivering.  ’

’  i’m just a little weak on my feet.  ’

’  would you light my candle?  ’

’  they say that i have the best ass below 14th street. is it true?  ’

’  i didn’t recognize you without the handcuffs.  ’

’  i’m nineteen, but i’m old for my age. i’m just born to be bad.  ’

’  do you wanna dance?  ’

’  today for you, tomorrow for me!  ’

’  darling, be a dear. haven’t slept in a year.  ’

’  we agreed on a fee, a thousand dollars guarantee, tax free. and a bonus if i trim her tree.  ’

’  say something, anything.  ’

’  i’m so mad that i don’t know what to do.  ’

’  feel like going insane, got a fire in your brain, and you’re thinking of drinking gasoline.  ’

’  have you ever doubted a kiss or two?  ’

’  i’m defeated, i should give up right now.  ’

’  i’d fall for her still anyhow.  ’

’  look, i find some of what you teach suspect because i’m used to relying on intellect, but i try to open up to what i don’t know. because reason says i should’ve died three years ago.  ’

’  forget regret or life is yours to miss.  ’

’  what’s the time? well it’s gotta be close to midnight.  ’

’  my body’s talking to me, it says time for danger.  ’

’  i’ve had a knack from way back at breaking the rules once i’ve learned the game.  ’

’  let’s go out tonight.  ’

’  in the evening i’ve got to roam, can’t sleep in the city of neon and chrome.  ’

’  i should tell you, i should tell you ——  ’

’  looking for romance? come back another day.  ’

’  there is no future, there is no past. i live this moment as my last.  ’

’  if you’re so wise, then tell me — why do you need smack?  ’

’  long ago you might’ve lit up my heart, but the fire’s dead and ain’t never ever gonna start.  ’

’  will i lose my dignity? will someone care?  ’

’  times are shitty, but i’m pretty sure they can’t get worse.  ’

’  let’s open up a restaurant in santa fe.  ’

’  live in my house, i’ll be your shelter. just pay me back with one thousand kisses.  ’

’  i’ve longed to discover something as true as this is.  ’

’  last night i had a dream.  ’

’  moo with me.  ’

’  you make fun, yet i’m the one attempting to do some good.  ’

’  not to mention, of course, hating dear old mom and dad.  ’

’  la vie boheme.  ’

’  and ___ will preview his new documentary about his inability to hold an erection on the high holy days.  ’

’  excuse me, did i do something wrong? i get invited then ignored all night long.  ’

’  life’s too short babe, time is flying. i’m looking for baggage that goes with mine.  ’

’  i should tell you, i’m disaster.  ’

’  the opposite of war isn’t peace, it’s creation.  ’

’  so be kind and don’t lose your mind, just remember that i’m your baby.  ’

’  take me for what i am, who i was meant to be.  ’

’  folks would kill to fill your shoes.  ’

’  i hate mess but i love you.  ’

’  i quit unless you take it back.  ’

’  guess i’m leaving. i’m gone.  ’

’  without you, the earth turns, the sun burns, but i die without you.  ’

’  how could a night so frozen be so scalding hot? how can a morning this mild be so raw?  ’

’  that’s poetic. that’s pathetic.  ’

’  will it mean that it’s the end and i’m alone?  ’

’  you said you’d never speak to him again.  ’

’  who said i was talking to you?  ’

’  run away, hit the road, don’t commit — you’re full of shit.  ’

’  i’d be happy to die for a taste of that — someone to live for, unafraid to say ‘i love you’.  ’

’  love’s not a three way street.  ’

’  i can’t believe this is goodbye.  ’

’  ___ has got his work, they say. ___ lives for his work and ___’s in love with his work. ___ hides in his work.  ’

’  yes, you live a lie, tell you why — you’re always preaching not to be numb when that’s how you thrive.  ’

’  perhaps it’s because i’m the one of us to survive.  ’

’  you don’t want to watch me die.  ’

’  i just came to say goodbye, love.  ’

’  please don’t touch me.  ’

’  don’t breathe too deep, don’t think all day.  ’

’  you’re living in america — leave your conscience at the tone.  ’

’  and when you’re dying in america at the end of the millenium, you’re not alone.  ’

’  i should tell you — i love you.  ’

’  your eyes as we said our goodbyes — can’t get them out of my mind.  ’

’  i have always loved you, you can see it in my eyes.  ’

’  hold onto love, it’ll keep your strong.  ’

’  love heals.  ’