fophelia1331

[fophelia1331]

Man I've tapped out from being online and active for like a week. I barely realized it's been so long, lol, but I've just had a lot happening and been taking it easy. I'm kinda just sticking this up to say that I'm still here, I'm just not able to do a whole lot right now.

In short, I've been having trouble with physical health, needed a couple mental health days, I've been extremely tired, having trouble writing despite wanting to, handling some stuff for Christmas, and otherwise I've just been trying to recover.

So um, I'm taking it easy, but I'm still around. Happy holidays y'all.

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I wish they did more with emotions affecting the sekais for the sole sekai owners… tsukasa doesn’t get a callback at an audition & comes to the sekai and there’s a biblical fucking flood happening. Kaito is like what do *you* think this means tsukasa :) trying to get him to reflect inwards upon himself while tsukasa is like (frantically trying to corral the plushies onto the giant ship & wake luka up) ARE WE ARE GOING TO DIE??? and kaito’s like I don’t know about that :) [cut to miku sitting in an inner-tube floating by]

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Intro Post, I Guess!

I've finally cobbled together a decent intro post. Here I am, and prepare yourself; I tend to ramble.

Who Am I?

Hi, you can call me Phelia (they/she), I identify as Girlflux and Ace. I'm pretty sporadic, but still creative and passionate.

You can find me on a couple other sites, linked below:

AO3

Pinterest (Casual Stuff)

Pinterest (Art + Creative Stuff)

What Do I Do?

Fanfiction

A LOT of Overthinking and Analysis

Headcanons and Theories

Drawing / Fanart

Occasional Original Fiction

and Plenty of Rambling. My brain never stops.

Miscellaneous Notes

Main Fandoms (as of now):

Fire Emblem (Awakening & Three Houses)

In Stars and Time

Lobotomy Corporation (+ Library of Ruina)

Pokémon

Project Sekai (Hatsune Miku: Colorful Stage)

Stardew Valley

Your Turn To Die (Kimi Ga Shine)

my updates - Stuff going on in my life, thoughts, what I might do in the future.

Tagging:

my fic ideas - The random ideas I get for fanfics. Some I might use, some I might not.

my au ideas - The random ideas that might not be turned into fanfics, but I'm posting about anyway.

the scales of scale - Stuff related to my series of Rui angst.

misc stuff - Any other random stuff I end up posting

DNIs? I'm not going to put up a list or anything yet. I mostly just block anyone/anything that I don't want to see or interact with.

A Couple Other Notes:

Requests? I don't take requests, sorry. If you say something that inspires me, I might be able to do something, but I won't be taking requests.

Trigger Warnings? I sometimes talk about subjects that can be triggering, and I do make content including these topics as well. I do my best to tag the appropriate warnings, but please let me know if I'm missing anything.

Wanna send me asks? Sure! No guarantee that I'll answer, but my inbox is open. (Note: Please do not send asks requesting donations. In short, I don't have the ability to help, but this post explains it more thoroughly.)

Thanks for reading, see you around!

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somehow I got 95/20 on an assignment

I hope they never fix it and leave it this way forever

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Alright, turns out bugs and a bit of religious imagery were the answers I was looking for. 😈 Tsukasa better prepare himself.

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I don't know how else to explain what I just felt, but here: 😐🤔😯😀

Fun fact: I was going to use Yaminabe in my Rui fic, but it never worked out. I had it noted down to use for the next chapter, and then pushed it back, and pushed it back again... and it never got used. I legit don't know if I'm gonna manage to use it with anything going forward, but it feels unlikely, so I'm gonna share some of the notes I had for that unused idea.

Uh, and Trigger Warnings for stuff below the cut: Talk of force-feeding, eating bad foods or non-foods, non-graphic bodily harm. Mention of cannibalism and implications of character death.

The chapter title I might have used was "Pour It In! More!" which kinda sounds like a Project Sekai event name? Hmm.

My first idea for it was along the lines of 'Rui hates vegetables so maybe involve forcing him to eat them?' but I refined that idea into 'Rui's forced to eat strange dishes.' I probably would have done some that started out normal, though unpleasant for him, i.e. salads. And then it would be like... food, but food that probably isn't pleasant or safe to eat. Burnt meals, expired ingredients, uncooked meat, etc. At some point it might have gone to objects, or maybe just organic material that you really aren't supposed to eat (tree bark, leaves, and such). I wasn't really in the mood to go into cannibalism territory, and there would be better songs suited for that. ...god I don't know if I have the stomach to write that anyway......

A more lighthearted note to end this part on, this was semi-inspired by a conversation I had with my friend a while ago. He was just getting into Project Sekai and didn't know the characters well. I was explaining some traits and stuff, and I mentioned the fact that Rui didn't like vegetables. And he threatened to force-feed Rui a carrot.

However, outside the idea of being force-fed, I also considered the concept of being boiled alive. Probably being boiled alive in a soup or stew of sorts. And though I never wrote much more about this idea, it was probably going to be used if this chapter actually happened.

Later I figured that I would put Rui through even more kitchen trauma, simply noting "Ground up with countless other objects?" I think my idea was like. Putting him through kitchen appliances, like blenders and shit. Again, I never developed that idea too much, but it was certainly something that could have been done.

Out of all the ideas for chapters that never got used, the Yaminabe one was definitely closest to being written. I never felt that it fit with the scenario at hand, though, and decided it was best to scrap the ideas. So, I guess that's the story of my lost Yaminabe chapter.

