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What if I said I had a new Cregan fic idea that I really wanted to write and post?👀

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Oh my god. I just looked at your asks from about a month ago, and I am actually stunned. Why are people so mean? I hope you are feeling better. I 100% support you, and just know that everything the anon said is actual bologna. ❤️❤️

Thank you, lovely!! People who hide behind anon to hate on, and harass others just don't have anything better to do.

I am feeling so much better, though, and I hope I can get back into posting here soon. I've missed all of you guys so much!<3

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You got rude anons after the plagiarism fiasco though im confused

Yeah it was the same anons still coming at me for not posting the 2nd part of Hēnkirī fast enough. They just switched up and started harassing me about the plagiarism accusations. I'm assuming because it all happened at the same time.

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You got anon hate before the plagiarsm fiasco? I thought you got anon hate AFTER the plagiarism fiasco?

The plagiarism fiasco was a result of the anon hate. I had anons mad at me for not posting the 2nd part of Hēnkirī exactly when they wanted me to, and they were coming at me in my inbox. One of them accused me of plagiarizing off another Jace writer's fic, and it all got worse from there. I deleted Hēnkirī and went inactive until now.

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When was the anon drama of people mad at you for not posting a story at a specific time? I dont remember this

Was it during the plagiarism fiasco?

Yeah the plagiarism thing was brought on by the anons being mad at me for not posting the 2nd part of Hēnkirī yet. They started flooding my inbox, and one of them accused Hēnkirī of being a copy of another fic. And everything just snowballed from there. That's why I've been inactive.

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Will you ever repost Henriki to clear your name?

What does Henriki mean?

Hēnkirī means together in high valyrian.

And I've thought about it. But it's been so long now, and I just want to put it behind me. I'm active at the moment but idk if I'll start posting fics again yet. Or if I even plan to stay active. I just really don't know about anything rn. Nothing is set in stone when it comes to this blog.

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What was the anon dramav

There were anons that got mad at me for not posting a fic exactly when they wanted me to. So, they basically started flooding my inbox with hate and just being nasty.

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what was the stealing fiasco

My fic that I've now deleted, Hēnkirī, was accused of being a copy of another Jace writer's fic.

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Careful, earth4angels is friends with sylasthegrim

And this matters because? Not trying to be rude at all, anon. I just don't see how that's relevant.

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Why did it take your mutuals this long to reach out to you?

I mean I was inactive for a while. And everything that happened that caused me to go inactive is old news. It doesn't really matter to me who's reached out, and who hasn't. Or how long it took them. Like I've said multiple times none of my moots were/are obligated to do anything.

If I'm gonna come back to this blog I don't want all the old drama to be the only thing that's discussed.

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thought about you the other day, and i got a notification saying you updated — i’m sending you all my love, i adore you so much if you ever need anything i’m a msg away 💌

Thank you so much, Nattie!🥹 That means a lot coming from you. I admire you oh so much! All the love!!🫶🏻

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What WIPs do you have for Jace?

I have a childhood friends to lovers fic where the war never happens. My idea was basically a timeline of Jace and reader falling in love over the years.

And I have a fic I did an outline for that was kind of a beauty and the beast au. Jace is a gloomy king hidden away in his castle and all the great houses of the realm have to choose one of their daughters to send to the palace. This is a yearly ritual type thing in order for the nobles and common folk to avoid his wrath. None of the women sent to him are ever seen again. It's a very rough idea that I needed to plan out more before I started writing it.

I have a few more, and also a handful of head canons/drabbles I typed out, but never posted.

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Why was jace ruined for you?

It was a mix of the anon drama and then the whole stealing fiasco. My drive for him went from dwindling a little to basically nonexistent.

I'm not saying I'll never write for him again, but it would have to be something really good for me post a fic for him. Which is honestly so sad to think about for me cuz I had so many drafts and ideas for him.

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will you ever be active agaib?

I really don't know at the moment. If I decide to start posting, and being active regularly again then I don't think I'm gonna be doing much in the hotd fandom. I might post for Cregan still, but Jace has truthfully been ruined for me.

So if/when I come back my blog will mostly be other fandoms. I just don't think I can write for any of the hotd boys again.

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are you alive?

I have no idea how old this ask is, but yeah I'm alive😅

Just haven't been active.

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I feel so bad that your mutuals havent come to your defense. When the Jace anon drama happened, they all closed ranks and backed each other up but they arent doing that for you

I don't expect anything from them. And I don't think it'd be right of me to expect them to come to my rescue. As I've said before they're not obligated to defend me. And that's fine. I still think they're lovely talented people. None of this changes any of that.