foundandloststhings

[foundandloststhings]

You probably wonder where did the idea of this blog came out. Tha answer is simple: Radio Silence.

I don't have the stuff to make it a podcast but I really live writing and the only thing I can write about is my life.

This could be considered a cry for help, even though I'd like to stay anonymous. That's why all the names are pseudonyms and we write in English. Unless someone really dedicated their time to investigate my social media accounts, no one would ever know all of this.

I just want people to feel my words as a hug, a mirror or even a novel you read when you're bored. Maybe my suffering could be something more than words on a web.

[foundandloststhings]

hello again

i think it's been a month or more since the last time we wrote anything, but there's been a lot of things in our lives.

first of all we need to clarify that the one writing this is Lost because Found's life has been a mess lately.

We've been having problems with our friends, especially with Songchord, the one that lives more closely to our home. She's quite violent sometimes and we feel very invalidated.

We also have another friend in school, Daylight, our soulmate. She has a very hard time with her family mostly becouse her mother's a bitch. And i feel very bad for her. i think she's the most pure and nicest person in the world and she doesn't deserve all that she's going through and i want her to live her life but it's not very helpful coming from a person who's willing to live is intermittent.

We've got other friends but they are in other school and we don't hang out a lot. I've know them since we we're eight.

This week we've been feeling like shit and we had two breakdowns. We are very confused, stressed and alone. And the worst thing is, it's nobody's fault but mine.

[foundandloststhings]

Hello

I'm not 100% sure why we agreed to write this, but here we are anyway. You may have many questions. First of all, why do you speak in the plural? The answer is that we are different aspects. We live in the same body and we are almost the same person, but many things separate us. Second, who are you? I think we should introduce ourselves. There's no need to call us by our real names, so we'll use nicknames (mostly based on songs) to refer to ourselves and other people who will be named.

I'm Found, "The Real One" some will say but please don't call me that. I'm the first one everyone knows when they see me in real life, but I'm only a fraction of many things. I use feminine pronouns.

The other one is Lost. He uses male pronouns and I've met a few years ago. He's the person that I trust the most, even though sometimes I'm scared of him. He's probably more brave that I'll ever be.

We are not a copy of each other or something. Lost appeared more recently, but I think it was just... hidden.

We will use this place to tell our stories and see how different we are. If you got this far, we invite you to continue reading.

xxx found & lost