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Hello, friend.

I apologize if I am intruding, but I couldn't help but see that you have a few prompts.

I've been out of it for a while and still trying to get my mind back to where it was before.

If you have the time, may I ask if you could do prompt 14 for Farah, please?

Thank you and Allah bless you, my friend 🙏🏽❤️

⸺⠀⠀GENTLE ⠀⠀⨟ ⠀f.k.

SUMMARY :: "I know you better than you think I do."

PAIRINGS :: Farah Karim / FEM!Reader

WARNINGS :: none

AUTHORS NOTE :: sorry this took so long!

REQUEST? :: yes. @callsignsnowpunisher

Staring out into the nothingness of everything is so damning. You sit there in the hands of the unkind, wishing for kindness they will never give. You’ve been in the military, specifically in the ULF for a while. However, at some point your life begins to feel a bit meaningless. As if you’re nothing but an asset in this world of war. 

Farah is the only thing you have. So as you desperately cling onto your sanity with bloody fingers, she is the one to swoop in looking at you with such an expression that it makes your highly constructed walls fall down in an instant.

“I know you better than you think, ya amar.” Those words make your whole world tilt. 

Her eyes are so soft as they gaze at your frozen form that is standing in front of her. You open your mouth to respond, but even as you do, nothing comes out. Stunned you stand there, your mind reeling at the fact that someone knows you, someone understands you. After years of begging and yearning for a silver of understanding, you finally have it. 

“Thank you.” You whisper quietly into the space between you both. You’re not sure what all you’re thanking her for, but it doesn’t matter. Farah wraps you in her arms, and after an eternity of sitting in the hands of the unkind you’ve finally felt gentleness for the first time.

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fucking freak

aw thank you! 😁 ur so kind.

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⸺⠀⠀ABOUT ME ⠀⠀⨟ ⠀flowhence !

I’m Flo or Florence, I am a writer and have been writing since forever. I have such a passion for writing and graphic design! A little bit about me is that I enjoy a lot of fictional media’s, and that I don’t plan on being a writer for my job despite my passion for it because of the possibility of that passion being tainted.

If anyone has requested anything or wants any oneshots done, just know that I am and will work on it as soon as I am able to. I have 16 requests right now in my inbox so please be patient!

Main Masterlist is here

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⸺⠀⠀VICTORIA NEUMAN ⠀⠀⨟ ⠀masterlist

⠀⠀⠀SFW ONESHOTS

tbd !

⠀⠀⠀SMUT ONESHOTS

tbd !

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Continuing on my little vampire!neuman drabble.

Thinking about one time you sliced your hand open out in public. I mean the cut was bad, blood running down your arm as you look at her with worry. At first she is worried too, but as she watches the blood drip, her mouth can’t help but water.

That’s when she takes you to the nearest private bathroom and fucks you while she sucks on your wound, fangs digging into your hand. You wince, but suddenly feel the wound becoming smaller. You didn’t even know she could do that. The way she would pull back from your hand, her lips and chin covered in your blood. You would practically faint at how hot the sight was, as one hand grips your wrist and the other has two fingers inside you.

She’s going to be the death of you.

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⸺⠀⠀BLURBS ⠀⠀⨟ ⠀blurbs list

"I'm not arguing; I'm just explaining why I'm right."

"I don't always procrastinate, but when I do, I prefer to do it at the last minute."

"You take my breath away every time I see you."

"I'm so lucky to have you in my life."

"You are my forever and always."

"I can't keep doing this."

"I'm sorry, I can't do this."

"Why are you laughing? This is a very serious situation."

"You can't come around here anymore."

"I would appreciate it if we didn't discuss personal matters right now."

"Are you trying to get us into trouble?"

"Just marry me already."

"Close your eyes and hold out your hands."

"I know you better than you think."

"I will kill you if I have to."

"You've been avoiding me."

"I don't think I can do this anymore."

"I'm not gonna hurt you. I'm just here to help."

"Any ideas on how to get us out of this mess?"

"Why do you hate me?"