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Fun fact: I was going to use Yaminabe in my Rui fic, but it never worked out. I had it noted down to use for the next chapter, and then pushed it back, and pushed it back again... and it never got used. I legit don't know if I'm gonna manage to use it with anything going forward, but it feels unlikely, so I'm gonna share some of the notes I had for that unused idea.

Uh, and Trigger Warnings for stuff below the cut: Talk of force-feeding, eating bad foods or non-foods, non-graphic bodily harm. Mention of cannibalism and implications of character death.

The chapter title I might have used was "Pour It In! More!" which kinda sounds like a Project Sekai event name? Hmm.

My first idea for it was along the lines of 'Rui hates vegetables so maybe involve forcing him to eat them?' but I refined that idea into 'Rui's forced to eat strange dishes.' I probably would have done some that started out normal, though unpleasant for him, i.e. salads. And then it would be like... food, but food that probably isn't pleasant or safe to eat. Burnt meals, expired ingredients, uncooked meat, etc. At some point it might have gone to objects, or maybe just organic material that you really aren't supposed to eat (tree bark, leaves, and such). I wasn't really in the mood to go into cannibalism territory, and there would be better songs suited for that. ...god I don't know if I have the stomach to write that anyway......

A more lighthearted note to end this part on, this was semi-inspired by a conversation I had with my friend a while ago. He was just getting into Project Sekai and didn't know the characters well. I was explaining some traits and stuff, and I mentioned the fact that Rui didn't like vegetables. And he threatened to force-feed Rui a carrot.

However, outside the idea of being force-fed, I also considered the concept of being boiled alive. Probably being boiled alive in a soup or stew of sorts. And though I never wrote much more about this idea, it was probably going to be used if this chapter actually happened.

Later I figured that I would put Rui through even more kitchen trauma, simply noting "Ground up with countless other objects?" I think my idea was like. Putting him through kitchen appliances, like blenders and shit. Again, I never developed that idea too much, but it was certainly something that could have been done.

Out of all the ideas for chapters that never got used, the Yaminabe one was definitely closest to being written. I never felt that it fit with the scenario at hand, though, and decided it was best to scrap the ideas. So, I guess that's the story of my lost Yaminabe chapter.

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friend who says he's "busy having nightmares" whenever you ask why he can't hang out with you

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So. From a person going through a Pokémon phase. And a person currently intrigued by Home Safety Hotline. A crossover between the two of these would be pretty interesting.

Like 30 Pokémon eat or otherwise destroy mountains. Plenty chew on buildings. Some will poison you. The sandcastle will suck your soul out. Salamence exists. Absol would probably show up and freak people out.

"My son went missing in the woods and now there's a Phantump hanging around my house." Ma'am, that's your son. He died and became a Phantump.

Pokémon can change the weather. Stufful and Bewear can break bones or kill you. Sudowoodo camouflages as a tree and blocks paths. Snorlax falls asleep places and blocks paths. Ditto has pretended to be, not only Pokémon, but HUMAN PEOPLE. Inkay can drain your will to fight. And Malamar has EXTREME HYPNOSIS POWERS and are known to mind control people to do their bidding.

Honestly, I'd be more surprised if there wasn't a service devoted to helping people with hazardous Pokémon. That world certainly needs it.

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My Favorite Hobby: Searching for fucked up Vocaloid songs to torment characters with. It has been very entertaining.

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Meanwhile Rui's like... "oh god here we go again," convinced this is another one of the Horrors™ and that this Tsukasa who clearly isn't the one he knows is another fake version of him.

Alright, @bobcross1010 , here's a pitch:

Nakatorture Tsukasa walks through the white void until he comes across the Intergalactic Multiversal Café™, wandering inside. He finds SoS Rui, who's just waking up at one of the tables. The two have stumbled out of their torments, but they have no clue where they are or what they're supposed to do. I doubt they'd trust each other at first, but they're stuck with each other for the time being.

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Alright, @bobcross1010 , here's a pitch:

Nakatorture Tsukasa walks through the white void until he comes across the Intergalactic Multiversal Café™, wandering inside. He finds SoS Rui, who's just waking up at one of the tables. The two have stumbled out of their torments, but they have no clue where they are or what they're supposed to do. I doubt they'd trust each other at first, but they're stuck with each other for the time being.

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for some reaaon I keep associtaing nakatorture Tsukasa and Scales of Sekai Rui together like 😭😭

oh yeah they're actually best friend and they meet up every 3 AM at the Intergalactic Multiversal Café ™️ and talk about their hardships

I LOVE THIS!!! Oh man I really want a little spin of AU of this now--- Two little funky guys doomed by their hubris. And like:

Naka Kasa: You strangled me once...

Scales Rui: ...I got you killed like twice.

I'm definitely gonna be thinking of this too, lol. I love this so much ❤️

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This is your signal to let yourself write the deranged, uncomfortable, disgusting fiction that you've been thinking about.

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Anyone wanna see a roleplay/ask blog thing regarding some of my story stuff? I've been playing around with that idea in my head, and it would be something I could do until I'm able to write more consistently again. (I've been a bit sick and fatigued and only been doing small things lately.) I've wanted to do something like that for a while. And I have a couple options of stories/characters to pull from, so I'm throwing this idea out to see if it catches anyone's interest. I'll give a better description of what I'll do in a little while, just wanna put this out there first.

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I just ate so many pancakes. Just like Akito Shinonome from hit Vocaloid rhythm game Project Sekai. Mmmmm.

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made a quizzz!!!! you dont need to know anything about project sekai to take it!! feel free to rb with your results if you want, id love to see!!