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this scene ruins me every. single. time.

the way Hank immediately apologizes, even if its just him and manny alone in the woods hes so scared of what other people would think if they saw him like this, hes so scared of being seen as "wrong" or "different".

the way he stops when hes called beautiful, and then tries to calm himself down ("no why would- really?") like hes scared being happy about it. Like him being happy about being called beautiful/being dressed as a woman is something that is inherently wrong and impossible.

even the way he walks in all stiff and hunched over like he is hiding, but relaxes when manny accepts him with open arms.!!! FUCK!!!

i always read Hank as being transgender (or atleast gnc) and thats why hes so scared and ran away from society. hes so terrified of being seen as gross or just different in general that he tried to live in shame until he couldnt anymore.

I think his infatuation with Sarah isnt one of "i want her" i think its a "i want to BE her"

the montage scene, where for 90% of it he is dressed as Sarah, is probably the happiest we ever see her, just by being able to express herself like this (even if it is in the woods grilling raccoons in a dress made out of garbage).

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it doesn’t suit you well anyways.

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it is my hope and dream that everyone on tumblr can go outside and visit a gay bar or go to a queer event and see that our community is very beautiful and very diverse and that half the internet discourse isn’t real

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Actor: Omar Rudberg

[transcript: you stare at every handsome actor in envy. You want to be them so bad. Pick up the needle. Play the part.]

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“I want to be feminine the way men are feminine” what if I told you that’s entirely possible. What if I told you you could just buy T online and become the ideal man you’ve always yearned for. Go on. Take the shot, play the part. Be a man, I dare you. Everyone else will catch up eventually, just get the ball rolling now while time is still in abundance.

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i need to be stronger. i need to get bigger. i need to embrace the urges. i need to hear the boy inside of me and listen to what he’s telling me. i need to start testosterone.

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what you see in him exists in you

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ignore their incredulity. accept the truth. you have to be cut up to be made whole

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my contribution to the masc hypno genre

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an ode to testosterone weight gain

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they need to start making testosterone you can apply as lip gloss