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⸺⠀⠀FARAH KARIM ⠀⠀⨟ ⠀masterlist

⠀⠀⠀BLURBS

blurb list to pick from; here

GENTLE - f.k.

⠀⠀⠀ONE SHOTS

to be added!

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chews your hair

MY HAIR!!! what the flip man!!

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hi guys!! im back and im ready to write some oneshots!

now accepting reqs for; yui kimura, nea karlsson, anna the huntress, mikaela reid, sable

have fun requesting!

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”But writing fics is my way to cope / I worked hard on this”

I never said that YOU should stop writing but please dont be an ignorant who turning a blind eye about everything that is happening right now.

“But I’ve been wanting to post my next fic”

okay sure but did you add IMPORTANT LINKS to your fics? that is the LEAST YOU CAN DO!

please put any links about palestine so that people be more aware about it, especially about the global strike that will be going on FEB 18 until FEB 25

also, please READ and UNDERSTAND it

FOR THE AUTHOR IN THIS APP especially to all tlou authors !!

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hi guys! just wanna update y’all on my requests, i am going to close them while im working on the 7-9 requests already in my inbox. hopefully i can open them back up soon and get some more content for you guys!

i also have been experiencing some burnout with writing so i apologize sincerely for the wait, im trying to get to all of your requests ❤️

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I love you Joanna fics so much I keep rereading them after work lol😚

im so glad to hear that! i love writing them as well, hopefully i can get the johanna mason fandom to start writing again 🙏

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hi bff i still desperately need to reread & watch thg but i love your writing sm so i needed to leave something anyway ,,, could you do something with nonbinary!reader coming out to johanna ? maybe it starts out angsty but gets more fluffy :3

point of no return - j.m.

summary: You come out to Johanna as nonbinary but some people overhear.

pairings: johanna mason x nonbinary!reader

warnings: transphobia, racism, hurt/comfort

authors note: i didnt specify the slur for obvious reasons, but if anyone has any concerns feel free to pm me.

request: yes

Johanna has noticed your odd behavior, it’s like you’re hiding something. You were hiding something but you didn’t know how to tell your girlfriend that you feel sick everytime someone calls you a “girl”.

You sigh as you set down your things in the training room. You massage your temples trying to will away the stress headache.

You feel arms wrap around you, and you smile a bit. “There’s my favorite girl.” You blanch and have to swallow the bile in your throat, your tense in her arms and she of course notices.

“What’s wrong?” Johanna asks hesitantly. You shake your head and wriggle yourself out of her arms. You go back to pick up the ax—but you’re stopped by a familiar hand and frustrated face.

“What the hell is wrong with you? Why won’t you tell me why you’re acting this way?!” She bellows out, uncaring for the eyes that look your way.

“Fucking hell, Johanna, you don’t need to scream.” You say, utterly calm. This only proves to provoke her further, demanding to know what’s wrong.

“Are you cheating on me? Is that it?” Your head snaps up immediately at her small voice, and you shake it vigorously. God what have you done?

“No, i’d never cheat on you!” You reply, desperation slipping into your brown eyes. Johanna blows a breath out of her nose.

“Then what is it?! Do you not love me? Is it me? What did I-” You cut her off of her ramble.

“I’m not a girl! I’m not a boy. I’m not... anything.” Your voice gets quieter as you say the last words. Johanna’s face crumbles in realization. You are non-binary.

You search her expression for any mean glares, anything that points to her hating you… but you find nothing, only love. “Of course that freak had to get even freakier! You are a girl, sweetheart, you’ll always be one.” A gruff voice taunts you.

“If you weren’t a [slur], I would’ve definitely had some fun with you.” The man smirks and your expression hardens, the blatant racism and transphobia is enough to spiral you off the edge.

Before Johanna could take the honours of punching the guy, you find yourself giving him a good right hook.

You don’t stop there though, grabbing the butt of your ax handle you slam it into his chest, over and over and over again. “You fucking! You transphobic racist motherfucker!” You scream, but suddenly someone pulling you off of him. You wriggle in their arms trying to get out and beat the shit out of that man more.

