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hmm yeah so update from last year ... Dang it’s been a year. 2/27/23 I lost my appetite. Idk why, but sometimes it’s hard to eat. I don’t do much since I work on my laptop so I don’t really need to eat. I got down to 127; but it looks like I was pretty stressed out so I didn’t lose any weight. I probably ate a lot, too. Gonna keep working at it and exercise in my free time at least. I got some battle ropes and that’s been fun, and I just need to stay dedicated. Weight: 127 B: 37 W: 28.5 H: 37 Thigh: 19 Calf: 14

February 6, 2022

Ugh it’s been a hot minute.

With working remotely; I’m stuck around 140 lbs for some reason. Maybe I’m stressed out? But I also just sit and work most of the time…

BUT… Omg I can jog normally again!!! 🥺 I haven’t felt “cloudy headed” like I did before, or at least not as much (I guess the IUD may have made a difference??). And I’ve been trying to do at least a mile jog everyday. My endurance is terrible now 🥲. I’ve also picked up my friend‘s bicycle because WFH sure makes me sedentary; and hot damn I’m soooo weak. Ugh.

Sometimes I miss and wish I was fit like I used to be — but I also remember I hated myself back then. I’d rather stick with what I have now if that’s the case.

If I want to go back to 120 lbs I’d have to be exercising the majority of my day. I probably exercised at least 2 hours everyday; and that’s really 2 hours I don’t have time to dedicate now 😔. Darn work.

I guess I’ll just be a big chungus forever. Lol.

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February 6, 2022

Ugh it’s been a hot minute.

With working remotely; I’m stuck around 140 lbs for some reason. Maybe I’m stressed out? But I also just sit and work most of the time…

BUT… Omg I can jog normally again!!! 🥺 I haven’t felt “cloudy headed” like I did before, or at least not as much (I guess the IUD may have made a difference??). And I’ve been trying to do at least a mile jog everyday. My endurance is terrible now 🥲. I’ve also picked up my friend‘s bicycle because WFH sure makes me sedentary; and hot damn I’m soooo weak. Ugh.

Sometimes I miss and wish I was fit like I used to be — but I also remember I hated myself back then. I’d rather stick with what I have now if that’s the case.

If I want to go back to 120 lbs I’d have to be exercising the majority of my day. I probably exercised at least 2 hours everyday; and that’s really 2 hours I don’t have time to dedicate now 😔. Darn work.

I guess I’ll just be a big chungus forever. Lol.

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June 5, 2020

Back at it again~ Woohoo~ 

There’s no scales in my house for some reason; but I feel good. 

I try to do at least one or two of these a day: -Workout Videos -Jog -Weights

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Are you still trying to love yourself?

Not so much. I think I’m OK with myself now. When I made a tumblr 10 years ago, I definitely hated myself; but now I feel OK; and it’s actually a really good feeling. 

edit: thanks for the question!

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April 4, 2020

God I can’t believe it’s 2020 now. 

Life continues to be a lot of twists and turns; but there are so many changes happening now. I always made this blog about my physical health, but never really talked about mental health. 

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July 7, 2019

A lot has happened this year. Stress makes a huge difference. Weight: 128 Bust: 36 Waist: 28 Hip: 37 I can wear my old clothes again ;_;

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April 18, 2019

Where did the time go? Now 25. I can’t believe it.

Heaviest I’ve ever been:

140lbs

Bust: 38 Waist: 29 Hip: 38

Arm: 11 Thigh: 20 Calf: 14.75

Not proud, but that’s life.

Notes: Removed IUD, switched to Paraguard. High stress point of my life right now

But… I’m finally ok with who I am… It’s a great feeling. I still feel cloudy… I hope it goes away and I can exercise normally again. ;_; April 26 2019 My period showed up. Bleeding a lot but I'm 134. Weird.

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October 28, 2016

Ever since I got the IUD my body isn’t the same. 😔

At first, I lost 15 lbs because I didn’t really eat, then I gained 15 lbs back. 😂

B: 36 W: 28.5 H: 37

It’s been really hard to get back into exercising when it feels like my head is always cloudy. I’ll have to start small like my friend said.

Running is now in my dreams lol.

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August 3, 2014

Oh god I haven’t updated in a long time.

I haven’t been exercising either ;___; UGH. Being busy isn’t an excuse ;__; I’m so weak. 

Current Stats: 

Weight: 120 lbs

Neck: 12.5 in Wrists: 5.75 in Forearm: 8.5 in Bicep (L) 9.8 in ® 10 in Bust: 35.5 in Waist: 27 in  Hip: 36 in  Thigh: 19 in Calf: 14 in Ankle: 8in

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What doesn’t kill me should’ve tried harder

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Photo taken yesterday.    My attitude towards “Hey, can you take a picture of so and so while I so and so…” is usually “Yeah, I can do that…”. My job is fun, and for the most part you learn something every time you’re out.    When an Olympic athlete asks you to take some photos for a new line of work, that “Yeah” turns more into “Whaaaaa????!! Definitely.” So today, I did just that. At the beach. The shots will be more refined in the future, but just to kind of warm up and try to figure out the end goal we took some shots down at the beach. Here are a few for now… Olympic Athlete Chantae McMillan in St. Augustine, Florida. (By the way, she does the heptathlon, in the track and field division. 1 or 2 events clearly isn’t enough. 7 is required.) Photos by Dan Florez using Pentax equipment. Like all others on here, please don’t duplicate without written consent.

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Vegan Cheesecake Round Up

Apple Pie Cheesecake (GF)

Peanut Butter Caramel Cheesecake

Vegan Key Lime Cheesecake (GF/raw)

Chocolate Chip Chickpea Cheesecake

5 Ingredient Vegan Pumpkin Cheesecake

Banana Rum Cheesecake

Mint Chip Cheesecake (NF)

Vegan Peanut Butter Chocolate Cheesecake

Oreo Vegan Cheesecake

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