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My mom just threw a keychain at my head and hit my nose with it hard :c for once I think she did it on accident but it still hurts bad

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Bwehhh I’m breaking out so bad rn,,, my skin hates meeeee :(

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I’m sorry for breaking down publicly, I forgot my meds last night unfortunately and I get genuinely so anxious I can’t function when I’m off my meds ૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა

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Dad wanted me to cancel my therapy appointment but I didn’t realize and he was so vague and kept saying I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know and now he’s mad that ***I*** didn’t know that he actually meant definitely cancel your next appointment but how was I supposed to know when he never gave a definite answer how was I supposed to know why am I being treated like a bad guy I’m not bad I’m not stop talking in that tone stop it please stop you’re making me cry please make it stop please please please

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I’m so fucking useless I’m a worthless piece of fucking trash I should be wasting away under the ground I don’t deserve to live

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I don’t understand I don’t understand I don’t understand why does the world want me to rot why does everyone hate me what did I do I don’t understand please stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it

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Okay so I’ve seen a bunch of jiraiblr freaking out over Love Angel Syndrome, so I decided to watch a playthrough AND I GET IT. I UNDERSTAND THE HYPE ITS SO GOOD !!!!!! Yuuna is literally me so bad it’s like not even funny you guys. I’m a 21 y/o NEET with disabling levels of social anxiety, a tendency to fall into the internet and fiction and talk to “others” (that I make up in my head), self harm habits, a negative self image, a family that wanted me to go to university whom I let down by not going, and a poor relationship with my mother. She’s LITERAAALLLY ME. THIS GAME IS SO PERFECT WTFF <33

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Just accidentally deleted my post instead of making the text small gotta kms

Joking, mostly. I’m mad I have to retype it though LMAO

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I keep having flashbacks to the time a couple kids in my neighborhood forced me to watch them kill a toad and I feel so sick. Should fucking stab you with a needle over and over n see how you like it you sick fuck there’s almost nothing I despise more than animal cruelty

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pity me, feel sorry for me, say it isn’t my fault, baby me, treat me like glass, fawn over me like a cute puppy with a broken leg . . .

please just pity me

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BARK BARK WOOF GRRRR The game I like isn’t working and someone said an opinion about MLP that I didn’t like . This is unfair I should be allowed to stab something like drywall as repayment for my suffering </3

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Jiraiblr I think I may be cooked ૮꒰ྀི ›̥̥̥ ⸝⸝ ‹̥̥ ꒱ྀིა

My period started right. So I took 2 ibuprofen, 1 Tylenol, ate warm food, been taking it easy and got out my heating pad. IM STILL IN PAIN?!!!! I want to literally CLAW out my uterus I actually fucking hate it here ໒꒰ྀི ⸝⸝ -᷅ ·̭ -᷄ ꒱ྀི১

Going to take more pain pills ig and pray it finally goes away for a while

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Was starting to think abt hurting myself n my kitty came to cuddle me n demanded all my attention… kitties once again saving me, is this proof that animals are really the ultimate life form?! ͈ര̀ ̥ര́ ͈

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I’m actually so kms… my brother kicked ANOTHER hole in the drywall. I think we’re nearing on 15 holes now? And this one was bc he was melting down over not being allowed to use my laptop (which is because he stomped on my last one and broke it), so my parents might make it my fault. Either way they’re definitely going to scream at him once they see it so.

I feel so bad for being mad bc he’s intellectually disabled + autistic, and I have autism so I kind of get it since meltdowns suck, but it also just fucking sucks getting beat up and listening to my parents scream at him because he put another hole in the wall too. :/

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Haven’t showered in days and I feel so disgusting. M about to but god the feeling of grease in my hair makes me want to vomit :/

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