You see Katniss, your best friend yelling at the man promising to get him fired and punished. You sag with relief and realize you’ve been in Johanna’s arms.

“Jo?” You call out quietly, she is immediately turning you around so she’s facing the love of her life.

“I’m sorry,” You murmur. “I should have told you.” Johanna shakes her head and leans down to kiss your lips. You smile into the kiss, your eyes fluttering close and your hands wrapping around her waist.

“There’s nothing for you to be sorry for, my love.” You beam at her and she laughs loving your smile even if you hated it.

“Katniss will get that guy fired, I know she will.” You smirk at Johanna’s reassurance. “Well I got in a few good hits anyway.” At that your girlfriend laughs, her blue-green eyes staring longingly into your dark brown ones.

From then on, Johanna used your preferred pronouns and always asked what compliments you preferred before saying it. She began correcting anyone who misgendered you and you both kicked anyones ass who was mean to you.

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shame — cate dunlap

fandom : gen v

pairings : mentioned jordan x marie & cate x marie

word count : 659

summary : cate realizes something about herself

warnings : internalized lesbophobia

author's note : i literally just finished gen v and i'm hyperfixating on it and cate ( especially cate ) so hard. . . she is a lesbian TO ME !!!!!!!!!!! mariecate is real TO ME !!!!!!!!!! ( i live in delusion ) i don't know if this is even remotely good but i desperately needed to write something for her so :33 , mitski title also

The pitch dark encompasses Cate, swallowing her and her surroundings, leaving her with nothing to distract herself from the unwanted thoughts. The kind of thoughts that creep in only in the dark when you’re unable to hide even from yourself. Her mind conjures up all of the moments she’s stared just a second too long at Marie, the shameful unsatisfied feelings she’s buried after sex with Luke despite how fucking perfect he is. Was she quickly corrects herself. And another memory resurfaces. 

Her stomach twists as she recalls the split second of relief she had felt when he’d done what he had done. It was sick and it was twisted and she blocked that memory out for a reason. Of course she had been heartbroken after that second and that’s what mattered. It didn’t mean anything, it was just a result of the shock of his death. She had lost her boyfriend after all. The boy that she had loved had been suddenly ripped away from her. 

She had loved him, hadn’t she? Yes. Of course. She tells herself firmly but she’s not so certain if it’s true. She was supposed to love him. She definitely had liked him but she’s not quite sure she’s ever really loved a boy before. She’s never felt the nervous butterflies or the giddy excitement that people always talked about when they talked about being in love. Not with Luke and certainly not with Andre. She had never been “boy crazy” or had particularly strong feelings about any of the boys she’d dated. She’d always felt uncomfortable when Luke told her he loved her- when any boy had. Forcing herself to say it back was even worse - how could she reassure someone of something she wasn’t even sure about herself? At least she told herself she wasn’t sure. Deep down she knows she just hadn’t cared about them the way they cared about her. She wanted to love them - she wanted it desperately. Maybe there was something wrong with her. Maybe there still is. 

Or maybe, just maybe it’s something else. Marie isn’t the first girl she’s caught herself staring at. There have been others… She’s possibly felt that shy awkwardness of wanting to be noticed by someone else you like maybe a little too much. She can’t help but feel the shameful nauseating feeling of jealousy whenever she sees Marie take Jordan’s hand or offer them a secret smile. And there are other things too… She often finds her fantasies full of soft skin and long hair, and too often she plays the role of the male partner in them. She’s never once questioned her gender, she’s definitely a girl, but it’s far too shameful for her to imagine her real self with another girl in that way. 

No, there’s no way that she, Cate Dunlap, could be anything but straight. It’s not that she’s homophobic or anything - she’s perfectly fine with other people being queer - but it’s not an option for her. Plus, everyone has had those kinds of thoughts about girls, haven’t they? They’re just a part of growing up, aren't they? It’s silly for her to even entertain the possibility of her being… like that. 

Still, she lays there in the dark and a part of her knows. Lesbian. She examines the word in her mind, repeating it over and over again. Lesbian. Lesbian lesbian lesbian lesbian. She repeats it until it doesn’t sound like a threat to her, to everything she’s ever known. She repeats it until it doesn’t even sound like a word anymore. 

Tears prick her tired eyes. She can’t think about it anymore. She’s overwhelmed and God she’s tired. She’s beyond tired - she’s fucking exhausted. She tries to think of anything else. Something calming, comforting even, anything to get these shameful thoughts out of her mind. Still, when she eventually drifts off into a fitful sleep all she can think about is Marie’s sweet smile.

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I've read your johanna fics and they are so good ! I love them sm please write more ! there needs to be more fics of her in this app 😫💞

i agree! i so full heartedly agree.

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I AM LOVING YOUR JOHANNA FICS SM. I LOVE YOUR WRITING 💜

tysm anon!! this means the absolute world to me, truly 🫶

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to the edge of our days - j.m.

summary: you, a girl from district thirteen, are with the infamous johanna mason. except you have an accent, and johanna loves to tease you for it

pairings: johanna mason x fem!reader

warnings: just fluff

author’s notes: i smiled while writing this

You don’t hate district 13, I mean, sure it’s not the best… but it’s all you know. You honestly never thought you’d be happy with someone after constantly being in war with the capitol. Coin is not a very likable leader but it’s at least somewhat better than Snow.

“Whatcha thinking of, princess?” Johanna smirks at you, knowing you hate that nickname.

“Sadly, ‘s bout the capital.” You say, in your usual southern drawl. Johanna grins, a certain gleem in her eyes that makes you sigh.

“Well that’s no fun, brainless! Come on, princess, we aren’t in the capital.” She says, gleefully waiting for you to speak again.

While You and Johanna don’t seem like the type to even like one another, it’s so painfully obvious you guys do. Even Annie can see it.

“Y’ain’t ever taken me seriously have ya?” You sigh, you don’t notice the flicker of emotion in Jo’s eyes. Not like you’d care anyway. Or maybe you did care, maybe that’s why you act so stupid around her.

You swiftly try walking away from her, ignoring the hurt in your chest. “Not my fault you’re so easy to rile up.” Johanna scoffed. You freeze in your steps, you can see the undertone of it, that you haven’t lived a bad life. Or maybe you’re projecting your own self doubts.

“Don’t do that.” You say, taking small steps towards Johanna. Your eyes narrowing at her.

“Do what?” She asks, with false confusion and innocence. You feel anger rising up into your chest, you can’t believe she’s trying to play innocent.

“You can’t be fuckin’ serious! You’re always pushin’ me away. it’s aggravatin’! I try, so goddamned hard, and—” You’re cut off by her lips on yours, you were so caught up in your rant you didn’t realize you’ve taken the bait she put out.

Johanna’s lips were soft, and oh so inviting. She tugs on your bottom lip with her teeth, you gasp allowing her to slip her tongue inside your warm mouth.

You grab ahold of her waist, pressing her body to yours in a tight embrace. Your breath mingling together with hers, you groan and her mouth muffles the sound.

After a few seconds Johanna pulls back, you chase after her lips—wanting so badly to taste her again. She chuckles not making the step to create distance between you two.

“Finally!“ You hear Haymitch yell, and you scowl at the man. You blush when Finnick, Katniss, and Peeta all both voice their agreements.

“You’re cute when you blush, brainless.” You snort at her comment. Your calloused hands still holding tightly to her waist.

“Shut up,” You grumbled but your adorable gaze doesn’t make it very threatening.

“God, I thought we’d choke on their sexual tension before they finally got together.” You flip off Katniss, and the brunette laughs.

“Well that’s not very nice, princess.” Katniss snarks at you.

“Hey! That’s my nickname.” Johanna growls out at the brunette, Katniss raises her hands up in surrender. You smile, shaking your head.

“Welp, does this mean I get to wine and dine ya?” You say, a certain sparkle in your eyes. Jo looks back at you, softness in her gaze and she presses her lips against yours once more.